infinite death song

Should I tell Tokiomi?

what is he doing now

Arrange everything calmly, play with the enemy in the palm of your hand, and ravage at will?

Or maybe he is close to holding the Holy Grail.

When he took Rin away for a while, the man's face was as confident and elegant as ever.

Thinking like this, thinking of her husband Tokiomi, seemed to bring her endless courage and boldness, wandering in the dead of night in Fuyuki City.

Unknowingly, Aoi Tohsaka walked to the Civic Park next to Mitokawa in the new capital. Opposite the Civic Park was the seaside park in the old capital. These two parks were the places where she used to bring Rin to play.

When Sakura didn't leave Tohsaka's house, the mother and daughter often came here to play.

that time……

Thinking of this, Aoi Tohsaka showed a sad expression on her gentle face again.

Sakura is gone.

Rin is gone now.

No, I have already lost one daughter, and I cannot lose another daughter.

So, don't worry, Rin.

Tohsaka Aoi prayed desperately in her heart.

Only that child must not have any accidents.

"If it were you, I think I would definitely come here. I didn't expect to wait for you."

This voice suddenly sounded in the air and spread to Tohsaka Aoi's ears.

"Who?"

Aoi Tohsaka was startled by the voice, and shouted around in a blunt tone.

"Can't you remember? That's right, my voice has been ruined."

The person said again that this time Aoi Tohsaka had found the source of the sound.

A figure brightly appeared in the light of the street lamp, only the body was illuminated, but the surroundings were dark, as if the whole person had fallen into an incurable dark quagmire, swallowed by that despair.

The man was wearing a black winter jacket with a hood covering his face. He had a wound on his left leg, and he couldn't walk very neatly.

When he spoke, his throat hurt as if being burned by a flame, and the voice he made was completely different from Tohsaka Aoi's impression.

"You are... Kariya?"

Aoi Tohsaka asked with uncertainty.

Matou Kariya took off the hood on his head, his white hair withered to lifeless, the left half of his face was completely stiff, and his skin was as gray as a dead man.

"what!"

Tohsaka Aoi took a step back in fear, unable to believe that Kariya would become like this, so she could only lick her lips and let out a low moan.

Kariya smiled nonchalantly with the still movable right half of his face.

"You, how did you become like this?"

"This is caused by the magic of the Matou family. Only by paying such a price can one walk on the magic way of the Matou family."

"what?"

Aoi Tohsaka was a little confused and didn't know how to face it.

Kariya's tone was still gentle.

"Sakura is better than ever now, you don't have to worry about her."

"Sakura..."

This is a taboo that the Tohsaka family has never mentioned for a year.

The pain of parting tortured Tohsaka Aoi's heart.

Looking at the pain on Tohsaka Aoi's face, Kariya's thoughts drifted back to that day a year ago.

It's also here in Civic Park.

This childhood sweetheart with whom he had a very good relationship since childhood, until he became Tohsaka Tokiomi's wife, Rin and Sakura's mother, every scene was recalled in Kariya's mind.

"Compared to this, shouldn't you ask about Rin's whereabouts?"

Kariya spoke like this.

Sakura has already left Tohsaka's house, this is the daughter Tohsaka Tokiomi gave up by himself.

There is no excuse for such a thing, no matter what the reason.

"Rin? By the way, Rin! Kariya, do you know where Rin is now? Please tell me!"

Only then did Tohsaka Aoi remember the purpose of her trip to Fuyuki City.

Hearing what Kariya said, she was like a drowning man grasping at the last straw, desperately begging for help.

Looking at the pleading look on Tohsaka Aoi's face, Kariya felt sorrow and boundless joy in his heart.

He remembered very clearly that in this place of the year, Aoi Tohsaka personally said, "The matter between the Tosaka family and the Matou family has nothing to do with you who have left the magic way."

Another example is "Since joining the Tohsaka family, I have been ready to give up something. In the magician family, pursuing the happiness of an ordinary family is extremely embarrassing."

In the more distant past, Kariya knew that Aoi Tohsaka was not such a person.

She was changed by Tohsaka Tokiomi.

She focuses on her family and Tokiomi Tohsaka.

For the so-called Mo Dao family, being willing to sacrifice is very important to her, but it is absolutely something that cannot be abandoned.

It is precisely because of understanding such cruel facts that Kariya gave up his identity as a magician and became an ordinary person.

Because he feels that so-called magicians are not worthy of being called human beings at all, they are more cold-blooded than machines, crazier than beasts, and for the sake of so-called magic exploration, even blood relatives can be abandoned.

