With Love and Time

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Squinting my eyes slightly, I wanted to raise my head, but found that my neck was stiff, and I could not help but frown with a ‘Oh’.

Ji Guanxin reached out and turned a few times for me, and then said, "Are you going to sleep?"

I said, "The head hurts a bit."

Ji Guanxin said: "It's almost noon, go to dinner first, and go home to sleep after dinner."

Because I was too tired, I kind of forgot what happened before, so I went out of the reception room with Ji Guan openly. I will always remember the way my colleagues in the agency looked at me, looked up, looked carefully, surprised... envy, jealousy, and hatred, but with undisguised contempt.

When I saw Xu Yifan again later, his face was embarrassed and he stopped talking. I know they are making fun of me with "no bottom line". Especially Xu Yifan, he was the one who saw the photos of Ji Guanxin and Zhou Mengyi earlier than me. In his heart, Ji Guanxin is the kind of **** with two boats.

And I cried dimly before, Xu Yifan did not hesitate to use his painful past to enlighten me, but when I turned my head and reconciled with Ji Guanxin, this is not self-esteem or self-love, and incidentally hit Xu Yifan's face.

I was too lazy to explain to other people, but I still talked to Xu Yifan. As for whether Xu Yifan believed it or not, or if he believed it or not, I couldn't help it.

It's actually not easy to live a lifetime. I always want everyone to understand me, but after all, people's hearts are different from people's hearts. I can't make everyone like me. I can only say that I have a clear conscience.

At noon, I had a meal with Ji Guanxin. He said he would take me home. I said, "You just got off the plane, go back to rest, don’t take me off."

Ji Guanxin asked: "What are you doing? Guitu Sanku, afraid I know the location of your new home?"

I couldn't even roll my eyes at him, and simply followed him and said, "Yes, you are not allowed to be a little bit fucked? I won't let you know where my new home is. I will have to move after I quarrel with you."

Ji Guanxin said: "It really gives you a boost. I didn't have time to come to you to check you, otherwise you think I can't find you?"

I said, "Ji Guanxin, did you use me as a spy when you were in a relationship? Don't ask someone to check me up in the future. I was panicked when I heard it."

Ji Guanxin said: "I was afraid that you turned your face so I didn't dare."

He said it for granted, but I was very moved in my heart. Because he has me in his heart, he is thinking about me, and it is not worthy of me to be with him sincerely.

With my vigorous lobbying, Ji Guanxin was willing to let me go home alone. I took a taxi back to the newly rented house and took a shower, but I couldn't sleep in bed.

Now I have no secrets and I'm lighthearted, and I don't want to have anything to do with Luo Xiangdong anymore, and I want to be well with Ji Guanxin. But the person who gives me the most headache now is Kuang Yiyang.

Yesterday Xu Yifan told Kuang Yiyang that I was broken in love. At that time, I also thought Ji Guanxin was definitely cheating. We finished playing, but today I found everything was a misunderstanding. How can I hide Kuang Yiyang from turning around? Or……

Just thinking about it, Ji Guanxin called me and I connected: "Hello?"

Ji Guanxin asked: "Are you asleep?"

"No, just took a shower. How about you?"

Ji Guanxin said: "It's a coincidence, I just finished washing too. Hey...it's like washing together with us."

He was just a little bit indifferent. I hesitated for a while and said: "Guan Xin, I have to tell you something."

Through the phone, I could feel Ji Guanxin immediately become vigilant, because he quickly asked, "What's the matter?"

I said: "Kuang Yiyang is now rehabilitating drugs. I stayed with him for one night yesterday and threw away all his K-fans. He smoked two or three boxes of cigarettes. I heard that quitting K-fans is not too difficult. Where there is loud music, give him a quiet space, and if someone accompanies him, he can quit at most a month."

Ji Guanxin asked keenly: "So what? What do you want to say?"

I was also a little sorry, so I whispered: "I promised to accompany him to detox..."

Ji Guanxin was silent on the other end.

I hesitated for a while and said: "Guan Xin, don't you be angry, I just accompany him to give up drugs, and I won't meet them again when his drug treatment is over."

The phrase ‘they’ naturally includes Luo Xiangdong.

Ji Guanxin said happily: "Kuang Yiyang takes drugs|not because you are alone. What does Luo Xiangdong eat? Does he not care about his nephew?"

I said, “I’ve beaten and scolded and scolded. They are always a family, and I don’t want to make their relationship stiff because of me. When Kuang Yiyang is rehabilitated, I will be a tour guide and accompany you to travel abroad. Turn around, you can go wherever you want."

Ji Guanxin asked, "Are you giving me bait?"

I said: "I just don't want to owe Kuang Yiyang and Luo Xiangdong."

When Ji Guanxin was silent for ten seconds, he said aloud: "Okay, I just like you if you have a good heart. Let you ignore Kuang Yiyang. When you look back, you have to say that I am careful, I am Not that kind of person."

