She gently opened the door, and Hachiman was also sleeping soundly. She curled up in his arms familiarly, feeling the sense of security brought by his temperature, and said in a voice almost sobbing.
"I'm sorry, Yukino, as long as it's fine before the wedding...before the wedding..."
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Like the whisper of a guilty person, Kiyoyuki "raided" Hachiman's bed at night and hid in her arms.
"I'm sorry, Yukino, as long as it's before the wedding..."
Only by setting a date for sin, can Qingxue enjoy this warmth and tranquility without feeling uneasy.
Suddenly, the hands of the man who thought he was asleep slowly hugged her tightly. For a moment, Qingxue's body felt a little stiff.
"I... am I a very shameless woman?" Qingxue whispered, she made up her mind in the hot spring despite showing such resistance in the daytime, but when the nightmare really came, she still used it habitually. Asking for Hachiman's warm way to solve it is like taking a drug, which is called the drug of attachment.
"Yes." The man said softly.
Qingxue slapped him habitually, and the opponent's arm hugged him even tighter, even making Qingxue feel a little suffocated.
But because of this, a toxin called a sense of security began to spread in her body, and the frightening voice gradually began to go away. This is a fact that has been tested countless times, only in this man's body The chest, the chest of the man who killed his husband with his own hands, covered the guilt with the sense of immorality.
"But, I'm also a shameless man. No matter what, I shouldn't have accepted you back then. However, I also betrayed Xue Nai. Both of us are sinners."
Hachiman whispered in a rare soft voice.
The killing of Yukino's father back then not only cast an indelible shadow on Qingxue, but also on Hachiman, the murderer himself. To Yukino who lost his father, he had to put on a strong appearance and conceal the guilt in his heart At that time, he was far from being strong.
Then, the two people who were both licking their wounds met by chance, and then betrayed the cherished person together. This relationship was a little bit bright, and it would be irreversible for both of them, but for the two of them at that time, the only way was this. Only then can life be sustained.
As if reminiscing about the past, Qingxue suddenly said: "Well, Hachiman-kun, I remembered the first time we...we were comforted like this."
Hachiman hummed softly: "I have forgotten how many years ago, has it been so long?"
"But in my heart, it's still the same as yesterday. I still remember that time, we slept on the same bed like this, but at that time you were far less cunning than you are now, and you are not as tall as you are now. You didn't even dare to move your hands. Reach out like this and put your arm around my shoulders."
Qingxue recalled the past, obviously it should be a sinful memory, but because of him, it was sweet.
"At that time, we still slept with our backs facing each other." Hachiman also said with a smile.
until one time...
Perhaps it was too reassuring, but before the two of them could talk about the past, Hachiman heard Kiyoyuki's steady breathing, and she fell asleep inadvertently.
"Good night, my lady, I hope to have a good dream tonight."
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Perhaps the key memory was triggered before going to bed, allowing Hachiman to relive that time in his sleep.
At that time, he was far from being unrestrained or strong like he is now, but he was just a high school boy who was trying to be strong with his spirit.
With a green face, he held a bowl of porridge and carefully fed Xue Nai.
"Come on, let's have another sip." He said softly while holding a bowl. This is Chiba's hospital. Before that, Yukino was depressed and went on a hunger strike because of her father's death and Yawata's distance.
Until that rainy day, Hachiman appeared in the hospital, without Shahi by his side, and just accused Yukino that you were far inferior to her.
"No more, I can't eat anymore." Xue Nai said in a low voice, she just recovered from liquid food, and she really can't eat much.
She felt that she was despicable, and subconsciously used this method to force Hachiman to return to her side, but as long as he was by her side.
Hachiman nodded, Yukino's condition was much better than before when she could only rely on nutrient solution to maintain her body.
"Mr. Biqigu is the one, you have big dark circles under your eyes, did you sleep well last night?" Xue Nai asked softly.
In fact, I didn't sleep at all last night, but I don't need to let the girl know about this matter.
He just shook his head and said goodbye to Shahi. He declared like a mad dog at Yukino's father's funeral. Although he successfully avoided the destruction of Yukinoshita's family, it was not easy for Hachiman.
No, it's fine if it's just his own business. He looked at the girl's long-lost smile, and a sense of guilt welled up in his heart, pulling his stomach and making him feel like throwing up.
You obviously killed her father, why can you still face her with a smile?
In my mind, such a question emerged.
