As an adult, especially a woman of this age, she has needs just like ordinary women. The almost non-existent married life for a long time has made her fall into the constant torture of forced depression and restlessness.
It's just that when the ripples started to rise, her little boss completely surpassed the friendship between friends or superiors and subordinates, that presumptuous behavior, and all kinds of things that crossed the border, but she recalled it, and she seemed to understand——My little boss The boss has always been so kind to her, so it's because of this kind of thinking...
It's just that this is too absurd...
Sayuri really wanted to leave this embrace that would give her peace of mind, but subconsciously she was extremely greedy for this peace of mind and warmth, and because of this, a sense of immorality and guilt arose spontaneously.
It didn't last long, guilt and shame, driven by a more habitual personality, made Sayuri try hard to get out of her little boss's arms—but failed, her little boss's arms were bigger than imagined. more powerful.
"Don't worry about it. I'm a heinous child of a feudal royal family. It's a routine operation to rob a good family or something. You are just a girl from a good family who was bullied by me. You have nothing to do. It is me who is wrong. If you hate me enough."
Listening to the words of her little boss, especially the tenderness with pity in the love, made Sayuri slightly stunned, and a complex emotion came to her heart.
Knowing that these were just words of comfort, Xiao Baihe suddenly had the illusion that she was willing to deceive herself.
All kinds of past events flashed through her mind, how had she ever been so cared for?
Unable to resist, the family marriage can only be accepted, and because of political factors, it has to be cautious to maintain the appearance of a loving couple.
Husband care?
In front of outsiders, they are indeed a loving couple. It seems that every moment is extremely sweet, but everything is fake, and any interaction between them in private is like politeness between strangers.
After her daughter was born, she originally thought that everything would gradually get better, but she accepted her fate. She tried to accept all of this, and tried to build a truly happy family.
It's a pity that the relationship is a matter between two people. She thinks so, but it doesn't mean that the other half thinks the same way.
Although helpless, it was expected.
Love - for the couple, it is simply like an untouchable luxury.
The irony is that her husband can have true love outside, and enjoy the so-called true love while maintaining a superficially sweet family. to blame.
No way, that society is like this, and it is very tolerant of male upper-class people.
She knew very well that even if the incident really happened and the troubles were serious, in the face of the interests of the family, everything was nothing more than that, and the major incidents would definitely be reduced to minor ones, and there would be no fundamental changes at all.
What made it even more bitter was that if she had an affair and was found out, the situation would be extremely bad. Even if it was for the benefit of both families, the major incident would still be minimized, but in essence, she must be spurned by others secretly.
Yes, neon society is so unfair.
Once upon a time, those false and depressive days tormented her endlessly.
It's just that after getting used to it, it doesn't seem so sad, at least there is no illusion of living like a year.
She chose to accept her fate, and put all her thoughts on her daughter.
Watching the growth of the daughter, watching the innocence of the daughter, watching the foolish nonsense of the daughter that makes people laugh and cry, until one day in the future, watching the daughter get married and have a family full of children and grandchildren, if the whole life can be passed smoothly like this Going down is actually very good.
What pursuit of freedom, pursuit of true love, pursuit of dreams and so on, how can it be compared with this ordinary life after gradually getting used to it.
It's a pity that even this bit of mediocrity, which was almost extravagant, was completely ended after the sudden time travel happened.
In addition, since entering this world, the fear of a strange world and the hesitation about the future have been all the time, which further aggravated the depressed mood.
At this moment, she has reached her limit.
Her nose suddenly became sore, she lost control of her emotions, and blurted out with a choked voice, "Why... didn't I meet you sooner..."
It's just that as soon as these words came out, she was even more at a loss. She shouldn't have such shameless thoughts!
The hesitation and guilt made her anxious and tears fell down.
"It's not too late now." Nangong Xiao held up Sayuri's small face, gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks with his right hand, and looked at her, "This world is strange, but for us, it is also a new world. Let’s start with the past, let it go with the wind, we look forward to the future in this world, for our happiness.”
