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119 Fear and powerlessness

"unnecessary."

To Otto's surprise, Xia Qi rejected him almost as soon as he spoke.

"Oh?"

Otto looked at Xia Qi in surprise.

"Ah."

Xia Qi looked at Otto with a little more disdain in his smile.

"Do you think that when I see Mei and Kiyana next to me, I will want to eliminate her if there is one more person? I'm not so... narrow-minded."

Otto smiled noncommittally.

In some respects, he thinks Sharkey is a bit like himself.

That is possessiveness.

On this point, Otto could tell from the way Xia Qi ate the food that it was really a storm, and he didn't give it to himself at all, no less than Kallen.

Seeing Otto's smiling face, Xia Qi was silent for a moment, did not continue to respond, and looked a little depressed.

He looked at the screen, who was guarding Bronya from left to right, Mei, and Kiyana, who were full of concern for Bronya in their eyes or actions, and felt quite sad in his heart The taste is spreading.

"Ugh……"

Xia Qi slowly leaned back on the chair, tilted his head back, and rested on the back of the chair, his blue eyes were slightly dull.

"If it's okay, please go back, I want to be alone now."

"I need it too. Go back and think about it. Is Karen willing to wake up to see me?" Otto stood up, with a bitter smile on his face.

Xia Qi raised his head and looked at him when he heard the words, the two looked at each other, and suddenly felt a feeling of sympathy for each other.

In fact, this is what Otto said deliberately.

He wants to tie Xia Qi to his chariot, and he wants Xia Qi to think that he is someone who can be trusted, even if it takes a long time to work hard, and his ultimate goal is to kill Xia Qi.

Otto got up and walked towards the door. As he walked, he stretched out his hands to arrange his dress, which had become a little wrinkled due to sitting for a long time.

Xia Qi got up, walked to the bed, slammed on the bed, hugged the quilt, and couldn't suppress the complicated emotions in his heart.

"Ah yes."

When Otto opened the door, he suddenly remembered something he had almost forgotten, so he turned his head with a smile on his face: "Michael, my lovely granddaughter, do you want to go around the airport tomorrow?" ?”

"As long as it's not with you, it's fine."

Xia Qi hugged the quilt and said in a muffled voice, the depression that anyone could hear in his voice.

"In that case, then let Rita take you to the airport tomorrow." Otto smiled, walked out the door, looked out the window by the corridor, the blue sky, the corners of his mouth curled up charmingly radians.

The plan is proceeding step by step according to his expectations. Although there are some flaws, nothing unexpected happened.

Otto smiled with joy and satisfaction.

The day when he was reunited with Karen was getting closer.

After stretching out his hand to hold his collar slightly, Otto turned and walked towards the corridor.

"Master Otto, go slowly."

Rita, who had been standing by the door, bowed slightly to Otto. Although Otto didn't respond, she also had a smile on her face.

She didn't report to Otto what Amber asked her to tell, because it was no longer needed.

Rita turned around and walked to the door, looking inside the door, Xia Qi had already wrapped herself in a quilt, except for her slender and white legs that were exposed outside, the charming smile on her face had disappeared.

just……

Master Otto's movements and smiles when he went out...

Rita couldn't suppress some thoughts, just as Shaggy had predicted before, doubts were the beginning of the collapse of her loyalty to Otto.

"Master Michael?"

Rita wanted to go inside.

"Go away, I don't want to talk to you now..."

With a thick and low voice, Xia Qi came out from under the bed, looking very low and depressed.

"Did something happen? Master Michael? You seem to be in a bad mood?" Rita didn't leave, but couldn't help but took two steps towards the bed in the room.

"Get out! Nothing happened!"

Xia Qi is in a bad mood at the moment.

He was like a powder keg at the moment, the depression and agitation in his heart seemed to be detonated at any moment amidst Rita's caring voice.

But he barely restrained himself, he didn't want to vent all his negative emotions to Rita like impotent rage, so he could only barely restrain himself, but his immature voice was still full of anger.

"Don't make me say it a second time! Get out!"

After shouting these words, there was a moment of silence in the ears, and then Rita's voice, no longer full of smiles, seemed to be suppressing something: "It's...Master Michael."

The sound of footsteps drifted away.

The sound of the door being closed also sounded at the same time.

Xia Qi wrapped himself in a quilt, buried his face in the soft quilt, and tried his best to suppress the various emotions that kept floating in his heart.

why…

The body doesn't hurt anymore, but it's more uncomfortable?

