Walking Through Fire for You

When the aunt said this, she looked at him with some blame.

"Lu Xiao, it's not the aunt who said you, what can't you say well? The little girl ran all the way to find you. Look at you and let the person go away again. I think what will you do in the future?"

Lin Luxiao's mouth raised a very faint smile, with an unlit cigarette twisted in his hand, mockingly: "What did she tell you?"

Aunt waved her hand, what else could she say to her.

The troops here are all recruits in their early twenties. Although they are young and energetic, they are mostly single. There are not many people living in the family yard during the first year. In fact, she was quite happy when she came to Nanchu.

At least someone can speak with her.

This little girl doesn't talk much, but she won't leave you in the cold. You have to take the initiative to talk to her, and she can chat with you for a while, you have to be silent, and she sits quietly while reading her Buddhist scriptures.

The aunt remembered, "Oh, she still believes in Buddhism. At a young age, she is still quiet, no better than Zhao Guo's daughter-in-law. Every time she comes back here, the door is closed and the rumbling music blasts into the sky. I am an old man. No, I didn’t listen to it after saying it several times."

Lin Luxiao lowered his head, flipping the cigarette in his hand back and forth, not knowing what he was thinking.

Auntie and Nanchu talked most about his son, the boy who was in college in the north. When he mentioned her son, his aunt’s eyes were shining and bright, although he was too lazy when he was there. But I really missed it when I walked far away.

Speaking of this, the aunt glanced at Lin Luxiao, "The one she told me the most is you."

"what?"

His voice was hoarse, and it took him a long time to react.

"She asked me if you have been here well, if you have ever been sick, if you have seen a doctor in time, if you are not comfortable with it, where can I answer it?"

Actually reunion so far.

Both of them were stubbornly competing with each other, and both forgot to ask, how are you doing this year?

Maybe not forgotten.

Perhaps it was because he knew that the other party had a bad life.

But she still wanted to confirm it from others.

Just came here in the second week.

Lin Luxiao had a high fever, it was also winter, and heavy snow was approaching, and people lay dazedly on the bed in the infirmary, with the face of Yixiyi in the beginning of Nanchu in his mind.

She nestled on the sofa and called his captain defiantly.

She called his captain seriously when she was angry.

On the bed, she tenderly called his captain.

He also called her to get up, like a crazy little lion, calling him the captain impatiently.

She is always the captain.

Even when breaking up.

She said, "Captain, let's break up."

Her feverish brain was chaotic and unclear, and her voice was still echoing in her head, like a magical sound, lingering, and the whole person seemed to explode. The torture was fatal.

It's as if there are thousands of ants in my heart gnawing, and a little bit, knocking him down.

At that time, he was not so good with the people in the team, so Zhao Guo came to the infirmary to see him.

As a result, he saw an eight-foot man sitting on the hospital bed in the infirmary, crying.

Zhao Guo outside the door saw Lin Luxiao cry.

It was really shocking. At that time, I only thought that he had not received this kind of hardship and high-intensity training. In addition, he had a fever, and his body was overwhelmed, and his spirit collapsed. Although Zhao Guo was gossiping, his mouth was not broken. He would say everything, Lin Luxiao is usually so cold in front of people, and crying so sad in private, he wants to talk about it and it hurts face.

In addition, the relationship between everyone is not good, and they will not tease. If the tone of the tone becomes a mockery, it will affect the unity.

For a long time after that, Zhao Guo felt that Lin Luxiao was actually quite pitiful. He took a sympathetic attitude and took special care of him, such as helping him eat more food, hoping that he would eat more, keep his body healthy, and help him. Fetch good water, hope that he will drink more, detoxify, and his mood will be less depressed.

However, Lin Luxiao didn't know. He was just fortunate. Fortunately, he was not in Beixun at that time. Otherwise, Liu and Shen Mu knew that this matter would have become a joke for the two of them.

He has this for nearly thirty years.

Just cried like this once, or for a woman.

From childhood to adulthood, nothing could provoke him to tears. Even when his mother died, he did not cry. His eyes blushed twice, and he was held back abruptly. Some grief and pain can be tolerated.

When people are in extreme despair and pain, they can always find some clues in their memories, making themselves more painful and desperate.

For example, the little girl doesn't actually love him as much as she thought she did.

For example, she is obsessed with him, perhaps more obsessed with his body.

This perception is desperate.

The past has been completely denied.

He was very sure at the time that he would not break up with her even if anything happened.

Just say whoever likes to say it, he has never cared about gossips.

The night before, Liu also said: "Don't be too sure, that little girl is young and timid, and she is easy to run away when things happen."

He gave Liu a disdainful look at the time, "She's going to run, my buddy will wash you socks for a year!"

Liu has been a Hong Kong foot since he was a child. He smelled so bad. He took off his shoes and everyone in the alley could smell it. When a few people went to Lin Luxiao's house to play games, when they took off their shoes, Lin Luxiao directly carried the shoes. throw it out.

The smell was so bad that he almost didn't give them the flowers.

Shen Mu on the side listened and kindly advised him: "Lu Xiao, don't play so big."

Looking back now, I was ridiculous at the time.

When he received a call from Shen Mu that day, knowing that she came to him, and then when he received the call to the police, he really wanted to strangle her.

Later, I realized that it was not her, and my heart was a little calm, but also disappointed.

Calm down and think about it. She is so timid, how could she hire a car in the snow-covered mountains?