"No, I..." Sayuri struggled in her heart, but soon felt her lips were sealed with a gentleness.
Panic, bewildered, greedy, longing, completely mixed with that immoral guilt——
She thought she must be crazy, but she actually responded...
Crazy, really crazy...
Chapter 201 - I'm Really Crazy - Part [-]
The driver of the carriage is a middle-aged handyman who grew up in the palace, and he belongs to the group of people who are most loyal to the palace.
The conversation in the carriage did not escape the ears of the middle-aged coachman. After all, he was not an ordinary handyman, he was also an expert sword fighter.
Of course, as a qualified handyman, he knows exactly what to listen to and what not to pay attention to.
Let the two scaled horses in front of the carriage drag the carriage forward as smoothly as possible, and everything seems to be extra careful, in order not to disturb the two people in the carriage.
It didn't take long for the middle-aged coachman to drive the carriage to the parking lot next to the administrative building of the prefecture.
He stopped the carriage, comforted the two scaled horses in a low voice, and let them stay in place quietly. For this reason, he even promised to add a meal afterwards, and then the middle-aged coachman moved away from the carriage very sensiblely, blocking any approach carriage man.
The crown prince of the palace, his future master is dealing with private affairs in the carriage, as a confidant, how could he allow outsiders to disturb him.
I don't know how long it took before Nangong Xiao and Sayuri got down from the carriage.The neatly dressed two didn't see anything unusual, but they understood some things.
Nangong Xiao nodded to signal the coachman to rest on his own, then took Sayuri's hand and walked slowly into the administrative building.
After the coachman bowed to salute, he walked towards the carriage in a happy mood, and he had to deal with the aftermath.The reason why I feel happy is because His Royal Highness finally understands the importance of spreading branches and leaves for King Zhao's lineage. This is definitely something that can make the entire King Zhao's mansion happy.
If after a while, there is bad news from that secretary lady, then the whole country will really have to celebrate...
The camera turned to Sayuri next to Nangong Xiao. At this time, she was blushing and lowered her head. Although her legs were a little weak, there was no big problem with her little boss leading her forward.
All kinds of things on the carriage are simply unspeakable.
She even wanted to scold her little boss for his nonsense and absurdity.
In a sense, it gave her a little comfort and sustenance to her heart.
However, Sayuri could not be calm. After all, she was not the kind of shameless person. Even if she came to a strange world with no relatives, even if she couldn't go back, her family and interpersonal relationships were all ignored. Everything in the past She also didn't have to care about it anymore, even from the moment she crossed into this world, she didn't have any burden in reality, but she still couldn't convince herself with these alone.
However, the domineering behavior of her own little boss made her irresistible, and even said despicably, she just couldn't stop it.
If she could be calmer at this moment, she would definitely complain - what kind of domineering president line is unfolding? !
But, unfortunately, she is very greedy for the feeling of being cared for and loved...
Really, slutty...
Sayuri, who was so entangled in her head, was brought into the office by Nangong Xiao unknowingly.
After letting go of Sayuri's hand, Nangong Xiao said, "Bring over all the materials from the Holy See of the Holy Light, as well as the latest battle situation in the northern part of Stentel...Sayuri?"
"Ah, okay, okay." Sayuri came back to her senses and hurried to do it, but at this moment, Nangong Xiao held her shoulders, and when Sayuri was stunned, she leaned over and kissed her. forehead.
"Relax, I have everything to do with you."
Sayuri's cheeks turned red again, but she still gritted her teeth and said, "This way, no..."
"But I think it's okay. Don't forget, I'm a child of the heinous feudal royal family. You just need to remember that you are powerless to resist me, the big villain, and there will be no inexplicable brave men in this world to defeat me, the big devil. So as to save you, um, you accept your fate."
