Leader of the Ark Raiders

"I didn't...I didn't." Chen Huijie argued in a low voice, but his eyes were wandering, "I never thought about it..."

"Chen Huijie, you have no trust in your comrades in arms." Fidia said.

Her voice was soft but cruel, "Your personal ability is very strong, and your overall score is also number one, but I'm sorry, I can't approve you yet. You want an explanation, and this is my conclusion."

833. About Faith, About Dreams

Chen Huijie remained silent, bit her lip, her face turned pale.

Seeing that she was reluctant to leave, Jiu said, "Chen Huijie, do you really want to win? You are thinking that this mission must be successful no matter what. You want to succeed and prove yourself."

"No one doesn't want to succeed, instructor!" Chen's voice suppressed anger and seemed to be crying.

Jiu's tone was very light, even gentle, "You are pursuing tirelessly every day, and you regard the comrades around you as the objects you want to surpass. I meet thousands of students every year, and some of them are absolutely loyal. , but they don’t have the ability to take responsibility; there are also some people who are strong enough but unable to cooperate with others and trust each other, which is not suitable. I don’t want the strongest, I just want the most suitable.”

From the very beginning of the training, Jiu had been observing this student who had high hopes.

Her physical training is separate from the others, but the skills training is together.

In general, most of the time, all trainees train together.

But Chen Huijie is very lonely, she rarely trains with other students.

She cherishes all the time, wishing to break one second into two, and seize all the time to improve herself.

In the beginning, Instructor Phadia just had an unexplainable strangeness.

But in this actual combat assessment, she understood.

Chen Huijie, the real dragon of Yan Kingdom, she participated in all the training, went through all the tests, and devoted all her time and energy.

She has a fighting spirit in her eyes, she skips all the process and only sees the result, so she can endure the pain in all the process.

In her heart, she only has what goal to achieve today and who to surpass.

She wanted to keep getting stronger, stronger, stronger—as if against the whole world.

Time, effort, blood and sweat...she put it all into it.

Only, there is no trust, no emotion.

And this will be a hidden danger.

After Chen Huijie left in frustration, Shen Cangye finally asked, "Why?"

"Why?" Jiu asked back.

"She has completed the task, so she should get the corresponding grade." Shen Cangye said, "Chen Huijie, she is really anxious and wants to get your approval. In the past two months, she has worked hard in every possible way, just to pass this assessment. It is enough to get a satisfactory evaluation.”

Jiu pressed Chen Huijie's training manual on the table and slid it over, motioning him to read it himself.

Writing a training log is what Headmaster Phidia requires the students to do. Record the daily training results in the log, and write down her own experience by the way. This is also a way for her to communicate with the students.

Shen Cangye opened Chen Huijie's training diary.

Written above, only goals and achievements.

Good grades, bad grades, progress or regress.

Then, analyze why such a result is obtained, and what is the goal for tomorrow.

Simple and rigid.

No feelings, no venting, no words to cheer yourself up.

It seems that in her heart, she does not accept failure and shadows, only transcendence, only excellence.

She needs to be better, faster, and stronger in order to get closer to the "truth" that Wei Yanwu promised her.

After reading it, Shen Cangye pondered for a long time, and said, "There is nothing wrong with pursuing excellence. Nine, I don't understand. Haven't you ever been anxious?"

"It's not wrong. She has been pursuing the absolute peak. She regards everyone as an object to surpass. She doesn't care if the instructor is me, you, or who it is. She only regards her own achievements as her life." Phidia said.

Shen Cangye shook his head, "Pursuit is the source of power to become stronger."

Jiu pursed his lips and said, "You must know that the pursuit is endless. Soldiers and police officers are the most unfair professions. We sacrifice our blood, sweat, and even our lives, but often there is nothing that can match them. Therefore, from ancient times to the present, we all need glory and faith to support us—not someone’s praise.”

Shen Cangye closed Chen's training manual, "Nine, she just wants your approval."

"What am I? What is my approval?" Phidia shook his head and asked, "I'm just one of the countless Longmen citizens."

Shen Cangye remained silent.

"If she enters the Longmen Guard Bureau, she is not fighting for me, nor for Wei Yanwu. She is fighting for Longmen, this city, and the people of this city. It is because our work is not proportional to the return , so it needs more glory and faith to support, rather than one goal after another, and one goal after another." Jiu said softly.

The Bishop of Phidia seemed to see something vaguely, and said: "Chen Huijie has no feelings for her comrades in arms. They are just passers-by to her, and the Reserve Corps is just a foothold for her. Here and the Victoria Guards There is no difference in school—she doesn't care. All her efforts are just for a certain goal. She wants to join the Longmen Guards Bureau for a certain person."

Jiu sighed and rubbed the center of her brows, "I don't know what her ultimate goal is, but if it's just for this goal, she won't be happy after entering the Longmen Guards Bureau. The so-called belief should be every day she strives for it. Every day is a success, and all satisfaction lies in the process, not the result—and I don’t want her in the future to regret her decision at this moment.”

There will be some people who have clear goals and strive to make progress. They devote all their efforts to work, have no time to spend with their families and lovers, and have no time to enjoy the scenery along the way. They do everything for success.

But what about after success?After reaching the goal?

What if one day I suddenly look back and find that all this is not worth it?

What are they working hard for?

Is it for the matter itself of "reaching the goal"?

Or is it because every day's struggle is satisfaction?

