With Love and Time

Xu Lu rushed to my apartment in the city center from her. It took two hours to take a bus, and it would take more than one hour to take a taxi. During this time, she called and told me: "I called Jianan, and she turned it off."

The loss I couldn't express in my heart, I wanted to make it clear today, but I didn't have a chance.

Xu Lu saw that I was silent, and she persuaded me: "Okay, anyway, your intentions are fulfilled, the explanation is also explained, the apology is also passed, if she is so reluctant, then she has a problem, no It's your business."

I still can't get through this hurdle in my heart, and I always feel that I have to take most of the responsibility for getting to this point with Dong Jianan.

After a long silence, I whispered back: "Then you come here first, and I will call her later to see if she can turn it on."

I waited at home for an hour and a half, the doorbell rang, and I immediately went downstairs to open the door.

Xu Lu appeared at the door with two big bags in her hands, filled with snacks and fruits, and set meals.

I reached out and took it, turned and walked towards the living room. After Xu Lu changed her shoes at the hallway, she whispered and said, "I'm exhausted."

I sat on the sofa in the living room, took the set meal out of the bag, and opened the box to see that there were all my favorite dishes.

I said: "How do you know I haven't eaten?"

Xu Lu came over barefoot, sat down beside me, panting, and replied, "Look at the way you cry on the phone. If you are still in the mood to eat, I will grab your head and give it to you."

Hearing that, I was noncommittal, holding the chopsticks, sitting on the sofa holding the set meal box to eat.

After Xu Lu rested for a while, she first went to the bathroom, then looked around in the living room, and said aloud: "Zijin, your house is really good. You didn't even go to see the place where I live now. You can’t compare it here, it's just a few grades behind the university dormitory, it's almost like a doghouse."

I ate a piece of spicy chicken and replied vaguely: "Then you can just move to live with me."

Xu Lu sighed, and then said: "Do you think I don't want to? The point is that the two places where we work are too far apart. If I toss back and forth twice a day, the car will be enough for most of my salary for half a month. "

I said: "Who told you not to find a company close to the city center."

Xu Lu glared at me, raised her eyebrows and said, "Should not sprinkle salt on other people’s wounds. You are now on your feet, but I haven’t even stepped into the gate of the Luo family. If we all work in the Luo family, then say what."

I said, "I didn't let you work in Luo's family. Just find a company near the city center. In the future, we will live together. If you have a partner, you can save a rent."

Xu Lu sat down next to me, with osmosis usually limp in the corner. She replied feebly: "I have weighed it down a long time ago. Unlike you, I can be recruited into Luo's right away. The company near the city center is right. The requirements of our profession are very high. I really regret that I didn’t learn to the death when I was in school. Now I can’t get into the big company, and I don’t want to get into the small company. I found a company with a good salary, but I had to go to work in the new district. I was crazy."

After I ate a few bites, I felt a little nauseated inexplicably, so I put down the set box, wiped my mouth, and said to Xu Lu: "Since this is the result of weighing the pros and cons, it is the best, you too Don’t look at the high-hands. The job is good. Let’s do it first. Although the new area is a bit farther away, it will develop after three or two years of inconsistency. How many people will have to line up when they want to go."

Xu Lu propped her forehead with one hand and looked forward, a little lost. She suddenly whispered: "Zijin, have you encountered anything particularly uncomfortable when you have been to Luo's for so long?"

I thought about something particularly unpleasant, and asked aloud: "Does it count to know Luo Xiangdong?"

Xu Lu immediately looked at me with cold eyes. I looked at her murderous gaze, and immediately pursed her lips. She whispered, "Is it the thing that didn't go well with you"

Xu Lu said solemnly: "You are cheap if you have less, and you still sell well. Is Luo Xiangdong someone who wants to know you? Can you think about our low-level sex?"

I said, "Do you really think it’s a great thing to know Luo Xiangdong? Do you know that I’m about to be blinded to death by people all over the company? How can they bury me behind? , I was said to have jumped off the building. Whose fault do you think it is?"

Xu Lu made a cut, then said: "Jump off the building? Come on, you, you don't even have the courage to stand on the windowsill."

I rolled my eyes to her, whether to say so truthfully, I'm just making an analogy.

But after Xu Lu laughed a few words, he sighed, and then said: "You said Luo Xiangdong didn't think much about you, right?"

I said this to Xu Lu, but the spring aa dream of last night suddenly appeared in my mind. I immediately got all over my body and quickly turned my eyes off, pretending to inadvertently replied: "Yes, what's the matter?"

auzw.com Xu Lu said: "Meeting such a wealth of money and super handsome, the key is not to harass your male boss, it is simply a blessing from your previous life!"