I laughed and said, "Do you still know that you are careful?"

Ji Guanxin raised his voice: "Who is careful? You always say that I am careful, my heart is big."

I asked: "With a big heart, can you run back from Canada?"

Ji Guanxin obviously lost his words, and then said two seconds later: "I want to stop by and take a look elsewhere, can't I?"

I had a fight with Ji Guanxin over the phone for a while, and I felt more comfortable.

Ji Guanxin asked me: "Then you have to see Kuang Yiyang again today?"

I said ‘um’, and then said, “If he doesn’t call me later, I will also take the initiative to contact him. I’m afraid he will run out to cause trouble again.”

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Ji Guanxin said tastefully: "You can think of this trick if you have a bad feeling and shameless. It shows that morality is used to win your sympathy."

I said, "Yiyang said something to me that day, and I felt sore in my heart."

Ji Guanxin asked: "What did the shameless say?"

"He explained that he first met me..." But I fell in love with Luo Xiangdong, even if I wasn't with Luo Xiangdong, I didn't choose him.

Ji Guanxin was silent for a few seconds, and said in a deep and meaningful voice: "I only bother the person who meets you first, not me."

Yes, if everyone can meet the right person at the best time, then there is no such thing as ‘life is just like first seeing’.

Going around in a lifetime, how many people can get married and have children with the one they love in the end? How many people have gone through deep love and hurt, and finally have to make mistakes to follow people who can't let their hearts beat but can only make them feel at ease?

When we were young, we all vowed to have a vigorous love in the future, but when we grew up we all regretted the wish we made at the beginning, because vigorousness is often accompanied by the death of the whole body, and the heartbreaking is almost the impulse to shave the home. .

I am only 24 years old this year, but when I was 23 years old, I experienced a double betrayal of friendship and love. In reality, there is not so much desperate for love. At least I now understand that for many men, family affection can overcome love.

When we no longer feel that love is supreme, maybe we are injured, but it is more we have grown up.

Growing up is not fun, because reality is too cruel, but this is what we have to experience.

After being very tired, once you let it go, you can look away. Now I have a clear goal, to help Kuang Yiyang get rid of drugs, and then stay with Ji Guanxin.

It feels really good to be honest with each other. After putting down the phone, I fell asleep soon.

When I woke up again, I was awakened by the ringing of the phone. It was dark outside the window. I picked up my phone and looked at it. It was Kuang Yiyang's number.

I quickly connected and said: "Yiyang."

"I'm hungry."

I paused, and immediately said: "Are you in the hotel? I'm going to find you."

"Ok."

After hanging up the phone, I quickly put on my clothes and went out to the Owan Hotel.

When I pressed the doorbell, Kuang Yiyang opened the door in almost a second. I was shocked when I saw him standing at the door.

He took a shower and changed his clothes, but the smell of smoke in the living room was too strong for a day. I'm not sure if he smoked again.

Looking at the messy cigarette cases on the coffee table in the living room, I'm sure the customer service has never been. There was no sign outside the door, and Kuang Yiyang probably didn't go out for a day.

I praised my logic and felt that I was about to become Sherlock Holmes.

I dare not ask Kuang Yiyang about some things, because I am afraid that he is sensitive to think that I don't believe him, so I can only observe by myself.

Following him into the room, I whispered: "How do you feel? Isn't it uncomfortable?"

Kuang Yiyang turned his back to me, and after five seconds he said, "Stomach hurts."

I quickly said: "Is it hungry or..."

"do not know."

I said: "Then you change your clothes and I will accompany you to eat out. If it is not good after eating, we will go to the hospital."

Kuang Yiyang was walking, suddenly turned his head to look at me, and he asked: "If I didn't take drugs, would you never care about me anymore?"

I raised my eyelids and quickly returned to him: "No matter what you become, you are my brother... I want to see you as before."

Kuang Yiyang stared at my face, I was always cautious.

But he didn't say anything, turned around and went into the master bedroom, then came out ten minutes later and changed his clothes.

I helped him clean up the living room, he walked over, looked at me and said, "Why did you break up with Ji Guanxin?"

I moved for a while and couldn't help but turn my head to look at him.

This is something to say after all.

"I made a bit of a misunderstanding before, but now I have solved it." My voice was not loud, but it was slightly abrupt in the quiet room.

Kuang Yiyang was expressionless, and only after a while said, "Then you guys haven't broken up?"

I nodded gently.

He said, "You come to me, does he know?"

"know."

Kuang Yiyang sneered: "Then he is really generous."

I looked at him nervously, not knowing what he meant, for fear that he would be unhappy because of this incident and would say not to stop taking drugs.

Kuang Yiyang also stared at my face and slowly reduced his smile. He said to me: "You always say that you take me as your own brother. Is that important to me or is your boyfriend Ji Guanxin important?"