star guardian, but sword devil

"...You really have no reservations about me."

[After all, this is the basis of trust. 】

"You can tell beautiful lies, such blunt and brutal truths - it just scares me."

[I don't need your trust, I trust you - that's enough. 】

"why?"

【You will know. 】

Despite some tightness in his chest, Kevin still maintained his usual lazy attitude - what happened during this period made him a little trance, as if it were a real nightmare - he was not good at making decisions.

That kiss from Gwen...

It made Kevin feel throbbing and... guilty.

how to say?

The most time-wasting thing in life is thinking without learning and hesitating.

Some people say that those hesitating things, when you start to take the first step, it becomes easier to move forward.

But it’s easier said than done—in loneliness, you can choose to be elegant and walk a leisurely path with thin green bamboos, or you can meet Banqiao and choose a high-spirited posture in the rare and confused wind.

Lacus and Jinx... the ignorant intertwining of love and friendship.

What should I do?

[There is no doubt that you are an indecisive scumbag. 】

"... quite a pertinent evaluation."

[It's so rare that you don't speak hard. 】

"Because I'm trapped in the center of the vortex of this storm." Kevin covered his face with his hands rather irritably, and finally sighed from the bottom of his heart: "Please forgive me..."

[I'm sorry Kevin, I can't help you deal with emotional problems.Uneasy with choices, you are kind and wise.You are cowardly and dull by making choices out of insecurity.So, you just need to follow your heart. 】

"It's easy for you to say..."

【why? 】

"Because I am a real person. You are just... a parasite obsessed with destroying the world."

[Given your current emotional state, I can pretend that I didn't hear this sentence—but this is not an example! 】

In the eastern sky, a ray of dawn melted into the leaden sky, and it was swallowed by the darkness that covered the sky without struggling.

Kevin was silent for a long time, until there was a vibrating touch from the phone, he unlocked the screen of the phone, raised his eyes slightly, and saw the name of the contact——Lax.

【Kevin, are you there? 】

Kevin thought for a while, and typed a line in the chat box【Are you not angry? ], then quickly shook his head, deleted the line, and resent a message.

【Lax, what's wrong? 】

【Do you have time now?Can you come out for a while? 】

【where? 】

[Panson's Bakery.I'm here waiting for you. 】

Pantheon, it's him again!

[Panson again, always Panson, why is it always Panson!ah--!Such a big city and planet, don't they have any other names besides Pantheon! ! 】

Aatrox was shaking.

"Then... I remember that there is a cafe called Twilight Star opposite the park in Valoran City, do you want us to go there?"

Aatrox was silent for a moment, and finally compromised.

【...Let's go to Pantheon's bakery. 】

Aatrox's reaction made Kevin raise his mouth involuntarily. He put on his coat, then put on his earphones. When he came to the entrance, put on his shoes, and was about to go out, he happened to meet Foye who was coming home. Ge.

"Where are you going?"

Kevin froze for a moment, but still admitted honestly: "Go and find Lacus."

Fyego observed the subtle emotional changes on Kevin's face, and at the end, an imperceptible disappointment and soft emotion flashed in his eyes.

"...Should I say that you are so complacent that you are self-sufficient, or are you still naive and have no intention of looking forward?"

This sentence made Kevin stunned for a while: "There's no need to be so explicit, right?"

"I'm guiding you." Fiego patted him on the shoulder lightly: "I just don't want to see my brother become the kind of bastard scum who plays with girls' feelings-I've seen too many of that kind of people .Every choice you make now requires your future self and others to bear the consequences. Are you really ready?"

"Kevin, life is not a game."

The people on the street were deserted. Kevin was walking against the icy wind on the street after the rainstorm, and Fiego's voice was still resounding, lingering in his ears.

—So now, who can tell me what to do?

No one ever told me that it would be so difficult to suppress the demons in my body, face the pressure of going to school, and finally deal with emotional problems.

"forgive me……"

[It’s okay bro, I’m with you. 】

"I hate it when you say that..."

PS: Woohoo, where is Piaopiao?

Star Guardian: Chapter 38 The family offers a wave of rewards

There is nothing special in the recent period, and I can code words wholeheartedly.

In a sense, it can be said that it is full-time. Anyway, beating children on rainy days-idling is also idle.It's better to offer a reward to give some motivation.

Because of my writing style... As a result, every chapter needs to be written with all my strength, and the speed of coding may not be as fast as other authors-but the quality is definitely online!

So please bear with me.

There are also emotional issues about the protagonist... In fact, this is also one of the daily highlights of youth, right?

The reward period is one week.

200 monthly tickets for one update.

2000 recommended tickets for one update.

10000 reward for one update.

100 blades a change.

Of course, I think... there shouldn't be too much debt, right?

