Self-guided daily life after rebirth

The girl's tone carried a sense of overlooking and a kind of indifference that had crossed the corridor of time, as if asking a question from the soul.

But Su Tong was stunned.

Is he really not... ideal?

Maybe there is.

As the lady said.

All living people in this world have more or less desires and pursuits—whether it is the romance of wanting to see the world, the reality of pursuing a wife and children, or the absurdity of winning a Nobel Prize.

As long as you are alive, you must ask for something.

So what is his request?

Is it rich and powerful?

Is it a powerful person with a reputation?

Is it the drunk lying beauty who wakes up on her knees and takes over the power of the world?

neither.

Su Tong turned around slowly, turned his face up to the sky, stared blankly at the ceiling, and gradually a vague and fragmented smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

"Ideal..."

He sighed in a low voice:

"Actually, I really miss my time in high school last year...Although I was a little tired, I could just focus on my studies and not think about those messy things...with you, Missy."

The most important thing is to be accompanied by the eldest lady.

His original life path was boring and gloomy, and his feet had already worn blood blisters after a long journey, but even if he stopped and raised his head, he could not see the light, and the future was full of thorns.

Then the eldest lady came.

Seeing the light, the natural moat becomes a thoroughfare, and the thorns everywhere are eager to bloom.

She changed Su Tong.

In the past, he had almost no right to pursue his ideals. It was the eldest lady who gave him the opportunity and possibility to pursue his ideals.

It is a very happy and lucky thing to feel that he is getting better little by little, just like everything he experienced in his third year of high school.

and so……

Su Tong laughed silently:

"Perhaps I have what I want—it's my ideal to be with you all the time, Miss."

Then he was mercilessly mocked:

"That's it. I thought that with such a high starting point, you would have a slightly bolder ideal. At the very least, you should have a small goal of earning him [-] million, right? In the end, you have no ambitions. As long as you can keep up with Stupid talk that I'm content with being together..."

The girl poked his chest with her fingers, and gave the verdict mercilessly:

"Shame."

Su Tong retorted plausibly:

"You can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk nonsense, Miss, just now you clearly said that ideals don't need to be so tall and can be specific and subtle. Now I say that being with you is specific and subtle. How come it becomes embarrassing when it comes to your mouth?" gone?"

The girl immediately looked sideways with disgust:

"I'm talking about ordinary people, but you can still be regarded as an ordinary person now? You have taken up a lot of social resources, so give me a little bit of lofty ideals, please, seek government in your position, don't occupy the latrine No shit."

"Ah...Miss, you are a beautiful girl anyway, so don't say such vulgar words..."

"Vulgar? Is this vulgar? After all, shit and fart are a hurdle couples have to get over. Even if you don't mention it now, you will have to mention it sooner or later, and that's it? Haven't you seen me playing games live with teammates? Are you still so surprised after seeing it?"

Su Tong became very playful while talking, so she leaned over with an ambiguous smile, raised her hand to her mouth to make a trumpet shape, and whispered softly:

"Break the chicken, Mother Gan Lin!"

"???"

The silly roe deer was stunned for a while, before reacting:

"This is dirty words, children, don't say that!"

Su Tong stuck out her tongue slightly:

"Why can't I swear, I'm not a little fairy who doesn't eat a little bit of human fireworks, and farts are strawberry-flavored pink bubbles-even beautiful girls have to eat and shit, so I spit out fragrant words Is it okay to say bad words?"

"..."

The truth is right.

But a beautiful girl like her who looks really otherworldly is suddenly so down-to-earth... It still makes people feel somewhat strangely disillusioned.

It's like witnessing Saito Asuka or Hashimoto Kanna crossing Erlang's legs and digging his feet.

No.

The former is okay, but if you imagine it, you will find that Kanna Hashimoto crossing Erlang's legs and digging his feet does not seem to be a particularly disillusioned scene.

There seems to be nothing wrong.

Su Tong's mood was quite complicated for a while, so he had to turn the topic back on track:

"So Miss, what exactly do you mean by ideals? Seeking success in his position... What can I do in the position I am in now?"

The eldest lady gave him a blank look:

"The so-called poor is good for oneself and good for the world. Since you are already prosperous now, you should make some contributions to society."

"……contribute?"

"Yes, contribute."

The eldest lady poked his chest with her finger again as she spoke:

"Not everyone is lucky enough to meet me like you. Most ordinary people in this world have never had the opportunity to pursue their ideals in their entire lives. The so-called ideals are qualified to be called dreams because they are difficult to achieve ideal."

