With Love and Time

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"What do you want to talk about? Let's talk." I looked up at the ceiling, and there was a string of Sailor Moon cards hanging from the edge of the white lamp post, which was from my junior high school. Nothing has changed at home after four years of university.

Ji Guanxin was lying on his side, and he said to me, "You start."

I answered him casually: "You want to talk to me, you start."

Ji Guanxin said: "Then tell me something interesting when you were a kid, anyway, I don't know."

I looked at the card on the top of my head in a daze, opened my lips, and said: "There are so many interesting things. I was still fat when I was in junior high school. The school organized a tug-of-war competition. Then I must be the main force. I was like a weight at the end of the team, pulling hard, but the boys in our class were too weak. As a result, we won two games in three games and we lost all of the first two games."

"A group of us walked towards the class with disgraced faces. When I arrived in the class, I grabbed a chair and sat with my legs crossed facing the back of the chair. The few opposite me were all boys. When I was analyzing why they lost, I saw that they all turned their faces one by one, and then it was Meng Haoyu. By the way, he pointed his finger at my pants|crotch, I looked down, shit, pants|I don’t know when the crotch pulled A big mouth, feeling I came back here wearing open crotch pants."

I can't help but laugh in advance of the joy of being young and ignorant. I thought Ji Guanxin would laugh too much, but I didn't hear his laugh, and when I looked sideways, this guy was staring at me.

I haven't completely recovered my smile, so I couldn't help but ask him, "What's the matter? Isn't it funny?"

Ji Guanxin said threateningly: "Your pants|The crotch is split, so many men have seen your underwear?"

It turned out that this was what he cared about. I instantly frowned and said, "Ji Guanxin, you are all bored? We were only fourteen or five years old."

Ji Guanxin said: "Is 14 or 5 years old still young? I was twelve..."

He was halfway through, and suddenly stopped. I keenly noticed something strange, so I raised my eyebrows and asked, "What happened to you at twelve?"

Ji Guanxin turned his eyes and replied: "I knew what love is all about when I was twelve."

I subconsciously said: "Go away, the designation you just wanted to say is not this."

Ji Guanxin said: "You don't change the subject. Now I ask you. Are you and Meng Haoyu not high school classmates? How come you met in junior high school?"

I said: "We are still at the same table in junior high school."

Ji Guanxin looked at him with a taste: "Do you have a crush on him?"

I wanted to tease him, but after another thought, I followed him and said, "How do you know?"

Ji Guanxin snorted, and then said: "Last time at your high school classmates gathering, I thought you two were tired and crooked, and you always whispered in front of me. Who knows what's going on behind the scenes."

I said: "Meng Haoyu is really handsome. He is the school grass of our middle and high school, and he has the face to walk with him on the road."

Ji Guanxin saw me with a smug face, he was so angry that he went from lying down to sitting. Staring at me condescendingly, he said in a deep voice: "Praise other men in front of me, do you really treat me as a good temper?"

I said, "To be honest, I don't like to lie."

Ji Guanxin said: "Then who of us looks good?"

I can't laugh or cry in my heart. Ji Guanxin is like a young child who always likes to be honest about these things he knows and asks.

Holding back a smile, I deliberately didn't return him, making a dilemma. After dragging it for five seconds, Ji Guanxin got angry and changed from sitting to lying down, but this time he was not facing me, but facing me with his back.

I stared at his back for half a minute, and saw that he was motionless, so I bent my arms to prop myself up and leaned over to look at his face.

Ji Guanxin closed his eyes and pressed his lips together, making it clear that he was angry with me.

I reached out and poked his arm, smiled and said, "Hey, are you really angry?"

Ji Guanxin won't return to me.

I said again: "Can you still be able to make a joke?"

He still ignored me.

I said, "Okay, okay, you're handsome, you're much more handsome than Meng Haoyu, it depends mainly on your temperament, okay?"

Ji Guanxin didn't move. If I didn't know he was awake, most people would think he was asleep.

Upon seeing this, I had to say: "Well, then you go to bed early, I'll go back, good night."

When I turned to get out of bed, Ji Guanxin stretched out his hand from the quilt, and he pressed my wrist to prevent me from leaving.

I turned my head to look at him. He changed from lying on his side to lying flat, his grievance and anger blurred on a handsome face.

His lips opened, and he whispered: "Lie down with me again."

I yawned and said, "I'm sleepy."

Ji Guanxin said: "Five minutes."

"Okay." One leg was thrown under the bed, but now Ji Guanxin is like this, I have to lie down again.

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For a while at first, neither of us spoke. He was so honest for the first time, we were lying together, he didn't move my hands or feet, just took my hand.

I was quite at ease before, but now that no one speaks, I suddenly feel a little embarrassed.

So I said aloud: "Ji Guanxin, sing me a song."