"What's wrong?" Xue Nai stopped smiling when she saw the pale boy.
Just when Hachiman woke up and wanted to bring out a smile, a voice came from behind him slowly.
"Xue Nai, are you feeling better?" A cold lady's voice came slowly.
"Mother..." Xue Nai straightened up subconsciously, which was more like an unconscious movement.
"Then I'll change the water for the vase first." Hachiman found a random reason, and walked out with the vase in hand.
Xue Nai's mother, who just followed in, had her eyes crossed. After that funeral, the two never met again.
I can only see the same tired eyes as my own, but this is also a matter of course. During the funeral, those downstream suppliers were just frightened by Yawata's violence, but the real thing still needs to be done one by one by Yukinoshita. to process.
But at this moment, Hachiman couldn't control whether he acted disrespectfully, and his stomach kept churning.
After coming to the bathroom, he couldn't help but vomited out all the food he had eaten in the morning, and Hachiman felt better after his stomach was emptied.
When he came to the mirror of the washbasin, his complexion was not much better than dead gray, if Xue Nai saw it, it would definitely be very bad.
Even though he said he wanted to cheer himself up, when facing Yukino, the sense of guilt still lingered.
"It's terrible."
It seems that I am far from being strong enough.
He changed the water with the vase, and returned to Yukino's room, but the girl was already asleep, and Hachiman quietly left the room without intending to wake her up.
"Hikigaya-kun." Just as Hachiman was about to go back to the room he rented with Shahi (although he is the only one left now), that majestic female voice came over.
Hachiman pursed his lips and turned around. At this time, he was a little shorter than the other party, and he said softly, "Mrs. Yukinoshita."
I saw the face that had never given Hachiman a good face, and said in a slightly cold tone: "Starting today, you can go home with me."
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"Starting today, you come home with me."
Yukinoshita Kiyoyuki said in a commanding tone, this is the same attitude as before.
Hachiman doesn't have a good impression of Yukinoshita Kiyoyuki, or in other words, in high school life, the role of Yukino's mother is always accompanied by turmoil and disputes.
It is a roadblock for the development of the relationship between Yukino and Hachiman... It was originally like this.
Until, the woman in front of her made Hachiman raise a gun to kill Yukino's father for Yukino.
Hachiman agreed to her request, and the two became accomplices in a sense.
But in fact, he is not familiar with her.
After being silent for a moment, Hachiman said: "I know that the Yukinoshita family still has many opponents to deal with, and the matter of the Zunxing Cult is also there. I will start to solve it. This is what I promised you, but now... .give me some more time."
He just needs a little time.
Yukinoshita Qingxue shook her head and said: "I can give you time, and I never thought of letting you get involved in the affairs of Yukinoshita's family all at once, but, your current identity is Yukino's lover, and the future of Yukinoshita's family son-in-law, so from now on, you must live in Yukinoshita's house."
With this commanding tone again, if she hadn't begged for something like that, Hachiman would not be full of guilt when facing Yukino now.
"It's ridiculous. You who opposed my relationship with Xue Nai the most in high school, now you order me to live in that mansion."
Hachiman said in an indifferent tone, having experienced some things, he began to understand how to use language as a weapon to hurt people.
"Now is different from that time." Yukinoshita Kiyoyuki still said with that condescending indifference.
"Because I'm more useful now?" Hachiman said with a chuckle.
"Yes." Xue Nai's mother answered bluntly.
"...I understand." Sure enough, he still didn't have the slightest affection for Xue Nai's mother.
Even though he knew that the other party was the only one in the world who would care about Yukino.
Hachiman didn't say anything more, and calmly followed her into the black car.
After the car started, Hachiman and Mrs. Yukinoshita sat in the back row. He glanced at the woman next to him. The traditional kimono with chrysanthemum pattern was both dignified and steady. Lady, who would have thought that she would be a conspirator who secretly killed her husband.
Of course, if you want to say this, Hachiman himself is also an accomplice. This woman seems to never be shaken, except at the funeral that day...
Maybe it's my own illusion.
Arriving at the rather cold mansion, Hachiman stood outside the iron fence, thinking in his heart, will this be his home in the future?
He followed Mrs. Yukinoshita through the emerald green courtyard and came to the bungalow. The luxurious and restrained mansion, if normal, would be a place that a poor boy like himself would never be able to work in for a lifetime.
But there is one thing that makes Hachiman wonder: "Why is there no servant here?"