He opened his mouth and bit the quilt with one bite, his teeth clenched together forcefully, tearing and gnawing the fabric in his mouth.

Mei and the others think I'm dead...

but……

Xia Qi felt that his eyes were very hot, but his eyes were closed, but there were still hot things flowing out of his closed eyes.

He didn't want to admit what it was, he couldn't be that cowardly.

He began to find excuses in his mind.

Mei and the others just thought I was dead, so... the love that was poured into me was transferred to Bronya, who had a similar but different experience to me...

and so……

Am I going to be forgotten?

Obviously there was no wind, and he wrapped himself in a soft and comfortable blanket, but a deep coldness slowly wrapped his body.

Do not……

I will not be forgotten, Mei and the others love me very much, even though I am dead in their eyes, I will never be forgotten like this...

Shaggy believed it.

But inexplicably, he was terrified...

The appearance of Mei and Kiyana protecting Bronya in the middle is very similar to the appearance of me being protected by them in the past, not wanting myself to be hurt, and afraid that I will disappear from their sight.

after……

as time flows.

I will be put down a little bit, and I will live in their hearts. When I recall it, I will only feel a sentimental existence, and then I will strengthen my belief, smile and say nothing to the companions who care about me, just recall the past. ...

companion……

Xia Qi let go of his mouth, and his hands felt weak for a while.

The closed eyes opened.

The look in his eyes was very cold.

To be someone who lives in someone else's memory?

Oh, I'm not going to allow that to happen.

Mei, Kiyana, let me see...let me take a good look...

Xia Qi took a deep breath, lifted the quilt and sat up, then stared at the quilt with cold eyes, the tear stains that had soaked the quilt with a large wet trace gradually showed disgust in his eyes.

120 Just don't care

It's just because I care too much about them...

So it will be affected by what they do.

I love them very much, I care about them very much, and I can't join their lives at this time, so I can't help but want to observe them all the time.

Want to see if they are happy, want to see if their life is satisfactory.

care about...

They have already begun not to care about me.

Xia Qi sat on the bed, turned his head and stared out of the window calmly, the bright look in his blue eyes no longer turned into a pool of stagnant water without vigor and vitality.

I can't be here anymore...

This is not good for my next plan.

I can no longer show too many flaws in front of Otto.

Naturally, Xia Qi wouldn't ridiculously have the idea of ​​blackening just because Mei and Kiyana are so concerned about Bronya now.

He is not such a stupid person, and he also knows that Mei and the others are definitely suffering because of their own affairs.

But it is precisely because he is not stupid that he suffers even more.

for the time being……

Stop caring about them.

Xia Qi took a deep breath.

Now, it seems to be March.

It wasn't cold outside, it seemed that there was some kind of shield to keep out the cold wind at high altitude.

Now, let's adjust everything first, live here for a while, and after making all the preparations, let's think about the next thing.

Xia Qi adjusted his emotions.

But for intelligent creatures, perhaps the most difficult thing is to regulate their emotions. Xia Qi can only temporarily stop thinking about everything related to Mei and Qiyana.

And after cutting off this kind of thought, he suddenly found that his whole body was extremely relaxed.

The world that I thought was oppressive suddenly became much brighter.

An idea came to him inexplicably.

Maybe it is because I care so much about Mei and Kiyana at this moment that I am so tired and depressed.

But if you don't care about them, what's the point of everything you did before? The relationship between yourself and them is real and will not be replaced, haha.

"what."

The corners of Xia Qi's mouth turned up, and a heartless smile appeared on his face. After jumping off the bed, he stretched his immature body hard enough to make many people drool, and his demeanor looked extremely relaxed and full of vitality .

"Dengdengdeng-"

He ran to the door, opened it, poked his head out, looked at Rita who had been waiting outside the door and smiled brightly: "Rita, can I trouble you to come in and help me clean up?"

"..."

Rita looked at Xia Qi who was staring at her with a bright smile in astonishment, and before she could understand why Xia Qi was so depressed and angry just now, she froze all over as if she was a different person at this moment.

She noticed the undried tears in the corners of Xia Qi's eyes.

"what happened?"

Before Rita could respond, Xia Qi opened his eyes in great confusion, revealing blue eyes that were still slightly red.

"You...did you cry just now? Mikael-sama?" Rita stared at the tears on Xia Qi's face. She was obviously not injured, but she suddenly felt a pain in her heart.

"cry?"