With Love and Time

I said: "Jianan, it's me."

Dong Jianan said: "I can hear it. Zijin, what's the matter?" Her voice was normal, she could not hear the mood, but she could hear embarrassment. She didn't want to answer my call. I can even imagine why she didn't answer it for so long. She must have seen me calling and hesitated to answer it.

My mood suddenly became extremely heavy, and I tentatively said, "Jianan, do you know that today is the day of Teacher Gu's funeral?"

When I asked this sentence, the speed of my heartbeat was about to explode, for fear that Dong Jianan would reply in surprise, saying I don't know.

But Dong Jianan replied very calmly: "I know."

Hearing this, I don't know whether to be happy or not.

After a pause, I said aloud: "We went to the cemetery today. It seemed that we didn't see you. I thought you didn't know, so I didn't come."

Dong Jianan said: "I saw the classmates saying that I knew that Teacher Gu was going for funeral today, but I had something wrong, so I didn't go."

I screamed, and then said, "That's it." It was so embarrassing, I really didn't know what to say.

Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Kuang Yiyang and Xu Lu sitting next to him, and I quickly asked again: "Jianan, do you want to come out and sit? Both Yiyang and Luzi are there."

Dong Jianan still had a gentle but alienated voice, and made an apologetic tone, and replied: "I still have something to do with me."

As soon as I heard this, I immediately said: "Then you are busy, we have nothing to do, let's make an appointment another day."

Both of us couldn't wait to hang up this incompatible phone call. Putting the phone on the table, I reached out and touched my forehead. I felt that my life was going to be a few minutes short.

Because the private room is very quiet, Kuang Yiyang and Xu Lu can hear the conversations between me and Dong Jianan clearly. It is not necessary for me to say anything to express my feelings at this moment. Xu Lu was the first to say: " You just said that you were with the two of us. People like Dong Jianan would think that the three of us came out to play and didn't call her at all."

Kuang Yiyang said: "I think if she is really such a person, she would have hated the senior sister. She felt that she was alienated from her and kept everything from her. Even the funeral of Teacher Gu, she would not follow. What we heard here, everything is the same now."

This time I was also heartbroken. I took a long sigh of relief and said aloud: "Forget it, I have explained everything I should explain. If she doesn't believe it, I can't help it."

Xu Lu said: "You have a bigger mind. Although you are all working in Luo's family, you are on the top floor and she is below. As long as there are not so many chances, it is estimated that you will not meet one side in a year or a half, so don't worry about embarrassment."

I said, "I'm afraid of embarrassment because I still treat her as a friend and don't want her to have a pimple in her heart. But she doesn't treat me as a friend now, and I don't care anymore. Everyone will smile at each other in the future and it's over."

After dinner in the evening, Kuang Yiyang escorted me and Xu Lu back to the apartment, and he went to the hotel opposite. After taking a shower, Xu Lu lay beside me and saw me playing with my mobile phone. She said aloud: "Hey, Zijin, you really don't consider trying Yiyang?"

I immediately raised my eyebrows and replied, "Don't make up with the middle, I never thought about it."

Xu Lu said: "What are you anxious for, I won't tell Yiyang."

I looked at the pink phone in my hand, pretending to be heartbroken and said: "This month's salary, I have to spend thousands of dollars to buy him a gift, tusk."

Xu Lu said: "If you want me to say, you just stay with Yiyang. Just rush to buy you a mobile phone today, and I think he has you in his heart."

I held my mouth and said, "You gave me away just because of a mobile phone?"

Xu Lu frowned and said, "Don’t pretend to be confused. Is this a mobile phone business? Of course, I cannot deny that he must be supported by money. If he is really poor, he can only buy you a few hundred dollars of Nokia. Then I disagree with you being together."

I glanced at Xu Lu and said, "It's really snob."

Regardless of my ridicule, Xu Lu said: "Who is not snobbish these days? To introduce someone, the woman has to ask the man if he has a room and how much savings he has. The man still wonders which celebrity she looks like and which super figure looks like. mold."

Having said that, Xu Lu gave me another example: "Don’t say anything, just say that when you went to the cemetery today, which classmate of our school couldn’t take a high look at you? Even the teachers who taught us had to brag. "The student I taught is now an assistant to President Luo." This is why you are doing well now. Otherwise, what else can be the reason?"

I can't refute Xu Lu's words.

Seeing my silence, she said again: "Your career is going well now. It's really bad feeling. People say that people in society are too unreliable, but Yiyang is different. He has been playing since he was in college. I have been chasing you for several years and I have not changed my mind. Sometimes I am jealous of you, where can I find a blue-chip stock like Yiyang? The key is that he treats you nicely. This is enough to sweep over 99% of scumbags."

Xu Lu was talking in my ear, but I didn't know when to put down the phone and picked up the gray zombie doll.

