I, Xia Binghai, got my first kiss from Lin Miaomiao at the beginning

Xia Bin thought, let's prepare all the dishes first, and then she can eat when she comes back, no need to worry about it.

Just waiting and waiting, his dishes are all ready, everyone is ready to eat, but Lin Miaomiao hasn't come back yet.

"Brother, where has Miaomiao gone? Why hasn't she come back for so long?" Xiaoxue asked.

"I don't know either, just call and ask."

Xiaoxue called, "No one answered."

Xia Bin asked Xiaoxue to serve the dishes first, and he went to call Lin Miaomiao.

Lin Miaomiao is using his secondary card now, so even if there is no wireless, there is no need to be afraid that he will not be able to access the Internet at all.

One phone call, no one answered.

Two calls to 333, but no one answered.

Xia Bin immediately made a third call, and felt a little anxious. Could something really happen?

"Hey."

The phone was answered, and it was Lin Miaomiao's voice. No matter how small the voice sounded, it still felt like weeping.

Cried?

"What's wrong? Where are you?"

Lin Miaomiao suppressed her emotions, "I'm here, downstairs in the community." But when she heard Xia Bin's voice, she couldn't help crying.

It's like when you are in a big mood, the more you meet someone who makes you feel safe, the more aggrieved you cry.

Xia Bin hurriedly opened the door and went out. "Eat first, don't wait for us."

When Xia Bin ran downstairs, he saw Lin Miaomiao sitting alone next to Lin Miaomiao, holding herself up and crying.

"Miaomiao, what's wrong?"

When Lin Miaomiao saw Xia Bin coming, she went up and hugged him, and broke down in tears.

Upstairs, Xiaoxue and the others were worried. When they looked down from the window, they saw this scene.

Fang Yifan clicked his tongue, "As expected of my Brother Bin, you are a perfect flirtatious girl."

Qiao Yingzi slapped him on the arm, "You are stupid, Miaomiao is obviously crying."

"Cry?" Why?Lin Lei'er didn't understand.

Xiaoxue said: "Shall we go down and have a look?".

Chapter 180: Don't be afraid, I will always be there

"Don't, don't, don't." Fang Yifan pulled everyone over. "Do you have any discernment? If we go up at this time, it's not called comfort, it's called interruption, you know?"

"As long as you understand." Qiao Yingzi scolded him, then looked at Lin Miaomiao, and then came over with concern.

Is it because everyone didn't wait for her?It shouldn't be, Lin Miaomiao is not such a sensitive and fragile person.

At this moment, Xia Bin didn't know what was going on, so he hugged Lin Miaomiao and made her cry until she had cried enough.

Lin Miaomiao cried for a long time before she stopped, "Xia Bin, I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of? Someone bullied you?"

"No, I, I saw my dad just now."

"See your dad? Scared?"

"My dad's job is... yes, to host the dead." When Lin Miaomiao said this, her body trembled.

When she thought that every time Lin Dawei touched her head and put his hands around her shoulders, he might have touched a dead person, she was frightened, especially frightened.Her body is shaking now.

"I thought my dad's entrepreneurship was to find a new industry. He could do anything, even deliver express delivery, take out food. Even if he was a sanitation worker and cleaned up every day, I could do it."

"Why, why are you going to host the dead. I, I'm afraid."

Lin Miaomiao didn't understand Lin Dawei's industry very much, her nose and eyes were red from crying.

Xia Bin wiped her tears, "Then what are you going to do?"

"I don't know." Lin Miaomiao sobbed, "I want Lao Lin to change his job."

"You said that when he came back every night, would those people follow him to our house?" Lin Miaomiao became more and more frightened as she talked, and dared not let go of Xia Bin.

Xia Bin stroked her head to comfort her. "Won't."

"why?"

"Because, if there are souls, they all want to stay with their own family members, why would they go to someone else's house with a stranger〃?"

"But, but..." Lin Miaomiao still found it hard to accept.

Xia Bin asked: "Did you confront your father?"

"No." Lin Miaomiao wiped away tears, "When I saw him, he was hosting. I ran away and he didn't chase me. Maybe it's because the work wasn't done. Respect the dead."

Xia Bin nodded, "Then will you quarrel with your father?"

"I..." Lin Miaomiao took a deep breath. "I don't want to fight with him, I just want him to change jobs."

Xia Bin nodded, "Then what job do you want your dad to change?"

"Anything is fine, as long as it's not this, I'm really scared." Lin Miaomiao's eyes were helpless.

That kind of helplessness is not questioning the profession, or disrespect.Just terrified and insecure.

Xia Bin followed her back, "Then what if he doesn't change?"

"I..." Lin Miaomiao didn't know anymore, and she didn't know what would happen if she didn't change.What can she do.

"Miaomiao, you are not calm now. Go to dinner first, and I will take you to a place after school in the evening."

Lin Miaomiao became anxious, "I want to calm down too, but I can't, I..."

Xia Bin hugged Lin Miaomiao and touched her head slightly with his palm. "It's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid."

