What to wear if you don't accept girls

It was precisely because of knowing this that Chloe was relieved, because as long as she handed over the Seed of the Holy Stone and there was no conflict, Feite would not embarrass her.

The grief and indignation was because he had been robbed, and also because he didn't even have the courage to fight.

Deep down in his heart, he regards magic power as his own life.

Chloe threw the Seed of the Holy Stone to Feite and then turned and left.

Fate looked at the back of the man clutching his wound, and opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

After walking a distance, Chloe leaned against a tree and sat on the ground. When she was born in a peaceful age, she had never suffered such a blood-torn injury. The unprecedented pain made her very painful and frightened at the same time. Watch anime series When I saw those protagonists who were seriously injured but still able to fight, it made me feel that the protagonists were quite strong——

Chapter 4 No matter what I become, I am still weak

Chloe threw the Seed of the Holy Stone to Feite and then turned and left.

Fate looked at the back of the man clutching his wound, and opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

After walking a distance, Chloe leaned against a tree and sat on the ground. When she was born in a peaceful age, she had never suffered such a blood-torn injury. The unprecedented pain made her very painful and frightened at the same time. Watch anime series When I saw those protagonists who were seriously injured but still able to fight, it made me feel that the protagonists were quite strong——

Now it's my turn to suffer injuries that are much lighter than those of the protagonists, and then I understand what kind of pain those protagonists are enduring in fighting.

That is no longer a level of strength that can be described.

She couldn't even imagine what supported those people to fight with such serious injuries.

At this time, a word that was both familiar and unfamiliar flashed through her mind.

belief.

The biggest difference between myself and them is belief. For me, life is more important than everything, but for those people, many things are more important than life.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing bitterly.

Before the time travel, when she watched the dramas, she saw those characters who were slightly injured and cried for their parents, and even were directly scared by the enemy's attack. She couldn't help laughing at these people, but it was only at this moment that she realized clearly I realize that I am actually no different from those people, not even some coward characters——

Because those cowards also have their own beliefs in their hearts, and they have moments when they risk their lives for the things they cherish.

And what about her?

When he was attacked and injured, he was scared instantly, and he couldn't think of fighting at all. Not only that, but also because the person who attacked him was Feite, and he knew that the other party would not kill him.

--Ha ha.

She couldn't help laughing at herself, she got up and pressed the wound and walked to a nearby convenience store, planning to steal some medical supplies to treat the wound.

There is actually some resistance to the act of stealing.

But now that she has no money, who else is willing to hire a ten-year-old daughter other than selling this body! ?

The battle suit was a bit too different and too revealing, and keeping the battle suit in existence would also increase the mana consumption. Before she walked out of the woods, she switched the battle suit back to normal clothes, and at the same time tore off the clothes and bandaged the wound briefly. Whether it is enduring the pain without passing out, or using clothes to bind the wound, all of this comes from the archer card——

If it wasn't for the archer card, she would have passed out due to the pain.

But even so, she felt that her vision was becoming more and more blurred, and her vision gradually became darker. Through the knowledge acquired from the archer card, she realized that it was caused by excessive blood loss.

If such injuries were not suppressed by magic power, an ordinary ten-year-old child would have lost too much blood and passed out.

——I must learn some medical magic in the future.

The wound was simply bandaged and the magic power suppressed the injury, so the situation did not deteriorate further. However, she also realized that she had to go to the hospital for treatment due to her current situation. Under the circumstances, he endured the pain and sewed up the wound for himself.

But her status is not suitable for going to the hospital for treatment, and it's too far away from the hospital, and her own situation can't keep up.

At this moment, she regretted it immensely.

The electric magic launched by Feite's sneak attack before was not very strong. In fact, the archer card had already given the answer at that time. When he wanted to save some magic power, he didn't switch directly to the combat state at the first time.

Yes--

At that time she was afraid!Scared!

It finally evolved into what it is now. Fortunately, I met Feite. If I met someone who really wanted to take her life, even if the enemy could be defeated due to this injury, she would lose her life because of this—and If you switch to the combat state at the first time, not only will you not be injured, but you can also deal with the enemy's next attack at the first time.

Even if you encounter an invincible enemy, you still have the strength to maneuver and look for opportunities to escape.

——This distance can only go to Luvia Serinta's house for help.

Using a lot of magic power to forcefully suppress her injuries, Chloe forced herself to speed up her pace and rushed towards Luvia Serinta's house. At this time, Rin Tosaka and others were in school, but what she wanted to find now was not Rin Tosaka and others. The person is the butler of Luvia Serinta. In the original book, the butler does not have a strong presence, but based on his knowledge of firearms, the butler must be a veteran.

The opponent who is on the battlefield must know how to deal with such a wound——

In the worst case, Luvia Serinta's house also has a first aid kit, and she can suture the wound by herself.

Chloe rushed to Luvia Serinta's house and was stunned to find that the housekeeper was not there. Through the clock in the house, she understood that the housekeeper should be sending Rin Tohsaka to school.

It seems that you can only rely on yourself. Luvia Celenta's house has arranged a lot of perception magic and defense magic - but these are not difficult to deal with the cards of the Heroic Guard Palace. Chloe sneaked in easily and rummaged through It took a long time to find the first-aid kit. Although I saw anesthetic in the first-aid kit, Chloe couldn't use it——

The brain was already drowsy like a paste, and it was impossible to treat the wound with anesthetics.

pain.

pain.

After flinching and fearing again and again, she barely sewed up the wound. At this moment, she realized that the Heroic Emiya Shirou card is not just a prop.

In fact, the intense pain when the first injection was given made her nearly pass out. It was the heroic spirit Emiya Shirou who pulled her back from the edge of coma again and again, and thus gave her the opportunity to continue to sew up the wound. Courage, she had completely healed the wound, her tense spirit also relaxed, and the strong dizziness made her almost pass out——

Thank you--

——Archer card.