After all, lol is a niche topic.

Star Guardian: Chapter 39 Chapter 38 Yuumi won the auxiliary selection!

Kevin isn't really a big fan of desserts.

——Compared with those sugars that can make the brain secrete dopamine, Kevin still prefers the satiety brought by the delicious barbecue.

Of course, it would be even better if there were carbonated drinks.

Juice is actually not bad.

So when Kevin looked at the cake handed by Lux next to him, he just frowned tightly and touched his chin with his hand as if thinking hard.

Then, she turned her sharp eyes to Lacus beside her - she was neither graceful nor luxurious, but she had a unique charm that was fascinating.

"So, you asked me to come out to help Pan Sen look after the store?"

Kevin sighed, hesitated for a moment, took the strawberry cake handed by Lacus, took a bite, and slowly tasted the rich milk and strawberry aroma, which was very romantic .

I have to say that Master Pan Sen's craftsmanship is really good, no wonder his pastry shop is full of diners every day.

"Aatrox, would you like a taste?"

[Take it away quickly!I just starved to death, falling into the arms of the Harbinger!And definitely will not eat a bit of Pantheon - even if the Pantheon is not the one I know! 】

Still full of malice, Aatrox.

Wait...the Harbinger! ?

Have I heard some terrible appellation?

Holding a cup of milk tea, Lacus took another bite of the sweet scone in her hand, her eyes danced in the darkness, and asked softly, "Are you angry?"

"When have I ever been angry with you?" Kevin smiled faintly, looked up at the cloudless sky, put away his cynical attitude, and became a lot more humble: "...Even when I was playing games, I I never blamed you, did I? I still remember that there was a game at that time, what kind of support did you play... A female character who can release flash seems to have given away three-quarters of the entire team's kills."

"Laxana." Lax glanced at the sweets on the table with sharp eyes, and she quickly grabbed a strawberry-flavored biscuit—these sweets were given to them by Pan Sen as a thank you gift for helping to look after the shop: " I love that character, it shines as much as I do. Also, it's been so long, you remember?"

I like myself!

Kevin grinned the corners of his mouth, and couldn't help but want to laugh.

I don't know if Aatrox will like Aatroxia in the game.

"That was my gold promotion match!" Kevin had a slightly depressed smile on his face: "How could it be so easy to forget! At that time, you assisted in choosing a cat to follow me, and you already won!"

"Huh? But isn't Yuumi banned?" Lux asked suspiciously.

Kevin paused for a moment, then said in relief: "Ah, that's right. I remember it was Yuumi's version at the time, and it's normal to be banned."

"...Ah, but I really miss Yuumi's version. The environment at that time was much better than now, there were not so many monsters and ghosts, and the relationship between support and ADC was not so incompatible."

"Well, there's nothing you can do about the things that have already passed. And in the final analysis, doesn't the way the game is played also has something to do with people?"

Lux's voice rang in her ears again, and when the girl smiled, the eyes of the cynical boy froze for a moment.

In the end, Kevin just shrugged his shoulders helplessly, and when he turned his gaze to the people passing by on the street, he was in a trance for a moment——

"Hmm... Am I the first one?"

——That kiss was really...surprisingly long.

Kevin slowly let out a long breath, rubbed the center of his brows lightly, and was rarely out of shape.

Lacus tilted her head in doubt, picked up the milk tea and took another sip, and asked solemnly, "Kevin, do you have something on your mind?"

"I……"

Kevin opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything.

——I'm such a hopeless scum.

[Very perfect self-awareness! 】

Aatrox sneered.

Lux noticed the hesitation and melancholy flashing in Kevin's eyes, and her eyes dimmed a little, even so, she still smiled.

"It's okay if you don't want to say it. The storm that happened at the carnival last time was really scary." Lux clapped her hands lightly, resisting the boredom and pain that surged from her heart, and showed a sincere smile: "However, you It's great to be okay with Gwen."

Kevin pursed his lips, showing an awkward and bitter smile as if it was yesterday.Lux, who seemed to know this well already, was unwilling to say anything more—the distance between Gwen and Kevin has been getting closer since the carnival.

【Are they dating? 】

【Wow, are Gwen and Kevin dating? 】

[They are so close! 】

【hateful!He won such a cute transfer student in just two weeks, Kevin is good at picking up girls! ! 】

This is probably the most discussed topic in the class this week.

——The girl sees everything in her eyes and hides it in her heart.

Probably... I really lost, right?

"...Jinx, how is she? That girl seems to be avoiding me all the time."

A sad look appeared on Lux's face, and she just supported her cheek and said.

"Jinx... I don't know what's going on, she has been out of shape for a while, and she hasn't come to the Star Guardian battle meeting for a long time."