When I heard her say this, I reacted quickly, staring slightly, and asked aloud: "What do you mean? Is there a male boss in your company harassing you?"

Xu Lu frowned, looked away, and said thoughtfully: "You said harassment, but it didn't reach the point of blatantly. He didn't even tell me frankly, but I always feel that he is Hinting at me."

When I heard this, I immediately got excited, turned to Xu Lu, and said: "What's the matter, why have you never told me?"

Xu Lu said, "It's our minister. Didn't I tell you before. He took good care of me. At first, I thought the new district was too far away and it was inconvenient to come to the city. I thought about quitting my job, and then he persuaded me. Staying and saying that the company's benefits are good, let me stay for two or three years, maybe in the future the branch office will open to the city, then I can be transferred."

I raised my eyebrows and asked, "Your minister, is that middle-aged man who is already married and is almost forty this year?"

Xu Lu nodded.

I said: "Don't you say he treats you well, why did he suddenly suggest something to you?"

Xu Lu said: "Yes, I did think that other people were good before, and it was because of him that I didn't resign for the time being, but recently, especially in the past half a month, I found that he seemed to be a bit too much to me."

"How do you live?"

"Every time I go out with him to meet a client, whenever the client asks me to drink, he will help him; if I drink, he will personally send me back to my place of residence; and as long as I work overtime, he will also I invite everyone to eat supper, and I don’t know when he starts, pay attention to what I like to eat and what I like to drink."

Hearing Xu Lu's words, I was a little bit conscious, and couldn't help but ask out loud: "Then has he expressed anything like you alone?"

When Xu Lu was asked about the idea, she immediately looked at me and said, "If this is the case, I will keep one eye open and close one eye when I think about it, but he recently talked to me about his private affairs. He also said that he and his wife had been separated for more than five years. The child was on his mother's side and did not live with him. He is now alone when he comes home. He is very lonely, no different from a bachelor. "

I patted my thigh and stared back, "Then he is blatantly suggesting you!"

Xu Lu also sat up, and we were facing each other. She frowned and said, "Yes, I don't think this is something that the boss can say to the subordinates, not to mention that I have clearly noticed that he is indeed suggesting something to me. "

I said: "Then when he told you this, how did you get back to him?"

Xu Lu said: "How can I reply? Of course, just follow his words and say a few words, saying that he can go to see the child often, or ask the child to come back to Night City to see him."

"Then what did he say?"

Xu Lu said: "He said that he wanted to divorce his wife and didn't want to live in this kind of marriage in name only."

I immediately frowned and replied: "Damn, an old man who is almost forty, and he said such things in front of you, he made a clear hint to you, shameless!"

Xu Lu looked sad, and said: "Zi Jin, what do you think I should do?"

I didn’t even think about it and replied: “It’s worth asking. Next time he talks to you about a similar topic, you can just ask him to talk to his wife or a divorce lawyer to make any complaints in front of you.”

Xu Lu's first reaction was to shake her head, and she said, "If he is your immediate boss, you know that you can't say it."

I said in a deep voice, "But now he is hinting you over and over again, and after you keep it in check, it will openly harass you. If you don't stop it, for him, this is a disguised indulgence, and he will become more and more refined in the future."

Xu Lu frowned and said: "I know, but he is good to me after all, and to be honest, he didn't really do anything to me. If I suddenly come back so stiffly, I'm afraid."

Xu Lu hesitated for a while, and still truthfully replied: "I'm afraid he will wear small shoes for me. You haven't seen the little girls in our company, all of them are like wolves, who are much younger than me. Among them, the sorrowful, the cheap, the sorrowful and cheap, are everywhere. They all see that our minister treats me well, and they wish that the boat was overturned in my gutter. If I offend the minister, I am afraid they will be trampled on every minute Underfoot, the company doesn’t have to stay."

After speaking, Xu Lu sighed and said with emotion: "When I was in the school, I could not wait for a clear breeze. I would never bend my waist for half a bucket of rice. But now when I go out, I see that the outside world is really cannibalistic. Although I keep on disgusting that the new district is too far away, to be honest, I really can’t bear the good salary."

Listening to Xu Lu's words, why didn't I sigh secretly in my heart. She was right. Before entering the society, we all believed that we were different, and we would never be infected by any bad social ethos, nor would we bow our heads for any mundane things.

But now that I think about it, we are too stupid and naive, in fact, we are not the slightest difference.

I kept telling Xu Lu to stick, but how many people can stick to the original intention? And I had bowed my head before Xu Lu, as early as the moment I entered the Luo family and met Luo Xiangdong.