Maybe it was thought that this might be the last day of my life, the last sunshine I saw, that's why I felt so beautiful?
Shen Xiaoli didn't know, thinking about it when he was a little lost in thought.
"Do you smoke?"
Shen Xiaoli turned around in astonishment, and saw Xia Chen handing him a cigarette.
Of course Shen Xiaoli shook her head.
"I do not……."
Wait a minute, the words that were spoken came to an abrupt end.
She reached out her hand out of nowhere, and took the cigarette between the other's fingers.
If it's the last day of your life, maybe try it, it doesn't matter, doesn't it?
The girl thinks so.
It seems to have found a reason to temporarily indulge.
Then the other party also thoughtfully handed over a lighter, at this moment, Shen Xiaoli actually felt that this person was not so strange, he seemed to be a bit good.
No matter how you look at it, handing cigarettes to high school students is not a good thing, but at this moment, it seems that they can be forgiven unexpectedly.
Even grateful.
Because there really aren't many things in life to be grateful for.
Ordinary girl.
And just plain, want to die one day.
Light the fire and smoke.
"Cough cough cough!!"
Shen Xiaoli squatted down by the fence, coughing violently, choking tears from the girl's eyes.
The boy by the fence watched this scene with a smile.
"Do you think you're sucking jelly? The first bite is so big. You'll be lucky if you don't choke to death."
Shen Xiaoli turned her head and glanced at Xia Chen who seemed to be laughing at herself with teary eyes.
The grievance in her heart caused the girl to drop the cigarette butt to the ground.
Then he stood up and looked at the sky again.
Step by step, he walked over and approached the fence.
Until she grabbed the fence with both hands, she only needed one movement to achieve relief.
Complete the purpose.
At this time, the young man who was still smoking next to him spoke again.
"This is the eighth floor. It's not very short, nor is it very high. But if your head hits the ground, you can definitely die."
Shen Xiaoli was stunned for a moment, then turned her head and looked at Xia Chen with a very calm expression.
"What nonsense are you talking about..."
Xia Chen laughed.
"Just saying, because you look... like you want to jump."
Shen Xiaoli couldn't help wondering, did he act so obviously?
but….What is the need to change the decision that I think about because of such a simple sentence?
"That's none of your business."
Xia Chen nodded.
"That's true, but I would like to suggest that if you fall headfirst, you should still hold your ID card in your hand, so as not to make you fall beyond recognition, and it will be a little troublesome to identify your identity. This
As for the height, it doesn't seem like your head will fall into a watermelon.
But it's definitely ugly.It’s not bad to just jump straight up like this. The fracture started from both feet, and it was broken all the way to the pelvis. Then, because of the lack of strength in the lower body, the head hit the ground...It will still hurt your face,
Otherwise, why don't you cover your head with your school uniform? "
This... bastard, what are you talking about?
2 Fallen leaves and sprouts—
Shen Xiaoli was completely astonished, she never thought that Xia Chen would say such words at this time.
Not just that.
Xia Chen extinguished the cigarette in his hand.
Then leaning on the railing with one hand, he jumped lightly.
"what…."
Shen Xiaoli's screams were halfway through, and as Xia Chen stood on the edge, the standing figure stopped abruptly.
Xia Chen's school uniform was blown up by the wind, and his hands didn't even touch the railing.
The whole person seems to fall down at any time.
Shen Xiaoli, who clearly wanted to jump off, felt scared at this moment.
She didn't want to see this boy fall down like this. Rather, she didn't want to see whoever was standing here, unless the person was herself.
Xia Chen, however, seemed to be able to do a job with ease, standing on the edge, without using his hands to support him, he could see the heights of the eighth floor as soon as he lowered his head.
+It was very relaxed, and he could turn his head to look at Shen Xiaoli and say.
"What's it called? Isn't this the scene you're thinking about? Do you want me to help you take a step first?"
Shen Xiaoli's eyes widened, not knowing what was going on.
Could it be that this young man also wanted to die?
Wait...why would he think that?
He should have a better life than himself, and a happier life.
He is a student of the genius level, the existence of the first in the grade, and a representative of the top student who can get traffic at any time if needed.
Why would there be such a thought?
Wouldn't it be too hypocritical to say that standing at the top is too lonely, or that the pressure of public opinion around is too great?
"You... What are you crazy about! Come down quickly!"
Shen Xiaoli said hastily.
Suddenly, Xia Chen couldn't think of a reason for doing this, so he said this instinctively.
Xia Chen didn't come down, but raised one foot with a smile, as if he was about to step on the ground.
"Is it coming down? This way?"
"of course not!"
Shen Xiaoli shouted in panic.
Xia Chen calmly retracted her feet with a smile, and turned her head to look at Shen Xiaoli.
"Isn't that the expression you just wanted to do? Why did you let me down when I did this? Why, is this the last kindness in your heart?"
In response to such words, the girl felt her face was burning hot.
Not because of shyness, but because the other party hit the shame that he thought in his heart.
Shame really.
Shen Xiaoli was speechless.
Xia Chen calmly came back from the railing.
Then he continued to lean on the railing, smoked a cigarette leisurely, and said.
"Do you think that, compared to you, I am not qualified to die?"
Shen Xiaoli lowered her head in embarrassment.
He choked out a sentence abruptly.
"I'm not like you."
Xia Chen nodded approvingly.
"Of course not. Do you have parents?"
Shen Xiaoli paused, then remembered the two faces in his mind, one was strict and the other was gentle, full of burdens.One is to have no hope, and the other is to put all hope on oneself.
On the one hand, it is empty, but on the other hand, it is full of burden and breathless.
"Have……"
"Fine, I didn't."
Shen Xiaoli looked at Xia Chen in astonishment, and said this sentence calmly, a young man who didn't need comfort and sympathy from others.
"No matter how much you feel that your family has hurt you, or how much the so-called pressure of study has brought you, or what is the feeling of first love for you
despair.
You have to know that no one will love you forever, but someone will always love you. "
After Xia Chen said this, he exhaled a puff of smoke and touched the non-existent stubble on his chin.
"It seems a bit like chicken soup. Actually, I don't like to talk about this kind of thing. After all, the life and death of others has nothing to do with me, but if you die now, I am also on the rooftop, and I will also be in trouble
, I don't want to have this kind of trouble. "
Shen Xiaoli bit her thin lips, looking at this young man who seemed somewhat inconsistent.
"What the hell are you... talking about?"
Xia Chen said with a smile.
"It's very simple. There are people who want to die every day in this world. But try not to cause trouble to others, okay?"
Don't think too much about death, and don't think too much about it. Jumping down is indeed a one-and-done thing.It's like you have a dream that you won't wake up from, but before you do it, think about it
It's a pity.All right, come on, I'm leaving. "
Xia Chen finished smoking the cigarette and stomped it out.
Then he walked to the exit and opened the door.
It was still a bright spring outside, but inside the corridor, it was still pitch black.
Shen Xiaoli, who was standing on the rooftop, seemed to be able to hear the laughter and playfulness of those boys and girls in the corridor.
You can hear their footsteps laughing and chasing.
These things sound so familiar, but they also sound so ironic.
What I once had, or in other words, what I have always hoped for.
In fact, right in front of you.
Obviously the boy didn't say anything just now, but when he saw the railing again, Shen Xiaoli felt that this was an insurmountable gap.
right in front of you.
-Jump down, all the troubles are gone, those that bother me, those that make me toss and turn, and the mood that makes me unable to even lift my head in daily life are gone.
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