With such an existence, in his eyes, all magicians are animals that are not as good as human scum.

After understanding this, he didn't feel that magicians are arrogant and elegant, on the contrary, he felt that his own blood, which inherited the blood of magicians, was very dirty.

But the woman he loves the most falls into the magician's world ridiculously and becomes Tohsaka Tokiomi's wife.

This is really ironic.

If he had known this earlier, he shouldn't have been defeated like this. Even if he died, he would have stopped Aoi Tohsaka's stupid move.

But it's too late to say such a thing.

"does it worth?"

Knowing that the magician's world is distorted, pessimistic, and disgusting, this silly woman still rushed in and became a victim of it.

"what?"

Aoi Tohsaka didn't understand what Kariya meant.

"Tokiomi Tohsaka...is that man really that good? Is it worth your sacrifice?"

"What are you talking about... Kariya?"

Aoi Tohsaka's tone was blunt, with a hint of questioning.

"You guys don't understand what Sakura went through at Matou's house. If that man hadn't appeared, Sakura's life would have been ruined by your self-righteous magician values."

"If you don't do this, Sakura will be taken away by the Magic Association, and that will only aggravate the misfortune."

"In the final analysis, isn't Tohsaka Tokiomi himself overconfident and incompetent?"

"Kan Ye!"

Aoi Tohsaka was angry.

Unexpectedly, Kariya, who has always been gentle and submissive to her, would say such words that satirize her husband.

"If he had the ability, he wouldn't let Rin and Sakura separate, wouldn't let Sakura fall into that kind of despair, and wouldn't be afraid of those people from the Magic Association."

"You don't understand the horror of those people from the Magic Association, otherwise you shouldn't have said such stupid things."

"Some scum that is not as good as pigs and dogs. The master kills the apprentice, the apprentice kills the master, the father kills the son, and the son kills the father... In order to explore magic, you can disown all relatives. This is the magician value of the so-called Magic Association. Haha, think about these magicians What I do is really excellent, so a piece of trash like me won’t be able to become an excellent magician in my life. Yes, I’m just a piece of trash.”

The left half of Kariya's face was as stiff as a dead body, only the right half of his face was smiling, tears came out of the laughing, it was extremely ironic, and his expression was extremely weird.

Tohsaka Aoi's face turned pale.

What Kariya said was correct.

The magician's values ​​are so terrible.

The kind of situation he said is not uncommon in the world of magicians.

Even Aoi Tohsaka can't guarantee that if her husband and Rin's paths diverge in the future, will their father and daughter kill each other because of this... This Aoi Tohsaka can't guarantee.

Just thinking about it, you should understand how distorted the values ​​of magicians in this world are.

What a crazy thing they are after.

Although it is not ruled out that there are kind-hearted people among magicians, the values ​​​​of most magicians are very dangerous, so dangerous that relatives can also be used as sacrifices.

In their eyes, sacrificing relatives is as simple as eating and drinking.

Therefore, Matou Kariya, who can't do this, is really a 'trash' among magicians.

No, he already has the consciousness of a magician.

He had thought of killing the bug Matou Zouken before, so his values ​​were slowly changing.

This is also where Kariya satirized.

The most hated road, I still embarked on it.

This sadness and despair can only be experienced after becoming a real magician.

"Kariya...I don't want to argue with you here, tell me, where is Rin?"

"..."

Kariya did not answer.

"Please, I've already lost a daughter, I can't lose Rin now... Please, tell me where Rin is?"

He stepped forward and grabbed Kariya's sleeve, his eyes were flickering with weakness and helplessness.

With no way to ask her husband for help, she is just an ordinary woman.

"What if I want you?"

"!?"

Aoi Tohsaka took a step back subconsciously, and looked at Kariya with unbelievable and annoyed eyes.

This despicable man.

"For Rin... you can sacrifice everything, right? Then, how about trying to betray Tokiomi Tohsaka once? If I do, I'll tell you where Rin is."

"Kariya—"

"Why, can't it be done?"

The empty left eye of a dead person stared at Aoi Tohsaka with distaste.

The gentle right eye of a living person looked at Aoi Tohsaka with admiration.

Maybe I have already given up in my heart, and the remaining emotion in my heart is no longer love, but some kind of obsession.

"I……"

Anger won't help.

The Kariya in front of him was very strange.

So strange that Aoi Tohsaka almost didn't know her.

He was obviously a meek person a year ago, why did he become like this?

The magic of the Matou family...is that what magicians are?

Once you become a magician, the so-called values ​​will undergo an earth-shaking change.