With Love and Time

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My screams and crying caused two female colleagues at 801 next door to come out to see. They first saw me sitting at the entrance of the corridor, so they walked over and said, "What's wrong..."

Before they finished speaking, when they looked inside and saw the dead mice piled up in front of my house, both women screamed in unison.

I was trembling with fright and couldn't even get up, but they instinctively backed away, away from me.

At this moment, I finally know what it is like to be afraid, the feeling of being alone and abandoned by everyone...

I didn't lie at all, I was so weak, I almost crawled away from the corridor, only then helped the wall to stand up slowly.

The faces of the two female colleagues changed in fright. It took a long while before one of them said to me: "You, you quickly find someone to get that thing away..."

The other said tremblingly: "Today is a dead mouse, and tomorrow will not be a dead person? We can't live here anymore, let's move out."

After entering the society, I suffered a lot of losses, and I have also seen many intrigues between colleagues in the company. I am not familiar with them, but because I live on the same floor, I occasionally meet to say hello. But other people in the society have told me in a roundabout way, because my performance is good, so many people look at me not pleasing to the eye.

When something like this happened today, I don’t want to explain to someone I don’t know who is right and who is wrong, but even if it’s a big mistake, I think for the sake of working in the same company, they should take care of my mood anyway?

But no, I really thought too much, because they quickly returned to their apartment and slammed the door, feeling like I was a dead mouse outside the door and disgusting.

I cried and took the elevator downstairs and found the property.

Suffocating the choking, I said aloud: "Please find someone to help me go to a building 803 to clean up."

There are three women and two men sitting inside the property. They look at me as if they are watching a play.

When my voice fell, no one answered them. After waiting for five seconds, a man said, "A building 803, right? Today I received a lot of reports from the owners saying that someone came to make trouble and splashed a lot of paint. It's disturbing."

I said, "You find someone to clean up, and I will pay the cleaning fee."

A woman spoke meaningfully and said, "It's so late, where can I find someone? You can go live first, and talk about it during the day tomorrow."

I burst into tears and cried, "There is a dead mouse at the door, I dare not go in."

Everyone looked like a joke. Another woman drank her saliva and said, "Then we can't help it. There is no idler in the property to kill the mouse for you."

I said, "You find a man to help."

The two men said in unison: "Who is going?"

I was so angry and scared that I couldn't help but say: "I live with you, whoever manages your property if something happens? There is no one at this late, aren't you human?"

When several people saw me go crazy, they were all silent. Not long after, the woman who drank the water looked at me and said, "Our property doesn’t care about removing paint and picking up dead mice. I haven’t encountered such a thing for so many years. You have to find someone to solve your own personal affairs. Come to us. What are you doing?"

After she finished speaking, she glanced at her eyes and said disgustingly: "This kind of thing is embarrassing to find a property, it is well known..."

If I were not trembling with fright, if I was not alone, if I stood behind me with a companion whom I could rely on, I would not let them bully me today.

With tears on my face, I didn't want to stand here and let them watch jokes, so I turned around and left.

It was almost nine o'clock in the night, and my face was hurt by the wind. While walking back, I took out my phone and called Ji Guanxin.

Now I just want Ji Guanxin to come back.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off. srry..."

Since my impression, Ji Guanxin’s mobile phone seems to have not been turned off much. But it is now, at this time.

The grievances from the bottom of my heart struck me, and I couldn't help crying while walking.

When passing by the gate and turning back to a building, someone suddenly grabbed my arm from behind. I am like a stung cat now, but whenever there is a little movement, my whole body is on guard.

I turned around abruptly, panic all over my face.

Under the illumination of the street lamp, I saw clearly that the person behind me turned out to be Luo Xiangdong.

Seeing my face full of tears, Luo Xiangdong frowned and asked aloud: "What's wrong with you?"

I looked at his face without blinking, or at a familiar face. Apart from anything else, I just couldn't hold back all of a sudden and burst into tears.

I'm wronged, I'm really wronged.

Luo Xiangdong took my arm and stood in front of me. I cried very loudly, but only vaguely heard him ask: "What's the matter?"

I was about to cry, and Luo Xiangdong simply pulled me in front of him, my face pressed against his chest, and the cry was forced to become muffled.

He held me tightly, with one hand around my waist and the other hand on the back of my head. He seemed to say something, but I couldn't hear him at all.

