Waiting for You in a City

Xu Qin walked quickly through the corridor, took out his mobile phone and called his colleagues in the Infectious Diseases Department, reporting: "There are four or five firefighters in the water. During the process of moving and sawing, someone should be injured. The emergency center's Colleagues have already contacted the fire brigade. —Well, okay, contact me again if you have something. ”

She hung up the phone and then wanted to notify Song Yan, but she didn't have his number.

Sooner or later, I will be notified, and I will not be in a hurry.

She planned to go to the observation room to see Xiaodong. After passing one of the doors, Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Song Yan inside. I thought I was wrong, and I looked back. It was him—he sat on the bed and put on a clean t-shirt, put on the t-shirt and then put on his coat.

Xu Qin pushed the door in and Song Yan was wearing his sleeves. When he stretched his arms, he probably pulled a wound on his back. His eyebrows were wrinkled, and there was a "sizzle" in his throat.

Xu Qin hurried forward to prepare for help. A woman came out behind the curtain beside the bed. Li Meng, who came to the hospital last time for fire inspection, apparently came to give Song Yan clothes. She took the collar in Song Yan's hand, helped Song Yan to put on his coat, and squatted on his leg, carefully aligning the bottom of the coat's zipper and pulling it up.

Xu Qin stopped involuntarily. Song Yan Yuguang sensed something and looked over.

Xu Qin stood at the end of the bed with his hands in his arms and looked at him calmly.

Li Meng realized that someone was coming in, and immediately let go and wiped his eyes. When I looked back, my eyes were still red, and I smiled reluctantly at Xu Qin.

Song Yan looked at Xu Qin and asked, "What's the matter?"

Seeing that his tone was not good, Li Meng pushed him lightly and apologized to Xu Qin: "He is like this, he has a bad temper, don't mind the doctor."

Xu Qin put a trace of politeness on his face and said, "It's okay."

Song Yan was too lazy to take care of it. He took out the cigarette case from his pocket and knocked it on the table. He took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, just about to ignite it.

Xu Qin said: "Hospitals cannot smoke."

Song Yan glanced at her with the corner of her eye, the lighter turned in her hand, her rough thumb stroked the gear, but she didn't press it.

Li Meng stepped forward and smoked the smoke from his mouth: "Obey. Obey the doctor."

Song Yan's lips closed loosely, his eyes turned, and he looked at Li Meng with some danger.

The air is also tight.

Li Meng was thin-skinned and flushed blushing. She was a little helpless. She didn't know what to do with the cigarette in her hand. She whispered, "Go out and smoke."

Song Yan looked at her for a moment, then suddenly eased and smiled: "Listen to you." Then she put away the lighter.

Xu Qin stood still, silent.

Faced with such moments, her consistent response was silence, she would not run away, but would stand silent in place. Fortunately, she was tired all day and her mind was numb. Even if there is some pain in my heart, I can't feel it.

The other woman in the house was obviously coaxed.

Li Meng felt Song Yan's eyes unpredictable one second before, and his cheeks were flushed by his "listening to you" one second later, and he couldn't help but snickered. When he saw Xu Qin, he laughed, polite Asked, "What's the matter with the doctor? Is there something to review, take a look at his injury?"

Xu Qin shook his head very lightly: "I don't need it now. I will come to see you again in four days." After that, I handed Song Yan a list, "These medicines are for internal and external use."

Li Meng naturally reached out to intercept, took the list, and said to Song Yan: "I'll get the medicine."

"Together." Song Yan got up and put his belongings on the table into his pocket.

Xu Qin is not a fool, nor is she completely indifferent. She can clearly perceive that he does not want to stay here more and does not want to be alone with her.

With this kind of consciousness, one has to be prepared for stinging.

The aisle was very narrow, Xu Qin did not give way, when Song Yan walked past her, she hit her shoulder.

Xu Qin gently shook it and said, "You stay, I have something to tell you."

She turned back, and Song Yan also turned back: "Speak."