Jiu saw what Chen Huijie was thinking, so at this moment, she blocked her way forward and asked her to stop and reflect on why she wanted to join the Longmen Guards Bureau.

Shen Cangye suddenly understood.

Nine set up this assessment, not entirely to examine their training results.

She wanted to test out the real reaction of the students in the real mission environment, so as to see whether their characteristics and ways of doing things were really suitable for the Longmen Guards Bureau.

Shen Cangye was silent for a long time and then raised his head, looking at the pair of blue eyes in front of him.

"Nine, I have a request." He said seriously, "Can you give me a chance? Give her a chance too?"

Phidia looked at him silently.

Shen Cangye had long expected that sooner or later there would be another dispute between him and Jiu because of the concept of training.

But I didn't expect that the dispute would come so quickly.

Shen Cangye stared at Instructor Phedia, and said, "You shouldn't deny her all at once, at least let her have a time to change, a time to find her direction again, and give me a chance to guide her."

Jiu raised his eyebrows, motioning for him to continue.

Shen Cangye said: "You are not familiar with what kind of person Chen Huijie is. I admit that she is anxious and eager for success, but her heart is full of justice and kindness. I believe she will become the best policeman in the Longmen Guard Bureau in the future .”

After a pause, he added, "Still, I still have objections to your training methods. I think that criticism and criticism cannot make someone successful, but love and encouragement can. It is meaningless to deny her, and correct guidance can achieve results. She is still young, although she is stubborn, she can still change."

"—Finally, instructor, I hope you can have an open mind and be able to revise your conclusion at any time."

After finishing speaking, Shen Cangye turned and left the office.

Bishop Phidia sat on the office chair for a long time.

He got up slowly again, walked to the window, and stared at his back as he walked from the playground.

"Sure enough, I didn't misread you." Phidia murmured.

She found that she could no longer accept his cold provocation.

Instead, she began to long, longing for him to become a mirror that only belonged to her, so that she could see her own position.

834. Penguin Logistics, Join!

Shen Cangye felt that he could understand Chen Huijie very well.

There is a saying that happy people use their childhood to heal their lives, and unlucky people use their lives to heal their childhood.

Chen's childhood was undoubtedly unhappy.

Children who couldn't hold their heads up in front of their parents when they were young, no matter how prosperous they are outside in the future, they still feel unconfident deep down in their hearts and still need affirmation.

Because I understand, I regret it.

Chen Huijie has only one goal in her heart—to persevere, enter the Longmen Guard Bureau, and prove to Wei Yanwu that she is strong enough to understand the so-called "secret and dangerous" truth.

She cared too much about the truth, so she didn't have time to think about other things, and she didn't dare to stop.

It's like the golden top of the holy snow mountain that pilgrims can see all the time on the long road.

Majestic, sacred, lured her forward.

In front of that goal, the snow and ice under your feet, the hardships of step by step, and the bitter cold in front of you are no longer scary.

The price of all climbing is what should have been paid to reach the top.

So she worked harder than anyone else, and worked harder than anyone else.

But everything in her life is just that goal.

She hadn't thought about what to do after climbing to the top of the mountain.

After this assessment, Jiu gave everyone a two-week vacation and allowed them to move freely.

After failing the assessment, Chen Huijie was very depressed.

Later, Shen Cangye went to Jiuyi again, hoping that she would let go and give an evaluation that was at least acceptable.

But to no avail.

In the past few days, Chen Huijie has been much quieter than before, with a bewildered and melancholy look on his face.

She was still training silently, but she seemed to have lost her soul.

Then, finally—

They received a task, requiring Shen Cangye and Chen to participate.

Together with Penguin Logistics, they will go to a village on the outskirts of Longmen to rescue three kidnapped children.

The client of the task is precisely - the Longmen Guard Bureau.

"Don't let me down." Jiu said this to Shen Cangye when he was handed the task briefing.

Shen Cangye's footsteps stopped.

He heard the expectation and trust behind those words.

It was not a top-secret operation. Shen Cangye returned to the dormitory and introduced the basic situation of this mission to Chen Huijie.

Although Longmen is a mobile city, it has been staying in this place for a while.

Naturally, some people living in the wilderness began to have some transactions with Longmen.

Most of these are normal transactions, but there are also a few illegal transactions, such as origin stones, arms and so on.

Because the number is not large, Longmen doesn't care much.

Recently, Longmen has cracked down on and regulated these sales, and almost wiped out 80.00% of the profits of these wilderness traders.

The business has plummeted, and the one most affected is the "Rust Hammer" organization operating in the Longmen Wilderness.

Without profit, the poor and crazy wilderness dealers began to plan other ways.

Rust Hammer's people use various methods to lure people from Longmen City to the wilderness, and then detain them for ransom. Children are easier to deceive than adults, so the main targets of the kidnappers are mostly teenagers.

Since the crime was committed in the wilderness outside Longmen, it was very difficult for the Longmen Guard Bureau to operate.

Thus, Penguin Logistics made its debut.

Their mission is to go to the base camp of this Rust Hammer and rescue the detained teenagers.

Hearing that it was the task of the Longmen Guard Bureau, Chen Huijie immediately cheered up.

She soon realized that this might be another chance Jiu gave her to prove herself.

And this opportunity must have come from Shen Cangye looking for Jiu Yao.

……

……

When they waited for the car from Penguin Logistics, both of them were a little dumbfounded.

"—Yeah, long time no see, Mr. Yiren! And this one is...?"