Human, am I evil?

A man would not believe such a reason. Di Ruiji must have approached him with a certain purpose, otherwise, no one would approach a dangerous person like him.

Listening to the man's question, Di Ruiji was silent for a long time, not knowing how to answer this question, even if she told the real reason, would he believe him?

"...Probably because I see the shadow of the past from you."

"A shadow of the past?"

"Well, I obviously want to get in touch with others, but because I can easily hurt others, I can only look like I am alone."

Hearing this, the man's body obviously froze for a moment, because Di Ruiji couldn't see his face behind the mask because he was wearing a mask.

But she could see that the other party's mood was definitely not as calm as it seemed, at least Di Ruiji couldn't calm down when he heard such words.

"You... are really kidding me, aren't you!?"

"Don't you believe it? Think I'm just lying to you when I say these words?"

"you..."

"You don't believe that I have hurt and killed so many lives unintentionally, that my birth was a mistake? Don't believe that what gave me life took away everything from me?"

Several consecutive questions stopped the man. He wanted to say something, but Di Ruiji's expression was so serious that he wasn't joking at all.

This made him silent, and he began to think whether Di Ruiji was really not lying to himself, but...would a girl like Di Ruiji really be like what she said?

"Whether you believe it or not, this is my reason. Now, eat these things first and recover your body. We will talk about the rest later."

Seeing the food that Di Ruiji handed over, the man was silent for a while, snorted softly, and snatched the bowl: "I'll do it myself."

The man turned his back to Di Ruiji, and slightly removed the mask on his face to taste the food.

Although the freshly made food was very hot, he ignored it at all and ate it naturally.

It's delicious, at least among the things that men have eaten, Di Ruiji's dishes are delicious, he... doesn't hate the taste.

While eating, the man began to think about Di Ruiji's words, could it be...she is the same as himself?Are they all outsiders?But it feels different.

The only thing that is certain is that what she said is true, and she did not deceive herself.

This is interesting, obviously there is no threat, just like a child, but he said that he has taken countless lives.

This makes men want to know about Di Ruiji's past, and to see what kind of existence she is.

The most important thing is... she is currently the only one who is not afraid of herself and is willing to approach him, a suspected... of the same kind.

"Thousands of calamities." The man said suddenly.

"...Huh?" Di Ruiji tilted his head and looked at the man puzzled.

"I said my name is Qianjie, what about you? Annoying guy, what's your name?"

"...Di Ruiji."

Di Ruiji smiled slightly, and silently added in his heart: [Black Plague].

Honkai: 009: Aponia's Gaze

The first meeting between Di Ruiji and Qian Jie ended under such circumstances. Qian Jie had nowhere to go. After thinking twice, Di Ruiji took him back to the nursing home and asked him to work as a porter here.

At the beginning of the nursing home, the people in the nursing home were still a little afraid of Qian Jie's appearance. After all, he was very irritable, and he behaved very badly, as if he would beat someone at any time.

But as the time spent together increased, everyone found that Qianjie's situation was very similar to that of Di Ruiji, with a personality that was cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

After several trials, everyone confirmed Qian Jie's character and accepted his existence one after another. Even some little girls would go to him in Qian Jie's free time.

Qian Jie complained to Di Ruiji many times, but Di Ruiji saw that Qian Jie hated children looking for him on the surface, but he didn't hate such behavior in his heart.

Di Ruiji, who saw this, said that he can't control those little devils, and you can see that no matter how I manage those little devils, I usually don't listen to myself.

Qian Jie thought for a while, and it seemed to be the case, so he could only scratch his head irritably, and left Di Ruiji's room.

The life in the nursing home hasn't changed at all because of Qianjie's joining... It's not that there is no change, Qianjie joined Di Ruiji's special combat training for the children.

Qian Jie's strength is very strong, but that is entirely dependent on his own particularity, and he is still far behind in terms of fighting skills.

In order to make up for this gap, Qian Jie could only put down his face and asked Di Ruiji to teach him boxing skills by saying something that was not at all like a request.

Di Ruiji also agreed, and asked him to help her teach these brats when she was learning, even if it was just sparring, it didn't matter, to help her share the pressure.

On this day, Di Ruiji's combat course was still going on, but it was different from the previous ones. This time it was Di Ruiji's duel with Qianjie, while the other children stayed by and watched the battle between the two.

"You haven't forgotten the specific rules, have you? It is forbidden to destroy everything around you, and you can only fight with your limbs."

"Stop talking nonsense, let's start directly. I have been waiting for this day for a long time!"

