However, I refuse!

"Father...I am Meihong...I am...your daughter...Fujiwara Meihong!!"

"My daughter? Hahahahahaha."

He froze for a moment after hearing this, and then laughed out loud as if he heard something funny.

"You said you are my daughter? It's ridiculous. If you were my daughter, why would I not have any impression? Or, this world has really changed. I don't know where the wild bastards dare to call themselves Fujiwara. Waiting for my daughter." He said coldly.

"That's not the case... Father, do you still remember a concubine daughter... That concubine is my mother, Father... she still misses you until now..."

'I' kept kowtowing and talking to the person in front of me.

"The concubine...it's her..."

When he heard the word 'concubine', he suddenly frowned, as if thinking of someone.

"That's great...My lord father remembers my lord mother."

Although the sound is very small, but 'I' still heard it.

Seeing that the person in front of him remembered his mother, that pear-blossoming rainy face also smiled, as if seeing the dawn of hope in despair.

"Mother is seriously ill now, and I would like to ask Father to go see Mother. If this is the case..."

Mother's long-cherished wish will be fulfilled.. Then maybe the disease will be cured..

"No, I don't remember this person, and I don't know what you're talking about."

However, before "I" could finish speaking, the man interrupted, not only that, but his face also changed from the initial impatience to disdain.

"But Father, you just..."

The sudden change of mind made 'I' froze in place.

"Don't call me father, I don't know you at all, let alone any concubine!"

The man scolded angrily: "I'm Fujiwara, I'm the right-hand man of His Majesty the Emperor, and my wives are all high-ranking officials. How could I know some low-status concubine? And she gave birth to you, a bastard?"

"But..."

'I' looked at him yelling at myself, and I didn't understand in my heart, I had already thought of my own mother, why did I change my words now...

"There is nothing but, it is a great kindness for me to be able to sit here and listen to your nonsense now! Leaving aside the matter of trespassing on the Fujiwara mansion, you must know that this is a felony, but I am in a good mood today, now give me Get out and go back and forth from wherever you came from."

The ruthless words of the person in front of him directly brought the 'self' who still had some illusions back to reality.

“…”

"..."

Meihong and her past self looked at the person in front of him at the same time. There was no fluctuation in his eyes, not even a trace of nostalgia for her mother. She helped others work since she was a child, and at the same time dealt with many people. Naturally he knew what he was covering up.

Because in Meihong's view, to this person, the mother is just a passing passerby on a whim, and even... it can be said to be...

stain..

"Father, you can say anything about me, but...why...why didn't you agree to such a simple request? I just hope that my father can go back and take a look...just a glance...Mother's illness is already very serious , the doctor said that it is... not too long to die, please father to fulfill the wish of mother!"

'I' begged in a low voice with my head down, my body trembling uncontrollably, as if the hope that appeared in front of my eyes once again disappeared.

No, maybe hope never came..

"I don't want to say it a second time."

Seeing that he didn't intend to give up yet, and still didn't leave, his face became a little unhappy, and then he called the servant.

"Come on! Throw this bastard out of nowhere!"

"Yes!"

The countless pleading words in my mind stopped abruptly at this moment, and everything was like an invisible hand... crushing this false hope.

"..."

The two servants who were called by him went directly to 'me' and lifted it up, and his gaze lost the last trace of expression like a collapsed doll.

resentment..

anger..

Even now, Meihong can still feel the disgust she felt towards the person in front of her back then.

Why is he so cold and ruthless even though he is his biological father...why can't even the mother's last wish be answered...why...just such a small request is not accepted...this is just a It's a very, very simple thing...

nmd! wsm!

Being thrown out of the Fujiwara Mansion, she felt the "pain" coming from her body, but her face did not change at all. Lost, she looked at the Fujiwara Mansion in front of her eyes, and the medicine she had seized in her hand was replaced. It was thrown to the ground mercilessly by the servants, the paper bag burst and the medicinal materials scattered all over the ground.