The entire mansion was empty. When Hachiman came over, there were obviously a lot of servants.
"In order to prevent my husband from having any manpower left... I simply fired all the servants. I will screen them one by one in the future. Now I can only let the housekeeping company come to the door the next day." Mrs. Yukinoshita calmly said.
"I see." Indeed, he didn't think in this direction.
"I'll take you to my room...you and Yukino are just lovers now, so you can't live in the same room yet."
Hearing Mrs. Yukinoshita say this seriously, Hachiman's expression was a little strange, but in his mind right now, he didn't have the leeway to take these things into consideration.
While thinking like this, Hachiman thought of the girl who was in Tokyo at the moment, and her soft body the night before parting.
But soon, Hachiman expelled the picture in his mind. At this moment, he is more like an ascetic.
"Where is Yang Nao under the snow?" He asked.
"Yang Nai is sitting in the club, and he probably won't be back for two days."
Hearing Mrs. Yukinoshita's words, Hachiman thought, is he and this unsmiling Mrs. Yukinoshita alone in the huge bungalow these days?
Well, it doesn't matter.
"I want the development information of Yukinoshita Architects for the past ten years, and I will learn more about it from today on."
Even though he himself doesn't know when he will be swallowed up by the guilt and guilt in his heart, but before that, he will bear the responsibility that should be borne.
"I see. I'll get someone to sort it out for you as soon as possible." Mrs. Yukinoshita nodded.
The way the two speak is extremely clean and business-like, maybe even they would not have thought that after five years, the two would even play uniform PLAY.
Hachiman finished asking Mrs. Yukinoshita, and said, "I want to rest in the room first."
Without further ado, the woman turned around and left. Hachiman glanced at her back. Perhaps, if it wasn't for Yukino's deep attachment to him, it would be more beneficial for Mrs. Yukinoshita to throw herself out as a one-time shield Bar.
Hachiman didn't feel unhappy, or rather, he knew what he was doing, even though he went crazy at the funeral and shocked the upper-level guys in Chiba, but that was also because of Yukinoshita's own name , as for himself, he is just a nobody who can be killed at any time.
Hachiman turned around and closed the door, and lay directly on the bed. Up to now, he didn't have the leeway to accept the bed, but it was worthy of being a guest room of a wealthy family. The bed was as comfortable and soft as a high-end hotel.
I had no sleep last night, my eyelids trembled......
"I hope I can fall asleep." Hachiman thought to himself.
Perhaps it was because the body was too tired and the mind was forced to shut down. Although he slept very restlessly, Hachiman fell asleep after all, until he heard a tragic cry, and he woke up immediately after he had not fallen into deep sleep. , subconsciously looking for a sharp weapon, picked up a fruit knife from the cabinet next to it and opened the door to go out.
The scream just now... came from the kitchen, and he immediately ran down the stairs. The cry just now was Mrs. Yukinoshita's voice. Was it the Zunxing Cult guy who came to take revenge?
Thinking of such a possibility in his heart, Hachiman realized that he had no sense of fear at all. Perhaps subconsciously, he had long wanted to end all of this, including his own life?
He shook his head, didn't think about it, turned around and came to the kitchen. The first time he saw Mrs. Yukinoshita holding a kitchen knife, he was surprised that there was no imaginary assailant in the kitchen, but There is only a lively crucian carp on the ground.
The scream just now...was because of this fish?
Hachiman looked at Mrs. Yukinoshita with some puzzlement, and saw her frowning, as if she was facing the biggest dilemma in her life.
Hachiman thought about it, Mrs. Yukinoshita said that she dismissed all the servants, but someone still needs to cook dinner.
"Could it be, ma'am, you can't cook?"
Mrs. Yukinoshita, who rolled up her sleeves and held the kitchen knife, still kept her movements, but the severe coldness on her face was a little bit more.
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Use the back of the kitchen knife to hit the crucian carp's head heavily, so that the originally vigorous crucian carp will not move around.
Then scrape off the scales from the tail to the head, remove the gills, open the belly, and remove all the internal organs except the roe.
Sprinkle sliced ginger, scallions, and steamed fish soy sauce, then place in the steamer and wait for the time to pass.
While the fish is not yet cooked, Hachiman stir-fries carrots, water chestnuts, and pork in the pot, and when the ingredients are almost cooked, add miso sauce.
Gradually, a strong fragrance filled the kitchen.
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