With Love and Time

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On the day of discharge from the hospital, Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke invited me to dinner. I want to drink during the banquet. Thank them for taking care of me these days. Li Zhuke said: "You just happen to be ill. What kind of wine do you drink? You can use tea instead of wine."

I'm also rough-hearted, she didn't say that I didn't even think about it, and it turned out that the scar was healed and forgot to hurt.

After eight o'clock in the evening, I was only halfway through the meal, and the phone ‘Ding Dong’ I placed on the table rang, and a glimpse was a short message.

I unlocked the screen lock and saw that it was sent by Ji Guanxin, so I was a little excited because we had been calm for a week.

Before I clicked on the text message, what I always thought was that Ji Guanxin would definitely say something like apologizing for me, and the person who couldn't hold back appointed him.

But sometimes God prefers to slap our self-righteous people in the face with such a divine turn, because I saw only three words in the text message sent by Ji Guanxin: Break up.

There are no punctuation marks.

I held the phone and looked at the screen in a daze. God knows what my mood is like now.

Seeing me motionless for ten seconds, Xu Yifan, who sat opposite me, raised his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

My first reaction was to put my phone away and I was upset, so my eyes were dodged and panicked. After a pause, I said, "I'll go to the bathroom."

Li Zhuke sat beside me, she got up and let me out. I took my phone and walked quickly towards the bathroom. Before I got there, I couldn't wait to dial the phone.

Seeing the first reaction of these three words, my heart stopped beating in shock. But I quickly came back to my senses. This could not have been what Ji Guanxin said. People like him wouldn’t break up with me, let alone killed. In terms of stepping back, even if he wanted to divide, he would definitely Will tell me personally, it will not be the type that just winds up the text.

I quickly thought that Zhou Mengyi answered Ji Guanxin's call that day, she must have sent it!

I was so angry that my teeth were itchy, and I couldn't care why Zhou Mengyi could get Ji Guanxin's cell phone again and again. I just wanted to call the phone and listen to Ji Guanxin's voice.

But after I got through, the other party quickly hung up, and if I tried again, the other party still hung up. I hit no more than ten in one breath, and hated me standing in the hotel corridor, my face worse than the dark black floor tiles.

In the end, Ji Guanxin's mobile phone simply turned off.

If it wasn't for someone who happened to pass in front of me, I would really scold my mother.

That feeling of anger all over, the result was a punch on the cotton. If Zhou Mengyi stands in front of me now, if I don’t kill her...

Back at the dining table, Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke both asked me what was wrong, I smiled and replied, "It's okay."

In fact, I have defined the breakup incident as Zhou Mengyi's ghost in my heart, so this is not a broken relationship, but at best it is a love rival trouble.

I didn't tell them that after eating, they drove me back to the gate of the community. Li Zhuke also asked Xu Yifan to get off the car and send me off. I smiled and said, "No, the new community is very safe. There are always security patrols inside."

Xu Yifan said, "Are you sure you don't need to rest for a few days?"

I nodded and turned back to him: "I have been lying in the hospital for the past few days. I missed the days when I was tired from working and didn't touch the ground."

Xu Yifan smiled and said, "I'll give you a cheap one. I want to have a holiday at work, and I want to go to work during a holiday."

I smiled and replied: "It's not what you said, the only thing that can give people a sense of security these days is RMB. I have to work hard to look at the money and make a profit."

Li Zhuke smiled and said, "It's good for a woman to be independent, and she doesn't need to be too strong. Just find a rich husband in the future."

Rich, husband. I suddenly thought about Ji Guanxin again, so I felt uncomfortable. Saying hello to them, I turned and walked into the community.

Without much hope, I dialed Ji Guanxin's phone again. I thought it would be prompted to shut down, but I didn't expect it to get through.

The beep sound of the beep connection sounded. I thought I would wait calmly for Ji Guanxin to connect and ask him why, but in fact I was much more nervous than I thought.

The phone keeps showing that it is connecting, but it is not connected at the end. I don't believe in evil, and I hit it over and over again, until the end, it turned off.

I don’t know if anyone has ever encountered such a situation, crazily wanting to find someone, crazily wanting to know an answer. The fear in your heart is like a ghost that walks along with you. That ghost will become sharper and sharper with the restlessness and fear in your heart, and will eventually swallow you up.

I used to see a female friend around me calling her boyfriend. Although I didn't say anything at the time, I felt a little annoyed in my heart. How insecure is this?

But now it’s my turn, and I finally realize the feeling of ‘like a person knows himself when he drinks water and warms himself.’

I don't know if it's looking for abuse or clues. I opened the latest short message, and it was three words from Ji Guanxin's number: Break up.

