"It doesn't matter anymore, it's just such a thing anyway, at first I thought, it won't cost nothing."
Tong Si seems to be very optimistic, but this kind of prejudice is because of the helplessness of her own situation.
It is insincere.
Xia Chen looked at the girl's beautiful face even though she was haggard.
"Because such a thing that you don't have to do by yourself will cost you your life, don't you regret it?"
Xia Chen wasn't cursing the other party, but just talking about the problem calmly.
Even so, he seemed a little cold and heartless.
Tong Si thought about it.
"What is there to regret? If I don't do it, someone will naturally do it, but the end will be worse than mine, right? That person can't be saved without you."
Tong Si's smile made Xia Chen laugh dumbfounded.
"You really know how to have fun while suffering."
Tong Si looked at Xia Chen noncommittally.
"Who says no, I'm super easy to please now. Because that night, I got everything I wanted, didn't I?"
Xia Chen knew that Tong Si was talking about the kiss that night.
Looking at the girl's slightly ruddy complexion.
Xia Chen nodded.
"But you're still so young."
Tong Si looked at the ceiling.
"Someone said that the value of a person does not depend on the length of his life, but on what kind of career he has accomplished and what he has gained in a limited life. In fact, I think it is quite enough. Of course, I still
Selfish, the main reason is that you can't survive, right? "
Rational, but also emotional.
Smart but resigned.
These complicated emotions were on Tong Si's body at the moment, but there was no contradiction at all.
It was as if the mixture had become a consistent calm.
Xia Chen has seen many people who are about to die. Some of them are regretful, some are helpless, and some are overjoyed because of little things.
There have been cases like Tong Si, such as how to be captured.
Quite calmly faced the death that will always come, but such emotions appeared on such a 19-year-old girl.
More or less strange.
She is so young, and the world is still big, so she will have many regrets.
But since this is the case, he can only accept Tong Si like this.
Life and death talk about the sky, but it is just a matter of passing, time will not stop for anyone.
"You don't seem to have anything to say?"
Tong Si looked at Xia Chen's eyes looking at her, reassuring herself that his eyes remained on her from beginning to end.
Under such circumstances, because of this situation, let the other party pay attention to himself wholeheartedly, and feel at ease about it.
There was really no one else, Tong Si was a little self-deprecating.
Xia Chen shook her head.
"Actually, I still have a lot to say, but seeing you so calm, I don't know what to say."
"Then what did you think before you came, what did you think when you heard the news?"
Tong Si asked.
Xia Chen thought about it.
"It's actually very simple and ordinary. Thinking about what's wrong, thinking about your current mood, whether you will be sad, let Tsing Yi come in to comfort you first. After all, I can't comfort people.
of. ”
"You can't, Tsing Yi told me that you are good at coaxing girls. I should have pretended to be sad if I knew it earlier, and let you rack your brains."
Tong Si said so self-deprecatingly, but the laughter sounded particularly distressing.
Xia Chen couldn't bear this kind of scene where even the laughter seemed weak and powerless.
The boy with a gentle expression said with a smile.
"Birth, old age, sickness and death will happen. If I say this kind of comfort, isn't it too old-fashioned and too insincere?"
"Of course, you know it yourself?"
"I never knew."
Hearing this sentence, Tong Si's expression froze.
Obviously, from this sentence, Tong Si understood something.
This young man knows many things, he has always known, he is not as dull as a log, but there are some things he can't make a choice, so he simply pretends not to know.
Tong Si was not disappointed at all, instead she looked at Xia Chen with a smile.
"So you didn't move away when I kissed you."
Xia Chen stretched out his hand and touched his nose in embarrassment.
"What, the atmosphere at that time was here, it's not too bad, is it? I don't want to sell any straight man setup, right..."
"Pfft..." Looking at Xia Chen's rare embarrassment, Tong Si just wanted to laugh.
But at this moment, Tong Si stretched out her hand and gently and firmly grasped Xia Chen's palm.
Xia Chen didn't look at her hand, and of course she didn't retract her hand, but just let the other party hold it.
"Fortunately, you didn't refuse at that time, otherwise, I might have more regrets. It's okay now, it doesn't affect anything. When I leave, you and Tsing Yi, sister An, they will all be fine
OKIt's just a pity that I will be absent from that reunion dinner forever. "
Tong Si said so without embellishing anything with tears.
But Xia Chen already felt that the dull atmosphere and the spread of sadness could not be added any more.
Xia Chen sighed.
"Don't think about it, maybe you'll feel better tomorrow?"
Tong Si smiled and shook her head.
"I thought you would not say such a thing if you are so sensible. There is no miracle anymore, Xia Chen, I have no miracle. But I'm glad you think so for me, at least you don't want me to die, right?"
Xia Chen nodded.
Tong Si also nodded.
Holding Xia Chen's hand hard, Xia Chen understood something, raised his palm slightly, and followed the other's hand to cover the other's soft, delicate but haggard face.
Caress gently.
Feeling such warmth.
Tong Si slightly closed her eyes.
"It's worth it, it's all worth it."
PS: It's time to get down to business!
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"Obviously Xiao Si is so good...why does she have such a fate!"
On the way back from the hospital.
Cao Qingyi was very indignant, and more of this indignation was a kind of complete sadness.
It's not a good feeling to be about to lose a good friend, a special, enviable friend.
Even if they like the same boy.
But when such a struggle meets such a thing, it can only be said to be the tip of the iceberg.
Not worth mentioning at all.
Cao Qingyi really didn't want Tong Si to leave this world like this. To her, all this could only show that fate was too cruel and ruthless.
For ordinary humans like them, they can only pray for miracles, but everyone knows that every miracle is enough to be recorded in the annals of history, so go and see, how many miracles are recorded in the annals of history?
People?
There are only a handful of them.
I can't resist, except to accept is to pray, which is too cruel.
Cao Qingyi was very depressed and leaned against Xia Chen's side.
"So this is why many people are so worried about the word fate."
Cao Qingyi thought of something and asked softly.
"Then what would you do if one day I did the same?"
Xia Chen didn't seem to be able to think of any too romantic answer, and at this time, such an answer didn't need rhetoric.
Whatever you want to say, just say it, and what Xia Chen wants to say at this time is.
"Then I will be with you, always with you."
That's it.
Cao Qingyi thought so.
I was accompanied by Xia Chen, but what about Tong Si?Everything was too cruel for her.
the next morning.
Someone is calling.
Xia Chen actually didn't sleep all night.
The ashtray on the window sill was full and empty, empty and full again.
The windows are always open to slightly dispel the strong smell of smoke in the room.
But the boy was not tired at all, he looked out of the window, let the wind howl his face, and sat there.
until a phone rings.
Xia Chen took it over and looked at it, and released the posture of sitting in a daze all night.
It was Liang Yanyun.
So he answered.
"Hey."
"Hey, do you have time now?"
"Yes, what's the matter."
"If I have time, I'll come downstairs to pick you up and say a few words to you. Don't refuse me, or you will be the one who regrets it."
In fact, according to Xia Chen's personality, the more he heard such words, the less he would obey and become rebellious.
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