Self-guided daily life after rebirth

"So this is the end of it. If you lie to me, I will lie to you. If you lose money, I will lose money too. Then it will be evened."

"..."

Think about it, there seems to be nothing wrong with it.

Is such that.

She cheated the shameful thing first, and then cheated the shameful thing back, so everyone took advantage and suffered a loss. It's fair to say...

Weird.

After all, Su Tong hasn't really become stupid, so after a little thought, she found something wrong.

When has she ever suffered in front of a shameful thing?

She has always been the one who took advantage of him, and there is no such thing as him making her suffer, so the statement that everyone takes a step back and broadens the sky and the sea is indeed okay at first, but I can't bear to think about it after all.

Isn't this just boiling a frog in warm water in disguise?

Boil the water directly and the frog will jump out of the pot directly, but as long as it evolves peacefully little by little, it will not be easy to be noticed as the process progresses gradually.

Wanting to understand this, Su Tong couldn't help but look at Shame.

Good guy, a lot smarter.

Isn't it said that being in love makes people stupid? How come this shameful thing not only doesn't become stupid after falling in love, but also becomes smart?

Weird.

She muttered to herself, she didn't bother to think about it so much, she just curled her lips:

"Forget it, I'm too lazy to talk to you, the movie is about to start, watch a movie and watch a movie."

So watch a movie.

……

To be honest, Su Tong had never seen the famous movie Titanic in his last life.

Or she didn't really like watching movies.

Unless there are certain subjects of special interest, I will never spend time getting involved. Even those famous classic movies will only be considered when I have nothing to do.

So it's fresh.

Although it was an old movie for her, even if she hadn't watched it, she had a general understanding of the plot and some famous classic plots under the indiscriminate bombardment of the information explosion era.

For example, the scene of Jack and Rose embracing the wind and looking at the sea on the bow of the Titanic, the classic line of "You jump I jump!", and the song "My Heart Will Go On" sung by Celine Dion.

But just hearing it and seeing it is naturally not the same concept.

So watching a movie made her feel a lot, especially when she watched the little Li Zi, whose body was half soaked in the icy sea water, confess her love to Rose and asked her to live a good life...

The corners of her eyes were actually a little moist.

Maybe this is called love.

To be honest, it is really hard for her to believe that there is so-called true love in this world.

It is said that the more people study law, the easier it is to lose their humanity.

But she thinks that the longer people live, the easier it is to lose their humanity.

For the benefit of all means, I no longer believe in justice and love, and I no longer believe that there are feelings in this world that can sacrifice myself for the other party as I did when I was young.

The world is full of goodwill, and the world is all good.

The deeper the understanding of the world, the more disappointed she is with human nature. Of course, she will not deny the shining points in human nature, but she still feels that compared with those shining points, there are too many dark and ugly things.

Maybe it's because I've lived for too long that I don't have the energy to believe anymore, so I become pessimistic.

After all, it's a thief to be old and not die... not to mention the extraneous existence that she has lived like this for two lifetimes.

Today, she is more willing to believe that such a magnificent love can only exist in legends.

But thinking of this, she suddenly had an idea.

Su Tong, who had originally shrunk beside Shameless and leaned her head on his shoulder, raised her head again, grabbed Shameless's hand casually, and asked in a low voice while pulling his fingers:

"Su Tong, let me ask you something."

But I didn't expect the embarrassing thing to suddenly become vigilant, looking at the projection screen where the credit list is being displayed and looking at my eldest lady, and then tentatively asked:

"Miss, you don't want to ask me... who will I save if you fall into the water with my mother?"

"???"

Su Tong gritted her teeth, grabbed the hand of Shameless's finger and gave it to him vigorously, and then snorted disgustedly in the painful and distorted expression of Shameless's grinning:

"Why, do you think I'm that kind of unreasonable woman?"

It's a shame that I want to say one thing and one thing.

But after thinking about it, it might be impossible to walk out of this private theater vertically, so I just shut up and suppressed the desire to die.

Then shook his head.

"No."

"It's not enough." Su Tong rolled her eyes, "Do you think I'm full or why do I ask you the kind of question that only an idiot would ask?"

"……Oh."

Shameless scratched his head and smiled coyly, then asked again:

"Then what do you want to ask, miss?"

At this critical moment, Su Tong fell silent strangely, and then stared at her silly roe deer with complicated eyes, hesitated for a long time before softly saying:

"Actually, I woke up this morning before you woke up. At that time, I had nothing to do to play with my mobile phone... I accidentally turned to a question on Zhihu-what are the super sweet daily life between couples? The name is probably this. At that time, I When I had nothing to do, I scrolled down from the first answer, and I read it for a long time... Well, I read it until you woke up."

"At the beginning, I wanted to see if the daily life of other couples was any different from ours, but after looking at it, I felt that it was actually nothing more than that. The daily life of other couples is not as sweet as the two of us..."