But really when he saw the bright red at the door of the fire brigade.

He was angry and angry, and he ignored the slightest joy, and asked her what she was doing, and she asked her to court if nothing had happened.

Then he was really angry!

It seems that everything is under her control. She will come when she wants to, and she will go when she wants to go?

Meet me.

She rushed forward again, trying to heal the year with desire.

He was disgusted at the time and made a fire.

And last night, she said again that she would never come to him again, and asked him to find another woman.

Then, he was really panicked.

Desire is just desire, at least don’t be serious--

However, she was also colder in bed than before, he aroused her, she was not moved.

He used her favorite way to accommodate her over and over again, and it worked. After finishing, she calmly leaned on the bedside and smoked indifferently, as if she had just recruited a duck.

It was almost impossible to humiliate him with the money.

After Lin Luxiao heard this, she turned to leave, and her aunt called to him, "When I first left, I said I would let her come back and find a good time. It is not easy to walk on snowy days. She said she might not come again, I think I want to tell you, lest you two have any misunderstandings."

gone.

The cold wind stood up outside the door, branches danced wildly, and large swaths of snowflakes fell in the air.

Auntie went to close the door and muttered: "It's snowing again."

In the depression picture.

The man walked in the snow, walking steadily, his back was tall and depressed.

Let's stop loving in the next life, it hurts.

...

Back in Beixun, the e-sports project was launched. The script was written by an author named Nan Xuan-"I Have Heard You in Time".

Nanchu audition went well.

She was the first actor appointed by the entire crew, just because the original author liked her very much.

Later she learned that the girl was called Su Zhan.

As soon as they saw it, they sat chatting together as soon as they took a break on the set. They could sit quietly even if they weren't chatting. She read her book, she stunned her, like an old friend who had known each other for many years.

Later, she found that Su Zhan and the handsome boss of the game company in the crew seemed to be a little bit tricky.

This stems from her vocational training for nearly a year.

In the days of training in the United States, I did improve a lot. It seems that I suddenly started to have a certain understanding of emotional control and character depiction. At the same time, I was particularly good at grasping the details of the characters.

The handsome boss of the game company and Su Zhan's small expressions did not escape her eyes.

But Su Zhan was also honest with her, and the two had a period of time.

Nanchu was not surprised, except that Xu Jiayan always remembered Lin Luxiao. The two did not look alike, and their personalities were very different. Xu Jiayan tended to be lazy, while Lin Luxiao was more evil, and put on military uniform. Abstinence.

But just can think of her captain.

The captain who treated her harshly when he left.

The actress in the group is the boss of the game company that is nymphomaniac all day long. She is too active to even send a cervical spine sticker, but she still prefers the captain's kind, fortitude and sense of security.

Su Zhan said that she was envious of her and felt that she was living a life free and easy.

She smiled and shook her head, all free and easy was pretended, before seeing that person.

The group is shooting a night scene.

The two lay on the grass and looked at the stars. They talked about occupational prejudice. Su Zhan looked up at the stars and sighed: "We can't stop the worldly vision. I think firefighters are good. Professional prejudice is early. It shouldn’t exist anymore. The Great God was not understood by his family before. Although he is the idol of so many young e-sports youths, his father felt that he was not doing his job properly."

Yes, there are many voices in this world that will try to disturb our hearts. When you are in trouble, they step on a few feet mercilessly. They are sarcasm, they ridicule, they try to trample you under their feet and look at your jokes sarcastically.

I hope you fall into **** once and never turn over.

...

As the new year is approaching, Beixun snow will not stop, one after another.

The world is frozen, the snow is thick, and the branches are bent by the snow.

At the beginning of Nanchu and Su Zhan went to the Qingchan Temple before New Year's Eve to ask for the fate of Buddha.

Buddhism Taoism has many people in the New Year. The up and down the Jiu Blind Mountain are all believers who come to pray for the New Year.

The two girls were dressed in a simple and plain dress, passing passers-by in a hurry.

"You come here often?" Su Zhan asked.

Nanchu shook his head, "I used to be a lot, but now I am busy with filming, once a month, I come up to listen to meditation."

"What can meditation do?"

Nanchu smiled, "Meditation, I was scolded before, and my heart was not calm, I always wanted to find a place to vent, otherwise I would become frustrated and get breast cancer easily."

Su Zhan stared at her towering breasts.

"Are you mad at me?"

Nanchu laughed more openly, "No, I'm honest, I can't punish myself for other people's mistakes, but after listening to meditation, I really calmed down a lot. The master who taught me about Zen is very good, if you have something depressed. Son, you can also talk to him. I'll see you later."

Talking and laughing all the way, soon reached the top of the Nine Blind Mountain.

There are many people offering incense in the temple.

Nan Chu took Su Zhan to light incense and turned to find the host.

I met Shen Mu in Qing Chan's backyard.

The suit is neat and has a neat silhouette.

Nan Chu glanced down and wanted to go sideways, but was stopped by Shen Mu.

Although Nanchu was wearing a mask, he recognized it at a glance.

"You will wait."

Nanchu stopped, "Brother Mu."

There are not many people who can enter the backyard. The environment is quiet, with an incense burner burning in the middle, and there is no one in front and behind, and there is a lush leaf behind.

Shen Mu put his hand in his pocket and looked at her and said, "Lu Xiao is back."

"Oh."

Nan Chu brushed past him and said to Su Zhan behind him: "Let's go, Zhan."