"Will the wish... really come true?"

'I' asked slowly, then as if being drawn by something, I slowly raised my head.

At the same time, the night sky also suddenly began to change...

Goo one day at the beginning of the month -x-

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Chapter 320 Meaning

Appeared...

Meihong and her past self raised their heads slowly, and meteors in the night sky once again appeared in front of her eyes. But I can clearly feel that everything is starting to slow down, whether it is the people passing by the roadside or the fluttering leaves, they all become extremely slow at this time..

Meihong looked at all this in front of her, and the sense of disobedience in her memory came again.

"Why... the shooting star appeared again..."

Obviously she doesn't have this memory at all now, why did it appear in her mind...and it feels so real...it's like experiencing it personally...

Meihong swallowed her throat and looked at herself with absent-minded eyes. It was precisely because of her dazed effort that some villagers around her had completely disappeared at this moment. She was the only one, but the past self didn't notice the anomaly around her and stared blankly at the medicinal herbs scattered on the ground.

"This time...have you made up your wish?"

It's a hot man!

Both the past self and Meihong looked at the only voice in this world.

"BOSS..."

At this time, Li Hao had appeared in front of them at some point, with his right hand propping his chin, and his left hand resting on the elbow of his right hand, looking at him, his gaze was like that of a monk listening to prayers in a temple.

“…”

'I' was attracted by the only voice in this world, raised my head, and stared at the stranger in front of me with blank eyes.

"Will the wish... really come true?"

'I' laughed at myself as if I heard some funny joke, and I didn't have the slightest fear or fear when facing the stranger who just appeared yesterday.

Perhaps for me at that time, my mother was dead, and that person also broke my wish. Even though there were countless fantasies in my mind, they were all unrealistic things in reality.

"I... once made a wish to make my mother who is seriously ill get better, but the result is that my mother's condition is getting worse day by day..."

"I once wished that my mother would realize my wish, that at least that person would be able to visit her, but the result was that until the death of my mother, that person still acted like nothing to do with me. Why is that... "

'I' clenched my fists, lowered my head, covered her eyes scatteredly, my shoulders trembled uncontrollably, and I felt particularly disgusted with that person's words and deeds in my memory.

"That person, obviously knows everything, he remembers my mother, but why...why can't such a very simple request be fulfilled, I don't ask him to admit that I am his daughter, but every time I see my mother misses him At the time, I felt that it would be great if my mother's wish could be fulfilled once... once... even once... at least I can have no regrets when my mother leaves..."

"It's funny, isn't it? I, the son of a concubine, would have such delusions..."

'I' don't know why I would say this to the stranger in front of me. To me, it's just a stranger who has met once, but I can feel a strange feeling in him.

It may be unbelievable to say that I can actually feel a sense of peace of mind. This sense of peace of mind is not something that only exists with familiar people, but I can clearly feel it from the moment I see him.

but..

Why doesn't it matter...

For myself, there is nothing to care about.

"Is this what you wish for?"

"Eh?"

However, facing his own words, the stranger in front of him didn't show any sympathy after hearing what he said, not only that, but he didn't doubt his own words, he just slowly narrowed his eyes and looked at 'I ', the corners of the mouth slightly raised, as if seeing something interesting.

"The world is fair. The so-called wishes can not only be realized by just talking about them. When you make a wish, you need to set a goal for yourself. In order to achieve this goal, you must also work for yourself You pay the price for the wish you made yourself, and this is an equivalent exchange. If you just make a wish and do nothing, then the wish will inevitably come to naught...and you..."

"Do you really have the "enlightenment" to pay the price in order to realize your wishes? "

""consciousness"..."

"That's right, "enlightenment", even if...knowing that you will die tomorrow, you are already prepared in your heart, so you are not afraid of "enlightenment" to the extent of death. "

As he spoke, it was as if he grabbed 'me' hand last night, but this time, 'I' didn't feel any disgust in my heart.

