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Chapter 64 The Decision of the Cursed Child and the Magical Girls with Big Questions

For example, all the Sons of the Damned that have appeared so far are all female.

During pregnancy, the mother ingested the gastritis virus, which caused the virus to accumulate in the fetus. The children born have a certain ability of gastrulation from birth, so they are called "cursed children", and they are called "cursed children". Most of the world hates and persecutes it.

The sex of the original fetus cannot be selected, but due to some influence of the gastroenterovirus, all known children with gastroenterovirus are girls.

Moreover, for all these girls, if the full score for appearance is [-] points, all of them are above [-] points.

And this is actually one of the reasons why [Son of the Curse] was abandoned.

Two couples with a good looks of around [-] gave birth to a child with a good looks of more than [-].

If there were still people who were able to persist in raising these children at the beginning, after discovering that these children looked completely different from themselves, more people believed that these [Cursed Children] were monsters that occupied their children's bodies, and they would have been killed if they hadn't killed them. The limit is reached.

Moreover, these [Cursed Sons] have too good a character.

What does a normal child look like?

If you are bullied, you will think about revenge and fight back. The more malicious you suffer, the more malicious you will return to the world.

Lucky people are healed by childhood all their lives, and unfortunate people are healed by childhood all their lives.

Logically speaking, these children should be crazy to take revenge on the world and let everyone feel their pain, but they didn't.

Whether it is the initiator who is cared for, or the [Son of the Cursed] who lives on its own and is bullied and abused, no one will think of doing anything to humans unless someone orders it.

It’s fine if it’s one or two, but among all the [Cursed Sons], none of them would choose to resist, choose revenge, and the water inside is very deep.

It is precisely because the [Cursed Child] is completely opposite to ordinary children that many people feel frightened.

It's normal for people to be vengeful, but these [Sons of the Damned], not.

However, Yukinoshita Yukino and the other magical girls didn't care about this. After internal discussions, these magical girls decided to let these [Cursed Children] become the reserve of magical girls.

The magical girl transformed by Chubby will only fall into endless despair, and eventually become a witch, fighting with her younger generations.

But when Chubby's ability to make magical girls was deprived by them, the current magical girl is no longer synonymous with despair and sorrow.

Although Akami Homura still has some subconscious resistance to letting other people become magical girls, it's just that the psychological shadow left by Chubby on her is too deep, and she can overcome it with a little thought.

Moreover, Akami Homura and the others can't rest assured that these girls who are very easy to deceive in various senses are released.

Therefore, turning these [Children of the Curse] into magical girls has become the best solution.

"Apricot!"

Sayaka the artist looked at the carefree Sakura Kyoko, covered her face, and really didn't know how to reprimand her.

How could Sakura Kyoko let a child younger than herself serve tea and water for herself? !

Facing the angry artist Sayaka, Sakura Kyoko scratched her hair, messed it up, didn't feel bad at all, yawned and said:

"Well, well, it's not a big deal, I didn't ask them to do anything messy, they just gave me something."

The artist Sayaka heard some angry words, but Senju Natsuyo felt relieved after hearing it.

For these [Sons of the Cursed] who have suffered countless abuses and endured countless malice, the current life is too beautiful and too illusory.

Because of the great difference between the past and the present, many people always feel that they are actually dead, and now they are living in heaven, without the real sense of being alive.

Although Qianshou Natsushi was not as serious as these people, he still had this feeling. He felt like a person walking on a steel wire at high altitude, uneasy and insecure.

Many prodigal children are able to recklessly squander their parents' property because they subconsciously know that their parents love them and are able to make sacrifices for themselves. This is their confidence to dare to prodigal.

But these [children of the curse] can't, because they haven't been loved.

Abandoned from birth, they did not receive any love from their parents.

Love has no goals, benchmarks or blueprints, but love has meaning.

The meaning of love is not to shape the destiny of the loved one, but to help them shape their own.

These children, without love, are so tolerant and patient, it makes people feel scared.

A psychologist once did a famous experiment. He put newborn baby monkeys in an iron cage, and then replaced the mother monkey with two fake monkeys.

One fake monkey is made of wire, with a feeding bottle installed on its chest, which can provide milk for 24 hours. The other fake monkey is made of flannelette, which is more comfortable and soft to the touch.

The baby monkeys participating in the experiment all chose the "flannel mother" who did not have a feeding bottle.

