With Love and Time

Xu Lu came to me in the afternoon and left in the evening. I took a shower and put on a mask by myself, and lay on the bed to watch the latest anime in the latest season.

When I was in school, I was a fanatic chasing anime. Some people in foreign departments who like to watch anime asked me to translate the subtitles and pass them to them. But since graduating and going to work, watching anime has become unmatched.

I always thought it was because I was too busy and I didn't have time, but now I finished packing up early and lying on the bed, I can't watch the animation video at all.

I don't remember that I have dragged forward several times, and the animation that only lasted more than ten minutes in total was scattered by me. Finally, I simply turned off the computer and lay in a daze in bed.

I even have strict rules about the time I think about Luo Xiangdong every day. Only before going to bed at night, I can let myself think about sleeping. At other times, as long as I think about it, I will immediately stop it and not think again.

You can miss Luo Xiangdong unscrupulously. It feels like going on a diet for a week when you are going to school. One day you suddenly find that you have lost two catties, and then you can treat yourself to a hot pot.

There is only one word to describe: cool.

Chen Wenhang is my first love. Back then, I was also a new born calf. I was not afraid of tigers. I chased it when I liked it. I didn’t think much about other things. So I basically don’t know what it is like to have unrequited love. I don’t know if other people’s unrequited love is like me. Neurosis.

I am too afraid that I will be stuck in it, so I am in the middle of self-salvation.

After a month of strict control, I found that in addition to less time in private contact with Luo Xiangdong, the degree to which I miss him is increasing day by day, and it is not as expected.

Xu Lu called this situation of mine: Things must be reversed.

I think I am not very extreme. Now that I want to understand, I have to do it. Don't wait until things get out of control one day, I will regret it.

As it is now, Luo Xiangdong and I are still good friends. What he used to treat me is still. This is really good.

As long as I don't expect more, what I have now is beyond the reach of many people.

But in the dead of night, I would also fantasize shamelessly, in case, I mean, in case, Luo Xiangdong also likes me, we two are really together, what will it be like?

During the day we work together in the company, and at night we eat and walk the dog to watch movies after get off work.

Luo Xiangdong’s mouth is poisonous, and I’m not good at it. The two of us have a common topic. If we make a noise, it is a cross talk that can be sold for money.

I can take him down the streets to taste various snacks, and he can also take me in a sports car and pretend to be everywhere. We can perfectly integrate the life of the rich and handsome with the finest silk and create our own happy life

The picture full of my mind, whenever I think of this, I always feel very satisfied in my heart.

I try not to think about the situation in reality. After all, my thinking is in charge. I can't always be in my thinking. I also live a bitter bitterness and hatred.

Thinking of being sleepy, I closed my eyes, looking forward to a good dream at night.

In the middle of the night, I vaguely heard the doorbell from downstairs, gradually waking me up from deep sleep. In a daze, I thought I had misheard, and I was about to go to sleep, but the sudden slamming of the door woke me up.

It was not a knock, it was indeed a smash, the kind of ‘bang bang’ slamming the door with a clenched fist.

I was so frightened that I quickly turned over from the bed and sat up, looked at the phone, and it was 1:04 in the morning.

The clear sound of smashing the door downstairs made me sleepless, but at the same time, I was also very scared. Who was it in the middle of the night?

I have been afraid of three things since I was a child: afraid of the dark, afraid of ghosts, and afraid of big movements.

Now I live alone, and I’m ‘banging’ the door downstairs. I’m not sure what’s going on, so I didn’t dare to make a noise, so I had to light up my phone and go down the second floor.

The more you walk towards the door, the louder the door slamming. I took a sigh of relief and exhausted all my courage before I dared to approach the door quietly, and looked out of the cat's eyes.

I just opened the cat's eye, just catching up with the strange man outside staring at the door fiercely and cursing: "You **** get out of here, don't you come out, believe it or not, I burned your house?"

I subconsciously let out an ‘ah’, and when I stepped back, I dropped one of my slippers.

When the strange man heard movement inside the door, he kicked and kicked the door and said loudly, "I asked you to get out. Did you hear that?"

I was frightened. Standing two meters away from the door, I said boldly after a long while: "Who are you?"

The man sternly replied: "You the **** don't know who I am? Don't pretend to be Laozi, get out immediately, or I will go in and kill you!"

The man spoke with a foreign accent, and I was dumbfounded. I wanted to try to identify where he was, but then I realized that it was the time. I guessed where he was, so I quickly let him go. Yes.

I tried to stabilize my mind, deliberately intimidating loudly: "You found the wrong person, I don't know you, you go quickly, if you don't leave, I will call the police!"

As soon as the man heard that I was going to call the police, he became even more excited, kicking and kicking at the door, I heard him smash the door lock with something.

