It seems that this boy, from this age, has already entered the state of sixty or seventy years old, with no hope in sight, like the twilight of the setting sun.
But without the splendor and beauty of the sunset.
After Xia Chen just glanced at the other party, he stopped observing.
The boy always lowered his brows and eyes, holding a small child in his arms.
Occasionally caressing the baby in swaddling, whispering softly.
"It's okay, brother. Just go back, just go back."
Xia Chen leaned against the window of this train, holding a piece of paper in his hand.
He drew the scenery along the way.
All the pictures he thinks are beautiful, he feels that it is not a good way to keep all the things in his mind now.
After all, his years and time are too long, and his memory is limited. New things come in and old things are erased.
You can only choose to keep what is most important to you.
The scenery in front of me may be just the feeling at that time, but it may be a different experience to read it occasionally?
So Xia Chen chose to draw it. On the one hand, the journey is really boring, and Xia Chen doesn't like to play with the mobile phone for a long time, not to mention that his broken mobile phone is not worth playing.
But after drawing a picture of Arima drinking water under the setting sun along the way, the phone call came.
Xia Chen connected the phone without even looking at who it was.
"Hey, where have you been?"
With this voice and tone, Xia Chen knew it was An Jingyue as soon as he heard it.
The old man is paralyzed.
Even the voice seemed to be paralyzed.
Although the voice is pleasant, but the tone is always like this, people do not have any interest, well, it may be another gender.
"Go for a walk."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
An Jingyue seems to be more concerned about this issue. As for the previous one, maybe it's just a prologue?
Xia Chen thought about it.
"Would you believe me if I said I forgot?"
"Xin, after all, you are this kind of person. You have no conscience, no shame, no skin."
Of course, An Jingyue believed that Xia Chen was this kind of person. Of course, this kind of person didn't really mean something like heartless ungratefulness.
Instead, he believed that Xia Chen would not care about such things.
He also doesn't like a hypocritical farewell, and it's more in line with him to say goodbye without saying goodbye.
Of course, leaving without saying goodbye is more in line with the girl's natural yearning for the plot of idol dramas.
Xia Chen said with a smile.
"Actually, I don't think there is anything to say goodbye to. After all, it's not like I'm gone forever. I'm just going out for a while."
"But why do you suddenly want to go out for a walk, what happened in front of you?"
"A little thing."
"Oh...that's strange, I always feel that this thing doesn't seem like you did it."
"Why not? You seem to know me very well."
Xia Chen looked at the scenery outside the window, it was gradually getting darker, when the setting sun in the sky finally set, and it completed the alternation with the sweeping night, the alternation of this line.
Gorgeous.
Seeing such a scene, Xia Chen could always think of some strange things.
The alternation of life, the passage of time, the flow of time, the chaos of the universe.
There may be a lot of thinking, and there is no answer, endless.
A person's thinking is always changing over time, increasing and solving continuously.
But then what you think you want to understand may change immediately.
This is the magic of life, and it is also the joy of people exploring life.
Constant experience, constant understanding, constant experience, and constant loss and forgetting.
Then at a certain moment, unexpectedly remembered.
It was also a surprise.
An Jingyue on the other end was silent for a while, then said calmly.
"That's true. I'll take the time to get to know you when you get back."
Xia Chen laughed dumbfounded when he heard this sentence that surprised him.
"It's okay, I don't know why, I don't know why, you say this, it makes me a little scared."
"Fear? Yes, it shouldn't be a surprise."
"Surprise, what a fart, when you say this, it's like I'm a suspect, and you want to investigate me."
"not like this."
"I know it's not like that, but you can sound a little cute when you say that."
"Cute? Don't."
"You see, that's why you're not always cute enough."
"I said, I don't want to be cute."
"Then what do you want?"
"be yourself."
"What an ideal. The proposition that human beings have been exploring all their lives is called being themselves. Finding yourself seems to realize the meaning of life. In fact, it is a rather low-level pursuit."
"Then, junior Xia Chen, what is your so-called advanced pursuit?"
"Whenever I scratch the lottery and win 500 million."
"Superficial, vulgar."
"But the most important thing is truth."
"... I'm too lazy to tell you, well, when will you come back."
"Probably in a few months."
"Well, that's it. Goodbye."
"goodbye."
Xia Chen hung up the phone, but it took a long time for the smile on his face to calm down.
Xia Chen also noticed that he seemed to have undergone a lot of changes in such a long time.
For example, I got some pleasant feelings from things that I didn't care about before, but of course it's not a dirty and low-level feeling.
But from the appearance of these things, simple happiness is obtained.
There is no distinction between high and low happiness.
On the contrary, the most common happiness is the purest.
It is the kind of so-called high-level and deep happiness that is easy to get lost, but it may be a bad thing.
But is the change of one's mentality really a better thing for the people around you?
Xia Chen felt that this question still needed to be explored, which was why he had such a journey.
It can be understood as a journey to figure out something.
It can also be said to be a temptation to re-examine yourself and a completely new environment.
That's all, nothing more.
The night outside had completely subsided, and Xia Chen couldn't see anything else when he looked outside. Under the black background, there were lights shining on his head.
He could see the reflection of his own face clearly.
He was still so ordinary, he couldn't find any distinctive features, and the same was true of Xia Chen's whole person, what radiated from his bones was an ordinary brilliance.
But he saw it at the same time, in the reflection in the window.
The boy sitting opposite him was supposed to be looking down at the child in his arms.
He raised his head at this moment, and a strange look focused on himself.
He seemed to be spying on himself, seemed to be observing himself.
Xia Chen turned her head and looked at the boy.
He lowered his head again.
Like nothing ever happened.
He just lowered his head, reached out to caress the baby in his arms, and said.
"It's all right, brother. We're going back, we're safe, we're all right."
......
7 Shall I taste it?──
Xia Chen got off the train.
In the middle of the night.
At this time, the stars and the moon hung high in the sky.
The season that was already cold seemed even colder.
Xia Chen's clothes looked very simple and plain.
It doesn't feel like someone who lives in this freezing season.
Xia Chen got out of the car, and there were hurried travelers beside the platform, and this was not the terminal either.
Xia Chen carried her luggage and left the station.
The scenery outside can be seen at a glance.
There are mountains and waters, which seem to be beautiful.
But it can also be seen that the facilities in this place are actually not complete, that is to say, the modernization of this city is actually not enough, and the development is relatively backward, at least not a prosperous first-tier city
city.
This is also Xia Chen's purpose. He doesn't need a bustling city and rich nightlife to let himself indulge and degenerate.
What he wants is cleanliness.
This place is called Shenshan City.
In fact, it is not too far from Naoe City.
Because this is only Xia Chen's first stop, and the destination is not the downtown of this not-so-bustling city.
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