There are two voices in my heart. It’s good to tell me that this cannot be said by Ji Guanxin. No reason, he is not such a person; but another voice said that Ji Guanxin doesn’t like to use punctuation when sending text messages. The three characters happen to have no punctuation.

Once you have such hesitating thoughts in your mind, you can't get rid of it anymore.

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When I got home that night, I called Ji Guanxin almost every ten minutes or even five minutes. He has been shut down.

When I was brushing my teeth, taking a shower, or even blowing my hair, I was holding my mobile phone.

But I kept tossing until more than two o'clock in the night. When I lay on the bed exhausted and didn't know how many phone calls to Ji Guanxin, I finally fell into deep sorrow and self-deprecation.

It turns out that the way to make a person "not forget" is not long-term love, but low love.

In the past, Ji Guanxin’s sweet words made my heart move, but never made me worry to the point that I couldn’t even sleep; but now his three words are enough to make me insane enough to be like a neurotic, playing all night. One hundred calls.

I no longer know whether I am obsessed with Ji Guanxin, or am obsessed with a result.

At the end of the fight, I also turned off the phone angrily, and simply stopped thinking about it.

I didn't show up at the travel agency for a week. When I went to work the next morning, everyone who saw me greeted me and asked how I was doing.

I responded with a smile one by one, and then started to register as usual.

The work of a tour guide is very hard. It often talks about dry mouth, or the feet that are tossed by tourists. Especially I mainly take foreign groups. Those foreign tourists who come to the night city are quite rich, so things are more Many, a little carelessness is likely to be complained.

After a whole day of eating, drinking and playing with the ‘San Pei’ task, I was already exhausted. I took out the phone for the nth time. There were no missed short messages or unread short messages on it. I put the phone up blankly, and I couldn't tell whether it was unexpected or unexpected.

Since I came out of the hospital that night, and sent me home afterwards, even Ji Guanxin hasn't appeared in my hospital. If there is no such three words as ‘break up’, maybe my heart will not be as flustered as it is now.

In a blink of an eye I have been at work for another week. This is the fifteenth day I haven't gotten in touch with Ji Guanxin. From looking for him like crazy at first, to being angry at him and not wanting to look for him, and now I am worried about him, I still look for him. No one knows how much suffering I have experienced in my heart.

I have Zhang Danqing's phone number and I didn't want to call him before, of course because he called Kuang Yiyang. But now I can't contact Ji Guanxin, so I have to call him.

Bite the scalp and pressed Zhang Danqing's number, I stuck my phone to my ear, and I had already figured out what to say for a while.

But the connection sound of ‘toot toot’ rang for a long time, but Zhang Danqing never answered it.

I feel heavier because I feel more and more that this is not a coincidence. Ji Guanxin didn't answer my call, and Zhang Danqing did.

But I turned my head to comfort myself again, maybe Zhang Tanqing was also angry with me, so he was not willing to talk to me.

I skipped Mai Jiahui, who had the same temper as Zhang Danqing, and I called Cheng Lin directly. Cheng Lin is considered reasonable among them.

But to my surprise, I called Cheng Lin, and the human service voice that appeared inside was: "Sorry, the number you dialed is an empty number."

I also contacted Cheng Lin before, and the number cannot be wrong. The only possibility is that Cheng Lin blocked me.

Standing in a corner with no one with my mobile phone, I can hear the sound of my heartbeat, click and click.

I don’t want to admit that Ji Guanxin himself sent me the text message, but Zhang Danqing didn’t answer my call and Cheng Lin blocked me. What do they mean?

Did they know that Ji Guanxin was fighting with Luo Xiangdong, so they angered me? still is……

I was a little bit afraid to think about it, because the result was something I never thought about.

Every day I feel uneasy about Ji Guanxin’s things, can’t eat or fall asleep. I am a type of person who has to die, so I can’t help it. I chose a weekend when I’m not working and went to Ji Guanxin’s place. Cutting-edge film and television entertainment company.

I have to see him and ask him what he means.

When I arrived at the company, I walked directly to the elevator entrance. The security guard politely stopped me and asked, "Miss, who are you looking for?"

I said, "I'm looking for Ji Guanxin."

The security guard couldn't help but took a look at me, and then said: "If you are looking for our boss, you have to go to the front desk to check the appointment."

I nodded, turned and walked to the front desk.

The lady at the front desk smiled and said, "Hello, can I help you?"

I asked, "Is your boss here?"

The lady at the front desk didn't change her face and asked herself: "Do you have an appointment? I'll check it for you."

I said, "No, I just want to know if he is there."

"Sorry miss, it is not convenient for us to reveal the whereabouts of the boss."

I said, "If you give him a call, I will say that Liang Zijin is waiting for him downstairs." After I finished speaking, I didn't wait for the front desk to reply, and turned to the lounge area in the lobby.