Her voice was high-spirited and proud at the beginning, with a hint of showing off, but her emotions plummeted for some reason as she spoke.

Like the electrocardiogram of a critically ill patient, it instantly fell from a powerful jump to a straight line of absolute calm.

Su Tong held the boy's hand tightly and looked up into his eyes.

"Later I saw a lot of edited answers on it."

"We broke up, we stayed, we don't love each other anymore, there is no possibility of getting back together."

"Looking at the answer, I was eating candy, and when I bit down, it suddenly felt like chewing glass slag. It hurt, as if bleeding... I didn't dare to think about it, but I just felt that there is no perfect thing in this world, even if it is There will be this kind of thing in the sharing of sweet love... After all, the world is impermanent, maybe the couple who were sweet yesterday have already fought to the death today, maybe..."

She didn't say the rest of the sentence—maybe he was a man in his forties yesterday, but today he was inexplicably reborn 30 years ago as a little girl who was underage.

Things are not constant.

Everything is changing.

She may be reborn, so why must she not be reborn again?

The girl could only tightly hold onto the boy's hand, lowered her eyebrows, bit her lips, and asked softly as if praying:

"So, Su Tong, tell me that you will not leave me..."

"Right?"

[to be continued]

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Chapter 224

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What does it feel like to like someone?

It’s because when you meet someone you like, you can’t help but blush and your heart beats, you can’t help but cheer when you say a few words, and you can’t help but feel happy and satisfied when you get along with him...

Probably so?

Su Tong thinks that she is quite clear about this - although she has never been in a relationship, let alone liked someone else.

I heard it.

I have never eaten pork, I have seen pigs run away, I have never been in love, I have never liked people, it can be seen that others have fallen in love and others like a person.

Now she gradually understands everything.

What does it feel like to like someone?

It was suddenly that he had an armor and a weakness at the same time.

Almost everything can be achieved by targeting the person you like. Perhaps at this time, it seems like wearing an invulnerable armor in the eyes of others.But the body under the armor is always soft, and it is even easier to be affected and hurt.

Because Su Tong had imagined it in her previous life.

I only wish to have one person's heart and head remain inseparable.

If she can really have a bosom lover, then she must try her best to give her the best... Of course not to live like a licking dog, but if she likes someone, she should think of giving her the best, right?

Because I have a lover, I can calmly face many painful things in this world. Since I have someone to protect and a safe haven, I have to force myself to grow up and be strong, to protect the beauty behind me.

But also more vulnerable.

I will worry about gains and losses, and even doubt myself because of the inadvertent casual words of my loved ones, become hypocritical, be cautious, and humble myself into the dust...

I used to think that stupid people would be like little girls when they were in a relationship. Is it disgusting?

Now feel like I'm a ****.

Su Tong thinks that she is a **** now.

Why ask this kind of question at this time, it is obviously a well-known thing-how can you lose this embarrassing thing, the grandson monkey is the grandson monkey, don't care about a thousand miles away, but since now If she, the Tathagata, is already in the palm of her hand, it is impossible to run away.

But still terrified.

She was reborn 30 years ago, and only she knows this secret.

The reason is unknown, the law is unknown, the conditions are unknown, but as soon as she steps out, the time has flowed back to the past 30 years, and sometimes she feels that this is like a dream.

Maybe it was a drink.

If you drink too much fake wine, your nerves will be anesthetized, or you may simply be poisoned by alcohol.

So there's no such thing as stepping back in time with a straight face - everything I've been through for the past year or so is nothing more than a dream after falling down the bank steps in alcoholic shock.

In the dream, she is Su Tong, the daughter of a rich family, who met her former self in the old time 30 years ago, happy and joyful.

In his dreams, he is Su Tong, a middle-aged social animal who has achieved almost nothing. In the future, 30 years later, he will still have nothing, but simply and numbly get by like a plant.

Of course it might not be a dream.

is reality.

Both Su Tong and himself in front of them are real, not just illusory dreams.

But just in case... just in case.

What if, just like when she was reborn 30 years ago, she somehow returned to the world 30 years later?

It's hypocritical to say that, right?

Su Tong also felt that she was hypocritical, and could hardly bear to scold herself for being mentally retarded. Since she was reborn, why would she think so many nonsense things? Just decisively believe that the world she lives in now is the reality she will live in in the future, isn't it? All right?

So she raised her head again, her expression returned to her usual look, she let go of Su Tong's hand, and explained casually:

"Well... don't worry about it, my state today may be... something is wrong."

Su Tong's expression was a little startled, and he opened his mouth again as if he wanted to say something.

But Su Tong didn't give him a chance to continue talking.

The girl forced a smile, her eyes drifted away, and she flicked and then moved away from Su Tong's face in front of her, then she said unhurriedly: