Yuan Shen: I was reincarnated as the daughter of the Dragon King Ruo Tuo

"My family, my friends, everything about me, will be lost again..."

"I... am I going?"

She is greedy for money, greedy for life and afraid of death, because she was unlucky in her previous life, so she especially cherishes the beauty of the present.

She doesn't want to die, she hasn't enjoyed enough glory and wealth, hasn't enjoyed enough joy of playing with friends, hasn't enjoyed enough family's love for her.

However, her concern for Mandrill was genuine, and she did not want Mandrill to die.

She hoped that Mandrill would live, but she dared not save him.

She is just a mentally immature child, full of flaws in her heart, no different from the mental experience of a normal 14-year-old child.

At this moment, facing the fear of death and the grief of losing a loved one, two different emotions are intertwined in her heart, triggering a huge inner conflict.

She knew that if she didn't save Mandrill, she would spend her life with a sense of guilt.

"No...I can't go, I don't want to die! I finally got all this! I don't want to lose!"

"I have done a good job. I am seriously injured and my strength is almost exhausted. If I don't do anything, no one will blame me."

"This must be a trap set by Zhongli! Yes! Zhongli! He must be hiding there watching the show, and he will definitely come out to save Uncle Mandrill!"

She kept finding reasons for herself in her heart, just to convince herself that it was the right decision not to save Mandrill.

......

On the battlefield of Guyun Pavilion.

The mandrill fell down.

At this moment, he recalled his whole life.

He was also a simple boy, but the demon god seized his weakness and forced him to kill.

He shattered the dreams of countless people and killed countless people.

Until Yan Wang Dijun rescued him.

However, saving does not mean getting a clean break with the past.

He has taken the lives of countless people and cut off the future of countless people. These things can never be changed.

Therefore, he voluntarily became a law-protecting yaksha, protecting the lives of thousands of people and the future of thousands of people, in order to atone for his sins.

Even though he was carrying karma, he was eroded by karma every day, tortured to the point of pain, he never complained.

Because he felt that this was the retribution he deserved. Those who were killed by him should have resentment attached to him, torture him, and vent their resentment. This is what should be done.

This is also a kind of redemption.

"..."

At this moment, he let out a long sigh.

"My life has finally come to an end."

"My fault, I am willing to bear it, and I am willing to atone for it."

"Looking at the protection of the millennium can redeem the killing of the millennium."

His figure fell towards the seal.

A relieved smile appeared on his face.

He closed his eyes, waiting for his end to come.

But at this moment, he suddenly felt someone holding his hand.

Startled, he opened his eyes.

That... was a blond haired dragon-horned girl with many scars.

She didn't know when she rushed down and grabbed his hand.

"Ruo Ling?! What are you doing! Let go!"

he exclaimed.

However, the girl smiled sweetly.

"I'm sorry, Uncle Mandrill, I don't want to lose any more..."

Facing Mandrill, she showed a weak smile, and with her last strength, she threw Mandrill towards the direction of the immortals.

Then, instead of Mandrill, he fell towards the seal.

......

Chapter 129 Ruo Ling. Memoirs of a Past Life

High above the Guyun Pavilion battlefield.

The girl with blond hair and dragon horns used her last strength to throw the mandrill in the direction of the other immortals.

Then, instead of Mandrill, it fell towards the seal below.

"Ruo Ling!!!"

Such a situation was beyond everyone's expectations.

Including Mandrill, several immortals and Ning Guang lost their composure and exclaimed!

In the eyes of everyone, Ruo Ling is greedy for wealth and honor, greedy for life and afraid of death, and quite stubborn.

Everyone thinks that she is not the kind of person who would sacrifice herself for others.

And at that time, she was already seriously injured, and no one would think that she had the ability to rescue Mandrill.

It never occurred to her that she would risk her life to save Mandrill.

Her behavior was really not in line with her past habits, and when the immortals reacted, she had already rushed out with injuries.

The golden light is flourishing, and the seal is about to be formed. Now, there is no other way.

The immortals were deeply saddened, but they could only watch her fall towards the seal...

......

"what..."

The girl in the red dress who was falling was full of tired eyes.

