People in Mond, arrogant sun, not hated

Ever since the grand master was injured, the atmosphere in the knight order has been very heavy. As a powerful, reliable and cheerful big brother image, the grand master has always had a high reputation and reputation in the knight order and Mond.

After he was hospitalized, almost every knight would come to visit him with gifts, and the accumulated bouquets and offerings could almost fill the entire room, which shows the fame and contributions he has accumulated over the past few years.

Absolutely worthy of the name of the legendary knight of the north wind.

Elmes took a deep breath.

There are two important turning points in his life. The first turning point made him lose everything and gain the power to make any choice.

The second turning point was given by Noelle's father and the head of the group. He picked up the unidentified little kid who was like a homeless man at the time, gave him all the warmth he needed for basic necessities, and told him that he was born as a human being. The truth, so that he can live in this world down-to-earth.

It is the person he is most grateful for and the most important person in this world, the important existence of brother and father, who can unconditionally tell his weakness, and who can be relied on like a family member.

Whether it is emotional or reasonable, he must take responsibility.

Then--

"Al, you can't go in, or it's better not to come in the future."

At the gate, Alice, who suddenly appeared, pulled him to the corner and spoke suddenly.

"......why?"

"Unlike Yula, Falgata is still under your influence, and now he is in a semi-comatose state similar to a 40-degree high fever, so I can't be sure whether using memory spray will cause permanent deletion. I can barely use spiritual magic to let his thinking blur your existence, but maybe because he is too worried about your situation, the effect of the magic is still not good. Alas, I should have not told him about you if I knew it earlier. .”

"But there is no way now. At least one thing is certain. Before he fully recovers from his weak state, you must not appear in front of him to strengthen his impression. Otherwise, the situation that has just stabilized will decline again. If the situation worsens , even if I-"

"......I understand."

Elmes was silent for a long time, and quietly put down the bouquet in his hand.

But he raised his head again and asked.

"So is there time when he's asleep, at least...I want to say sorry to him face to face."

But in the face of this humble and reasonable request, Alice remained silent.

After hesitating for a long time, she thought she should not be able to deceive the other party before speaking.

"...that poison from the abyss produces high levels of pain, sorry Al, at least—he's been neither awake nor asleep for a few days."

The purple pupils finally widened at this moment, and the voice that had been low suddenly raised a bit.

"Why? Painkillers won't work?"

"The poison of the abyss seems to be specially made. Not only does it not work, but it will intensify the pain. The spiritual magic will interfere with the implementation of another spell, so there is no way..."

Elmes staggered back a few steps and lowered his head.

Suddenly, my brain felt a little empty.

Ah, the person I care about the most is seriously injured and dying due to my own reasons, half-comatose and so painful that I can't even sleep for several nights, but I can't even meet him and say I'm sorry and hope you get better soon. can't do it.

Not even qualified to say that.

When he realized it, his nails had sunk deeply into the flesh, and blood dripped down drop by drop, but under the protection of the sun during the day, the wound healed quickly.

Almost no pain at all.

Alice comforted after a few seconds of silence.

"Don't think too much. You know Falja's willpower. When you get better and return to its heyday, it shouldn't be as troublesome as it is now."

Not answered.

Elmes stared at the palm for a long time, gently put the bouquet in his hand aside, and finally made up his mind to speak.

"Ms. Alice, it's better to spray the memory—"

"He said at the end, only this, absolutely not."

".........I see."

—————Three days later—————

In the corridor of the knight order, a figure was suddenly pressed hard against the wall next to it, a pair of angry eyes looked at him almost hysterically.

It was a knight under the Grand Master before, and he joined the knight order because of his admiration for the north wind. Although he quit due to injury, he still often saw them drinking together in taverns.

The cold and angry voice was like ice burning with flames.

The tired pupils covered with bloodshot eyes and dark circles stared at him, and the sound of gnashing teeth seemed to be able to bite blood.

"It's been three days, and some of our cronies have been in the hospital for three consecutive days. During these three days, almost every member of the Knights has been here. There are countless civilians, even those who hate the Knights. The master of Chenxi Winery and the owner of Lawrence have all visited, only you, only you have not visited even once in three days."

There is no emotion in the purple pupils, but there is still an indescribable arrogance, which makes the flame in the man's chest even higher.

"You heartless xx Mond swearing, who brought you back to the Knights, who taught you swordsmanship and gave you your identity? He gave you so much! But when he was almost dying of pain every day , You don’t even have to watch it once, why! Tell me why?! Look at me, tell me!!!”

"Every time I drink, that guy always mentions you, and the last thing I talk about when I'm lying on the hospital bed is you, and you've been walking around, wandering around, shit, you don't have any fucking conscience !"

The knights next to him came and went, no one dissuaded him from his behavior, and no one informed the other captains or acting captains, all of them had the same coldness in their eyes.