Ever since Di Ruiji easily blocked his punch when they met for the first time, Qianjie has been looking forward to the battle with Di Ruiji.

Although it's not the kind of full-strength fight, it's not easy to be able to exchange ideas, and any duel that is too much is prohibited by Aponia.

He didn't want to be taken to the prayer room by that woman, he would rather fight that cold woman again than do the so-called meditation with that woman.

The two put on a fighting posture, and the girl standing outside threw the coin in the air high in the air.

The coin kept spinning in the air, and as the coin fell to the ground, Di Ruiji and Qian Jie, who were still a few meters away, shortened the distance in an instant and launched their own offensive.

The movements of the two were almost the same, Di Ruiji's hand grabbed Qian Jie's fist, and Qian Jie's hand also grabbed Di Ruiji's fist.

But Qian Jie knew very well in his heart that he actually lost to Di Ruiji in terms of strength. How could this be possible? It could be said that he had just finished the battle and was weak because he was blocked before. This time his body was in the best condition, so why? Still the same situation?

Unable to accept this fact, Qian Jie launched another attack, skillfully using the skills Di Ruiji taught him to fight.

Di Ruiji blocked every attack of Qianjie calmly and calmly. At least these skills were taught by Di Ruiji. Even if he didn't rely on physical fitness, Di Ruiji could block it.

At first their movements could be seen clearly, but as time went on, their speed became faster and faster, almost to the point where the naked eye couldn't catch them.

In order to take care of Qian Jie's face and prevent him from being defeated by himself under the watchful eyes of so many children, Di Ruiji has always maintained a fighting power similar to Qian Jie's.

Qian Jie also saw this, and he let out a [tsk] in his heart, he couldn't get mad, he could only let the fight continue.

Just as the battle was reaching its peak, a paper airplane flew towards Di Ruiji and Qian Jie.

Noticing the approach of the paper plane, they tacitly stopped their movements, and Qian Jie reached out to catch the paper plane to prevent it from being blown out of the nursing home by the wind.

Looking at the paper airplane in his hand, Qianjie looked up at a girl who was obviously younger and was running towards here.

She saw the paper airplane in Qianjie's hand, and ran towards Qianjie laughingly. Due to carelessness, when she was about to approach Qianjie, she lost her balance and fell forward.

Seeing this, Qianjie immediately threw the paper airplane in his hand to Di Ruiji, reached out and grabbed the girl's armpits, and lifted her above her head to prevent her from falling down.

Qian Jie's movements were very light, afraid that he might break the bones of the girl's arm with a little force, so he could only move his arm without controlling the strength of his palm.

"Are you stupid? Didn't you say don't run too fast, isn't this about to fall?"

Qian Jie looked at the girl angrily, this time he was by his side to avoid falling, if not for him, the posture just now would definitely hurt.

Facing Qian Jie's accusation, the girl was not scared to cry, she stretched out her hand to grab Qian Jie's palm with a smile, and said.

"Because... I believe in Brother Qianjie, you will definitely not let me fall, right?"

Of course she knew that running fast was easy to fall, and that falling was painful and hurt, but she also knew that standing in front of her were two of the three most reliable people in the nursing home.

Even if Qianjie couldn't react, Di Ruiji would definitely catch her. It was because of her trust in the two that she ran towards them without any hesitation.

"...I'm sure, you really are an idiot."

Qianjie looked at the girl speechlessly, put her on the ground, took the paper airplane from Di Ruiji and threw it on her head, telling her to leave here quickly so as not to disturb their next exercise.

The girl who took back the paper plane thanked Qian Jie politely, and then jumped and walked towards her little friend after finishing, while Qian Jie looked at her speechlessly, wondering what she was thinking.

"Come on, let's continue our fight."

Feeling very confused, Qianjie wanted to stop thinking about those messy things through fighting, but Di Ruiji shook his head and rejected the idea of ​​continuing to fight.

"That's the end of this sparring. I'll go to other places to teach the children later. Let's save the rest of the competition for the next time."

"You! Did you do it on purpose? Di Ruiji!"

"Sah~ who knows, maybe I just want to save my strength for the next class, or maybe it's on purpose. Who knows why?"

Di Ruiji smiled indifferently, called the onlookers over, summarized with them what he taught today, and finally assigned some topics before announcing the dismissal of the get out of class.

Qian Jie, who was left here alone, was entangled by the children, asking how to become as powerful as him, which made Qian Jie want to get angry very much, but he could only hold back his anger and let them stay away from him.