The little monkey spends almost all its time on the "flannel mother", and only when it is very hungry, it will go to the "wire mother" to feed.

As soon as they are full, they run back to the original place. They don't even leave the "flannel mother", but just stretch out their heads to feed. Once they finish eating, they will return to the flannel mother as soon as possible.

Most of the time, the little monkey stayed with the flannel mother.

This only shows that the little monkey is closer to the puppet than to the milk, so a crueler experiment was born.

This time the baby monkeys didn't have any mothers, they were alone in their cages and they were only given food at regular intervals.

After several weeks of "motherless" living, the baby monkeys were placed in cages with two fake mothers.

Instead of running to any of the mothers, they lay on the ground scratching themselves frantically, hitting the ground and screaming like patients in a mental hospital having a fit.

They have never had experience with fake mothers and don't know how to soothe themselves.

Since then, these monkeys who grew up in isolation have symptoms of depression and autism. They cannot have normal social interaction with other monkeys, and some even died of hunger strike after returning to the monkey group.

The psychologist had force-bred the monkeys, but the monkeys had absolutely no emotional capacity to raise their offspring.

Some violently beat and abused the young monkeys, and even smashed the skulls of the young monkeys.

Of the 20 female monkeys who were tested, only one made an extremely clumsy attempt to nurse her baby.

Chapter 65 Yukinoshita Yukino's Absurd World

At the time of this experiment, the prevailing view was that mothers were merely food for their children.

Many famous scholars believe that excessive close contact between mother and child will make the child overly dependent on the mother after adulthood, which will have a negative impact on personality.

[Kissing and hugging children should be minimized, let alone sitting on the mother's lap. 】

[Even if the child is crying, you must not soften your heart. The correct way is to bend down and shake their hand, then turn off the light and leave. 】

This theory is now regarded as the bible by countless people who use this method to raise children.

If this kind of thinking is not changed and continues, human civilization may be "crooked" and embark on a terrible and hopeless path.

The psychiatrist's experiment completely overturned these erroneous concepts.

He said, never shake hands with babies, but hug them without hesitation. The comfort brought by contact is the most important element of love.

He believes that the damage done to the monkeys he used for experiments in the first 8 weeks is irreparable, and even if they are with their mothers or partners after that, they will never grow into normal monkeys.

Therefore, the psychologist defined the critical period for the formation of early maternal love as the first 6 months.

He suggested that human infants and mothers should be together frequently for at least the first six months.

These ideas, which now seem obvious and need no proof, were revolutionary at the time.

The psychiatrist never denied that his experiment was cruel, but he did not regret it. He once said:

"If my thesis can save human children, I can't use too many monkeys."

Of course, he also became the most hated psychologist of the Humane Society.

This "cruel" psychologist used the cruelest way to save countless babies who were harmed by behaviorism and changed their fate.

Yukinoshita Yukino had never known about this kind of experiment before, and when she heard about it by chance, she just thought it was an experiment by a mad scientist, but after seeing these [Cursed Sons], Yukinoshita Yukino thought of this experiment and wanted to know More, and therefore know the philosophy of this psychiatrist.

Yukino Yukinoshita was shocked, feeling as if her world view had been collapsed and then reshaped, as if her previous outlook on life was wrong.

[Is it wrong to conduct such cruel experiments with animals? 】

Yukinoshita Yukino asked herself in her heart and gave an answer.

[Filling one's stomach with the corpses of other creatures is a behavior that all creatures in the world will do. Whether it is a plant or an animal, it is the same, but the method of eating is different. 】

[In order to keep yourself alive, killing other creatures is a necessary evil. 】

[As long as human beings do not reach the point where they can survive without food, this is a necessary evil. 】

A female voice asked Yukinoshita Yukino:

[So, is it wrong to cruelly abuse other creatures for purposes other than food? 】

[This is wrong. It is unavoidable to eat other creatures to satisfy one's own survival, but because of one's own preference, it is not for the purpose of food to harm other creatures at will. This is wrong! 】

Yukinoshita Yukino thought of those little animals that were abused, miserable, and their bones were dilapidated, and answered firmly.

[So what about this experiment? 】

【…】

The female voice asked again, Yukinoshita Yukino remained silent, unable to give an answer.