Even though what the person in front of me said seemed inexplicable to me, there seemed to be a voice in my mind constantly driving me to answer his questions seriously.

Do you have the "awakening" to realize your wish regardless of everything?

"Yes I have!"

'I' looked at him without hesitation. If my mother's wish can really be fulfilled, it doesn't matter even if I pay the price of dying the next day... For me, for me, my mother's happiness is everything It is my wish. As a concubine, I can imagine what kind of sacrifice my mother has made to bring me up to now, but if I can really achieve this step, then I will agree without any hesitation. down.

And this is the "enlightenment" that belongs to me as Fujiwara Meihong.

"Nice look..."

The smile on the face of the person in front of him grew stronger.

"Since you have paid for the "enlightenment", then naturally, the wish will also respond to you..."

Snapped--

The stranger snapped his fingers slowly in front of his eyes, and then the world began to undergo earth-shaking changes in Meihong's eyes. It was clearly still late at night, but morning arrived in the blink of an eye, and every pedestrian coming and going around was even more excited. In a state incomprehensible to ordinary people, they quickly completed what they should do in the morning. Although their faces were full of astonishment and surprise, their bodies couldn't stop to observe their abnormalities at all.

Gradually, from sunset to sunrise, and from sunrise to sunset, the speed of the cycle of the two is still rising. Knowing that the speed of the two has reached the level that even the naked eye cannot distinguish, the baby is only a moment from birth to death. things.

However, what surprised Meihong the most was that the shooting star and her past self seemed to be unaffected at all.

Until...the whole world starts to go dark...

In this darkness, Meihong could no longer find her past self, but she could see a figure, and this figure was the cause of all this.

"..."

Meihong looked at Li Hao's back, and gradually another memory began to emerge in her mind, even though it was somewhat similar to her own memory, for example, Sister Huiye did not come to Fujiwara's house, and she was with Bamboo from beginning to end. Take the couple living in the bamboo forest, or, sister Kaguya's condition for being able to marry her is not the so-called finding precious things, but five other things...

Thinking of this, Meihong couldn't help but start to wonder if she was really dreaming?

If this is a dream, why is it so real... After all, that side is my real memory...

However, just when Meihong couldn't tell whether she was dreaming or not, Li Hao in front of her suddenly spoke.

"What's the difference if it's a dream or not? The so-called memory has never been false or false, it's just whether you believe it or not."

? !

Although his voice is not loud, it can be heard clearly by Meihong.

"Boss...is talking to me?"

Meihong, who was watching all this in front of her, froze there, because in her opinion, this dream was so incredible that it was completely beyond the scope of her cognition.

"However...it's not important, what's important is that after you know everything...what will your decision be? Xiaomeihong..."

Li Hao turned his head slowly, and the location of his gaze was exactly where Meihong was.

"my decision..."

Meihong read it again.

"As a person who comes to the new world, you will remember the memory of the old world sooner or later, but the new world is a new world after all, and everything is just a story after the end of the old world. For Fujiwara Meihong, her mother In fact, he died, with the last longing for Fujiwara, in the love that is absolutely impossible, and the worry about Fujiwara Meihong, and died in despair, even if he met exactly the same in the new world, even if the ending Both died of illness in the end, but the process was completely different, but in the end...just another person. Because..."

"This is the truth... the truth that belongs to Fujiwara Meihong..."

While Li Hao was talking, at the same time, in this pitch-black world, a beam of light gradually appeared. Although Meihong didn't know what it was, she could feel the meaning that this beam of light represented. meaning, and it is the "beginning".

The beginning of all things...

"Accepting the new world means that you deny everything you have ever experienced, the pain you have endured in the past, and the efforts you made to treat your mother at the beginning; denying the tragic experience also negates Every effort to overcome the joy, everything will be meaningless...hehe, let this be the last homework, Xiaomeihong."