With Love and Time

Ji Guanxin's slender fingers pulled out a cigarette from the cigarette case, but he forgot to bring a lighter around, so he looked around. Inadvertently glanced. He met the gaze that looked diagonally across the table.

Take a closer look. He is a little fat man. The reason why she is small is not because of Xia Shengyi's size, let alone her size. But because of her chubby body, she was wearing a white lace + silk princess dress. Da Yuan has two pretty ponytails on her face. He remembered this dress, just worn by his new girlfriend on the Paris catwalk. Volentino's high-priced summer.

It's just a figure just over one hundred meters tall, and a figure of over one hundred and fifty meters tall. Wearing the same skirt... Ji Guanxin was jokes inexplicably. So he smiled at the little fat man in a very unethical manner.

Xia Shengyi was dumbfounded, and Ji Guanxin not only saw her. Even smiling at her?

She instantly felt the blood from all over her body rush to the top of her head. You don't need to look at it to know that it must be blushing

Ji Guanxin's second brother followed Ji Guanxin's line of sight, then smiled and waved towards Xia Sheng. "Holy One. Come."

to be frank. Xia Shengyi really didn't want to go there, and didn't want to walk on two elephant legs. Wearing a dress that she thinks she is a princess, but actually puts on her like a mosquito net. Walked in front of Ji Guanxin.

She felt that she was so bad for the first time, it was terrible.

But the uncle kept beckoning to her, Xia Sheng had to stand up, and then walked as thin as possible, and moved to Ji Guanxin and his uncle.

Ji Guanxin's second brother smiled and said, "This is your second sister-in-law's niece, Xia Shengyi."

"Holy One, this is my brother, you have to call Sanshu or Xiaoshu."

As soon as Xia Sheng approached Ji Guanxin, with a flushed face, he looked at him cautiously. This looks good, and she thinks he is not good-looking, how could there be a man who looks so good?

Although my uncle is also very handsome, it is not Ji Guanxin. His skin is white, but not creamy, but very clean. And the eyes are big and long, people always use the word Gu Panshengzi on women, but as soon as Xia Sheng saw Ji Guanxin's first glance, he felt that he was the most suitable man in this world.

"Hello, uncle." Xia Shengyi tried to pretend to be calm and composed, but in fact, his heart was already in his throat.

Ji Guanxin felt that the ‘fat princess’ in front of him was particularly pleasing, so he couldn’t help but smiled and asked, "What did you see me doing?"

When Xia Sheng heard the words, it was more like a sense of embarrassment of being dismantled and thoughtful in person. Her face instantly blushed, and within two seconds, she had an idea and replied: "I didn't look at you, I think Your wallet looks pretty."

As soon as this remark came out, Ji Guanxin and his second brother were both taken aback, and then laughed out loud.

Xia Shengyi thought that she had finally escaped, but she did not expect that Ji Guanxin would take out the money and card in the wallet, then handed the white wallet to her, smiling and saying, "Here you are."

Xia Sheng kept poking in front of him in a daze, without answering or moving, eyes full of surprise.

Ji Guanxin handed the wallet to her for a few more points, and said with a smile, "I like it, I'll give it to you."

No one knew what Xia Shengyi was thinking at this moment, because even she herself was ambiguous. It seemed like a heartbeat, as if a guilty conscience, as if a lot of emotions emerged at once, making her unclear what it was.

Ji Guanxin's second brother took the wallet, raised Xia Shengyi's hand, put the wallet in her hand, and said with a smile: "Then, it will be a meeting gift from your uncle."

Ji Guanxin also said, "Don't dislike it, I only used it for three days and it's pretty new."

Xia Shengyi said in a very small voice, "Thank you, uncle."

She didn't know if Ji Guanxin heard it, because she was quickly taken away by her relatives busy with part of the wedding process. When she went back to find Ji Guanxin, he didn't know where she went.

That year, she had just turned fifteen, and for the first time, she fell in love with someone.

I heard that his girlfriend is a supermodel, so she secretly checked all the information about the woman. She began to think that Ji Guanxin liked that woman because that woman had the so-called golden ratio. So in the six months after the wedding, she tried fasting to lose weight, but she fainted and was sent to the hospital; she also tried various weight-loss drugs quickly and quickly. The strength of the rebound was great, and it caused her to feel flustered and dizzy.

Every time when she was tortured by weight loss, she would think about Ji Guanxin, the eyes he inadvertently looked at that day when he sat diagonally across from her, and the smiling face that appeared three seconds later.

To love someone is really an obsessive belief. It can make Xia Shengyi give up all the sweets and all the food that will make her fat. After tossing for a whole year, she finally lost 90 kilograms.

