restless daily life

Bai Ying nodded and said, "Oh, I'm handsome too."

"Hmm...So this is what other people feel when they see someone boasting, that is, narcissism in a derogatory sense? I will seriously think about it, and I really feel a little disgusted."

Yukinoshita Yukino still did not lose her fighting spirit while introspecting, and continued: "When I was in elementary school, my indoor shoes were hidden by others more than 50 times. Because they were too cute, they were jealous and excluded by everyone. It was a lot of work to bring home the house shoes and the clarinet."

Bai Ying's eyes moved slightly, and suddenly he said judgingly: "It's really hard for a primary school student to face this kind of thing—it's even more hard because you still remember it, isn't it not easy?"

"Um……?"

Yukinoshita Yukino was a little surprised that the opponent didn't continue to attack, she swallowed the finished manuscript, and continued: "That kind of thing can't be helped, after all, no one is perfect. Lack of ability, weak personality, ugly temper, so jealous and Excluding others, the more excellent you are, the more difficult it is to survive, I think this kind of thing is very wrong, very strange, and wrong.”

"So I'm going to start a ministry, change everyone, change the world—that's my reason."

Hiratsuka quietly leaned against the window, took a puff of cigarette silently, and sighed in his heart... It seemed a bit strange for a high school student to say that he wanted to change the world, and what was even more strange was that he could say these words with confidence. The strangest thing was that the other party was very serious. As a student, it can be called excellent, but the problem is very big.

Yukinoshita Yukino slightly raised the corners of her mouth, staring at Shirokage.

Want to laugh?Want to refute impracticality?Do you want to fall into doubt and then deny it?

For normal people, this is a very strange idea and logic at first glance - for the purpose of helping others?I'm too busy.To change the world?Eat some peanuts.Want to help others because of being excluded by others?Compassion abounds.

If it is difficult to understand, it will be rejected or even vigorously refuted.

There are very few people who can show support like Shizuka Hiratsuka-sensei...

Yukinoshita Yukino is ready to win - she will decide the outcome by herself.

"Because the weak will exclude the strong because of their own weakness and jealousy, this kind of thing is wrong and wrong."

"So what is right? The weak can face up to the strong, and they can also face up to their own weakness and seek change. From this point of view, the most intuitive manifestation is that the weak will fall into a dilemma that they cannot solve. Because they are weak, so There will always be a lot of difficulties."

"How to solve the dilemma? That is to change from a weak person to a strong person-if you don't know a certain question, you should try your best to learn it; Provided by the strong to assist the weak to become strong and solve difficulties.”

"For example, with the support of poverty-stricken areas, either by developing natural resources or building tourism culture, they can successfully get rid of poverty; if disaster-stricken areas rescue refugees and rebuild their homes with the support of all parties; Find your place in society as soon as possible."

"Let the weak become strong. When everyone is strong, no one will exclude others out of weakness and jealousy, and the world will naturally change."

Bai Ying showed a hearty smile, and after understanding clearly, he said with emotion: "Interesting idea. The lonely people who are excluded by the collective will be gloomy, withdrawn, degenerate in the compromise with nature, and maybe even react naturally. Societal personality, it’s a popular idea, but there are always some people who can jump over the barrier and get something that seems irrational from it.”

"The cold wind is like a blade, cutting off countless beauties, but there are some souls that grind out some lonely brilliance—Student Yukinoshita, you are very interesting."

Yukinoshita raised her hand to gently stroke her hair, and said flatly, "It's really unexpected that Baiying can understand my thoughts, and he's not as frivolous as I thought, but please correct yourself for being weird." The attitude of speaking is very harassing."

Yukinoshita Yukino's aggressiveness has been reduced.

Shirokage showed a kind smile.

Oh oh, the atmosphere is good...From arguing to understanding to agreeing, it's really youthful...Everyone wants to be understood by others, right?White Shadow did a good job...

Shizuka Hiratsuka smiled, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion for this battle where victory or defeat is no longer important, and she saw a beautiful side in it.

Baiying smiled and said: "But Yukinoshita, there is a problem with your theory - in a general sense, the strong are superior to the weak in all aspects, and it is precisely because they are stronger that the strong are strong , the weak are the weak...Social ability is also one of the criteria for strength, right?"

Yukinoshita Yukino didn't react for a while, and the smile on Hiratsuka Shizuka's face froze.

Shirokage suddenly tore away the warm and agreeable atmosphere, revealing his sharp fangs: "The socially strong will not be pushed out by the jealousy of the socially weak! Since there are strong and weak, why is social ability excluded by Yukinoshita-san? !"

"The conclusion you drew is very correct, but your reasons and conclusions have this kind of fallacy. You deliberately ignore the existence of social ability, and focus the jealousy and exclusion of others on the one-sided confrontation between the weak and the strong, denying My weakness in social skills..."

Yukinoshita Yukino opened her eyes slightly, and quickly said: "The exclusion I have suffered originally came from jealousy..."

"Jealousy does not lie in the strong and the weak, but in the presence or absence! The failure you encounter must be due to the lack of social skills! In terms of social skills, you belong to the weak rather than the strong! According to your theory, shouldn't you Are you jealous of those who together exclude you?"

