With Love and Time

Ji's family never called. Luo Xiangdong and I simply had lunch before going to the hospital. Today is the last day that Ji Guanxin observes at iuc, if he wakes up. That's really a rebirth. The next life is the bright road, from then on to get rid of the burden of heart disease; but if he does not wake up...

No, I just had such an idea in my mind. I immediately forced myself to delete it.

Ji Guanxin will definitely wake up.

Ji's family and a group of friends who are particularly close to each other all came. Everyone sees that Luo Xiangdong and I have already taken offense, but after all, it hinders a layer of previous relationship. So he didn't take the initiative to tell us anything.

As usual, people can still visit ICU today. I didn't expect Ji Guanning to come to me on his own initiative. Said to me: "You go in and see my brother."

I subconsciously glanced at Luo Xiangdong beside me, and Luo Xiangdong nodded to me. I entered the icu with Ji Guanning. Since the launch of Ji Guanxin from the operating room. This is the second time I have looked at him through a huge glass wall.

He was covered with an oxygen mask on his nose and mouth, with various tubes inserted into his body, and he was lying on the hospital bed. It's like an alien being prepared for research.

I cried too much these days. I thought I could control my emotions very well. But when I saw Ji Guanxin's closed eyes and pale face. I still blurred my vision in an instant.

Reaching out and wiping tears, I widened my eyes. Because this can be seen more clearly.

I caught a glimpse of Ji Guanxin's left hand, which was placed outside for a hanging needle, with a stone bracelet hanging from his wrist. It is the one I gave.

Ji Guanning said: "My mother personally put them on him. Both my mother and my brother don’t believe in these things. But because you gave them, my mother said that if my brother knew, he would be happy, so I would wear them to him. On it."

My heart was sore, and I replied tightly, "He will be fine."

Ji Guanning didn't look at me. She just looked at Ji Guanxin behind the glass with red eyes, and whispered softly, "Brother, did you see it? Liang Zijin is here. She doesn't want you to have anything, so you must come out properly."

There was a choke in my throat. Although I couldn't speak, what I thought was: Ji Guanxin, what you said, you said you wouldn't look at me and Luo Xiangdong happy, and then you are alone, you must do what you say.

Facing Ji Guanxin, who had been in a drowsy state, Ji Guanning and I stood outside just like this through a layer of glass. In a blink of an eye, half an hour passed, and the nurse walked in and asked us to leave.

After I went out, Luo Xiangdong waited for me outside the door. I walked up to him, took the initiative to hold his hand, and compared with his scorching body temperature, I knew how cold my hand was.

Luo Xiangdong took me to the bench next to me and sat down. He whispered, "How is Ji San'er?"

I was about to vomit and whispered back to him: "Same as before...there are many more tubes on my body."

Luo Xiangdong took my hand tightly, and then said: "Don't be afraid, my dad has just had a heart bypass operation and he has a lot more on his body. As long as he wakes up today, he will be transferred to the general ward."

A voice in my heart is asking, can Ji Guanxin still wake up?

Another voice said immediately: Bah, Bah, Crow's mouth, Ji Guanxin will be fine, Ji people have their own natural state.

I really want to tell Ji Guanxin personally, wake up quickly, or I will get sick and go crazy before him.

Because today is the most important day, a group of us stayed outside the gate of ICU and never left. This wait is a small day.

Just after eight o'clock in the evening, Ji Guanxin's mother came out in person, let us go to eat first, don't stay here. But no matter where we are in the mood to eat, we refuse to leave.

Jisi's uncle Professor Ando walked from the end of the corridor in a white coat, and I stood up subconsciously, but because there were too many people around, I didn't move forward. I just stood there and waited.

Ji's family asked Professor Ando about Ji Guanxin's situation. Professor Ando said: "At present, all indexes are stable. As long as he can wake up before tonight, he will pass this test."

After speaking, he walked into the icu with two doctors, closed the door, and once again blocked the view from the inside and the outside.

I looked at the time, and now it is less than four hours before midnight, which means that Ji Guanxin's second half of his life will be clear within these few hours.

I have been under a lot of pressure these days, and I ate very little, and some are all vegetarian, so my stomach is easily empty. A bunch of people here did not say to leave, and I would never leave. On the way, Luo Xiangdong left for a while. I thought he was going to the bathroom, but when he returned, he bought me hot sweet milk and chocolate.

He said to me: "Eat as much as you want to save stomach pain."

I was not hypocritical and didn't want Luo Xiangdong to worry, so I ate most of the chocolate and drank all the milk.

In a blink of an eye, half past ten in the night, during which Professor Ando came out of the icu, a large group of people surrounded him, but seeing Professor Ando shook his head, everyone could not tell whether they were disappointed or desperate.