They all had the same dissatisfaction at this time. If the other party couldn't come up with any decent excuses, this group of people would probably rush over and beat him up.

but---

He didn't say anything, just waved his hand lightly.

Unable to resist, the man who was still roaring loudly was directly hit on the neck and knocked out. His eyes, which had not been closed for three days, were finally closed under force, and then his body was thrown towards the side. The knight pushed away.

He turned around and left with his pockets in his pockets, his expression still unchanged.

"none of your business."

Leaving only one empty sentence, he walked out the door.

Everyone watched his figure go further and further away, but they were not in awe at all, and were full of an unpleasant sense of alienation.

Sun Knight, at this time, has become a person hated by his companions.

When he walked out of the gate, there was already light rain falling in the sky, and the wet water droplets wet his hair little by little. The feeling of fatigue climbed from his legs to his spine. On a wooden bench on the street, he sat down in the rain.

Just sit like this.

The rain started to get heavier, and people walking on the street started to hold up umbrellas, but the figure of the boy was still sitting motionless in the rain, his wet hair sticking to the skin that had been deprived of warmth bit by bit.

But he was still sitting there, not taking shelter from the rain.

Anyway, the sun won't catch a cold because of the rain, right?

He is the strongest...

But at this time, he realized the powerlessness of all the weak.

All the emotions accumulated in the chest can't be vented with roaring, can't be destroyed with strength, and can't be escaped with running. In the end, they can only be drenched in this inexplicable heavy rain.

Ordinary people should cry at this time.

But even with the heavy rain as a cover, tears still did not fall from the eyes.

He suddenly laughed, especially distorted against the background of the rain.

When did it start, compared to the sunny day, I am more used to rain.

"hahahahahahahahahahahaha......"

The laughter gradually died down, and finally stopped completely, and the corners of the raised lips loosened again.

At this time, the rain suddenly stopped.

After a moment of silence, he raised his head and looked at the purple parasol propped up above his head.

there.

Yura quietly looked at him who was wet all over, handed over a towel and said softly.

"...Wipe it, or you'll catch a cold."

Ermes didn't take it, so Yura wiped his hair and sat beside him.

There are drops of water on the icy blue eyelashes, and the golden pupils contain an indescribable emotion.

After a moment of silence, she spoke again.

"Come to my house, I have something to tell you."

"The most important words."

Chapter 376: Every time you fight against forgetting, you get the "self" called life

"Phew... no need."

Elmes didn't stand up, he snapped his fingers.

Stop the rain all over the world.

This is the deeper inner world, and he is also closer to the original "I".

"You, what are you going to say?"

There was indifference and coldness in the purple pupils.

He continued.

"Memory is an important part of "now". "

"At the end of the day, although you are still Yura, you are no longer that her, and all that remains are scars."

Yura put away the umbrella and put it aside, suddenly took a breath and said.

"The night hero of the night of Fengmolong, is that you?"

"Well, there is no need to doubt it."

"Is it you who saved me after I fell into the river?"

"I don't plan to say anything more. Although your own thoughts have completely disappeared in the original incident, you have already learned a lot through my game. You should have a basic understanding of my concern for you."

He went on to explain the cold reality.

"Even if you really get the correct answer in the multiple-choice question, I will still have to erase your memories after you go out. I am somewhat tired of doing this kind of thing. If the time is reset, everything will return to zero." , that might be a good result.”

"You really think so? Are you going to deny your entire life because of these things?"

Yura expressed her doubts directly to her heart.

"Let me put it another way. Don't you think this kind of ending is not suitable for the arrogant sun at all? Think about it, what kind of person are you? Is it just a mask to cover up the tragic past? Is that the kind of heavy life you want to live?"

Nope.

Even in a life that is as bitter as bitter melon mixed with lemon, you can continue to walk with a smile while carrying heavy things and the people around you. This is the path you choose.

Yura knew it clearly.

Facing this most arrogant and stubborn guy, verbal persuasion will not work. If you really want to change his will, you must use the strongest facts to refute him.

"Let's have a dance."

She stood up and held out her hand to Elmes.

"what?"

Surprised light appeared in the purple pupil.

"Continuing the unfinished dance as a clean farewell to the past."

After listening, Elmes didn't move.

That's right.

He spoke in an indifferent tone.

"What are you talking about? The memory of the past and that dance no longer exists in your brain. Even if you are experienced, it is impossible for you to know the beat that you have never known before."

"There is nothing left in your memory."

Yura's hand still did not withdraw.

Where do people's memories reside?

In the neurons of the brain?Or is it on the eyeball?in cells?Is there or, like a mist, a formless and invisible spiritual substance in which memories reside?Whether it is the heart, the spirit, or the soul, they can be inserted and removed at will like a USB flash drive with software, and can be erased repeatedly?

She doesn't know the answer.

In other words, until now, she still couldn't recall any of her memories of being erased, and no miracle like a fairy tale happened.