He asked: "What do you want to hear?"

"casual."

Three seconds later, Ji Guanxin's voice came from my right ear: "You ask how deeply I love you, how much I love you, my love is true, my love is true, and the moon represents my heart... …"

A soft kiss has touched my heart. A deep love has taught me to miss until now. Think about it and take a look. The moon represents my heart.

There is no accompaniment, not in Cantonese, soft singing close to my ear, I can understand the meaning of the lyrics.

Looking at a certain place in a daze, I kept silent, and Ji Guanxin kept singing like this. During the period, I felt my eyelids were a little heavy, thinking about closing my eyes and listening to this song and then leaving, but I don't know how long it took, I opened my eyes and found that I was still lying flat.

The lamp on the computer desk is facing me, emitting a warm white light. I was covered with a quilt and my face was extremely hot. Slightly squinting, Ji Guanxin was lying next to me. He didn't like pillows when he slept. His entire face was resting on my neck, and all his warm breath poured on me.

We were covered by a quilt, under the quilt, he put an arm across my stomach, hugging me.

I thought I only slept for a short while, but I didn’t expect that when I looked sideways, it was bright outside the curtain.

This frightened me. I hurriedly crawled out of the quilt, and my whole body was agitated.

After turning off the lamp, I left Ji Guanxin's room and walked out.

There is a watch in the living room. I looked at the time, and it was now after six o'clock in the morning.

I was dumbfounded. When I came to Ji Guanxin's house in the middle of the night last night, I really never thought of spending the night with him.

I tiptoed back to the master bedroom and saw my mother lying on her side, still sleeping. I walked barefoot on the carpet, quietly walked around the big bed, and then lay down slowly.

When I just lifted the corner of the quilt, my mother who turned her back to me suddenly said, "Zi Jin, what did you do in the Guanxin room last night?"

I was so frightened that my hands were still in the air. After a few seconds, I kept explaining: "Mom, you believe me, there is nothing wrong with both of us. I was asleep with him last night."

My mother said, "It's not that I always look at you. You and Ji Guanxin have only been together for a few days? We are together so early, and he won't cherish you in the future."

I said: "Mom, don't worry, I know in my heart that I won't be like him."

After a while, my mother turned over to lie down, and she whispered: "This age is not like before. How did we have a relationship before marriage at that time? But my mother still has to strictly demand you. After all, we are women. Really divided, it is you who suffer."

I said: "I know."

I planned to come back and sleep a while, but my mother took me to give me a big lesson. At 7:30, my mother asked me to get up and told me to clean up and go to my nurse's house. I felt that I had only slept for ten minutes.

After I got up, I called Ji Guanxin. Ji Guanxin changed his posture. Three-quarters of his face was covered in the quilt. I pushed him and he didn't wake up. I pulled the quilt down and found that his breathing was particularly low and a little short.

Remembering that he said he had pharyngitis, I quickly patted him and said: "Ji Guanxin? Ji Guanxin..."

He finally opened his eyes, and I asked aloud, "Are you uncomfortable in any way?"

Ji Guanxin didn't speak, his expression was a little bad.

I sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out my hand to poke his forehead. There was a thin layer of sweat on his head and he didn't have a fever.

I said to him: "If you feel uncomfortable, please tell me, don't drag it to the point of seriousness."

Ji Guanxin replied, and then said: "It's just that I had a cold last night, it's okay."

My mother walked in from the outside and saw Ji Guanxin lingering. She found him some medicine and said, "Guanxin, it’s not my aunt who sent you away. After the Chinese New Year, you have to go home for a few more days. Go and see. You can't stand the climate in our northeast, and see if you have been here for the past few days.

Ji Guanxin got up from the bed. I thought he was a little tired. He still smiled and said to my mother: "Auntie, I am dependent on Zijin. Where does she go I go."

My mother said, "It's really impossible to let Zijin go back to the night city with you. I agree with your uncle."

Ji Guanxin laughed but did not say clearly.

After everything was cleaned up, we first went to my nurse's house for New Year's greetings. Ji Guanxin handed a red envelope to my family. My milk, my uncle and my parents also gave him red envelopes. Everyone was happy.

At my nanny's house during the day and my grandma's house at night, both ends are the same lively. It’s just that someone in the middle made Ji Guanxin smoke and drink, but I stopped him.

I made repeated orders, and I will not allow Ji Guanxin to smoke or drink at home.

On the evening of the New Year’s Eve, I received many blessing messages from many people, including Xu Lu who hadn’t contacted for a long time.

She texted me and said: Zijin, happy new year, I miss you.

The sentence'I miss you' made me feel mixed. I wanted to reply'I miss you too', but this sentence has been edited|completed, and I deleted it again, because since I returned to Liangcheng , I really rarely think of the people over the night city.