Self-guided daily life after rebirth

Tan Huo, who was still sober just now, had a confused expression on his face.

It seems that the stimulation of the cold bath is about to lose its effect, after all, the alcohol and sleepiness have the upper hand.

"Fell asleep?"

Su Tong asked casually.

Immediately there was a hazy response:

"No... ho... not yet."

"Not going to sleep yet?"

"...Can't sleep."

"Can't sleep?" Su Tong was a little amused, "Why can't you fall asleep? I can hear your voice and feel that you are so sleepy that you will close your eyes and fall asleep at any time. I said Li Chen, if you want to fall asleep, just sleep."

"I don't want to sleep."

"Don't want to sleep?"

"Ah."

"That chatter?"

"……it is good."

"Then, Li Chen, how do you feel now?"

"..."

Li Chen chose to remain silent.

At the same time, it is also announced that the action of being idle, having nothing to do and not being able to sleep, is officially aborted.

Su Tong felt that his mood was a little funny, so he turned around to face Li Chen, found a comfortable position to lie down, and then blinked and asked:

"Isn't it chattering? Why didn't you talk when I asked you the first question?"

"..."

Li Chen remained silent for a long time, until Su Tong thought he had fallen asleep and was about to turn over to sleep, and finally answered slowly:

"The mood... still feels uncomfortable."

"feeling bad?"

"Well, it's hard."

Li Chen was lying quietly wrapped in a quilt, staring blankly at the ceiling, and whispered:

"Actually, I already thought that Youran and I might break up. After all, our hobbies and circles don't coincide, and our personalities are also very different... At that time, we often quarreled and so on, but I still believed in love, and I believed that we could pass. Compromise with each other, run in, and move on.”

"But it failed."

"Until now, I still feel that she broke up with me this morning is my hallucination, just like a dream, it feels unreal."

"My reason tells me that it is true, and I should accept it. In fact, I seem to accept it. I tell myself that even if we are together, sooner or later we will be separated for one reason or another. I should get out of this relationship. Well, I should move on..."

Li Chen's voice became slightly hoarse, he coughed twice, and continued:

"But I...but why am I still suffering?"

"I feel like my world is missing a piece. Now that I lie down and close my eyes, she is the first thing that comes to my mind. Before you came, Tong Ge, I typed a lot of words on QQ to send her, but in the end it was her." deleted."

"I want to apologize, I want to ask her what I did wrong, I want to get back together with her and continue to be together."

"But I'm not her boyfriend anymore. All I can do is respect her decision and not bother her."

As Li Chen said, he grabbed the quilt unconsciously, gritted his teeth, and asked in a nasal voice:

"Why why?! cnm why is this all???"

"I'm so uncomfortable! Brother Tong..."

[to be continued]

-

Skirt: 9④⑤9③1705

Chapter 252 Doubt

==============================

Humans aren't really scumbags.

In fact, people don't only know how to cherish when they lose.

It's just that some things are doomed from the very beginning, so no matter how hard you struggle, it's useless.

For example, Li Chen and Li Youran.

If it’s not suitable, it’s not suitable. If it’s impossible to go on, it’s impossible to go on. Even if we didn’t break up today because we were tired, sooner or later we would break up because of nonsense reasons such as “walking in the door with the left foot first”.

Looking at Li Chen like this now, can it be said that he didn't cherish it at the beginning?

It can only be said that sometimes it is useless to cherish it.

Su Tong looked at Li Chen in front of him feeling drunk, but didn't answer his question.

Because Li Chen didn't need an answer at this time.

All he needs is an excuse to vent, an audience quiet enough to listen.

That's it.

Su Tong had neither the right nor the intention to preach. He just quietly huddled under the quilt and listened to Li Chen tell the story of his past with her, his discomfort and pain, his struggles and contradictions.

It wasn't until the drunkenness and drowsiness rolled over and surged up that the tampon finally muttered softly and gradually fell silent.

Fell asleep.

It was a miracle to drink so much wine and stay up for so long without sleep. Think about it, maybe the energy brought by the cold bath has finally disappeared?

