With Love and Time

"what do you like about me?"

"Do you believe in fate? I think we are together because of fate."

"Yaoyao, as long as you like it. I can give it to you."

"Come up. I'll carry you."

"Will you always like me?"

"meeting."

"No matter what I do wrong, you won't be angry with me?"

"How can I be mad at you?"

"I remember."

"Well, remember."

What he said to her. Commitments made. Still lingering in my ears. But it was this man who kept saying that he would not be angry with her, and told her in person ten minutes ago. People want faces and trees want bark! Don't take me with you if you are shameless, I can't afford this person with you!

Yes. Face is more important than love, self-esteem is more important than her.

Lu Yao felt that what she thought was clear. There is nothing you don't understand. Can we go now?

She wants to move subjectively, but her legs are attached to her feet. It's like taking root. Deeply stuck in place. No matter how she wants to take a step, but the lower part of the body just doesn't listen.

There was a ‘knock’ on the door behind me. Lu Yao thought inexplicably that Ji Guanxin was back, and she turned around. What you can see is the waiter who comes to take the food.

How could she think it was Ji Guanxin? How could Ji Guanxin knock on the door?

No, Ji Guanxin will not come back again.

The waiter saw Lu Yao standing not far from the door with tears all over his face. He was really startled. He paused for a few seconds before saying, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

Lu Yao was like a scared little animal, she looked away in a panic, stretched out her hand to wipe her eyes, and shook her head.

She couldn't speak, she just wanted to leave at this time.

Passing by the waiter at the door, Lu Yao walked forward quickly, but when he reached the end of the corridor, he was stopped by the people behind him.

"Miss, miss... your things have fallen out."

The waiter rushed to Lu Yao and handed her the expensive watch. As for the broken bracelet on the ground, he thought, Lu Yao shouldn't need it anymore.

Lu Yao looked at the watch box in front of her in a daze, her first reaction was to think of Ji Guanxin's face.

Thinking of him before, his head was full of smiles. But now thinking of him, there are expressions of mockery or disgust in front of him.

With heartache, Lu Yao wanted to ask the waiter to return Ji Guanxin directly, but she couldn’t speak now. Secondly, she broke up with Ji Guanxin. It is unnecessary to make everyone aware that he It's embarrassing, she should do some things herself.

Reaching out to take the watch box, Lu Yao nodded slightly and said thank you.

The waiter didn't see Ji Guanxin's appearance when he left, but looked at the grim expression on Lu Yao's face, and his heart turned back and forth, not knowing what happened.

Leaving the restaurant, Lu Yao stood on the side of the street, probably so sad that she was so numb now.

Without tears or too much thinking, she stopped a taxi and went directly to Jingchen Yipin.

Ji Guanxin gave her a house key, and the door guard recognized Lu Yao, so when he saw her back, he smiled and greeted her.

When Lu Yao took the elevator upstairs, he could have opened the door directly, but was afraid that Ji Guanxin would scold her for shame at home, so he called him first.

Mobile phones can be connected, but without exception, Ji Guanxin will not answer.

Lu Yao stood alone next to the elevator entering the house, thinking that she would not cry, but when she sent the text message, she still shed tears.

She said: I'm at your door, I know you don't want to see me now, I won't disturb you, I just want to return the watch to you.

After waiting for half an hour, there was no sound from the phone. This was in Lu Yao's expectation. She entered the fingerprint password and took out the key to open the + door.

There were no replacement shoes in the hallway, Lu Yao also felt that there was no one in the room, and Ji Guanxin did not go home.

As usual, Lu Yao put on camellia slippers and walked in. It's just that I haven't come back here for a few days and nights. I didn't expect to come back again, but I was going to pack my things and leave.

I still remember when she came here for the first time, she was very embarrassed. Although Ji Guanxin had regarded her as a girlfriend, she did not regard him as a boyfriend in her heart. She had thought about staying and taking care of him for a few days. Just leave, it can be regarded as repaying his favor to save her and help her.

auzw.com But when I live, I put my heart into it.

She thought she was very smart, everything could go as she expected, but in reality she was nothing, she was not even a fool. She is not the kind of person who believes everything that others say, but the inexplicable Ji Guanxin said, she believes, she is still waiting to go down with Ji Guanxin. But there is no impermeable wall in this world. She didn't know what Ji Guanxin had discovered, and she didn't even dare to ask. Maybe this was her retribution after lying.

Originally, I just wanted to come back to return the watch, but all came, and Lu Yao went up to the second floor and cleaned up the few things he had here. Before going downstairs, she ran to the bedside table of the master bedroom and opened the drawer.

I thought I would see the stone bracelet, but it was gone.