The sound of "Kang Kang" seemed to hit my heart, accompanied by his gritted teeth: "Wait for Lao Tzu to enter, or I will kill you alive"

auzw.com I don’t know whether this security door is anti-theft or not. I want to get close to the door and lock it, but if a man shouts to kill, I dare not approach it.

I think he would rush in and kill me at any time, who knows where the lunatics come from these years. The first person in my mind is Luo Xiangdong, I want to call him and ask him to save me.

Looking for a mobile phone with a mobile phone, and looking for a donkey on a donkey, it is me.

I ran all the way back to the second floor, locked the bedroom door, opened the quilt and looked for the phone, only to find that the phone was held in my hand.

Call Luo Xiangdong quickly, my fingers are shaking.

There was a beeping connection sound from the phone, I didn't usually think it was so slow, but now every sound is holding my heart.

I didn’t know that it rang more than a dozen times, and the phone was finally connected. I was holding my mobile phone and almost crying in a hurry, and said, "Brother Dong, Brother Dong, come on, I’m afraid."

Before the words were finished, a female voice suddenly came from the phone, and she said, "Xiangdong is taking a shower."

When I heard this, I was taken aback for a moment, then reacted and asked aloud: "Who are you?"

"I'm Du Ting."

It turned out that it was Du Ting. I was scared and stupefied. In addition, listening to other people on the phone was a bit distorted, so I didn't recognize it for a while.

After a pause, I said: "Du Ting, something has happened here. Someone is knocking on the door of my apartment. I don’t know if it’s neurotic or something. They are screaming and screaming. You hurry up and ask Brother Dong to come over to me. ,I"

My unfinished words were interrupted by Du Ting again, and she replied indifferently, "You can call the police if you have something to do. What can you do with Xiangdong? Can he be a policeman when he goes? Also, Miss Liang, you see that it is already What time is it? We are all going to bed, don’t you think it’s inconvenient to call at this time?"

I was struck by lightning again.

As if three days were not four days ago, Du Ting was still sitting in front of me and said to me: "Zijin, when you are free, I will take you to Paris, when we two go shopping together, I like to be with you play."

This is only a few dozen hours of work, why is it faster than turning a book?

Du Ting had already hung up when I was in a trance with the phone.

I leaned back on the door panel, not knowing what to do for a while.

Suddenly there was a loud noise from downstairs. It seemed that the glass was broken, and my scalp was numb. I don't know what the people outside did or would rush in at any time.

Tears rolled in my eyes, and I dialed 110 with trembling fingers.

The phone was connected quickly, and the people inside asked me if I needed help. I cried and reported my position and told them to come and rescue me.

The police said they would arrive as quickly as possible and told me to pay attention to my safety first.

I really want to tell the police not to hang up the phone. I was so scared, I was shaking all over.

Holding the phone, I didn't even dare to cry too loudly, for fear of a madman who accidentally angered the door.

I pricked my ears and listened carefully to the movement outside. Across the floor and two doors, I couldn't hear the man cursing, but he kept kicking the door and slamming the door, but it was bumping. On my fragile nerves.

I don't know how long it took, whether it was a few minutes or tens of seconds, but the phone in my hand suddenly rang.

I immediately looked down and found that the phone had been hung up and only the words ‘Ji Guanxin’ missed calls were displayed on the screen.

Ji Guanxin, as if I saw a life-saving straw, I immediately picked up the phone and called him.

He obviously called me first, but when I called him, he was delayed. I burst into tears with my mobile phone, and I couldn't say whether I was wronged or afraid.

Just when I thought Ji Guanxin would not pick up again, a familiar and unfamiliar voice suddenly came from the end of the phone: "Hey."

With only one word, I asked uncertainly: "Hey, is it Ji Guanxin?"

After a few seconds, Ji Guanxin's surprised voice came: "Are you crying?"

I heard his movement, and replied with a choking voice: "Ji Guanxin, come here to me, I beg you"

With fear and grievance, my whole person will collapse. After Ji Guanxin asked me my address, he told me, "You have locked the bedroom door. If he comes in, you can use other things to withstand it. I will be there within 15 minutes. Don't hang up the phone. You have something to do with me. Say"

I kept nodding, only to realize that Ji Guanxin couldn't see it at all.

He said to me on the phone: "Don't cry, don't be afraid, I will be there right away, maybe the police will be there before I arrive, it's okay"

I listened to Ji Guanxin's voice, and the fear in my heart was somewhat resolved.

Following his instructions, I put the only movable bedside table in the bedroom against the middle of the door, and then sat on the floor with my back leaning on the bed, staring at the bedside table with my feet, lest the madman downstairs rushed in, I It's also good to resist for a while.