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"You really won't grow old..."

"Do you need anything else to prove?"

"Of course not, it's just... This is too incomprehensible, are you a supernatural being?"

"no."

"What is that? A monster? Don't scare me. I haven't seen a monster in this place for so long."

"What nonsense, because of some special reasons."

After some recognition.

The old man finally confirmed that this boy was an impressive boy he had seen here many years ago.

At that time, I was not so old, and I didn't have this little novice, but after everything changed, this young man seemed to have not changed.

Still the same.

Ordinary, mediocre.

Still look like a teenager.

Unbelievable.

"how are things?"

After confirming his identity, the old man whose real name was Chen Deshui invited Xia Chen to his room and made a cup of tea.

A child called Ping An is reading a book outside.

The two sat together, with tea leaves floating in the two cups of steaming tea.

It was Xia Chen who asked this question.

The old man smiled and lit a cigarette.

It's hard to imagine that the old man living in this kind of place still wears Chen Deshui made by an old monk, wears a military coat, and smokes leisurely.

"What else can I do? Here, it's quiet and peaceful. It's definitely not as exciting as yours."

Xia Chen knew that Chen Deshui came here to become a monk because of an accident in his family. He didn't like places with too many people, and he didn't want to see too many people, so he chose

Chose this really dull place.

Life is dry and prosperous.

It's also really down and out.

Basically, I have to rely on myself for everything, and there is no so-called incense money to make a lot of money.

Not to mention bluffing around in the name of a so-called master.

Apart from buying some necessities for daily life, Xia Chen knew that he would not go outside to communicate with anyone.

This is the choice of those who really disregard the isolation of the world of mortals.

As for the others, I guess I didn't understand what I wanted.

The reason why Xia Chen came here was that among the people he knew, he was one of the few who really saw himself through.

Xia Chen also smiled, lit a cigarette, and smoked with Chen Deshui.

"Whether it's wonderful or not, it's actually a part of life. Don't you often say that too?"

Chen Deshui nodded.

"You still remember. I thought you had forgotten it a long time ago. To be honest, I thought you would never come here again, at least I won't see you."

Xia Chen shook her head.

"I said that if there is anything I can't figure out, I will definitely come here again."

Chen Deshui looked at Xia Chen with a smile.

"That's the time for you to come. If you come later, you may come to visit my grave."

"Why, it's not like you to be so pessimistic."

Xia Chen looked at the other party and said.

Chen Deshui was smoking, and the smoke filled his old cheeks.

"In fact, being pessimistic or not is a kind of attitude towards life. Some people just don't want to live in this world, and some people are willing to live happily in this world. You know about me too,

Naturally know my reason.It's just that none of these things have changed. I tried to find a reason to be happy during this period of time, and finally felt that this kind of life is more peaceful. "

Xia Chen looked outside the door, and said the child who was reading with his head tilted.

"Who doesn't want peace, but what are you going to do with this child? Let him inherit this temple?"

"How is it possible, it's too small."

Chen Deshui shook his head, then said.

"Send him to the orphanage in a year, and hope someone will take him in by then."

"Are you so cruel?"

Xia Chen looked at Chen Deshui with a half-smile.

Chen Deshui still shook his head.

"Fate has its own destiny. When I picked him up, he was an orphan. When he met me, it was naturally our fate, so I took him in. But I can't grow up with him, he naturally

There will also be new fates.How to grow, how to live, and what stories will be in life are all things for everyone.I have no more reason or need to interfere. "

Xia Chen looked at Chen Deshui and said.

"Why do I feel that you are living more and more distorted in this place?"

"How can it be said to be distorted? Have you ever thought about why people always worry about things and nagging more and more things when they get old? That's because they find that they can't let go

There are too many things.

I am living more and more, because I actually don't miss anything.This is my best form.

Man, he wants to die, not because he deserves to die at this time, but because at this time he can finally die. "

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"Indeed, you have lived it out and understood it."

Xia Chen had to change his words and deny his initial judgment.

In fact, according to the moral standards of this world, perhaps it is right to do things that others seem to be kind.

Is this actually true for him?

Actually not necessarily.

But when a person can disregard the opinions of others and do what he thinks is worthwhile, what he thinks is correct, and what he thinks he wants to do, then he has really found himself.

Of course, using such a reason to do something that hurts others is not the same as finding yourself.

Ego must be a state of mind that is about oneself and has nothing to do with others.

Focus on yourself and feel life.

Nothing to do with any negative targeting and harm.

This is the case with Chen Deshui now.

Two people, one temple, one mountain, and a poor life.

This is how he interprets himself and finds himself.

The two smoked and drank some tea.

Standing up and walking into the yard, the air was cold, and the old man was also kicking his pocket, so he and Xia Chen stood at the gate of the yard, watching the shade of the trees outside swaying with the wind.

- A fresh and natural breath blows over us.

Chen Deshui said.

"You see, there are fireworks outside. Here is freedom. But for too many people, the fireworks outside are more attractive, because people are like this.

They like novelty, happiness, and things that make them happy. Even if such happiness is short-lived and false, they are happy to pursue it.

This is their way of pursuing life, but I have embarked on a different path from them.When I understand that no matter what I am busy, everything is fake, and it will be nothing in the end, I will

You know, that's not what I want. "

Xia Chen stood with him.

"So you are willing to live here and die here without leaving any traces or stories?"

Never talk about life and death with a person who can face death directly and has full consciousness.

You cannot accept his point of view, and you will feel deeply hopeless.

Xia Chen only took these things lightly, so he brought them up without any scruples.

In fact, it is quite difficult for people to look at life and death positively.

People, too scared to lose.

Chen Deshui nodded.

"That's it, it's good. But I'm surprised why you came here, you said you came here because of something you can't figure out... I guess, you don't want to get rid of me for this matter."

Get the answer on the Internet, right? "

Chen Deshui looked at Xia Chen with a smile and said.

Xia Chen nodded.

"I just think you can be like you here and let yourself go. There are too many things in my life now, and I need to think about some things."

"There are always times like this."

Chen Deshui nodded.

"You find that there are some things you can never pursue, you feel that this kind of life is too tiring, you don't know when you can perfectly achieve your goals, you will want to give up. You will want to escape

Avoid, maybe I'm such a coward.But you are not. "

Chen Deshui said so.

"Do you know me well?"

Xia Chen said calmly.

Chen Deshui smiled as he watched the swaying leaves and some small animals hiding in the mountains.

"Actually, I can't say that I know anyone, I can only talk about my opinion of you.

I knew it when I met you so long ago.You are a person who knows exactly what you want... No, it should be said that you are a person who knows exactly what you don't need.

So you act strong, confident, but indifferent.

Your indifference to this world may be because you will not grow old, but ah, you have been in this world for so long, even if you are a person who will not grow old, it is impossible to see through the red dust, right?

.

I don't know what advice I can give you, but I just wish you well that you can think clearly about what you want during this time. "

After saying something, the two turned their heads and entered the yard again.

At this time, Xia Chen looked up, but saw a manor like a villa that should not appear here on a small mountain next to it.

Xia Chen looked over there strangely and said.