Baiying fought for the advantage without giving up an inch, expanded the advantage, and went straight to victory: "Primary school students don't know how to judge the situation, and tend to act on the basis of emotions. You can make enemies of everyone. There must be a coincidence, and there must be a reason for lack of social skills! If I'm not mistaken—"

Hey--!It's ready to end!Do you still want to start a war? !Are you going to do whatever it takes to win? !

Shizuka Hiratsuka was so startled that the cigarette almost fell off, but it was too late!

Shirai Ying, who didn't know when to stand up, raised his hand and pointed, speaking decisively.

"Student Yukinoshita—you don't have any friends!"

It is normal for people to hate someone, or be hated by someone. If it develops into an individual being excluded or even bullied by the group, the factors will inevitably become complicated, and there may be conflicts with the leader of the group. It may be that a certain aspect of my personality is not suitable for ordinary social interaction, or it may be just bad luck piled up by various coincidences...

White Shadow has a deep understanding of this.

When he was in elementary school, he was called the teacher's minion by the whole class, a student who is a master of small reports!

There is no way to knock myself into a brainless group to join the happy group of elementary school students, and unconsciously use the attitude of adults to supervise the students of the same year, and it is normal to be beaten as a lackey by the teacher.

To put it simply, it is to give the peers a feeling of 'not in the same group'.

Through the communication with Yukinoshita Yukino, Shirokage sees what is hidden in the other party's reasons—maybe it is due to the influence of personality, or maybe it is too precocious to integrate into the immature group, which manifests as the other party's flaws in social skills, It is difficult to make friends of the same age, which is the result of collective exclusion.

There is no doubt that this boy has used extremely despicable tactics to attack other people's pain points!

This is no longer a discussion and refutation, this is an attack!

It's tacit understanding, ready to attack when the armistice agreement is signed!

Yukinoshita Yukino didn't expect the other party to strike back suddenly, she paused for a while, tried to avoid the attack, and calmly argued: "First of all, let's define what a friend is..."

Bai Ying sat back in the chair and interrupted the other party's seemingly calm but actually pale defense.

"You have a hard mouth."

Chapter 3 It's a Trial

"What are you writing?"

Hiratsuka twitched at the corner of her mouth, looking at Shirokage who was typing on the keyboard of the notebook.

"Sent out with feelings, and wrote some drama."

Shirokage moved his wrist, and asked strangely: "Why is the teacher still here? Anyway, we have already talked about it. I recognize Yukinoshita's ability and character. Simply put, there will be two people in the aid department..."

"I'm not interested in joining dubious societies."

Sitting on a chair five meters away, Yukinoshita Yukino said calmly: "I have deep doubts about your character, and I am also very pessimistic about whether you can help others. I have no reason to join a suspicious society established by a suspicious character— —Teacher, in short, the matter has been discussed clearly, please allow me to establish a ministry of service.”

Shizuka Hiratsuka: "Ahaha... Where's Shirokage? What do you say?"

"The brave needs the devil to stand out, and the drama needs conflicts to have tension-it seems that I will have an enemy in the future, which is not bad."

Bai Ying shrugged, leaned back on the chair, and said leisurely: "Even if it is a defeated general, I will not underestimate it."

Yukino Yukino frowned slightly, and then raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Shirai Yingjun, don't judge the outcome by yourself, we are arguing about the reasons for forming each club, the result is not that you won, but I think it is no longer necessary to fight Frogs discuss the sea."

"Ahem... Pause first!"

Hiratsuka rubbed her brows and interrupted: "No matter what the reason is, the goals of your respective clubs are the same - to help others solve difficulties! Since this is common, I have a good way here, using actions and How about results to determine the outcome?"

"Oh? What do you say?"

Shiro Shadow was a little interested.

"One year."

Shizuka Hiratsuka pointed out her hand in awe-inspiring manner: "It takes a year to carry out club activities, whichever side completes more commissions will be the winner, and the loser's club will merge into the winner's club after a year! Simple In other words, the winner will be the minister, and the loser will be the member! It’s simple and clear, right?”

Yukino Yukino: "Okay."

Bai Ying lost interest: "Not good."

"Are you afraid? You are afraid of real battles, of winning and losing, and of becoming weak." Yukinoshita Yukino said flatly, "It's the same, a despicable guy like you should disband this group as soon as possible." Suspicious association, otherwise it will become a strange organization one day, maybe it will be reported at any time."

"Student Yukinoshita, it's not good to misunderstand without permission."

Bai Ying said with emotion: "The magnificent and fragile crystal flower is very interesting, but it is only suitable for viewing from a distance, not for playing with it."

Yukinoshita Yukino smiled and asked, "Teacher, can I report him for harassment?"

Hiratsuka Shizuka took a deep breath on the empty cigarette butt, raised her fist and squeezed it, and said kindly: "Shirokage! Speak seriously!"

Bai Ying said sincerely: "I want to stay away from Yukinoshita. I'm not interested in whether she becomes the minister or the deputy minister, so I'm not interested in your proposal, teacher."