Li Meng stood at the door and looked at the two strangely.

Xu Qin glanced at Li Meng and then looked at Song Yan, saying: "It is better for us to talk about this matter alone."

Li Meng smiled generously: "Then I'll go get the medicine first." When I left, I closed the door and felt relieved.

Song Yan stepped forward, leaning against the end of the bed, turning his head down and turning on the lighter: "Speak, what's the matter."

Xu Qin did not turn around: "The person you saved in the river has an infectious disease."

"What disease?"

"AIDS."

The lighter in Song Yan paused, and after a while, turned around again, and after a while, stopped again. After so many rounds, he took out his mobile phone and went to the window to prepare for a call.

Xu Qin said: "You have been notified that all the team members involved in the rescue are on the way to the hospital and will check the wounds."

Song Yan closed the phone: "Okay."

He raised his eyebrows and stood in silence for a while without knowing what he was thinking. He unconsciously took out the cigarette case from his pocket, pulled out a cigarette, and put it in his mouth to light it.

This time, Xu Qin did not stop him.

Xu Qin let each other digest for a while before asking: "Are there any other skin injuries on your body besides your back?"

"No." Song Yan was very calm.

Xu Qin recalled: "The car bone has been on the water all the time, and there is no blood on it. After you were scratched, did you touch water or blood on your back again?"

"No."

"If not, the chance of infection is very small." Xu Qin breathed a sigh of relief.

"I know." Song Yan exhaled a cigarette and turned to look at her, "I should be fine."

Through the blue smoke, his eyes had a hint of meaning, which was fleeting.

Xu Qin: "You should be fine, but you look very relaxed now-"

"After the car was lifted, my team member took the person over and I landed." Song Yan lowered his head and bit his teeth lightly. "The team member who picked up the person has worn skin."

Xu Qin said nothing.

Song Yan took a deep breath and asked again: "How is that little nurse?"

Xu Qin: "The mood is very unstable."

Song Yan nodded, noncommittal.

Xu Qin: "No matter what, you come to our hospital's infectious department to do a check after six weeks."

"Okay." Song Yan replied briefly.

"It's all right," Xu Qin said and turned to walk outside the door. Song Yan was about to leave as well, reaching out the window sill, just about to wipe out the remaining half of the cigarette. Xu Qin stepped, standing beside the bed, motionless.

Song Yan's hand stopped in mid-air, turning her head to look at her white back.

Xu Qin finally couldn't hold back and turned to face him: "That person was your girlfriend just now?"

Song Yan asked: "Is it related to you?"

"Oh." Xu Qindan laughed softly, and said in a weak tone, "If you have a girlfriend, say 'I have a girlfriend' when you refuse me. It's enough. Say a lot of irrelevant words in the operating room, push Blame me, hypocritical. "

Song Yan looked at her inconceivably, and for a moment, lowered her head and smiled a little. This smile was speechless, incomprehensible, and angry, but in the end everything disappeared, leaving only ridicule: "The problem between you and me, talk about you Just follow me, is it useful to talk to others? "

Does this matter protect Li Meng or whether he has reached the level of contempt, Xu Qin does not know. But this attitude is undoubtedly scraping a match, Xu Qin was stimulated so that a flash of annoyance flashed in her eyes, she stared at him, and she simply broke everything:

"Is n’t your problem with me that I left you? You thought I was wrong, and I thought you were wrong. At that time, how old were we, and we could n’t support ourselves. In that case, can I betray my parents and run with you? ? Can you be more mature! "

Song Yan smiled: "You are mature, now stand here and talk to me nonsense?"

Xu Qin twitched her lips and warned: "Song Yan, don't talk to me in this tone."

Song Yan felt that she was simply unreasonable, annoyed and ridiculous: "What kind of tone do you want to listen to? Watch out for the coquettish children?-You **** will also be in front of me, right?"

Xu Qin: "You are talking about the problem between us, you are talking about it. Can you discuss things now, don't be so determined?"

