With Love and Time

This is the first time I have come to Ningshan Cemetery. I can't tell the difference between the south, east and the north.

I went to the bathroom and squatted for a long time, but my stomach hurts. When I came out, I went back the same way, but suddenly I heard someone calling my name: "Zijin."

I turned my head to hear the reputation, and the person in a long black trench coat not far behind turned out to be Zhang Danqing, who hadn't seen him in some days.

I was a little stunned for a while. Before I could call someone out, Zhang Danqing had already stepped towards me. After realizing it, I called out, "Brother Tanqing."

Zhang Danqing stood in front of me, his eyes were reddish, and he asked aloud: "Zijin, why are you here?"

I said: "Today is the funeral of the dean of my university"

After that, I thought of the rows of luxury cars in the parking lot when I first entered Ningshan Cemetery, and I couldn't help but ask, "Brother Tanqing came here to attend the funeral, too?"

In fact, what I said is like saying nothing, what else can you do besides attending the funeral in the cemetery?

Unexpectedly, when I said casually, Zhang Danqing turned his eyes away. I saw that his eyes were obviously red, and I thought it was something going on in his house, so I asked worriedly, "Brother Danqing, what happened? Something?"

Zhang Danqing's Adam's apple moved slightly, as if he was trying his best to endure it. Five seconds passed before he looked at me again and said, "Zijin, don't you know?"

As soon as I heard him say this, I subconsciously thumped in my heart. Why, this matter is still related to me?

I looked at Zhang Danqing with trepidation, but couldn't say a word because of nervousness.

Zhang Danqing was eager to speak but stopped squeezing in his throat, before squeezing a few words from his lips: "Guan Xin Ta"

Guan Xin Ji Guan Xin? !

My eyes widened suddenly, looking at Zhang Danqing in front of me, my eyes turned red, and my legs became soft.

Staring at Zhang Danqing blankly, I couldn't say a word.

Until Zhang Danqing raised his eyes to look at me again and saw my expression, he whispered: "Zijin, don't be too sad."

If the first second I heard the news, I was shocked, so shocked that my heart stopped beating; then, when I came back to my senses, the overwhelming sadness swallowed me almost instantly.

In my wide-open eyes, tears fell directly, and I choked up and asked, "Why, how could this be?"

Why did Ji Guanxin die?

Obviously I had been messing with him a while ago, and his always smiling face still clearly appeared in my mind.

He told me that he would mix with him in the future and keep food and drink and play.

He always likes to pester me and use all kinds of methods, but he has never really cheated me; he said that I called him a brother, and then he will be his sister, but anyone who dares to bully me is against him Ji Guanxin.

He asked me why I only believed in Luo Xiangdong's words, but not what he said?

The past is vivid, and even his seemingly nonsense words, I found that I remember clearly.

The more I thought about it, the more heartache, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that my legs were soft. I soon went from crying to crying, crying and asking Zhang Danqing in front of me: "How could this happen, why did Ji Guanxin die?"

Zhang Danqing replied with red eyes: "Guan Xin said that he treats you as his sister and wants to treat you well. He didn't realize that you only believed Luo Xiangdong's words, but never believed him. When he said these things to me that day, much After a drink, I drove out by myself"

Before Zhang Danqing's words were finished, I couldn't help crying loudly.

I was weak, I just felt my legs were soft, so I squatted down and cried loudly. Maybe it was my appearance that frightened Zhang Danqing, and he stepped forward to help me.

I couldn't stand up at all, I just cried desperately, with 10,000 guilt in my heart, I am sorry Ji Guanxin, he is still so young. If God gives us another chance, I must believe him. What if he is really not a good person? What if Luo Xiangdong wouldn't let me be with him?

Anyway, he treats me well, so I will be friends with him and be his sister.

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After crying for a long time, I suddenly thought of the reason why Zhang Danqing was here. I stood up, and I choked up and asked: "Brother Tanqing, are you here today, brother Guanxin, the funeral?" I cried. With each pumping, the words followed by a meal.

For some reason, Zhang Danqing nodded vaguely.

I said, "Take me, go, I want to see him." When I thought of seeing Ji Guanxin goodbye, it was already yin and yang. As soon as my tears came up, I started crying again.

Zhang Danqing said, "Zi Jin, don't cry."

I cried so hard, how could I not cry? But even if I cry to death now, Ji Guanxin will not come back.

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Following Zhang Danqing's steps forward, he led me to the direction of Hall One. At this time, there were many people standing outside Hall One, all in dark suits, mostly men, and they were all young.

I thought to myself that Ji Guan loved to be lively before he was born. He has friends all over the world. Now he suddenly had such a thing, so many people came to see him off, and asked him to go lively.