When I was nervous, I wanted to go to the bathroom. From 9:30 to 10:30, I ran at least three times.

I used to think three days were too slow, but now I desperately want to extend the time so that Ji Guanxin has enough chance to wake up.

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When people get to the bathroom, I don't really go to the bathroom, but I feel too stressful and nervous to escape.

Standing in front of the mirror, looking at myself without makeup in the mirror, my face finally reached the whiteness I had hoped most before, as pale as paper.

With a pale face, red eyes, and the tip of my nose rubbed with a paper towel, I look like a clown, with my eyes full of despair.

When people are desperate, it is always easy to burst out many thoughts of breaking the boat. For example, I began to pray silently in my heart, and silently increase the bargaining chip.

If Ji Guanxin can be safe, I...I won't swear or fight anymore, and I will get rid of all the bad things on my body. I do good deeds, donate money every year, do good deeds without leaving a name...

Thinking about it, I looked at the familiar face in the mirror and started to cry again.

The unspeakable acid in my heart, and the pain in the acid. I didn't want to cry in front of others, so I had to hide here to wipe my tears secretly.

After feeling uncomfortable for a while, I secretly adjusted my breathing, then stretched out my hand to turn on the faucet and washed my face.

I was still in a state of bending over, and I could only hear a series of rapid knocks on the left side, accompanied by Luo Xiangdong’s familiar voice: "Zijin, Zijin..."

I really can't help but frighten me now, my heart sighs, I forgot to turn off the faucet, and rushed to the door with water on my face to open the door.

Before I could speak, Luo Xiangdong already took my wrist and said as he walked out, "Ji San'er is awake."

I:"……"

My mind was completely blank. At that moment, I was neither lucky nor happy. I was just like a puppet when Luo Xiangdong pulled me to the door of Icu, when the door that was always closed finally opened. I saw a row of people standing in front of the glass wall, and there were crying and weeping in the room.

Luo Xiangdong took me to a corner of the glass wall. From this direction, I could only see Ji Guanxin's waist and legs on the hospital bed. Because of Professor Ando's position, I could not see Ji Guanxin's face.

Luo Xiangdong said to me: "Wake up, just what the doctor said."

I didn't see Ji Guanxin open his eyes for a second, so I didn't believe it for a second.

Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Ji Guanxin's family crying, and Ji Guanning even covered his mouth and squatted on the ground crying. But my angle...invisible.

I don’t know if it’s the reason for it or something else. Professor Ando turned his back to me, but suddenly turned his head and took a look at me. We looked at each other, and he looked back at the person on the hospital bed. A few seconds later, Professor Ando walked aside, my eyes gradually met Ji Guanxin's face.

He still wears an oxygen mask, but his eyes, which are always closed, are faintly opened.

It's just a second, no, it's just half a second. I directly clenched my fist to my lips, tears came up, and my eyes widened so that I could see Ji Guanxin's face clearly.

Ji Guanxin's body is still very weak and can't move, but I know he is alive. From now on, he will be the phoenix nirvana, reborn from the ashes.

I couldn't help but waved my hand at him, although my fingertips twitched just after I did it twice.

I don't know if my eyes are too good or I am blurred. I waved to Ji Guanxin, as if I saw Ji Guanxin's fingers slightly lifted while wearing a clamp.

Professor Ando and two other doctors were inside, checking various data. A group of us stayed outside. About five minutes later, Professor Ando came out. He took off his mask and nodded happily.

It was just such an action that directly made Ji Guanxin's mother soft in the arms of the two children beside her.

This is also the first time I saw Zhang Danqing, Mai Jiahui and Cheng Lin cry in tears.

Jiesi walked up to Professor Ando and said aloud: "Uncle, after waking up, there will be no more problems, right?"

Professor Ando replied: "It stands to reason, but it needs to be observed for a while. In general, this is already a miracle. Compared with the tenacity in a person's life, I believe this is your blessing to him. It worked."

Ji Guanxin's second brother stepped forward and asked, "Professor Ando, ​​when will my brother regain consciousness?"

"The anaesthetic and calmness in his body will be removed tonight, and tomorrow I can give you 15 minutes of visiting time."

"Thank you so much, thank you for saving my brother's life."

Professor Ando nodded and replied: "You're welcome, our doctor has tried our best, and we have to rely on your brother's tenacity in his own life. From now on, I hope he can be healthy for a lifetime."

It is because we have too much, so we always care about what is missing, there is nothing, it seems that we are unhappy and not satisfied every day. But it wasn't until this time that I saw with my own eyes how Ji Guanxin walked through the ghost gate, and I really understood that in the face of life and health, nothing else.

Cherish what you have, because what we have is probably what some people dream of most.