With Love and Time

The lives of Luo Xiangdong and I have really never stopped since we squeezed into Rongxin. It's not that I'm cautious, it's that Rong Xin did it too boldly. Unless I am blind. Otherwise, you can't pretend you can't see it.

Watching TV with Luo Xiangdong at home, Rong Xin suddenly called and said that she was unwell. Tell Luo Xiangdong to go there. I thought to myself that since people are'uncomfortable'. We can't sit back and ignore, so let's go there.

Half night and midnight. Luo Xiangdong and I put on our clothes and drove to Rong Xin's apartment. Rong Xin was wearing a purple silk nightdress, and her short legs were dangling outside. My face suddenly sank, if this is to let Luo Xiangdong come alone. Is that better?

Luo towards the east was silent. But his words had already revealed his unhappiness. He said: "Isn't it said that I have a cold. I still wear so little for a cold. I asked for it?"

Rong Xin sat down on the sofa. Hold the cushion. He sniffed and said, "I don't know if it's a cold or fever. My head hurts a bit and I feel uncomfortable."

Luo Xiangdong said: "Have you taken medicine?"

"There is no medicine at home. Otherwise, I can call you over." Seeing what she said was a matter of course, did Luo Xiangdong treat her feelings as her personal? I don't think she has a fever, but a sorrow.

"Change clothes, we will accompany you to the hospital." Looking at Rong Xin, I tried to suppress my unhappiness, and my face had to be calm.

Rong Xin didn't even look at me. She just fell on the sofa and said in a low voice, "I don't want to go out. You can buy medicine for me."

I:"……"

Luo Xiangdong glanced at me, then frowned and said to Rong Xin: "If you don't have a big problem, just go downstairs to buy medicine. Isn't there anything downstairs? Toss both of us here at night. It's really when we have nothing to do. What?"

Rong Xin saw Luo Xiangdong's face visibly sinking, she just sat up, her expression blurred with anger and grievance, frowned and said: "Why are you doing this? I ran all the way from Canada to Night City, here is one. I don’t have any relatives or friends, so I feel uncomfortable to let you come and accompany me?"

After all, Rong Xin's gaze swept across my face, with a hint of anger. She yelled: "What can I delay you two in the big night? Isn't it a minute for me? Fortunately, I still treat you two as the only friends who can be called in the night city, if I know You take me as a burden, so you might as well not make this call, and you can leave now."

After all, she picked up a small bottle in front of her, and sent a few golden capsules from it to her mouth without saying a word.

Luo Xiangdong frowned and asked aloud: "What are you eating?"

Rong Xin replied vaguely: "You don't need to worry about it."

Luo Xiangdong sullen his face and made it clear that he was unhappy, but he had to endure it. A few seconds later, he finally vented his breath, his voice became a little lower, and he said: "We didn't take you as a burden. Hearing you said that he was uncomfortable, Zijin immediately let me wear clothes. We are Came here."

Rong Xin hugged her arms and looked away. Upon hearing this, she choked and said, "Do you think I'm okay on purpose to toss you?"

I didn't answer, that's what I thought in my heart, isn't it obvious enough? Seeing her, everything is good, she is more energetic than me.

Fortunately, Luo Xiangdong looked at the face of Rong's family and had to say against his will: "If you feel uncomfortable, put on your clothes quickly. We will take you to the hospital and don't delay."

Rong Xin said: "Forget it, I won't bother you all at night, I will go downstairs to buy medicine afterwards."

After speaking, she dropped the cushion and stood up, without squinting, she walked to the second floor.

Luo Xiangdong didn't call her either, but just dragged me out. I thought that Rong Xin irritated Luo Xiangdong, but after Luo Xiangdong took me downstairs, instead of going home directly, he went to the pharmacy in the opposite supermarket to buy various cold medicines and anti-inflammatory medicines.

I didn't say anything, because I knew that Luo Xiangdong had a steelyard in his heart, who was right and who was wrong, as long as he was not blind.

But what makes me feel restless is that Luo Xiangdong made it clear that she would not really care about Rong Xin, and this is our personal time. I dare not think that when Rong Xin and Luo Xiangdong were with Luo Xiangdong during the day, she would think again. What way to pester him.

The days go by day by day. I used to look forward to the weekend because I can spend two whole days with Luo Xiangdong. But since Rong Xin mixed in, I hate weekends in my heart. On weekdays, she can still be out of sight or upset, but on weekends, Rong Xin will take the initiative to find her door, and she has to stick with us because she has no relatives or friends in the night city.

Recently, I have been under a lot of pressure at work. I have to pay a mortgage of 30,000 yuan every month without food or drink. The pressure can be imagined. Coupled with such a Rongxin, I saw her and got stuck and couldn't eat.

What's more, there is no impermeable wall in the world, and it didn't take long for the news of Luo Xiangdong's fiancee to enter the Luo family. Even if Luo Xiangdong deliberately pressed the mainstream media, Rong Xin brazenly went to work in Luo's family, everyone in the company knew.

Wang Huining once called me privately. She wanted to ventilate with me. She was afraid that I was still in the dark. I didn't think I knew it.

From Wang Huining's words, I also got a more upsetting message. Originally, I thought that Rong Xin was going to Luo's for a pure internship, but Wang Huining said that Rong Xin was an assistant to Luo Xiangdong in Luo's.

Upon hearing this, I suddenly felt angry and distressed. What's hot is that Luo Xiangdong never told me, but what hurts is that I know there is a feeling called Jinshuiloutai.

No woman dares to pat her chest and say, my man only likes me in his life, he will never cheat.

In the past, Luo Xiangdong had a lot of Yingying and Yanyan around, but after all, they were all easy to send, as long as Luo Xiangdong said a word. But this Rong Xin is not someone else, she is a person in the Luo family. They deliberately match Rong Xin and Luo Xiangdong, what can I do?

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Not long after, Kitty, who hadn't been in contact for a long time, also called me. It was nothing more than Rong Xin. She works in other companies, but I heard that Luo Xiangdong’s fiancee came to Luo Xiangdong to be Luo Xiangdong’s assistant. Kitty asked me what was going on.

I couldn't stop myself, but I had to bite the bullet and smile forcibly: "It's nothing. The domestic media is deliberately inducing the fiancée. She just came to practice for a while.

How smart Kitty is, he didn't ask any more, just asked me a few words. We are different now, and we won't make appointments if we don't have any major events, but the old friendship is still there, she is worried about me.

The ubiquitous pressure overwhelmed me. I can tell lies to everyone, but I can't fool myself. Especially when my mother called to ask if there was any problem with Luo Xiangdong, every time I lied to comfort her, I turned my head and hung up the phone and felt empty in my heart.

Am I lying to others or lying to myself?

But after a month, I feel as if I have been living for several years. I can’t feel happy every day, or that happiness is only on the surface, and there is a big rock in my heart that makes me breathless.

I don’t know if it’s my psychological effect or a coincidence. Luo Xiangdong has been busier recently than before. In the past, he would take time to dine with me at noon, but this month he only ate lunch with me three times because of work and entertainment.

If there is no such person as Rong Xin, I don't mind at all. After all, I am also busy. Sometimes Luo Xiangdong is free and I am not free. But the human heart is like this, what is suspiciousness?

I now feel that I have a neurosis that specifically suspects others, and even the look in Luo Xiangdong's eyes is not right.

crisis.

I feel a deep sense of crisis. This feeling makes me sleepless, so I decided to find a chance to have a chat with Luo Xiangdong.

Luo Xiangdong tried his best to spare me the night time. I went home from get off work first, cooked a pot of rice, and stewed a few more dishes. When Luo Xiangdong entered the door, I had just arranged the dishes and chopsticks.

He came in with the bag and said, "I bought you strawberries."

I greeted me as usual, took the bag in his hand, and when I turned to the kitchen, I said aloud: "Get ready for a meal, I even fried the meat."

Luo Xiangdong smiled and said, "The meat segment is clearly your favorite."

That's right, I love to eat, I fry it myself, I have to satisfy my mouth first.

We ate face to face, kingb and queenb sat on our laps. I occasionally feed them a few pieces of dried fried meat. They swallow them in one bite without chewing. I think they are extremely violent.

My mother taught me not to talk about big things at the dinner table, otherwise it will affect the mood of people eating. So I kept holding back until I finished the meal, washed the strawberries and sat on the sofa.

Nowadays, Luo Xiangdong is used to just looking for a show after dinner. I sit next to him, and he takes my hand.

Hesitating again and again, I said aloud: "Xiang Dong, I want to chat with you."

Luo Xiangdong let out a ‘um’, looked at me and said, "What’s the matter?"

I said: "I'm a little tired recently."

Luo Xiangdong said: "Are you tired from work?"

I nodded first, then shook my head again, and said in a low voice, "I have been inexplicably in a bad mood recently."

How can there be so many inexplicable things, Luo Xiangdong quickly recovered, he looked at me and said: "Rong Xin is looking for you in private?"

I said lightly: "No."

"What's going on?"

There are many times when being happy or unhappy is just a feeling. I can tell the source of this feeling, but I can't tell you what it is because of you.

I can't say that because Rong Xin eats with us and plays with us every other day, I feel upset, right? In this way, Luo Xiangdong will feel that I am stingy, even if I don't say anything, I am afraid that it is inevitable in my heart.

Besides, I feel tired because of various pressures. I don't plan to talk to Luo Xiangdong about these pressures. Telling him will only make him tired.

Luo Xiangdong reached out his hand and touched the top of my head, and then stroked my cheek along the top of his head. Looking intently at me, he said aloud: "You have been in a low mood recently, because of Rong Xin."

I did not answer, and Luo Xiangdong continued: "I am also annoyed. Starting from today, I will not see her again in private. I will draw a clear line with her, and no one will be given any face."

Hearing this, I stretched out my arm to hug Luo Xiangdong's neck, tightly.