Not far away, Di Ruiji hid in a corner and watched Qian Jie getting along with the children, and nodded.

Although quite clumsy, she can already let Qianjie get along with the children with confidence.

Originally, he was a little worried about what would happen to Qianjie when he was with the children, but now it seems that he was too worried. Not only would he not do anything, but he would also help take care of these little ones.

Hmm~ It can't be said that Qian Jie took good care of these little ghosts. After all, except for fighting, most of his abilities were poor, and he couldn't take care of others at all.

But even if he doesn't have the ability to take care of others, as long as he can get along well with the children, that's enough.

Just like when she was just getting along with those little kids in Mond City, she believes that Qianjie will definitely find a suitable way to get along with the children in the future.

It's just...Di Ruiji looked at the children in the nursing home. With his help, their lives were no longer in danger, and they even became healthier, but...this only prolongs their lifespan.

According to more and more comments about Honkai and the so-called "Doomsday Theory" on the Internet, the world is going to destruction.

Under the threat of Houkai, it is impossible for these children to survive. The only way Di Ruiji can think of is to give them magic orbs.

Let them have the power to fight against the collapse, so that they can control their own destiny.

But she couldn't save everyone, even if those magic orbs consumed her basically negligibly, but sometimes death was the best result.

Why?Because some people cannot accept a hopeless future.

Di Ruiji met some people in Twilight Street who finally chose to kill themselves because they were full of despair about the future.

They just chose this result like that. If they were told the ending of destruction, would they be able to accept it easily?

Whether it's a child, I'm afraid an adult can't accept it.

Thinking of this, Di Ruiji's heart became more and more heavy. He shook his head, separated his thoughts from these irritating questions, and turned to leave here.

On the other side, through the window of the room, Aponia saw Qianjie who was with the children, and Di Ruiji who was watching in the dark, and the smile on his face could not be stopped.

Qian Jie's personality is not bad, she already knew this from the time Di Ruiji brought Qian Jie back.

That's why she didn't refuse to let Qianjie, a seemingly dangerous person, join the nursing home. Di Ruiji was saving him, so she should support him.

It's just...she found that Di Ruiji's mood was not very good all the time, as if he was worried about something.

Aponia knew that the only ones who could worry Di Ruiji were the children in the nursing home, but the children did not encounter any problems now. What was she worried about?

Sometimes, she very much hoped that Di Ruiji would not keep things in her heart, and confide in herself like other children in the nursing home, so that it would be easier.

But with Di Ruiji's pride, she was definitely unwilling to do such a thing, and she couldn't force it. She could only watch her like this, waiting for the day when Di Ruiji came to find her.

Honkai: 010: Control Violence With Violence

"Hey, why are you taking the time to do such a boring thing?"

Qian Jie squatted on the chair, looked at Di Ruiji who was taking care of the flowers and plants, and asked in puzzlement.

Even though he is already very busy taking care of those little ghosts, he still has to spare time to take care of these completely useless flowers and plants. Is this kind of behavior really meaningful?

"I don't think it's boring, Aeon. Whatever you think of them, at least I like these flowers."

Qian Jie raised his eyebrows, he could naturally see that Di Ruiji liked these flowers, and he wanted to ask why, because Di Ruiji had the most smiles on his face when he was taking care of these flowers and plants.

This is very rare. You must know that even if Di Ruiji didn't wear a mask like himself, it would be extremely difficult to see a smile on her face.

But when she was taking care of these flowers and plants, she couldn't stop smiling, which is a bit interesting. She is so powerful, and her identity is so mysterious, she would be interested in flowers and plants. I really don't know what she thinks of.

"As for why... the most fundamental reason is because this is what I was most eager to touch before, but I couldn't touch it."

Di Ruiji caressed the flowers in front of him, leaned over, and sniffed the fragrance of the flowers, the satisfaction on his face could not be stopped no matter what.

"The most eager to contact but unable to contact? What does this mean?"

"Literally, a thousand calamities. You must have doubts about my identity, so let me satisfy you a little bit."

Di Ruiji stretched out his hand, presenting his own power, thousands of deadly plagues in the form of thick fog in front of Qianjie.

Just a face-to-face, Qian Jie felt his scalp go numb, and the strong sense of crisis made him retreat for a long distance, and he didn't calm down until he was sure that he would not be affected by the plague.

"See? This is the plague breath that can easily take away countless lives. Even if it just touches the skin, it will die within an extreme time."

"I used to be unable to control this force for a long time, so that the area I went to would basically become a dead zone."