After staying in Xia Bin's arms for a while, Lin Miaomiao's mood stabilized a bit.

Xia Bin took her upstairs for dinner, and gave everyone a wink to tell them not to ask.

We have been partners for several years, and there is still some tacit understanding.

After eating, Lin Miaomiao's mood obviously improved.Food is something that always brings energy to people.

It's just that Lin Miaomiao has been distracted all afternoon, and her mind is also distracted during class.As soon as it got dark, she felt a little nervous.

After the evening self-study get out of class, Xia Bin did not take Lin Miaomiao home, but took her to a night market street.

"Why did you bring me here?"

"You'll know when you follow me."

In the street, I found a store that bought jade and the like, and then I bought a cinnabar bracelet and a cinnabar safety clasp.

Lin Miaomiao looked at the safety buckle on her neck, or the bracelet on her hand, a little confused. "This is, a gift for me? This is where you said you brought me here at noon?"

"Ah."

"Why send this?"

Xia Bin bought Lin Miaomiao a piece of fried crispy meat, and sat on the bench and handed it to her.

"Have you seen Uncle Ying's movie?"

"of course."

"Do you know what Uncle Ying's talisman papers are written on?"

"Cinnabar?"

"Smart." Xia Bin pinched her face, "Now you can have two large pieces of evil spirits on you, can you feel at ease?"

Lin Miaomiao thought about it, and it seemed to be true.In Taoism in China, cinnabar has always been used widely.

"Is this really useful?"

Xia Bin said: "`~ Our Great China has been passed down for thousands of years. Do you think the things of our ancestors have been passed down to this day and are still widely used in Taoism. Is it useful or useless?"

That must be useful.

Lin Miaomiao instantly felt relieved, "You even researched this?"

"Of course, am I a top student?" In other words, Xia Bin has been thinking about this problem for a long time, so he knew how to relieve Lin Miaomiao's anxiety and fear in the first place.

He knew that Lin Miaomiao quarreled with Lin Dawei because of Lin Dawei's work in the play, and was slapped by Wang Shengnan.

Therefore, when Lin Dawei was unemployed, he was thinking about how to alleviate this deadlock.Until he happened to see Uncle Ying's zombie movie that Liu Xing was watching, he thought of using cinnabar to explain Lin Miaomiao's fear.

People? It is mainly a psychological effect.Otherwise, how could there be such a saying that if you don’t do bad things, you won’t be afraid of ghosts knocking on your door.

"Stinky fart." Lin Miaomiao was in a better mood, "Hey, do you think there really are (Hao Zhao) souls in this world?"

"Do you wish you had, or did you not?"

Lin Miaomiao shook her head, and replied very seriously, "I don't know."

She really doesn't know, because she has no concept at all.

"Miaomiaoji."

"Ah."

"Do you know how many people envy you?"

"Huh? I don't know if I will be envied by others?"

"Of course." Xia Bin pinched her face again, "There are two kinds of people who envy you."

"The first type is people who have done bad things and killed people. They all hope that there will be no ghosts in this world. And they don't want to have such things as revenge by evil ghosts."

"Otherwise, they will have trouble sleeping and eating, and be suspicious."

Lin Miaomiao tilted her head and asked, "Then there is another kind?"

"There is another kind, which is the people at the funeral you saw today, especially those who cried heart-piercingly at the funeral.".

Chapter 180 Nine: Gentleness softens the rebellious edge

"Ah?" Lin Miaomiao still didn't understand, because she had never lost anything.If you haven't lost it, how can you understand it, and how can you empathize with it.

Xia Bin patiently explained to her: "There is a saying that goes like this, every soul you are afraid of is a person that others dream of and cannot dream of."

"Remember what I told you this morning, my mother's colleague who died suddenly?"

"remember."

"Do you think her career is not worthy of praise?"

"worth."

"Yeah, it's worth it. But who will go? Someone has to get this job, right? And your dad developed this job to sing about her life and let everyone know what an extraordinary job this is." girl."

"Just like what I said to Han Fei today, to persuade people to study medicine is like lightning. But even so, is this profession abandoned? No, but it cannot be abandoned."

"I once watched a movie where a large-scale disaster was formed during a Spring Festival travel rush. And this retrograde, it is the medical staff who are carrying the burden."

"Taking off the white coats, many of them are actually small. But wearing white coats, they are all soldiers."

"Doctors are saving people, it's redemption. And your father, helping those who have passed away, walks decently, which is actually a different kind of redemption."

"understand?"

Of course Lin Miaomiao 337 understood, but she always felt a little overwhelmed.

It was as if the doctor's hands were for saving lives, but her father's hands were for the dead.

Xia Bin smiled, "Do you think that you still can't let go?" He could see Lin Miaomiao's expression at once.

Lin Miaomiao didn't hide it either, she nodded in response.

Xia Bin said: "Then let me tell you from a different angle, from the perspective of your family, do you listen?"

"Family angle?"

"Hmm." Xia Bin said, "Have you thought about how much you spend a year?"