Cyber ​​psychosis is my girlfriend

He changed the fate of the night of the Cyan Bi Mansion.

Nobody died because of relic.

Dexter doesn't count, he's a hell-deserving cub|species.

Although they didn't make any money from it, at least Johnny Silverhand is living a good life now, so he and Roger Amandias have become their own people that cannot be measured by ordinary logic.

So his anger towards Evelyn is also controllable.

If it was really like the original, then even if Evelyn didn't want to die, Luo Qi probably couldn't help but kill her with his own hands.

After learning what he experienced during his coma.

Evelyn was silent.

Her tears flowed everywhere like rainwater that doesn't cost money.

All life detection instruments called the police, because her mood swings were indeed a bit too much.

Luo Qi didn't stop her.

Instead, she watched her collapse like a child under Judy's comfort.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault..."

Her own pain and the pain of those around her were all created by her.

It's obviously just a bold plan to escape from this damned bottom of society and live the life of dreams...

But why is everything like this?

Judy was right.

If there is no Luo Qi, everything is really over now.

Perhaps it was due to brain damage, or a personality shift caused by prolonged illness and coma, Evelyn's collapse lasted very thoroughly.

Even William downstairs couldn't help running to take a look.

Rocky just shook his head and reassured him that he could handle it.

"Instead of thinking about dying, it's better to think about whether you can make any changes to the life you owe everyone and get back by luck."

Seeing Evelyn lose hope again, Luo Qi felt that she probably had a breakdown.

How bold and confident she was before, how negative she is now.

Sure enough, it's better to die.

Reading this thought from her eyes, Luo Qi felt a little helpless.

Not only did he collapse, but he didn't take Judy's comfort, but simply fell into a closed logical loop, repeatedly denying himself in his broken thinking.

At this time, giving her a slap is more effective than anything else.

But Luo Qi was afraid that if he slapped her, he would slap her head off.

"You're making tons of bugs right now, but the good news is that so far they haven't grown."

Luo Qi's voice seemed to be able to grab her soul, slipped to her eyes, and then hit her heart directly.

"Instead of feeling like a worthless piece of trash, you might as well think about what you can do to make up for these losses."

"Xiao Ai still needs to cultivate..."

Zhu Di felt that what Luo Qi said was indeed too harsh for a patient who just woke up and would faint at any time on the hospital bed.

"But at least she listened, didn't she?"

Of course Luo Qi knew, but his purpose was not here.

"I'm talking about what happened after she recovered. You can't spend the rest of your life lying on the hospital bed half dead, right?"

I don't know why, the mood that had faded to despair, was said by Luo Qi...

It seems to have become a little more colorful.

Rocky knew exactly what he was doing—

He was using reprimand and condescending attitude to give Evelyn and Judy hope for the future in a disguised form.

With hope, with hope, life will not be completely bleak, and then fall into the abyss.

Then he looked at Evelyn and continued.

"Even if it's a dollar, helping to clean the floor, or simply showing a positive side and making others look good, it's a kind of compensation, compensation for all the mistakes made in the past. It's just the difference between more and less ,Do you understand it?"

Luo Qi then pointed to Judy.

"Judy didn't bring you back to raise a burden who would feel sorry for himself and think about suicide all day long."

"She wants you more than anyone to get back to normal."

"Let's not talk about my share with V, Jack, and Bug. At least you should make up for her first."

"Don't make her feel worthless for you."

Luo Qi said very ruthlessly.

But these words, which could be called soul torture, all fell into Evelyn's heart.

The desperation to escape to the ends of the earth, or even hell, suddenly turned into guilt.

Ever since, Evelyn broke down again.

Hugged with Judy and cried like an idiot.

"..."

Luo Qi sighed, shook his head, and walked out of the room.

Evelyn finally listened.

This kind of collapsed emotion will last for a long time, until she can have the courage to face the past that once pulled her into the abyss one by one.

This is a long process.

Many people continue to escape, even for a lifetime.

But Luo Qi must force her to face these, otherwise she is really likely to choose to commit suicide.

This is unacceptable to them.

It's okay for me, but Luo Qi feels a little distressed when he thinks that Judy will be autistic for a long time.

At least not let the city swallow you up.

If it has been swallowed, then think about how to crawl out again.

So when he has the ability, he doesn't mind lending a helping hand to help some people improve their situation.

For example, the sex dolls in Genting, such as Judy and Evelyn, such as William and Anna, such as Mia and Octavio, such as the members of the violent mobile team, such as meeting in and outside the city of Night City every day of various people.

In fact, he can completely transform himself into a capitalist, lying comfortably in a luxury mansion in Genting, while exploiting the sex puppets' prostitution money, while living a life of sensuality, wine and meat.

Do you earn as much money from working for the Terrorist Mobile Squad as the unscrupulous black money?

He never accepts commissions that do not conform to his ideas, and he never resigns himself to depravity because of the huge profits from pornography, gambling, drugs, and collusion between officials and businessmen.

That's not the life he wants.

He has also asked himself countless times whether he would live a more comfortable life if he abandoned the shackles of morality and had no conscience.

But every time he imagined that scene, he felt unable to move—

This is not something he would do on his own, even if the benefits are very tempting, but he just can't take that step, can't lift that hand.

In the past, he always wondered if he really regarded himself as a moral benchmark.

But when huge benefits were in front of him, but he resolutely chose the opposite path, Luo Qi knew——

This is what he was like.

He is not a perfect and good person, and even does illegal things every day.

But compared to those scumbags, he is really a good person.

In the past, sometimes V and Jack felt that Luo Qi was too prudish, but after getting along for a long time, they realized that Luo Qi is such a person.

Even with them, they have followed suit.

Perhaps, this is a kind of thought that spreads among the invisible.

In the room, Evelyn had already fallen asleep with tears all over her face.

Judy was also lying on her body. It was not sweet, but she slept very relaxedly.

Luo Qi took off her shoes and covered her with a quilt.

Go downstairs, throw the half-eaten steak in the microwave and heat it up, then take it out and eat it while watching the crazy news.

"Then who is awake?"

William asked in a low voice while pouring juice and ice for Luo Qi.

"It's not that one, it's Evelyn."

Luo Qi smiled helplessly, "Yes, I woke up, it seems to be okay, at least my brain is not burnt out, and I still know how to cry."

"Tsk tsk, it's not easy, in this kind of ghost place."

William exclaimed.

He was talking about Night City.

I really didn't expect that in this kind of city that is notorious for eating people without spitting out their bones, after Evelyn was eaten, not only was she pulled out, but she was also beaten to death. It was a miracle.

In this city, most of the endings are tragedies.

Or a tragedy of tragedies.

He looked at Luo Qi who was eating and toying, and felt that there seemed to be an invisible magic power in this person.

Just like this, it infects the people around, making them calm and at the same time, they start to love their own life, and even become a little in love with fishing.

It was a kind of, just like the sunshine in the afternoon on a small sunny day, with a faint, slight warmth and vitality.

William thought of a long time ago, so long ago that he had forgotten the time and the years.

When he was still in Buckle's house, he wandered and traveled on the road with his tribe, fought against enemies, and negotiated business with allies.

Watching new people join and old ones leave every day.

Some are due to new opportunities and helplessness, while others are due to birth and death.

A homeless family is like a small society.

Instead of villages, towns, and cities, let him understand the relationship between people in this world.

That time they stopped in a small town that had long been abandoned.

The adults were all resting, but the young William McCoy ran all over the smoky town with a pair of shoes alone.

He saw what he saw in the "library," the bus full of books—

A nice little house.

Vines and green leaves covered the walls outside the house, and unknown flowers swayed in the wind.

That house had a clean living room, several small bedrooms, an empty kitchen, and a balcony with all the glass shattered.

There is also a study room in which several dreamy beams of light come in under the projection of the sun on a sunny day.

It can be seen that the residents have packed their luggage and left here a long time ago.

But there are still many things left.

He picked a lot of books from the bookcase that were not in the family, and then he watched the sunset with the company of the afternoon sun.

Forget about time until the voices of adults looking for him came.

He had forgotten what he was looking at.

He didn't remember what happened next.

The only thing that remains in my memory is that afternoon, the clean and bright sunshine.

a house.