For a long time, when I couldn't cry and only trembling all over my body, Luo Xiangdong stepped back a bit, looked down at me, and whispered, "What's wrong?"

auzw.com He can't speak to me so softly, or I will feel wronged to death.

Fortunately, no matter how scared or desperate, there is always the moment when emotions are over. Now I can't cry, I just keep sniffing.

Luo Xiangdong raised his hand, my whole body was wooden and did not move. I thought he would wipe away my tears at best, but he would have reached out and pinched my nose to help me... wipe my nose.

Even at this moment, his behavior still made me feel ‘shame’.

I twisted my neck subconsciously, and turned my face sideways, not to mention embarrassing.

However, Luo Xiangdong calmly looked at me and said, "Why are you crying?"

At this time, my heart was in a mess, because of Luo Xiangdong's small gesture, I ignored the dead mouse. Now that I think about it, I feel that I have no right to be so close to him.

So I lowered my gaze slightly and said lightly: "Nothing."

Luo Xiangdong said, "Do you want me to check it myself?"

My brows frowned, and I couldn't say whether it was upset or something. I wanted to fight but I didn't have the energy, so I just replied helplessly: "What are you doing?"

Luo Xiangdong said: "Ji Guanxin is not in the night city, right? He leaves no one to look at you, so you can only cry alone when you have something to do. What is this?"

My heart hurts, as if he had been poked somewhere.

I said, "Whether he leaves or not, you shouldn't come."

After speaking, I looked up at him and said, "What are you going to do about Yiyang?"

This time, I didn't deliberately irritate him, but Yiyang was like a thorn in my heart. No matter what I ended up with Luo Xiangdong, I couldn't let him go.

Luo Xiangdong's handsome face showed obvious helplessness. After being silent for a while, he said, "I am trying to get him to quit."

With a frown, I asked him: "He has only touched it for a month or two at most? Is it difficult to quit?"

Luo Xiangdong said: "It's not that he can't quit, but he doesn't want to quit."

Suddenly I didn't know what to say, and it felt like it was more sorrow than death.

I hung my eyes and did not speak. After a while, Luo Xiangdong said, "Don't worry, I will find a way."

Back to Yecheng again, this is the first time I have spoken to Luo Xiangdong so peacefully, even I can't even think of it.

But now we have the same purpose, and this purpose has to push us to talk face to face and solve the problem.

I said, "Yiyang has just been discharged from the hospital. You should let him rest at home."

By implication, I also wonder why Luo Xiangdong didn't look at him.

But Luo Xiangdong said: "He is the least happy to disagree with me, and he hardly talks to me. If I keep him locked, he will not eat or drink."

My heart hurts, Kuang Yiyang, and Luo Xiangdong.

Originally, the relationship between their uncle and nephew was so good. Luo Xiangdong was both an uncle and an elder brother. I finally realized why Luo Xiangdong didn't want me to care about Kuang Yiyang.

If I were him, I would do the same.

After a moment of silence, I endured the memories and helplessness that were gradually rising in my heart, and took the initiative to say: "I can't let him keep doing this. I must always find a way to make him quit."

Luo Xiangdong said: "You don't have to feel guilty, we lied to you, and I also hates me the most."

He was poked in my soft underbelly again, and for a moment I felt that the dry tear glands became full again. Taking a deep breath, I looked at Luo Xiangdong with red eyes and said, "Forget it, whoever was right and who was wrong in the past is over, let's think about how to make Yiyang not degenerate."

Luo Xiangdong looked down at me slightly. I don't remember how long I haven't seen him look so tender and distressed.

He said, "I'm sorry, Zijin."

Tears came out with a snap, I quickly looked away, frowned and held back the tears, and said back to him: "Stop talking, forget the past."

That's it, I know, not only I don't pursue the past, but Luo Xiangdong...he also gave up.

Because of a wrong and deformed love, all of us are tortured. In reality, people don't have to bear the pain to love, and even if it is love... there is no reason to stay together.

Luo Xiangdong’s sorry sentence seems to tell me that he can’t let go of family affection and choose love.

And when I said forget it, I was also telling him that I understood him and recognized him.

Standing face to face at the gate of the community, we were silent after saying this sentence. I don't know how long it took, Luo Xiangdong said to me: "Let's go, I will send you back."

I instinctively returned him: "No, I will go back by myself."

But the next second there was a scene of a dead mouse at the door, and I almost vomited, so the expression on my face became difficult to look.

Luo Xiangdong quickly discovered the clues, he asked me: "What did you cry just now?"