But using risks to fight an uncertain future, as an elder, as a teacher, no one would give such advice.

It is quite rare to be stable in life.

How many people can win in danger?

No one would persuade others to do this, and neither would Lu Xi, but facing this young man, there was really no other room.

If you can't find a breakthrough from the other party, and you can't find a turning point, then you can only convince yourself.

Many times, I can only settle for the next best thing, but I never thought that this concession is found from myself.

Xia Chen didn't make Luxi wait too long.

Looking at each other with a smile.

"To be honest, I like this place in Naoe, and I don't want to wander."

Luxi didn't understand this sentence and was in a fog.

Because she always treats him as a boy of eighteen or nineteen years old, she won't know.

What special meaning does this sentence have on Xia Chen.

For Xia Chen, he has been to many places in this world.

decades before.

It was also a decade of ups and downs.

No assets, live with the situation, even travel without eating for several weeks, completely poor travel.

His heart has been wandering in this floating world.

Some people recognize their own mission, and they will have a more meaningful existence in this world.

But Xia Chen seemed like a counterexample.

After seeing certain things clearly, he actually felt like a freak.

It seems that it does not belong to this world. I have gone to many places and left many footprints.

But I can’t stay, I have no sense of belonging, I don’t have the existence of myself, just like the sun and the moon that will never disappear, they always exist in this world, but where is my home?

And during this time, it seemed that something was different, something was subtly changing.

Xia Chen felt that such a day was comfortable and at ease.

When he is enjoying it and feels that there is no need to change, perhaps, his mood has changed drastically.

Can't leave, actually just don't want to leave.

Even if it's just a normal situation like going to college.

What she looked like when she went there, and what Xia Chen looked like when she came back.

Although this time was indeed too long, and rumors from the office spread, the students in the class actually knew more or less what Xia Chen's problem was.

With such good grades, I only want to go to Naoe University.

Of course, their worries are definitely not as serious as those of the teachers, and they can't figure it out more or less. Are the current geniuses so casual?

Thinking about myself again, it seems that I don't have the qualifications to receive this kind of treatment.

Can't help but doubt myself.

What are you worrying about?

The short-lived rumors and attention quickly pass, and no one cares.

Except those around.

Tong Si was sure that this was Xia Chen's choice, and there was no possibility of changing it.

Cao Qingyi in the front seat seemed even more depressed.

For her, this was a rather embarrassing state of affairs.

After school at noon.

Sun Yi found Xia Chen.

"You... have made up your mind like this?"

It is rare to be alone, obviously with an extraordinary mission.

Xia Chen nodded calmly.

"Yes. Why do you worry about such things?"

"Nonsense, if it's just about you, I wouldn't bother to talk about it, isn't it because of Tsing Yi?"

Sun Yi said helplessly.

Xia Chen naturally knew that the almost cold war situation these days was actually a good opportunity for the other party to think clearly.

Because I am such a person, I can accommodate, but there is a bottom line, and the bottom line is extremely strong.

Not a complete love brain, will cooperate with romance, but will not cooperate with grievances.

Can love, but can also hurt.

"Oh……"

Xia Chen nodded, not surprised at all.

Sun Yi sighed.

"It's easy for you. Tsing Yi will inevitably think too much when you are like this. Which girl doesn't want the boy she likes to go to college with her? After finally breaking away from the shackles of high school, she wants to go to a different place.

You don't even think about whether she can bear it.

Anyway, you have to give others a reasonable explanation, right?Don't delay her, okay? "

Sun Yi was so sincere that even Xia Chen couldn't hate her when she said some annoying words.

The young man nodded.

The eyes are light.

"It's like parting life and death, it's unnecessary."

Sun Yi shook her head firmly.

"This is actually a crucial parting for her. Not everyone is as ruthless as you."

The fickleness and ignorance have all come out.

But unexpectedly, Xia Chen didn't refute.

Because what she said was actually good.

……

PS: Well, the new book "I Got Married But Caught in the Shura Field" which was released on the NO.15 shelf of this month is already available for appointment on the homepage. I hope everyone will support it when the time comes~ ok~~

10 It's too hard to start──

Life always needs to face and escape.

Among the many choices, it is not possible to blindly move forward without looking back.

Even for Xia Chen himself, when he left that place, it was already an escape.

Refusing to face one's own status quo, or even thinking that maybe death is the best result, is not as refreshing as living in this world without understanding.

But after all, you can't die.

And what needs to be faced will finally come.

Even if these two young people wished that time could slow down a bit, some things that should be said could come later.

But the sunrise and sunset every day remind them all the time that time waits for no one.

The summer is getting thicker, and the so-called college entrance examination is less than half a month away.

In such a tight time, looking at those students who seemed absent-minded even in chatting, Xia Chen was actually the only one out there.

The others probably understood Xia Chen's mood.

With Xia Chen's grades, if she wanted to choose Zhijiang University, she could be recommended directly.

There is no need to be as worried and frightened as they are. During the last fifteen days, they are still in constant fear.

Sometimes I am quite envious of this kind of maverick existence.

Good grades, but wayward.

Also choose to give up, just don't work hard.

No matter how pity others feel, as long as the pity is not yourself, what does it matter?

"Boom boom."

Xia Chen was lying on the table, as if she was sleeping this afternoon.

There was a voice on the table.

Judging from the location, it wasn't the mixed-race girl beside her.

It's the front seat.

Xia Chen raised his head and saw Cao Qingyi who turned his head to look at him for the first time in the past few days.

She looked into Xia Chen's lazy eyes and said softly.

"After school in the afternoon..."

Xia Chen nodded calmly.

Then continue to sleep on your stomach.

Simple, actually simpler than you think.

What to say, the most difficult thing is always the moment when you decide to speak. In fact, after you open your mouth, everything after that will be solved easily.

You don't need to think about what you should say, whether it's bad to say it, or something like that.

Actually don't think about it.

Tong Si watched the brief interaction between the two, but she didn't express anything. She just left school in a hurry, almost picked up her schoolbag, and left the classroom with her two-meter-long legs.

Xia Chen left first, but stood at the school gate, waiting slowly.

Cao Qingyi wanted to talk to Sun Yi, and as the squad leader, he had to make arrangements for his duty, so he had to wait for a while.

during this period.

Shen Xiaoli saw Xia Chen at the school gate, chatting with security guards, and even thinking about smoking a cigarette.

Turning their heads, the two people's eyes just met.

Shen Xiaoli happened to walk by, so he said hello as a matter of course.

"Waiting for someone?"

Xia Chen nodded, but there was nothing to hide.

He took a look at Shen Xiaoli, who looked normal from top to bottom, but had that ordinary air of despair revealed in his normality.

"And you, are you still waiting to die?"

Shen Xiaoli rolled her eyes.

"It's okay, can you not mention that?"

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like