As I walked, tears were rolling up, my vision was blurred, and I couldn't see the road ahead. I staggered and I almost fell. Fortunately, Zhang Tanqing, who was beside me, quickly helped me with his hands, so I could stand firm.

Zhang Danqing frowned slightly, and said in a low voice, "Zijing, are you okay?"

I said, "I want to see him."

Many people on the way looked at me, especially Zhang Danqing who was still pulling my arm for fear that I would fall again. I walked into the hall with him. This hall is the largest hall in Ningshan Cemetery. It is said that it can hold at least 500 people. I only saw the darkened crowd in front of me. The closer I got, the louder the crying inside.

This cry is more tearful than sorrow, and I almost burst into tears.

Moving away from the crowd, I vaguely saw a corner of the photo hanging on the wall in front. It was just because of the angle that I could not see the person in the photo.

Anxiously squeezed forward, I just want to see Ji Guanxin for the last time, even if it is to whisper a few whispers to his body, tell him that I really don’t bother him, and I like playing with him. If there is an afterlife, No matter if you are a friend or sister or someone else, as long as he is happy, I will stay with him.

Finally squeezed into the middle of the crowd, I first saw a group of direct family members wearing linen and filial piety surrounded by the crystal coffin in the middle. A middle-aged woman of about fifty years old held the coffin head crying and grabbing the ground, almost collapsed. A woman next to her should be younger, and she cried while holding her arms: "Mom, don't be like this. Brother An Sheng who sees Tianyou Ling will not leave."

The middle-aged woman almost cried and knelt in front of the coffin, hissing and shouting: "My son, Cheng Xu, you are so cruel, how can you make mom live?"

When I heard, Cheng Xu?

Subconsciously looking up at the wall, in the big picture on the wall, there is no doubt that there is a young man, but this eyebrow, this look, this look is not Ji Guanxin!

I was stunned, what is going on?

As I was thinking, someone behind me suddenly grabbed my hand. The next second, I was dragged by this force and turned and walked out of the crowd. Vaguely, I saw a familiar back.

He kept pulling me to the outside of Hall One, and he still wanted to move forward, but I had already recovered, and violently broke free, and then took a step back.

The man holding me turned around, it was Ji Guanxin!

He was wearing a black short cotton jacket with a bit of motorcycle style and a thin white T-shirt underneath, and he became more and more handsome while taking advantage of his face.

Undried tears still stayed on my face, and I looked at him unblinkingly without speaking.

Ji Guanxin turned his head and looked at me, his first reaction was to curl his lips and raise his hand to wipe my tears.

I acted before consciousness, and slapped his hand away with a ‘pop’.

Ji Guanxin Xu was hurt by me, and his smile was replaced by frowns. He looked at me and said, "Why are you so fierce?"

I was so angry that my mood at the moment can no longer be described by anger.

After watching Ji Guanxin for a few seconds, I didn't want to say anything, and turned around to leave.

When Ji Guanxin saw this, a dashing body stood in front of me, and I tried to bypass him, but when I went to the left, he went to the left, and when I went to the right, he went to the right. After a few rounds, I was like a ignited cannon barrel and finally exploded. After the flowers bloomed, regardless of the occasion and location, he shouted: "Get out of here!"

This roar of mine was eye-catching. The people outside Hall One looked to me and Ji Guanxin.

I didn't care, I just stared at Ji Guanxin with wide eyes.

Ji Guanxin turned his eyes to the left and right, and then whispered: "Be quiet, are you deliberately preventing me from coming to stage?"

I gritted my teeth, stared and asked, "Ji Guanxin, is it interesting?"

Ji Guanxin grinned and said: "Interesting." [^*]

I was expressionless, and continued: "People lie to me that you are dead, make me feel like a sinner who indirectly killed you, make me cry in public like a idiot, and I almost ran away. Your body said loudly to you, I was wrong, and I will never avoid you anymore. From now on I will be friends with you and sister for you. No matter who says anything, it’s not good, as long as you are willing to play with me Ji Guanxin, do you find this interesting?"

The first sentence I said was louder than the other, but the last sentence was very light.

The people next to him looked silly, don't know who I am, who dared to speak to Ji Guanxin in such a tone.

Of course, Ji Guanxin was also stupid.

Without blinking, he watched the tears keep falling, but his expression was cold.

I am not so anxious, as I am terribly afraid. Although I keep saying that I don't want to play with Ji Guanxin, he is someone I know after all, and I have some affection for him. How could I be indifferent to the news of his death?

He was joking with me with such a thing, it was really too much.