After getting help so many times, she gradually didn't feel that the archer cards were just ordinary props.

Instead, I feel that the will of the heroic spirit is really entrusted there.

Leaving Luvia Serinta's house, she turned into Illya's room through the window again, lying weakly on the bed and passed out.

In a deep sleep, she felt the gentle water enveloping her whole body. In a trance, she even had the illusion that she was reborn in her mother's womb. Through the experience gained from the heroic spirit Emiya Shiro's card, she realized that Someone was releasing healing magic for himself, and it wasn't Ilya and the others that came into view when he opened his eyes in a daze.

It was the woman who was supposed to be her mother in this world——

Alice Fell.

The spirit is recovering rapidly with the healing magic, and the consciousness is becoming more and more clear. Looking at this woman, her eyes are surprisingly calm.

No emotions at all.

It was so calm that she couldn't help being surprised by it.

It stands to reason that I was sealed in the void and dark space for ten years because of this woman, and it was she who made me lose my body, and became the first to say that I am a heroic spirit, not a heroic spirit, and a human being, and I should hate her. Yes, but my heart is completely upset, maybe because I know why the other party seals me, or it may be because the other party gave me a chance to be reborn.

Or maybe both.

After recovering from her injuries, Chloe just said something in a calm tone.

"Thank you."

Afterwards, she got up from the bed. Although she recovered from her injuries, she was still a little weak, but she endured all of this.

Now she is flustered because she doesn't know how to face this woman.

Being a stranger is too cruel for Irisviel, being a mother?She can't do it, not hating the other party is already the limit of what she can do - in this case, leaving is the best result, although this choice is still a kind of harm to Irisviel, of course, it is also possible that the other party does not I don't know the inside story.

The possibility of the latter is too small, and his identical appearance with Illya is enough for the other party to guess most of the inside story except for "I was born conscious".

As soon as she got up, she was hugged by Irisviel into her arms.

warmth.

It's like soaking in warm water in winter.

"—are you hating me?"

After a moment of hesitation, Chloe decided to play dumb.

Disguising herself as another Illya who was born by accident, no matter how she said her life in this life was bestowed by this woman.

So she didn't want this woman to be hurt too much.

"Sorry, I don't understand what you're talking about."

"I heard what you said to Ilya last night——I didn't expect it to become like that at the beginning. Your father and I just wanted to seal the part related to the Holy Grail in your body. I never thought that you would die before you were born. We have self-awareness for the sake of the Holy Grail, and by the time we realize it, it's too late—”

At this moment, Chloe felt something dripping on her head, and it fell down along the hair.

Admitting will only make the other party more painful.

Recognizing this mother, she couldn't accept it in her heart. All this happened from the moment she found out that God was a big man in women's clothing, and this encounter also shouldn't have happened.

Even if she understands that this is also a kind of harm, she can't do anything about it.

I can only continue to play dumb.

"Sorry, I really don't understand what you are talking about, can you let me go?!"

"I know all of this is my fault - it doesn't matter if you refuse to forgive me, I just hope you can give me a chance to make up for it."

Perhaps because she was not a parent, she didn't quite understand Irisviel's thoughts at this moment.

In her opinion, there is only the truth that children owe their parents, and there is no reason why parents owe their children—no matter what your parents do, it is they who brought you into this world and brought you up. This is the greatest gift , that is a kindness that cannot be repaid no matter what you do for your parents.

"Sorry, I really don't understand what you're talking about."

pity--

She is a reborn person, and she was sealed at birth and has no intersection with the other party, nor does she occupy the body of the other party's daughter.

This level of family affection can't be established here at all.

escape!

Yes, she is escaping, and it cannot be said to be escaping.

She doesn't want to admit this relationship, because she feels that it's too cunning, she is not the daughter of the other party at all, but admits her daughter status to enjoy the mother's love of the other party.

I feel uneasy.

but--

Not admitting it is hurting the other person again.

Chapter 5 So what’s so good about time travel

From the perspective of interests, acknowledging the identity of a daughter can not only live comfortably, but also save the trouble of identity.

At the same time, you can find Illya to replenish the magic at any time.

It is even possible to restore magic from Irisviel.

Basically, it can be said that there is no harm at all, but she can't get over this hurdle in conscience, admitting to this level of identity, and enjoying those conveniences with peace of mind will make her feel sick.

Interests can measure everything, only relatives cannot be measured by interests——

Do not!

Interests and relatives should not be put on the same balance at all.

"Sorry, can you let me go?!"

Irisviel hugged her even tighter at this moment, which made Chloe realize that Irisviel didn't want to give up this opportunity, and really wanted to make up for her mistakes at the beginning, but unfortunately she was not her daughter after all, but just That's all for an undead wandering around the world wearing the same face as Illya.

As for himself replacing the body of Xiaohei in the original book, Xiaohei is the daughter of Irisviel.

All I can say about this is -

Sorry.

The original Chloe is the original Chloe, she is not the original Chloe.

In fact, she knew in her heart that the best result was to accept Irisviel's request, which would make Irisviel feel better psychologically, but she couldn't accept this identity, and she didn't want to continue this mistake.

Taking a deep breath, he mobilized his magic power to enter the fighting state, and directly broke away from Irisviel's embrace.

Where did she come from, where did she leave.

window.

The door was not where she was supposed to go in and out.

Because of the injury, the magic power lost three quarters during this period. Feeling that there was not enough magic power in her body, she couldn't help laughing bitterly. In order to save the magic power, she made herself pay more magic power. In fact, at this time, she For a moment, I thought that maybe I shouldn't appear in this world, and death might be my best destination——