Lu Yao was stunned for a moment, thinking that she had remembered it wrong. But she hasn't reached the point of trance, and she won't feel that she is crazy.

If you are not there, you will not be there. What is the difference between seeing or not seeing?

The two shopping bags contained all her things. After Lu Yao went downstairs, she went around on the first floor. After looking at the kitchen she had used, she thought of the scene of herself and Ji Guanxin sitting together for a meal; feeling sore, she quickly turned her head and went to the balcony to look around.

Little Bailian's big cage is still in the corner, but it is a pity that it is not there.

The entire large balcony is its site, with dog food, dog basins, various chains and toy snacks in the opposite corner.

Lu Yao knew that Ji Guanxin didn't like small animals, and didn't know how he would deal with them after she left. Fortunately, there is also the side of sister Zijin, who will be sent back to her in a big deal, so that no one will take care of her.

Lu Yao put the watch box on the coffee table in the living room, and Ji Guanxin could see it at a glance. Since we broke up, don't take advantage of others anymore. This is Lu Yao's consistent attitude towards life.

The moment Lu Yao left Ji Guanxin's home and closed the door, Lu Yao felt so sad that he had returned to the year when he was twelve.

That year Du Hui still divorced Lu Baiquan, ending their 13-year marriage life of endless quarrels. In fact, Lu Yao didn't oppose divorce. She couldn't live on anymore. She always wanted a way out and continued to live. There was no need for the two to suffer together.

But she could not persuade herself to agree that Du Hui married Jian Hongfeng in order to live a good life. Although Jian Hongfeng and Zhou Wanping could not make it, it is undeniable that Jian Hongfeng would not divorce Zhou Wanping so quickly if Du Hui did not appear. Marry Du Hui in.

Lu Yao always felt that she could not hold her head up. Du Hui took her to the night city to live a good life, leaving her father and brother behind, but on the side of the night city, Jane Beibei regarded the oil bottle she brought to Xiao San'er.

She heard that Jian Chengli called Zhou Wanping late at night and said he missed her.

At that time they were still young, and Jian Chengli missed Zhou Wanping as much as she missed Lu Boquan.

With the same experience, even if Jian Chengli seems to be much superior to her, Lu Yao knows that heartache is regardless of external conditions.

The breakdown of the two marriages in exchange for another seemingly beautiful marriage combination, in fact, aside from the magnificent surface, everyone's heart is already stinking and maggots.

Lu Yao's previous home, she can't go back. Jane's family, she never made it her home.

What she desires and fears most in her life is a family character. It was Ji Guanxin who gave her a shelter from the wind and rain and rekindled her yearning for home. He has hinted at her many times that he can protect her for a lifetime.

But now, she lost again.

The door was closed tightly and the key was locked inside. When Lu Yao took the elevator downstairs, her heartache was so painful that she couldn't shed any tears.

Used to it, it should have been used long ago. Where does she have a home?

When she walked to the gate of Jingchen First Product, the guard greeted her with a smile, and asked her, "Has Miss Lu been out in the past few days?"

Lu Yao barely curled her lips, smiled and nodded.

The guard said: "No wonder, Mr. Ji has been in and out alone with the dog these past few days."

Lu Yao felt that someone was gouging her heart. She was afraid that she would vomit blood with another mouth. So she ignored the polite question, nodded and left quickly.

The sky is big and there is no home for oneself, which is really terrifying.

After thinking about it, all Lu Yao can go back to is school. Taking a taxi to the station, she happened to be able to catch the last high-speed train back.

When I came, I was elated; when I returned, I had nothing.

Lu Yao jumped out inexplicably in her mind, forgetting where she saw it.

Every encounter is unintentional; and every parting is a long-planned plan.

She leaned against the high-speed rail window, looking outside in a daze. The speed was too fast, and the scenery passing by was too late to take a closer look, and she had missed it. Just as the relationship between her and Ji Guanxin came quickly and went faster, her side was just getting ready to begin, and Ji Guanxin had unilaterally announced the end.

I don't know how Xu Yingjia would react when he heard this news. I don't know where Xiao Bai Lian'er is now, what he is doing, and will he be sent back to Sister Zijin in the future...

Lu Yao thought a lot, but did not think about Ji Guanxin.

What he said was right. People want face and bark. He doesn't want to have any involvement or involvement with her anymore. She should stay far away and don't bother him or hinder his eyes.

It's not that Lu Yao is careful, but that there are some words that seem to be light, but in fact they will really remember them for a lifetime.

She doesn't blame Ji Guanxin for scolding her, she only blames herself for lying. She has done everything she can do, and now no matter what results she gets, she will not regret it.

It's just that I'm homeless again, this feeling is really bad.