"All the **** things I deserve, I deserve it." Song Yan's eyes were cold. "Just talk about things. Then, from my perspective, why should I reconcile with you? Xu Qin, you **** kicked me back and forth. Like a dog! You said— "Suddenly the text disappeared, and the anger suddenly dissipated, like a collapsed castle in the sky. "--Oh," he couldn't speak anymore, and all kinds of anger lingered in the clouds, leaving only ridiculous and funny.

He raised the corner of his mouth without emotion, and felt that it was extremely absurd to stand here and talk about the things of the year.

"It's boring to tell you this." He lit the second cigarette with a sarcasm. "You can only see yourself. Whatever you say is nonsense."

Xu Qin sneered: "So what do you want? I want to cry to you to admit your mistakes and tell you how much I regretted my decision?"

Song Yan: "No, you haven't regretted it."

Xu Qin: "Yes, I have no regrets. Once again, I still have this choice. If it is you, wouldn't you—"

"Your original choice was not important," Song Yan interrupted suddenly. "It doesn't make sense to say that." He looked directly at her eyes and asked, "What is your choice now?"

Xu Qin was shocked, speechless.

The two looked at each other in silence, their eyes straight and hard.

Suddenly, Song Yan smiled absurdly: "I know."

"Have vented your emotions for a long time, no one talked about ideas."

He leaned against the window sill, glanced out of the window, and said, "Tell me that you are mature, and you are so naive. It's good to be an acquaintance who meets and nods. Why do we have to cross the line to pick things up? Hmm? What are you? Without thinking about it, I hurried to tear down the wound. Then, let it rot there, and no need to nod when I meet next time. "

Xu Qin's face was white, and Song Yan's gaze moved from the window to the room, watching her for a while, and said,

"You said this to me, it was nothing more than trying to make me understand your difficulties. Well, I understand. But understanding does not mean reconciliation. We are reconciled. The next time there is such a problem, you still make similar things without regret. Choice. Xu Qin, the person who went to the third place, said that it ’s not too big, and that it ’s not too small. It hurts a bit. When I was young, I was hit. It ’s okay and recovers quickly, but this age will be terrible. ”

Song Yan crushed the smoke on the window sill,

"There is no right or wrong about feelings; you say you are right, I agree; but, you are right, you choose the way, carry it on your own."

Xu Qin stood at the same place, stiff as if it would shatter when touched.

Song Yan turned away.

When passing by, Xu Qin refused to let go and asked softly, "Do you still hate me?"

"No." Song Yan said, "I didn't hate you, but I didn't want to have anything with you."

Why, it sounds better to say hate. Would rather like that, not now, without hate and love, so little to catch anything.

Xu Qin thought that this moment was the most painful moment for her heart, but the next second, Song Yan who came to the door stopped, he turned his back to her, grabbed the door handle, and stood for a full ten seconds before saying : "I'm also wrong."

"I can't give you many things you want. Without this ability, I'm sorry."

Song Yan is gone.

Xu Qin stood in his pocket with his fingers in his pocket and pinched his palm fiercely, but his expression looked like he was gone, his eyes fluttered. She had difficulty breathing and opened her mouth slightly, trembling her lips and trying to take a breath, only to find that the chest cavity was so painful that it was like a broken rib.

She stood for a while before taking a break, looking back at the cigarette butts on the window sill. She walked over, took out a tissue from her pocket, wrapped the cigarette butt, and threw it into the trash can.

She left the observation room, passed the hall, and saw Li Meng got the medicine and waited by the door. Song Yan walked towards her, Li Meng greeted him with a smile, the two left together.

Xu Qin kept looking at his back, wondering if he would look back. But he didn't.

Xu Qin walked to the clean room, unscrewed the faucet, and rubbed his hands vigorously, over and over again, rubbing red and rubbing pale.

She didn't feel pain in her hand, but her face felt itchy. Raising his hand to touch it is warm tears.

Unlike the tears of the crocodile that came out of the Zhai family's yard last time.

She couldn't control this line of tears.