No one knows King Arthur better than I do

——He really just sat on his own sofa all day long...

Mellie was relieved to see Carl didn't commit suicide.

But when she walked to Karl's side and saw that Karl was still sitting in the paralyzed posture of Ge You, and his eyes were still looking at the sky, she was rather curious about Karl's thoughts.

"You really can stay in a daze for a whole day here..."

Meili's sense of time is already at that level of not so strong.

But if you let her sit here all day, she'll get bored too.

So she was very curious about Carl's behavior of sitting here in a daze all day.

Karl had noticed Mellie's arrival a long time ago.

With a flick of his hand, another lazy sofa appeared next to him. He patted casually, motioning for Mei Li to lie down and talk.

Mellie blinked when she saw the second beanbag.

honestly…

——She really never lay down on this thing (

So at this moment, Mei Li is lying on the lazy sofa, feeling the softness that is just right all over her body, the warm feeling wraps herself, and the tired parts of her body that are usually not noticed also start to rest. His eyes narrowed like a cat's.

Seeing her like this, Karl also thought of Altila sitting on the beanbag for the first time.

He smiled slowly, and then explained to Meili.

"Of course I can...Because once upon a time, I was as impetuous as you all, and I was always fighting for what I seemed to want very much. When I didn't do anything, I felt bored, and I was still yearning for an unsettled life. , I just look forward to the day when a big event will happen, maybe I don’t think I can become the trend of the times, but I think it’s very interesting to be able to participate in that kind of epic event..."

"But now that I think about it, I was too young."

Carl, who was lying on the beanbag sofa, had flashes of nostalgia in his eyes.

"It seems that people who have always pursued their goals, and experience the so-called sense of satisfaction and accomplishment on the road, and can divide their goals one by one in stages, so that they have been living a fulfilling life are the most confused people, because They don't know what they really want, and they don't even have time to think about it."

"And those who really understand what they want, and those who are not confused, will never be able to complete their own redemption—because sooner or later they will understand that what they seem to want may not be what they want."

"So either they become people who seem to have goals in the process, or they become people who don't have goals after they achieve a goal."

"That's how people are..."

"Those who are tired envy those who are not tired, and those who are not tired envy those who live a full life... In the end, they are just pursuing what they don't have, what they don't know how to feel, what they haven't experienced..."

and so…

"I'm just enjoying what I don't have...that's all."

Hearing what Carl said, Mei Li lay on the beanbag sofa, and her eyes continued to fall on Carl.

She also had some understanding of Carl's outlook on life.

He thinks that positive people are not positive, he thinks that negative people are not that negative, he can't understand evil people, and he thinks heroes are stupid, he doesn't like tragedies, and he doesn't like comedies that much...

Once upon a time he said that his life does not need any stimulation.

What he wants is nothing more than the life of ordinary people with joys and sorrows, balanced with each other, positive and negative.

laid back.

free.

No one will ask you to die for this world.

No one will think about stabbing your heart with a knife every day.

There is no need to be on tenterhooks to hide the great events of a lifetime.

In old age, I can still laugh at my past life...

Laugh at your innocence, at your stupidity.

Carl wanted this life.

Mellie is also the clearest about Carl's dream.

So she also knows that the other party is gradually moving towards a road that is getting farther and farther away from her dream, and even runs counter to it.

He wasn't supposed to be a king or a hero.

He should have been able to live the life he wanted the moment he fled from Rome.

He also never liked his own life to be wonderful.

but…

This is all impossible.

Karl is the protagonist in the first disaster.

Whether he wants it or not, the first natural disaster will find him sooner or later.

Either a giant or an overlord...

He must be involved.

But after hearing what Carl said, Meili finally confirmed that Carl didn't think of anything.

Otherwise, he would never have the attitude he has now, let alone say what he said now.

So Mei Li felt relieved.

Looking at Carl's gaze became more determined.

Perhaps in the timeline she had seen before, Carl had reached out to the world time and time again, actively or passively, fighting alone from beginning to end...

But now, at least she was his ally.

At least she will help him.

At least she will stand by his side.

and so…

Someone should give him a hand.

……

27. Memory Restoration (EX)

early morning.

Clean sunlight came in from outside.

Carl opened his eyes, looked at Meili who was still lying on his body, and shook his head helplessly.

——God knows what kind of crazy this girl was yesterday!

Obviously, I was talking about my outlook on life and some philosophical things with him very seriously.Originally, I wanted her to lie there and think about something after listening to it.

But I don't know where I didn't explain clearly, it reminded her of bad things, or her hobby is special...

But in short, after hearing this, she seemed to be more determined to be with her or something. She hugged herself last night and never let go...

As soon as he thought of this, Carl put his arms around Meili, put it on her head, and rubbed her head as if he was stroking a cat.

Mellie in her sleep was not the same as she was when she was awake.

The expression on his face was not that cold, and he didn't even open his eyes.

The whole person is lying on his body, his face is pressed against his chest, his eyes are squinted, there is a trace of crystal at the corner of his mouth, and there will be a comfortable expression on his face after being rubbed on the head.

— Just like your pets.

What?You say it's like a sister?

Hehe... If you are so old and still sleep with your sister in your arms, then the next story probably will be another story...

But whether it's a pet or a younger sister—in short, Carl doesn't have that special thought about Melly.

So naturally nothing happened last night.

Now Carl is feeling the sunshine, hugging Mei Li, and slowly pressing the early morning system lottery draw.

For the system lottery, Karl actually didn't want to get any good things.

The food is pretty good, and it’s not bad to keep some useless props for fun.

Even if another model of necklace is drawn, Carl's current EQ does not support him to give the necklace to the people around him out of the mentality of sharing good equipment with others out of the mentality that the other party can use it.

So that's it for the lottery.

No expectations and no disappointment.

then…

【Memory Restoration (EX)】

[Regardless of the loss of the host or memory loss, this opportunity can be used to fully restore it]

[use/not use]

After seeing this, Karl was silent for a while.

His memory is still hazy.

And it's all about Mellie.

When he was in Rome, his memory of Mei Li was a bit vague, and after he left Rome, he had no memory of the time when he was reformed in Britain.

He knew very well that these things should be done by Meili.

Mellie must know something too.

But Mei Li didn't say anything, and he didn't say anything all the time.

The memory is completely restored...

Carl looks at the opportunity, looks at the two options above to use and not to use...

If it was before Mei Li's weird behavior these days, then Carl would probably not hesitate.

After all, compared to his own memory, he valued Meili more.

Since Mei Li felt that she didn't need to know, then she just didn't know.

When she needs to know, she will naturally tell herself that the matter is as simple as that.

But these days, Meili is obviously a little anxious.

That's why Karl hesitated.

He didn't want everything to be on Mei Li's shoulders alone. If he could help, it would be great if he could help her share a little.

and so…

Carl pressed options.

☆

When Mei Li opened her eyes, she found that she was still lying on the beanbag.

She seemed to have fallen asleep without realizing it.

Carl wasn't here at the moment, and the lazy sofa was moved to a place where the sun wouldn't shine, and she was covered with a piece of clothing.

"Carl..."

The clothes are Karl's clothes, and the sofa is also Karl's.

So Carl's smell filled his nostrils, causing Meili to murmur subconsciously.

But Carl is not here.

And judging by the smell—it seems to have been away for a while.

Thinking of this, Mei Li slowly got up.

Walked out of the room where no one was there, came to the empty corridor, walked through the stairs, and came to the first floor.

When they got here, Meili didn't see anyone.

"It's so quiet..."

Mei Li said so, and then... she opened clairvoyance!