[Because of this cruel experiment, humans realized that if a child loses his mother, there will be extremely dire consequences. 】

[Those little monkeys have shown us what problems will arise when children are raised in a way that is alienated and without maternal love. 】

[Human beings are naturally deceiving creatures. To satisfy their own goals, they can fabricate lies. If these people hide the darkness in their hearts and hide among the crowd, human beings will be infected like wounds, but they will not be healed Like many patients, he gradually died and became weak. 】

[And this psychiatrist did not harm these animals for the purpose of cruelty, he wanted to let humans know how important maternal love is to humans. 】

【Without this doctor, that wrong parenting concept is likely to spread to the whole world, even if it is stopped in the future, it will cause irreversible consequences. 】

[In a sense, he can be said to be a savior. 】

Yukinoshita Yukino is still silent. According to her thoughts, the experiment done by this psychiatrist is too cruel, too cruel, but his starting point is good, and the impact is even better. It can be said that in some aspects Saved mankind, she didn't know how to refute.

[Neon used to be the only country in the world that was attacked by box eggs. The tragic price made countless people realize the horror of box eggs. This is a weapon that can truly destroy mankind. 】

[The First World War was from 1914 to 1918, and the Second World War was from 1939 to 1945. From the end of the First World War to the beginning of the Second World War, only 21 years passed. 】

[And after the box egg appeared, world peace has lasted for about 70 years. Although local wars still exist, if the current situation remains unchanged, there is no possibility of a world war. 】

[You see, it is precisely because of knowing the horror of box eggs, and it is based on this knowledge that the world can maintain a large-scale peace. Do you think it is right for country M to use box eggs to attack neon lights and let tens of thousands of people die? What's wrong? 】

Yukinoshita Yukino could not answer. As the only citizen in the world who has been attacked by box eggs, she is well aware of the horrors of box eggs, but it is just for her to admit that her country was bombed by box eggs, and it is for the whole world It's all good, and she couldn't accept it for a while.

【This is a necessary evil, isn't it? 】

[Because he refused to admit his failure, because he made too many mistakes, Neon was attacked by box eggs. In wartime, this is correct. 】

Yukinoshita Yukino felt that she was about to be persuaded. In this world, sometimes using wrong means can achieve good results.

Although many people firmly believe, including Yukinoshita Yukino herself, using wrong means will only bring wrong results, but the world is even more absurd than she imagined, and even using wrong means will bring good results result.

"The world...is it so absurd and crazy?"

Yukinoshita Yukino asked this, and got an affirmative answer.

Chapter 66 Yukinoshita Yukino and the Peace of the Cursed Child

"So, only one country in the world has the Apocalypse Virus, and one place suffers so many disasters, is it a necessary evil?"

Yukinoshita Yukino asked the voice in her heart. She didn't know who that voice was, but she knew that it was another self, the one who knew the whole truth.

Because I know too much, the difference between myself and myself is so great.

The magical girl transformed by Chubby will get a [soul gem], which is created with the magical girl's own soul. If the gem is broken, the magical girl will die.

Now it turns out that the magical girl system transformed by Kame Madoka and the others no longer casts the soul into [Soul Gem], but still retains the name and props of [Soul Gem], just like the magic tools necessary for other magical girls to transform. The same, for example, Takamachi Naha's Heart of the Rising Sun, and Kinomoto Sakura's Star Wand.

It's just that, compared to these magic tools, the soul gem has another function - to listen to the voice of the world.

As long as magical girls are willing, qualified enough, and the world agrees, they can use their soul gems to communicate with the world and read the world's records.

Xiao Meiyan and the others can do it, but they don't want to stay in this world forever. If one day this world can't support it anymore, they will continue to flee until one day, they gain enough strength and don't need to run away.

And the magical girls born in this world itself can hardly do anything.

Not all magical girls have the aptitude and ability to communicate with the world. Even Kame Madoka and Akami Homura have accumulated enough capital in countless reincarnations to be able to reach the sky in one step and crush all magical girls in strength .

Therefore, Yukinoshita Yukino eventually became the only magical girl who used this function.

Just like chartering flights in high-end Internet cafes, Xiao Meiyan and other magical girls are like social people with free wages. They can charter flights at will and have enough capital, but they don’t like it because they have computers with better configuration at home. .

Except for Yukinoshita Yukino, the other magical girls are just like middle school students. Due to the restrictions of parents, school, and pocket money, it is not easy to charter a flight at such a high-spending Internet cafe.

Therefore, no matter when Yukinoshita Yukino turns on the phone, the internet cafe has her place.