Then sleep well.

Sleeping until the sun rises again, leaving all the grievances, grievances, conflicts and struggles in the dream, and then waking up will be a brand new and beautiful day-of course this is impossible.

The eldest lady told him that after a man breaks up, he will regret more and more as time goes by, and he will think more and more about his ex-girlfriend. It will not start to decline until this emotion reaches a certain peak, and then it will gradually fade in daily life. , and finally become a precious memory that turns yellow like an old photo.

So maybe Li Chen will do the same?

It's just hard to understand.

Su Tong turned over and lay on his back on the bed, raised his arm behind his head, then stretched out his other arm to take the phone thrown on the bedside table, unlocked it, and lowered the brightness.

He suddenly wanted to chat with the eldest lady.

But think about it, the eldest lady is probably asleep at this time, after all, she has to go to work on the set tomorrow, so she can't be so heartless to disturb her rest.

So Su Tong clicked on Qzone aimlessly to see if his classmates and friends had posted anything new.

He has always had this habit.

I don’t post news or Moments, and I don’t comment or post barrage when I go to video sites. My favorite thing to do is to watch other people’s posts, Moments, comments, and barrage. Through these, you can reveal your personality habits Even the clues of daily life outline a person's outline in the heart.

The eldest lady called him a peeping tom.

And not only voyeurism, but even while voyeurism while imagining.

The old prostitute is a man.

Su Tong felt that those social software and video software definitely didn't like him, a prostitute king whose activity was infinitely close to zero.

But he just likes to do it.

It's just like the tauren chief has pure love warriors as natural enemies, so the prostitutes naturally have nemesis.

The nemesis is Missy.

"I'm going to buy a scale tomorrow!"

As soon as he opened the QQ zone, Su Tong saw this new post from the young lady.

Good guy.

Opening lightning strike.

Miss, is this for real?

Ask him, a 52.1-year-old hunk, to kneel on the weighing scale and get a figure of [-]... such a wave of kneeling can still support his knees, but his ankles and arches are likely to be directly scrapped.

Su Tong's feet felt weak for a while, and then he subconsciously glanced at the posting time.

1 minutes ago.

In other words, the young miss...hasn't slept yet?

The moment this idea popped into Su Tong's mind, his fingers moved unconsciously. He quickly clicked on the chat page with the eldest lady, and then typed:

"Not good, how late is it and haven't slept yet?"

Then I quickly received a completely unconvinced reply:

"What about me, didn't you sleep too?"

"But tomorrow is the weekend, and I don't have to go to class or make a movie, so I'll wake up later if I go to bed late."

"Climbing, climbing, do you think I would envy you, a shameful thing?"

Su Tong felt a little helpless after reading this message.

The eldest lady is trying to change the subject again.

What is envy?The question is should we be envious?

But at this time, he was no longer in the mood to complain, and just typed back the message:

"Well, since you can't sleep, how about chatting with me for a while?"

The eldest lady over there didn't send another message for a long time, until Su Tong couldn't help but was about to send a message to ask if she fell asleep, and finally got a reply.

"not in a good mood?"

The young lady's message seemed to be cautious and tentative.

"Is it Li Chen?"

Su Tong typed his reply:

"Ah."

"Is it because you saw Li Chen and Li Youran after they broke up, so you feel empathy and feel irritated?"

"Ah."

"Do you doubt love?"

"Ah."

"Then it's completely unnecessary." The eldest lady persuaded, "Their feelings are their feelings, and they can't represent everyone."

Su Tong couldn't help but pull out the arm that was resting on the back of his head, scratched his head irritably, and typed:

"I know that and I understand their feelings but their feelings don't affect us, I just feel weird."

"Strange?"

"Yes, it's strange—Miss, you know that most couples in this world will have conflicts and disputes more or less when they fall in love, right?"

"……I know."

"Then in this world...does there really exist the kind of harmony in the legend...the love between husband and wife can completely understand each other without conflicts and disputes?"

"Should... there are, right?"

Missy's reply was full of unconfidence between the lines.

Because she wasn't even sure.

Or……