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She learns to be beautiful and beautiful, and learn to dress up, but she also knows that Ji Guanxin has only talked with that supermodel girlfriend for less than two months, and now his girlfriend is a somewhat famous and talented painter.

Suddenly she said that she wanted to learn to paint and asked her family to find a good oil painting teacher to attend classes five days a week, rain or shine.

At first, everyone in the family was surprised at her sudden change. Later, she guessed that she liked a certain boy, so she tried so hard to get better.

But for a long time, one year, two years, three years... Xia Shengyi has never lacked suitors, but she has always remained single, as if to isolate all the opposite **** around her, only the frequency changes her hobbies. '.

Maybe it’s been painting in the past few months, and it turned into dancing in an instant, then musical instruments, singing...

Some people have unstable temperaments, and it’s not a good idea to play tickets for two days or two, but once Xia Shengyi suddenly "likes" something, it is almost crazy absorption, she can not eat, play or sleep, just think about it. Want to learn what is in front of me.

For a while, the family around her couldn't understand and even worried about her, but Xia Shengyi behaved very naturally.

She said, "I want to be better, is this also wrong?"

There is certainly nothing wrong with getting better. This is what everyone hopes, but not everyone can do it.

But Xia Sheng was able to do it because she had the reason and motivation to force herself to be better. She wants to be good enough, so good that one day she can stand in front of Ji Guanxin, so she can avoid inferiority and cowardice.

She wants to be so good that he likes her at the first glance. Is this also wrong?

No one knows who she likes in her heart. Who would have thought that a quick glance with Ji Guanxin at the wedding would make Xia Sheng remember for seven years?

In seven years, she wanted to buy a plane ticket to appear in front of Ji Guanxin countless times, and then asked him, uncle, do you like me like this?

But she didn't have the courage or self-confidence, because the girlfriend beside him was not beautiful, but beautiful and talented.

So the only thing she can do is to learn everything he likes, so that he can't pick up the slightest problem. And this wait is a full seven years.

Seeing the woman next to him come and go, she always feels sad at first, but over time, she seems to have developed a kind of inertia. She is even guessing that this woman can only stay with him for a month, no, Maybe only three weeks.

In such a long time, she has never set foot in the overnight city, but she always follows all the latest trends about Ji Guanxin online.

She knew that in these years, maybe he only had real affection for one woman, that woman was called Liang Zijin. Although they didn't communicate for a long time, and the woman married Luo Xiangdong, Xia Shengyi could feel that Ji Guanxin treated her differently. Because in the three years since then, he has not dated any woman.

It's not that Xia Shengyi didn't want to see Ji Guanxin in Yecheng in the past, but it happened that something happened at home at that time. The affair between her father and the secretary was broken by her mother. Her mother was angry and found someone to play the mistress, but unexpectedly there was an accident halfway through. The woman was pregnant, the child was gone, and the uterus was not saved.

The woman used her parents to divorce as a threat, or she would call her mother to arrest her. In desperation, her parents divorced. I thought this farce could end here, but everyone did not expect that on the day Xiaosan married her father, her mother cut her arms at home and committed suicide.

Xia Shengyi has never been able to see the death scene, but it is rumored that her mother died on the big bed in the master bedroom with two photos on hand, one of her and her husband’s wedding, and the other of a family of three. . The blood blurred the photos, and when they were discovered, the body was already cold.

Xia Shengyi will never forgive two people in this life, one is her father and the other is herself. She hates her father for failing to hold on to her responsibilities in the marriage, causing her mother to go where she is now; she also hates herself, hate herself for being obsessed with fantasizing about someone all these years, and unable to extricate herself. In fact, she has discovered that from three Since a month ago, her mother's emotions were obviously wrong, but she has been reluctant to go into it. She always thinks about adults and doesn't need her to solve it.

It turned out that her indifference and father's ruthlessness together ruined this originally beautiful family of three.

Because of this incident, Xia Shengyi was relieved for a full three years. Three years can't make things pass completely, but it can make her break free from pain temporarily.

Everyone is persuading her to look forward.

Yes, look forward. When she held a fruit knife on countless nights of loneliness and helplessness, thinking that as long as she stroked her wrist so hard, all the pain would end, she would think of the wedding many years ago That good-looking man of, he smiled happily at her.

She really wanted to see him with her own eyes, hear his voice, and want him to see her now, how beautiful and outstanding, and good enough to be worthy of him.

She took out her mobile phone and dialed a number to go out. She had been insomnia for a long time, so she didn't care that it was half past two at night.

After the phone rang four or five times, it was connected. Xia Shengyi had already put down the fruit knife, holding the white leather wallet in her hand, and whispered: "Aunt, I want to go back to China, can I?"