"After looking for so many reasons, didn't I finally make such a decision? I really..."

She tried to say something, but ended up just laughing at herself.

"Forget it...I'm so tired."

She let out a weary sigh, said no more, and let her powerless body fall downward.

Everything seemed meaningless at this moment, perhaps because he sensed his own death, and the memories in his mind quickly emerged.

Those are her memories before she came to Tivat...

......

Birth

on a blue planet.

One year, in the winter of December, with a cry, a fat little boy was born in a hospital.

He was born in a family that was not considered wealthy and patriarchal.

Fortunately, he was a boy, and his arrival made the whole family feel like a treasure, and they loved him very much.

1 years old

His family, his love, came to an abrupt end this year.

During the one-year-old physical examination, he was found to have almost zero vision in his left eye, and at the same time, his right foot was weak, and he was born with a disability.

This news brought a great blow to his family, and it was also the beginning of a change in his life.

That night, at three o'clock in the morning, he was abandoned by his parents on the snowy street.

It is often reported in the news that a drunk man passed out on the street, and when he was found the next day, he had already frozen to death.

Maybe it was driven by a huge desire to survive, or maybe God also felt sympathy for this child's experience.

He cried for a full five hours in the snowy weather of minus 21 degrees, until eight o'clock in the morning, when the heavy snow was about to bury his foam box, people who went to the market found him.

2 years old

The incident of abandoning babies has aroused great concern in the local area.

People are amazed at his tenacious desire to survive and indignant at the viciousness of his parents.

With the help of many caring people, he was treated and survived.

But because he cried for five hours in the ice and snow, although he survived, he suffered from lung disease and often coughed.

After discharge, he was sent to an orphanage.

......

6 years old

This orphanage is not a charity organization, but a black-hearted orphanage that uses the name of rescue and shelter to defraud the state's funding and donations from caring people in society to make profits.

The dean of the orphanage is very vicious and greedy. Under his discipline, intimidation, beating and scolding, no child dares to tell the truth about the orphanage.

The children here wear old donated clothes and eat very poor food. Starvation is a common occurrence.

Food is a treasure for children here.

Therefore, robbing food has become a compulsory course in orphanages.

For the children here, it is the happiest day when caring people from the society come to deliver supplies every month.

Because at this time, the dean will put on a show and give them some "rich" lunch and dinner.

He was blind in one eye and lame in one leg, so he would definitely not be able to grab things from other children.

In order not to be hungry, the six-year-old would carry a sack all over the street early in the morning to rummage through trash cans and pick up bottles.

Over time, people nearby also knew that there was a child with difficult conditions.

Some well-meaning shopkeepers or small restaurant owners will specially collect the bottles left by the guests and give them to him when he shows up the next morning.

Every time he went to sell scraps, the owner of the scrap yard would secretly step on the scale with his foot under the cover of the sack, so every time he sold a bottle, he would often gain a catty or two more.

After the bottles are sold out, it is almost noon.

Every time he came back from selling the bottles and passed by a breakfast shop selling buns, the boss would greet him warmly.

"Hey! Little Crip! Come here!"

"Auntie is going to close the stall, there are two buns left, here you go, eat."

There are often buns left in the breakfast shop, and what he can get depends on what is left today.

Sometimes, he can get ordinary white steamed buns, sometimes he can get custard buns, and sometimes he can get one or two glutinous rice chicken.

But no matter what he got, he was very happy, and everyone loved him in different ways.

With everyone's help, he became the richest and best-fed kid in the orphanage.

But this also aroused the jealousy of other children who couldn't get enough to eat. How could he resist the collective bullying when he was frail and sick?All the money he saved and his steamed stuffed bun were taken away.

In such an environment, he began to change gradually, he was no longer soft.

He bought a paring knife, kept it in his arms, and one day stabbed the child in the thigh who was leading the bully.

That day, he and that child were severely beaten by the headmaster, but since that day, no one in the orphanage dared to bully him again.

......

7 years old

Actually, he has a friend.

This friend is cowardly, physically disabled, often bullied, and often starves.

Feeling sympathetic to each other, he would often leave a steamed bun for him.