"What kind of argument is that... I... an old woman who is married and has a daughter in her teens is not worthy of you..." Sayuri smiled wryly and shook her head.
"It's worth it. For me, for the people I care about and the people I like, let alone being a big villain, even if it's an enemy of the whole world, it's worth it."
Nangong Xiao's decisive and sincere speech made Sayuri's heart beat violently.
"But I..."
"No but, you are mine."
Another intimacy bent down, this time directly on the lips.
Sayuri found that this was like opening a Pandora's box, which was unstoppable.
She clearly knew it shouldn't be like this, but she couldn't control it. Her greed and madness completely overwhelmed all reason, and she yearned for the kind of love that she had never had before...
Fortunately, her little boss took pity on her, and after being intimate with her, he straightened her clothes and said with a soft smile, "Don't think about those messy things before, you are my woman, you are now, and you will be in the future. No rebuttal. That's it. Well, go ahead and get the information I want."
"...it is good."
Sayuri didn't say anything in the end, and went to get those materials as she said.
Nangong Xiao, who sat behind the desk, looked at the back of Sayuri who was taking relevant materials from the bookshelf, and felt a little sigh in his heart.
He didn't expect it to be so smooth. He just expressed his thoughts through some more intense actions, and then slowly polished the emotions of both parties through time, and finally completely broke the defense line of the other party's heart, so as to achieve what he wanted.
This was the original plan, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and it completely exceeded his estimate.
Now it seems that Sayuri's real situation is not as simple as what he learned from the original book, otherwise Sayuri would not have those special reactions, especially the jerky feeling, which is not as simple as that of an untrained little girl. Not much stronger.In other words, it is equivalent to Sayuri and her married life without any "happy and happy" life, which completely violates the setting in the original book...
But this is also a good thing, at least it is easier to walk into her heart...
Sayuri noticed Nangong Xiao's gaze, and she felt a little shy, but more of it was ashamed.
At this moment, she couldn't help admonishing herself secretly.
Can't let this kind of absurd, 'mistake' cast by losing control of emotions continue, yes, absolutely can't go on!This is not a good thing for both parties, and it must be cut off...
It's just that when Sayuri returned to the desk with the documents in her hands, and saw someone on the office chair, she couldn't utter those decisive words.
It is undeniable that she really feels nostalgic for the feeling of being cared for and loved.
Damn, I'm really crazy...
"Sayuri, where is the distribution map of the Holy Light Church in the Stentel area?"
Sayuri suddenly came back to her senses, and quickly found the relevant blueprints from a pile of map files, "Ah, here, here is the map of the eleven provinces of Stantel, with the location mark of the Holy Light Church on it, But now that the northern provinces have fallen, there are only a few valid maps..."
Nangong Xiao took the drawings and spread them out on the desk. After a closer look, he smiled with great interest and said, "It seems that King Stantel is also very jealous of the Holy See. The Holy Light Church is not located in the population. Dense areas, um, give me the latest information about the orcs' advance."
Sayuri quickly took out the corresponding materials from a pile of documents and drawings, and quickly reported, "This is the battle report as of October 26. The mainland's general calendar, October 3114, 24 at 33:25 am Around 12 o'clock in the morning, the four elite cavalry regiments of the orcs bypassed the defense line of the capital of Stantel, and at around [-] o'clock in the morning, they divided into multiple groups and stormed the counties of the southwestern Conradur province, breaking through [-] cities in seven counties. Many orc cavalry joined forces under the city of Rogkell, where the provincial capital of Connadur was located, and broke the city in World War I. So far, the human defenders of Connadur province have died or surrendered about [-] in total. Yu, only more than [-] escaped, were promptly recruited by the reinforcements of the capital of Stentel.
So far, two-thirds of the territory of Connadur Province has fallen, but King Stantel's new army support arrived the next morning.
The two sides engaged in two tentative battles. After suffering some small losses, the orc cavalry dispersed their positions, and adopted highly mobile harassing tactics to repeatedly attack Stentel's march in an attempt to swallow the new army.
