There's something wrong with the youthful life I long for

In the corner of the table is a photo of her and her parents who died young when she was a child. Because it is stored in a photo frame, it is still well preserved and there is no sign of yellowing.

Granu can no longer recall the memories of her childhood, and only with the help of that photo can she know that she was still smiling so happily at that time,

Sometimes I can vaguely see some fragments of the past in my dreams,

It seems to be in an amusement park, with a broad hand on his shoulders, holding a windmill, and a person following behind with a smile, holding a camera, and worriedly saying 'don't run so fast'...

She lay quietly for a while, and after she had calmed down, she took out her change of clothes and went out to the bathroom.

"granulated sugar."

My aunt has already tidied up the living room and is sitting on the sofa changing the gauze for the wound on her thigh.

"It's inconvenient to go out by yourself now. Please bring me contraceptives when you come back tomorrow. Those two cuties want to try it tomorrow and come in directly. I really can't do anything with them..."

The figure of Granose paused, ignored her, and went straight into the bathroom.

"San Tang, you can't change anything, sooner or later you will be like me, then I will be together again... hiss... ha..."

She pinched her thigh with her hand, and the unhealed wound was bleeding shockingly red.

Chapter 84 How the Three Views Are Formed

People are all the same when they are just born, weeping and full of anxiety, ignorant and ignorant, longing for love,

As I grow up, I will follow my innate instinct to explore this new world full of unknowns.

with eyes, with ears, with hands,

To see, to hear, to explore.

This is a process in which basic common sense is gradually understood and learned, and it is also a process in which the Three Views are gradually perfected and established.

Sandu’s childhood was unfortunate. Not long after she learned to call her “Mom and Dad”, her parents passed away for some reason. Apart from the savings inheritance and accident insurance compensation, she left nothing to her.

At that time, she was ignorant and didn't realize the seriousness of this matter, and she didn't even feel sad, because at that time she didn't know what it meant, and life and death were just a strange word to her.

Helpless and unable to take care of herself, she was adopted by her aunt and started a new life. They got along very well at the beginning. The cuteness and innocence of Xiao Xiaotang gave her aunt a lot of warmth. They often went to the playground and children's restaurant together , go to the park to play parent-child games with other children,

I took photos, flew kites, went to the countryside to catch fish, and picked fresh fruits.

In the eyes of others, Xiao Granang is well taken care of. Although she has no parents, she still has an aunt who loves her very much.

If it continues like this, they should live happily enough, and Granu will take a completely different path...

But life, there is no if, a small ice cube protruding from the sea may hide an iceberg underneath.

Since when, six years old?seven years old?

Probably around this time,

One night, Xiao Xiaotang was awakened by the urge to urinate in a daze, turned over and fumbled to find her little slippers, rubbed her eyes and wobbled to the bathroom,

After coming out of the toilet, her consciousness and senses became a little clearer, and there was a voice in the room that seemed to be crying, and was deliberately suppressed and fluctuated.

Little Sugar showed doubts on her face. Driven by curiosity, she came to the door of her aunt's room. It was mixed with pleasant female whispers and a rhythmic 'slap' sound like two palms clapping together. come out from inside,

The door was not closed tightly, leaving a gap,

Xiao Granang subconsciously pushed open the door slowly, and saw a scene she would never forget in her life.

Usually she always smiled gently, but a strange man pressed her face down at the end of the bed with a grinning grin on her kind aunt, her face was facing the door, and because the light was on in the room, Little Granose could clearly see her expression,

Smiling, crazy, acting like no one else, crying and complaining...

After that night, my aunt seemed to have been turned on some kind of switch, and she no longer deliberately concealed her private life. Little Sugar began to see all kinds of men coming to the house, going to that room, and making some strange noises inside. movement.

When she was a little older and went to elementary school, her aunt would often pull her to say some inexplicable and incomprehensible words,

If you want to be loved, you must first please others;

For love, even if it is insulted, it is okay to be violated;

When I grow up, Xiao Granang will be with me to please others, okay...

Aunt's words conflicted with the knowledge learned in school books, and the three views that Sha Tang had not yet established were shaken, collapsed, reorganized, intertwined, and fused...

After slowly becoming sensible, Granu began to dislike her aunt's wildness, but her heart was inevitably affected by her, and she began to yearn for love, the kind of love that is cared for by others.

Granu didn't choose the way her aunt used her body to please others. In her opinion, it was groveling and begging.

Like a dog, only fit to come and go when called,

Like a sewer bug, the lowest of the low, with no dignity at all.

Granose chooses to find herself slowly, a person who can truly open up to her and give everything to her,

Before she really finds this person, she won't do anything out of the ordinary,

Because, she herself is the property of the person who really loves her in the future, and she is only taking care of herself temporarily.

Thanks to her extraordinary looks, after entering junior high school, many people took the initiative to confess to her. In order to find someone who truly loves her, she would not refuse anyone, but when the other party proposed to go further, she unilaterally announced the breakup.