Hiratsuka nodded and said: "Really? Then the bet is settled like this. The cruel adult world will not look at the reason, but only at the result! Whoever can complete the association's commission better and more will be able to use it." The name of your own department, whoever has the right to dominate this activity classroom! Anyway, this is the venue for your two clubs for the time being..."

"teacher!"

Yukinoshita Yukino raised an objection: "Staying in the same space with this boy will cause me to contract respiratory diseases. Please let him start suspicious club activities in another place."

Bai Ying glanced at Yukinoshita Yukino who was leaning against the window, quickly looked away, and said, "First come, first served."

Yukinoshita Yukino retorted: "The club classroom belongs to the school in terms of ownership."

Bai Ying hated iron and said: "You idiot who took the initiative to hand out the knife."

"That's right! The community classroom belongs to the school, and the teacher is an employee of the school and has certain control over it!"

Shizuka Hiratsuka showed the ugly face of an adult, and declared like a cannonball: "I am the person with the most authority here! So this activity classroom is shared by your two departments! How to allocate it is your business! The school will not agree. Two small interest clubs with the same policy each occupy an activity classroom!"

"It's very bad to occupy public resources at will! So in order to solve this problem, the bet is still established and valid. I will be the referee and supervisor, and I will decide whose association can survive after one year!"

Yukinoshita Yukino sighed: "Teacher..."

Bai Yingruo pointed out: "The saddest education is the education of the powerful, and the most failed educators are the educators of the powerful."

"Anyway, that's the end of the matter! I'm leaving first, you guys have to carry out club activities well!"

Shizuka Hiratsuka pretended not to hear, she quickly left the activity room, slammed the door shut, and then leaned against the door to eavesdrop in a sneaky way, poking her head and trying to find a gap to observe the situation inside, just like a bird trying to break open the door. Brown bear with honeycomb.

Under the snow, it should be fine, right?

……

……

The active classroom fell silent.

Yukinoshita Yukino sat on the chair by the window, looked down at the library book in her hand, and gradually calmed down.

The crisp sound of clattering came from the other side, Yukinoshita Yukino was slightly distracted, and looked sideways to the other side - the boy sat casually typing on the keyboard of the laptop, the buttons made crisp sounds when they were squeezed and touched, He seemed to have encountered some difficulty, and stopped typing on the keyboard from time to time, moving the mouse to click.

Aside from the bad character and exaggerated words and tone, the appearance can be called a beautiful boy's evaluation, the most impressive thing is cleanliness.

The corners of the clothes are clean, the hands are very neat, the nails are neatly trimmed and beautiful, and the seemingly messy hair is actually just a manifestation of the quality of the hairstyle, which is neither greasy nor decadent.

Are you writing?Or do you have a special job?

Yukinoshita Yukino pondered for a while. If she read mystery novels as a creator, in order to seek understanding and progress, she would first look at who is the murderer?

Distracted thoughts disappeared in a flash, Yukinoshita Yukino lowered her head again and continued to read the library.

Hmm... It still takes perseverance to be in the same room with a girl.

Bai Ying leaned his gaze away from the screen, leaned against the chair, stretched out his hand and rubbed his forehead to soothe his thoughts, his eyes subconsciously drifted out of the window, wanting to use the scenery outside to soothe his dry and tired eyes.

Just the right amount of warm breeze, leisurely passing through the open window.

The smooth black hair swayed gently, and on the truly lovely face, there was a calm expression of concentrating on reading.

The sunshine and warm wind in the evening, the dignified girl reading a book, the slightly fluttering black long hair, and the mottled colors of the sunset make this picture old, as if it will become a moment of eternity engraved on the picture scroll, even if the world is destroyed, time At the end, the scene remains the same.

Hold the scroll lightly and turn the pages.

A movement broke the tranquility and caught Shiro Shadow's observing eyes.

Delicate and soft like snow, it is white that cannot withstand the wind and dust, dotted with cherry blossoms, it is red that does not fall out of vulgarity, and the solar terms are hidden, it is blue that is neither humble nor overbearing.

Spread these colors on soft and warm bread, outlined with crisp and soft white chocolate, and sprinkled with sugar to set off the beauty.

What a pair of beautiful hands.

"Baijun, don't show disgusting eyes like bugs."

Fortunately, there is a person growing on these hands.

"I want to look out of the window to relax my eyes, it's you who ventured into this landscape."

Bai Ying looked back with a smile, adjusted his sitting posture, and started a topic at random: "Can I ask you a question?"

Yukinoshita Yukino stuck the pages of the book with her fingers, temporarily closed the library, and said with her head tilted: "I will choose to answer or call the police according to the situation."

Bai Ying asked with great interest: "Now if you encounter the predicament in elementary school, what would you choose to do?"

"Of course it's a head-on confrontation, directly defeating and destroying everything."

Yukinoshita Yukino raised her hand to stroke her temples, and said bluntly: "I'm not what I used to be—whether it's force, words, or more direct methods, if I face that kind of bad mistake again, I will directly Correction! Whoever steals my shoes, I will find out and expose them to the public. An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth!"

Facing mistakes squarely—that's the right path.