King Stantel's new army was exhausted and was almost defeated several times. However, due to the lack of means to restrain the dense artillery formation, it must be difficult for the orcs to succeed. Well, there is no exact battle report at present.
Although the Stantel new army did not completely drive the orc cavalry out of the province of Connadur, it can be regarded as a stable position and avoided the fall of the entire line of the province of Connadur. However, due to mobility problems, Stantel now One side fell into a passive state again.
According to the judgment of the chief of staff, the orcs have a great possibility to use cavalry harassing warfare on a large scale in the future, and use high-mobility harassing tactics to reduce the possibility of fighting positional warfare with Stentel's new army. After multiple deduction, the strategic intention of consuming Stantel's war potential through highly maneuverable harassing warfare to make up for the lack of strength in positional warfare has been established. "
After listening to Sayuri's application, Nangong Xiao couldn't help but nodded and said after comparing the map and the description of the original intelligence document, "It's interesting, I found the correct tactics so quickly, it seems that the general military literacy of the orc generals is very high. Well. Right now, the orc side doesn't need support for the time being...
As the saying goes, ten years is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge.Unfortunately, I'm not a gentleman, I'm a villain, and I should live from morning till night.
Remember, afterward, let the people from the Intelligence Department disclose to the orcs the locations of all the churches of the Holy See of the Holy Light in the Kingdom of Stentel, and vaguely mention that our senior officials in Dawn City are considering normal business issues with the orc empire. "
"Mr. Nangong, the orcs won't tear themselves apart from the Holy See at this time, will they?"
"It's just a gesture. I don't naively think that at this time, the orcs will go all out to wipe out the Church of the Holy Light in Stantel. It's just that, with our statement, if the orcs want to gain our 'friendship', they will do it anyway." Some things, not to mention more or less, are disgusting enough to the Holy See of Holy Light."
"I see, I've written it down."
"Very well, where is the map of the Romande province?"
"At this..."
As she got more and more involved in the work, Sayuri stopped thinking about it, and she even became more and more attached to this kind of life.
It seems good to work hard with people who know how to take care of themselves and love themselves, and to look forward to the future together...
——I am, indeed, insane...
Chapter 8, take a day off~
I have to go out urgently, please take a day off, I implore all comrades to forgive me...
(By the way, I haven’t passed the leave request from the website for some reason~~?)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chapter 202 Ah Xiao, Can I Beat You Up?
It's night, the World Tree Plaza in Dawn City, which used to be in front of the central square, is the official home of the ceremony led by Dawn City, and now it is also a special night market.
It is not allowed to set up stalls in the square on weekdays. There is a special shopping street in the night market. Just because of the celebration, the Shuguang City officials encourage the stalls on the shopping street to move here temporarily. Stalls for ornaments, folk products and the like.
At this moment, countless night market stalls have been opened, with colored flags, lanterns, hawkers yelling, the sound of folk musical instruments, and street performances by pretty and lovely dancers, the residents are constantly coming and going. It looks very lively here, and the festive atmosphere is very full.
In a corner of the lively night market, Chuntian, Marus and a few qualified people who are close to each other gather together in front of a theater troupe performing on the street, looking at the dancers who are eccentric in the music. Chuntian and the others couldn't help showing a wretched smile.
Of course, they don't dare to mess around in the city. If they can't help it, they can still go to the brothel. Although the high-end ones can't afford it, it's just to solve the demand problem, and the low-end ones are enough.
It has to be said that the top management of Dawn City really "understand people's hearts". The existence of a legal and standardized red light district is enough to make most qualified males wholeheartedly support the owner here.
After the young and pretty dancers finished dancing, the head of the troupe led people to distribute leaflets to the surrounding audience and shouted, "On November [-]th, the troupe will hold its first performance at the Dawn City Grand Theater. Everyone is welcome!!"
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