The advantage of seeing more men coming and going at home is that,

She can roughly see the desire in the man's heart, the kind of lust that cannot be concealed even if it is concealed, she has seen it countless times,

And the expression she showed when her so-called boyfriend proposed to take a step closer, was directly reflected in her heart through her eyes, and gradually merged with the expression of the man she saw pressing on her aunt when she was a child,

nausea……

nausea……

gross……

Human nature is inherently evil, maybe it's an ex-boyfriend who is unwilling, or a female classmate who is jealous of her appearance, in short, the rumors about her flirtatiousness slowly spread like this,

Did you know that Matsuzaka Granose usually looks very obedient, but in fact there is a bitch behind his back...

As long as you give that guy money, it seems that you can ask her to do anything...

That day I saw her enter a love hotel with two men, I really let go, it is already a broken car, hahaha...

Due to Sa Tang's personality, she will not care about these things, nor will she stop her search for true love because of mere gossip.

This kind of behavior undoubtedly makes the propagators behind it even more unscrupulous,

And then,

It's today...

After taking a shower, Sasuke came to her room wrapped in a towel, took out a hair dryer from the drawer, and dried her hair.

She opened the closed curtains a crack, looked out closer,

I didn't see anyone downstairs,

She breathed a sigh of relief.

Regarding this stalking incident, she actually concealed something,

Besides Mimura, there was another person following her.

something that happened some time ago,

The man that my aunt brought back for the night tried to rape her in the second half of the night. After taking out a stun gun under the pillow and knocking him out, the man learned his name and the company he worked for from the business card on his body.

After stripping him naked and taking a photo, it was sent to the mailbox of the company. After that, she never saw this man appear again.

Until a few days ago, out of the corner of her eye, she saw the man's disgusting gaze,

The sense of crisis given by her intuition made her understand what accidents might happen if she continues like this, and radical people can do anything.

So, in the name of being followed by her ex-boyfriend Mimura, she asked Ze Ye from the student union, who looked healthier than Bai Yin with dark circles every day, to help with these things, and she didn't think about letting him block the knife for her , I just hope that the radical man can retreat when he sees that he is accompanied by a man.

Granose stroked the hair that had been blown dry with his hands, unplugged the hair dryer and put it back in place,

Lie flat on the bed, unlock the phone, open the address book, click the option 'Ze Ye classmate', click edit,

After staring at the phone screen and thinking for a while, I deleted the word "classmate" and pressed OK...

Then he threw the phone aside, smiled and hugged the pink pillow tightly.

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ps: Compared with the original work, it has been changed a lot,

But now it has been washed and cleaned, and it can be used directly.

Chapter 85 Scumbags are contagious

"Huh? So, I can go to school with you tomorrow?"

Darkness asked incredulously.

"That's right, it's settled. How should I put it, it's relatively easy, but if you're not ready, you can go to school after a while."

Ze Ye had just taken a shower, and his hair was wet and looked a little disheveled.

"Of course I will go tomorrow, I am looking forward to it!"

Darkness was full of interest.

"Well, then go to report early with me tomorrow, go through the admission procedures, get the school uniform and textbooks, and I will take you to familiarize yourself with the school at noon."

Ze Ye made plans for tomorrow.

"I bought some fruit when I came back today, processed it, mixed a fruit salad, and tried it."

Yuno walked out of the kitchen, put the plate on the coffee table, handed Darkness a fork,

"Finally we can go to school together, congratulations Darkness, you don't have to stay at home anymore."

"Haha, it's also thanks to you guys. I won't eat salad. I've been staying at home for a while, and I feel like I've gained weight again. I'll take a rest first and get enough energy for tomorrow. You guys talk slowly."

Darkness stood up neatly and walked towards the room.

Seeing that Darkness had closed the door, Ze Ye moved to Yuno's side, kicked off the slippers, thought about it and put them on again.

"What is this doing?"

Yuno noticed his strange movements.

"I was going to lie down and enjoy your lap pillow, but I just remembered that my hair wasn't dry yet."

"It's okay, I don't mind."

"No no, forget it."

Ze Ye shook his head, and stuffed a piece of fruit into his mouth rather depressed,

"This taste and texture...is it mixed with thick yogurt and honey?"

"Well, that's right, I don't really like fruit salad mixed with mayonnaise, I think it's a bit greasy."

"Not bad, it's sweet and sour, it's delicious."

Ze Ye forked another piece of fruit into his mouth.

"Ze Ye-jun, haven't you eaten outside? Why do you feel hungry?"

"Don't mention it."

Speaking of this, Ze Ye felt like throwing up.

"I ordered a 'Moe Moe Omurice' at the maid shop where I worked in Matsuzaka. When it came out, it really didn't look good, and the taste was mediocre. I barely ate half of it."

"I'm going to make some dishes for you. There are still rice and various ingredients left in the refrigerator. I can make some simple dishes for you to serve with ochazuke, or fried rice."

Yuno gesticulated with her fingers, thinking of dishes that could be prepared quickly to fill her stomach.

"No, no, no, I'm almost done after eating these, and I'm not very hungry. Eating so much too late is not good for absorption."

"Is that so..."

Yuno calmly brought up the topic she cared about,

"Going to help Matsuzaka-san today, how is it going, is there any progress?"

"I didn't see anyone sneaking up on her today, so I came back after she finished her work and sent her home."

"Didn't anything else happen?"

Yuno leaned her head on Ze Ye's shoulder.