She said, but sighed for some reason, and her eyes dimmed a lot.

"How many years can ordinary people live for themselves in this world?"

"When I was young, I was ignorant and didn't understand anything. I just patronized Shale and had to go to school. Looking back on the past, I was pure and pure, but I was also poor and ignorant."

"After I went to university, the financial conditions were finally a lot better. What's more, I could find a way to make money by myself, and I could live a pretty good four years of university. At this time, I was relatively free and happy."

"After graduating from university and going to work, the income may vary, but at least it can be said to be financially independent. I can have a savings of my own to plan a trip that I never forget when I was young, but in the end I am constrained by work and cannot be free. You can enjoy the blessings you cultivated in your previous life."

"Then I took on a mortgage and a car loan, married and had children with someone I didn't necessarily love or be loved at the request of my parents, and began to worry about my children's education and growth, as well as my future house and car."

"The last is old age."

"My sons and daughters have finally got married and are free, but when they look in the mirror, they find that their gray hair is no longer the luster of youth, and their bodies are also aging. There are big or small problems."

"If you have money, you don't have time, and if you have time, you don't have money."

"I used to dream of traveling the world, but now I have to breathe for a long time after taking two steps; I want to win a Nobel Prize, but my mind is getting weaker and I even start to forget; I want to eat all over the world, but I lose my appetite and teeth. You can't eat cold, hot, sour or sweet."

"This is……"

"The life of an ordinary person."

[To be continued]

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Chapter 133 Destiny

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How many years can a person live purely for himself?

I'm afraid not?

Except for a very few people who are born with golden spoons in their mouths, most people in this world live for others almost all their lives.

When I was young, it was for my parents.

You have to study hard, make progress every day, memorize English words you don’t like, think about math problems you don’t like, and understand reading comprehension you don’t like.

Don't say that it's all for your own future, not for your parents. Where does the self-awareness of the children come from, and where does the social cognition come from?

Many people do not have a little self-awareness until they reach adulthood. Such people are commonly known as mothers and giant babies, and more people have only awakened their self-awareness and have not yet matured.

What to do

do not know.

What to do?

Not sure.

what to do

not understand.

This is the so-called "one question, three ignorance".

All students know that they must study hard, work hard, and finally defeat many peers from all over the world in the large-scale multiplayer sports of the college entrance examination where tens of millions of people cross the single-plank bridge to start a wonderful university life.

But no one told them what is so good about college life and why it is so good.

They only know that when they are in college, boys can play games with confidence and girls can make up and dress up, and boys and girls can be together in an open and honest manner without being regarded as a poisonous weed called puppy love that corrupts the school atmosphere.

But no one told them that college life was never easy.

But no one told them that if they really want to achieve the goals set by their parents in college, they still have to work hard when they get to college.

But no one told them that university is a small society in miniature. If you want to get ahead, you can't just study hard, but also learn to socialize, learn to manage the top and bottom, and learn how to deal with the world.

They don't even know what major to apply for in college.

So from the beginning to the end, I listened to my parents' orders and worked hard to get into a good university. However, most people seem to fall into a period of confusion when they first enter university.

The goals set by parents all the time have been completed, and there is no way forward.

It was not until the gradual awakening of self-awareness in college life that I finally had the premise to live for myself.

But the opportunity has been lost.

The university is about to graduate, and what is about to come to the fresh graduates is social animal life.

Working from 996 to [-] or simply [-], they become squeezed and harvested leeks under the hands of capitalists, fighting for tickets, cars and houses.

Then get married and have children, and continue to struggle for the next generation's house and car tickets.

When I was young, the garage was a small postage stamp, and my parents were on the other side.

When I grow up, the garage is a narrow ticket, and my son and daughter are on the other side.

The cycle goes on and on, and the cycle is endless.

When you were young, your parents worked hard to earn money for you, and when you grow up, you become parents to earn money for your children.

Maybe this is also a kind of inheritance from a certain angle?

But sometimes you still feel envious, right?

I envy those sons of a thousand gold who were born with a golden spoon in their mouths, envy those sons of luck who caught the wind and broke away from the ranks of ordinary people.

They all said to work hard.

It can be class solidified and socially involved.

Everyone worked harder and harder and became more and more tired, but the harvest did not increase at all or even decreased.

Take college admissions as an example.

The prestigious schools in Qingbei only recruit [-] new students a year.

In the first year, everyone studied eight hours a day, and some students who studied ten hours a day were admitted to Qingbei.

In the second year, everyone studied ten hours a day, and some students who studied twelve hours a day were admitted to Qingbei.