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"I don't want to..." Chitanda Eru was taken aback, and immediately said, "Since I've been given wings, it's okay for me to fly out of the formation, right?"

Oreki Houtaro jumped back skillfully: "If it is really free, then let Chitanda choose, not deny Chitanda's choice."

Chitanda's father: "..."

"Eru, please stop for a moment."

Chitanda's father rubbed the center of his brows, feeling that his thoughts were being misled—his thoughts should be [Family business will become a burden for Eru, let her go outside to find her own future and be freed from this bondage], right?Reasonable and in line with the objective situation, there should be no problem.

Don't stop!Be sure to clarify the problem, express your opinions clearly, and talk about things clearly!Chitanda Eru let out a groan, and was about to take advantage of the victory to pursue her.

"It's a question that won't be answered until the dust settles."

Oreki Houtaro bowed his head and said: "No matter who you are, you can only walk forward slowly step by step, whether you will turn around, will you stay, will you return, when you really do that behavior, That's the conclusion."

"If we want to determine the future situation of several years or even decades now, we can only use the present and past arguments to speculate and conceive. There must be distortions, omissions and too many assumptions... There must be accidents, and regrets and mistakes are born because of this. Surprises and results come from this.”

"I feel deeply about that."

In my conception, the gray youth that has been fragmented...

Chitanda-san, you were surprised, frightened, probably pleasantly surprised.

Um?Oreki-san means that I will change?It doesn't seem like this simple meaning, Oreki-san's words must have a deep meaning, huh huh—!Where is the deep meaning?

Chitanda Eru tried to turn her head around.

These words were more for Chitanda's father.

To determine the future with current logic and experience, there must be logical self-contradictions and conflicts. If you really rely on the inclinations and emotions in your heart to make a decision forcibly, it is a denial and restraint of your daughter, not a gift. her free love

Chitanda's father frowned and pondered, Eru is only a 16-year-old child, even if she is strong, she is only a strong child... The more determined she is to set up evidence and raise arguments, the more she feels that she has done something wrong, and she is determined not to be bound by the family her thoughts.

If you simply treat her as a young and naive child...

I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, am I pulling out the child's head?

"Eru, let's take a step back. You are still young, now you are in high school, and you will have university later, you can study, work hard, broaden your horizons and practice step by step-prove to me with the results that your determination is a kind of determination, not a A habitual inertia."

"During this period, you can take the initiative to share the family affairs, but I will not ask you again."

Um?Father doesn't deny it?

If you want to prove it, it is simply hard work!

Chitanda Eru nodded and replied, "Yes!"

The atmosphere relaxed.

"Have you guys finished talking?" Chitanda's mother put her hands together with a smile and said, "We can start dinner after the talk."

"Then I'll be leaving first, Chitanda-san, see you tomorrow."

Oreki Houtaro got up quickly, trying to ignore the heavier gaze after the conversation ended.

Chitanda Eru stood up and said, "I'll send Oreki-san off..."

Chitanda's mother was surprised: "Oh? Oreki won't stay for a meal?"

"That's right, Oreki should stay and have a meal, lest others say that Chitanda's family lacks hospitality." Chitanda's father asked solemnly, and he will torture this young man at the dinner table later. .

Chitanda Eru enthusiastically said: "That's right! Oreki-san, let's have a meal together... Why don't you just stay overnight and go back to the hotel tomorrow for roll call!"

Send off immediately!

Chitanda's father's expression became even more gloomy, and his thoughts turned 180 degrees.

"..."

Tiring.

I always feel that what is waiting for me will be a colorful black.

……

……

"Minister, why did Oreki not return to his room tonight?"

"Because Biqigu is thinking about spring."

Hikigu Hachiman wrapped the quilt tightly silently, and gently rewarded himself with a few small mouths, so that you can't help but talk!Let your mouth be cheap!Let you feel it!Let your imagination run wild!

Shirokage pulled the quilt and pushed Hikigaya Hachiman who was shrunk inside: "My dear general, you suddenly paid attention to the situation of that confidant—what did he do tonight?"

"Ah..." Hikigaya Hachiman replied, "I don't know what happened, but Chitanda took Oreki away after the minister finished his performance."

"Traveled away?"

"Well, I was taken away."

"If you turn around, you might as well kidnap your niece and let your confidant go through five trials and kill six generals... No, no, you should kidnap your confidant and let your niece pass five trials and kill six generals... Jie Jie Jie... just tie them together ..."

The minister is muttering something suspicious.

Hikigu Hachiman recalled the conversation, huh?Did I accidentally trick Oreki?

It must be an illusion caused by excess self-awareness, the minister must have seen everything, and it is impossible to misunderstand.

Hikigaya Hachiman closed his eyes.

Bai Ying was lying on the bed, took out his phone and was about to swipe until the early morning, when he suddenly received a private chat.

[Want to be a bunny girl: You've been lazy lately. 】

[Bai Liang Bai Ying: Why did the former group leader say that?I recently acted to kill Mai Sakurajima, acted in the scene of robbing Mai Sakurajima, conscientiously fulfilled the mission of the black fan, you didn't abdicate and give up, you silenced me before, and now you are blaming me? 】

[Want to be a bunny girl: Leaving aside your idiotic ramblings, why haven't there been explosions lately?In the group, he is also like a transparent person. If this continues, let alone the management and the group leader, maybe one day he will be cleaned up as a dead fish. 】

【Bai Liang Hakuage: Busy, I'm very busy.Besides, there must be loopholes in dynamic blasting. That account is more cautious in posting dynamics, and rarely attaches photos to sell its face. I plan to cut in from a realistic perspective, open the loopholes, and then blast. This is my perfect plan!Code Name: Action Little Black! 】

[Want to be a bunny girl: I have some black material here, maybe it will be useful, do you want it? 】

[Shirara Hakukage: Mai Sakurajima hits someone in a racing car or does Mai Sakurajima smoke and drink? 】

[Want to be a bunny girl: A portrait of a child star. 】

Bai Ying was puzzled, pondered, and thought of a plan.

good!The group owner is mine!

Chapter 150

Disputes are always difficult to reach a conclusion, and after a lot of chicken feathers, there is only a lingering, extraordinarily fulfilling irritability.

Wearing a costume, lying on the bed like this, recalling the conversation with my mother again, exhaustion seeped out from the memory little by little.

Mai Sakurajima let out a heavy breath.

With her eyes open, the woman spoke softly, a little tired, and carefully pulled herself forward, quietly blowing away the loneliness, the lights were bright, adults came and went, holding tightly amidst the noise, you could feel the softness in your hands comfort.That day I learned how to love and rely on.

Close your eyes, the scorching light is sprinkled on your body like a knife like a sword, and the crowd surrounds you like vultures, watching indifferently, waiting for you to become a corpse and have a feast?The urging sound was like a vulture yelling to be quick, and she was between them before the hand was held.That day I understood hate and strength.

I'm not in the right mood either.

I know it's not right to be in a bad mood.

I can't find a way to make my emotions feel good and right.

Is it because the conflict with my mother has become more intense recently?Or is the annoying thing brought up every now and then?Or after making a decision, the heart becomes extra sensitive?

Originally, I wanted to try to express my opinion step by step, and take the initiative to provoke conflicts, so that my mother can realize her own feelings-to play with black fans, hoping to hit my mother's star-making plan; to choose a literary film script, hoping to verify her acting skills and submit to her The mother expresses her opinion; she rejects some announcements arranged by her mother, and participates in a drama with little audience and fame...

Facts have proved that step-by-step negotiations that try to moisten things in a silent manner have basically failed.

Obviously they are mother and daughter who depend on each other for life, and they have survived the most difficult period, whose love is wrong?

After filming this drama, announce the cessation of acting activities.

If my dream and my mother's attachment can be shattered together, it will be easier, I am afraid that my mother will still not be able to get out.

"Ugh……"

The mood is so chaotic that I want to quarrel with the National People's Congress.

I want to find a tree hole to pour my mood into.

Mai Sakurajima rolled on the bed, remembering what Yukinoshita Haruno said.

Black fan... I can't think of what that guy will do at all, it's like a dice that is still rolling when it hits the ground.

After I finished filming this film, I retired, and the anti-fans are probably the happiest.

It doesn't matter anymore, they are all ready to go back to school and be ordinary girls high school students, what else do they care about.

If you like to play with hints so much, use your words to punish your heart, and you are determined to set yourself up, then I will set you up today.

If you have a grudge and revenge, by the way, kick him away from a psychological distance, so as not to make trouble for yourself.

Mai Sakurajima picked up the phone and chatted privately with Shirokage expressionlessly.

Xiao Hei's action?Aren't you nicknamed Xiaobai?

[Bai Liang Hakukage: A photo of a child star?What kind of black material is this.Can you win at the starting line, start plastic surgery from the doll, and give you a more beautiful tomorrow? 】

[Want to be a bunny girl: It's really not black material in the public perception. It's normal for celebrities to take some photos, but it may be very useful for the parties involved. 】

[Bai Liang Hakukage: Do you have an inside story? 】

[Want to be a bunny girl: Well, do you want to try it?It just so happens that you are in the battle, and you are still yelling nonsense about killing Mai Sakurajima all day long. You can see in person whether it has any effect.Some of the photos I found on the Internet are relatively ordinary. Here I have a little more special ones, which are some failed versions that were not adopted because of poor results in the middle of the shooting. 】

[Bai Liang Hakukage: You, collect child star photos, special edition?Former group owner, please listen to my advice, stop now, pedophiles will be shot. 】

You are a pedophile!

Mai Sakurajima turned over and suddenly remembered that the gender of her account was male.

[Want to be a bunny girl: What are you thinking about?I am law-abiding, and there is no illegal content in the photos in my collection. Child stars refer to underage stars, not child stars!The age of the photo is already considered a girl! 】

[Bai Liang Hakukage: I understand, I understand, don't everyone who goes in shout 'I don't know she's underage'? 】

[Shirashi Hakukage: It's just empty talk, so here's a piece of paper to check the goods. 】

Mai Sakurajima clicked on the photo album and found those photos that were specially stored to remind herself to be strong and not to follow the crowd. She paused her fingers a little, always feeling as if she was fishing for law enforcement?

Forget it, fishing law enforcement is fishing law enforcement.

Can no longer be led by the nose by this guy.

I'm going to drop a few more jars today.

[Want to be a bunny girl: swimsuit photo.jpg. 】

【Want to be a bunny girl: How about it? 】

[Shirato Hakukage: Thin arms and legs that lack aesthetic feeling, a stick-like body, a stiff expression and a smile, I don’t understand the meaning of this kind of photo, is it to use human’s love for children to get money?My evaluation is not as good as Two-dimensional. 】

【Shirara Hakukage: Anime Swimsuit Photo.jpg】

[Bai Liang Hakukage: This is called a minor portrait! 】

Mai Sakurajima looked at the beautiful anime girl in swimsuit on her phone, her eyes trembling slightly.

[Want to be a bunny girl: You told me that this is underage? 】

[Bai Liang Hakukage: The author said yes.This is art based on reality and beyond reality.As far as the photo you posted, it looks more like a promo photo for a movie or TV series than a photo of a beautiful girl. The main theme is the physical and mental health of minors. 】

[Shirara Hakukage: I think of those bear children who will still have to live in Hexi for 30 years even if they are defeated, and those bear children and women who catch and kill cold-blooded cats and cats with one hand, drink and cry in all directions. Adults may need more protection. 】

It's a bit strange... Through the Internet, I know the other person, but the other person doesn't know me. It's a weird feeling of knowing a new side of the other person.

The trouble is dead, I want to open up the distance a little, why does it feel closer?

Mai Sakurajima turned over and saw the words jumping out on the screen, her expression returned to calm.

[Shirato Hakukage: I didn't expect you to be able to take out something, but is it really effective? 】

[Want to be a bunny girl: You try it. 】

【Bai Liang Bai Ying: Hmm...is this not very good?The group leader thinks twice. 】

[Want to be a bunny girl: What's wrong?Are you impure? 】