Xu Lu didn't make a difference when she saw me. She frowned and looked at the zombie doll and said, "Where is such an ugly doll? This is not your usual vision."

Xu Lu knows that I have always liked cute dolls, such as zombies, and I bypassed them.

Staring at the face of the zombie doll, maybe it's a ghost, or maybe it's a person who has been holding back for too long, and I want to find someone to talk to my heart, so I suddenly asked, "Luzi, what do you think of Luo Xiangdong?"

When Xu Lu heard the three words Luo Xiangdong, she was stunned for a moment, then stared at me and said, "Don't you like Luo Xiangdong?"

I was calmer than her, pursed my lower lip, and replied aloud: "You said, he is handsome, rich, and nice. Can't I like him?"

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Xu Lu frowned subconsciously and retorted: "But he has a girlfriend."

My chest felt tight, and several faces suddenly appeared in my mind. Li Yanshu and Sun Kexin were far away, and Du Ting was the most recent one. This is not to mention the various rumored girlfriends who frequently appear in gossip weekly.

I hold the zombie doll, no matter how ugly it looks, and the more I look at it, the more attractive it becomes.

Xu Lu said from the side: "Luo Xiangdong is different from Kuang Yiyang. He is in such an environment. There are too many women around him and too many temptations. Even if you squeeze away his current girlfriend with him by the terrace near the water, but There is no guarantee that you will not end up with his ex-girlfriend. No, you will definitely become his ex-girlfriend."

Xu Lu nodded firmly.

I said, "I didn't want to be with him again."

Xu Lu said: "Then what are you telling me here?"

I scratched my heart, couldn't tell where it was itching, and couldn't help but frown and replied: "I am also very entangled now. I know he has a girlfriend and I know what kind of person he is, but I can't help but like him a little bit."

Xu Lu raised her eyes slightly: "Somewhat?"

I said, "Forget it, anyway, I can't help thinking about him now, and I want to know what he is doing, but I also know very well that I will not be with him, so there will be no good results."

Xu Lu said: "Then you are now at the stage of struggle between rationality and sensibility, the best way is to divert your attention."

I asked: "How to transfer?"

Xu Lu said: "Two ways. Otherwise, don't see him, or find a boyfriend to calm down."

I slumped, "Isn't it the same as you didn't say it."

At my current job, I really want to see Luo Xiangdong when I go to work; and I have no plans to find a boyfriend in the near future.

Xu Lu added: "Anyway, my personal opinion is that between Luo Xiangdong and Yiyang, choose the latter."

I said, "Can't they compare at all?"

Kuang Yiyang likes me, I kind of like Luo Xiangdong, but Luo Xiangdong treats me

In the end, I talked with Xu Lu for two or three hours, but I didn't talk about it. I fell asleep in a daze, and got up the next day at ten o'clock in the morning.

I called Kuang Yiyang and he just woke up. The three of us made an appointment to have lunch together. After the meal, Kuang Yiyang returned to school and Xu Lu also returned to the new district, leaving me alone.

Walking along the street boringly, thinking of going back to the apartment and having nothing to do except surf the Internet and sleep, I suddenly didn't want to go back. Inadvertently thought of Luo Xiangdong again, what is he doing now? Shouldn't you wake up yet? Have you eaten if you wake up? With whom?

I think I'm in a delusion, trying to control myself not to think about it, but there is really no way to control this kind of thing, the more I think about it, the more I think about it.

In the end, I persuaded myself that I should call him and ask. Didn’t he catch a cold yesterday? It happened that I was holding the banner of condolences to the illness, so it shouldn’t be abrupt.

Thinking about it, I immediately took out my phone and called Luo Xiangdong. The phone rang for a while before it was connected. I gave a feed and said, "Brother Dong."

Luo Xiangdong replied, I knew he was not awake yet.

I asked, "Brother Dong, is your cold better?"

Luo Xiangdong's voice was low and hoarse, and also very dull. He replied aloud, "I seem to be serious."

Needless to say, I heard it. My heart was very nervous, I frowned and said, "Did you not take any medicine yesterday?"

Luo Xiangdong said: "No."

I said again: "Then you quickly get up and go to the hospital for a look. Oh, by the way, don't forget to eat before the injection. Don't go on an empty stomach."

If Luo Xiangdong appeared in front of me at this time, he would definitely see how anxious the expression on my face was.

Luo Xiangdong said: "Are you all right now?"

"Huh?" I paused, then said, "I'm fine."

Luo Xiangdong said: "Then you come to my side and help me take the dog to the nursing center."

When I heard Luo Xiangdong's tired and feeble voice, I also guessed that he was in his current state. He must be sick and unable to get up from bed.

I immediately replied: "Wait for a while, I will take a taxi right now."