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In the past, she just used magic as an explanation for such things.

But now, the three words "non-human" appear repeatedly in Mami's mind.

"Look, it's impossible for humans to display such power."

Mami was stunned, she called out her soul gem and let it stand in her hand.

The Soul Gem, which originally emitted a faint yellow light, has now deposited a lot of filth at its bottom.

"So, you mean! You mean! This thing?! This small one looks like a quail egg! Such a dirty thing is mine! Is it mine...?!"

"Soul." QB standing on the floor calmly replied to the glaring Mami, then swooped down and snatched the soul gem from Mami's palm, "Lend me a little."

Asami looked at what was supposed to be the "root of her own existence", and was held in her mouth by the QB she once thought was a friend.

Then, Mami felt the pain.

The pain of life is worse than death.

He couldn't even cry out in pain, he didn't even have time to beg for forgiveness, he just sank in the pain.

The pain came from her neck, her moist lungs were becoming dry, her neck was almost broken, and her legs didn't even have the strength to stand up.

"?!"

Just when Mami thought she was about to suffocate, she suddenly felt the air flow into her lungs again, and the pain in her neck was rapidly subsiding.

Asami looked intently, she saw that QB had fallen, her eyes were lost, and her soul gem rolled to the ground.

And behind her, a warm embrace supported her body.

It was Kotoriyu, who supported Mami with her body when she was about to fall, and shot QB to death with her inconspicuous short-barreled revolver with fancy patterns?

Asami wasn't sure what Toriyu was doing with the short-barreled revolver, because she didn't actually see the qb being holed, and she didn't hear the gunshot, it just fell over.

But compared to the life and death of the creature she may never have known, she cared more about her soul gem—it was rolling on the ground now, rolling feebly.

However, when she subconsciously wanted to get up and pick up her own soul gem, she thought that the small stone that looked like it would break when stepped on was herself...

She suddenly felt that she was so weird.

Xiaotiaoyou raised her head slightly and looked at Mami's side face. In silence, she gently placed Mami on the carpet, then walked up to Mami's gem, and picked it up.

The turbid bottom of the gem began to spread upwards, and it might not take long for the gem to turn black.

Kotoriyu took out the witch's egg from the pocket of his trousers, and stuck it on it.

After sucking out the filth as usual, Xiaoniaoyou picked up the QB lying on the ground, then opened the window, and threw it out like throwing garbage.

"Mami..."

Kotoriyu took Mami's soul gem, squatted down, and stuffed it into Mami's hand.

The latter was slightly taken aback when he got the gem.

She looked at the gemstone, and then at Xiaoniaoyou. She saw Xiaoniaoyou wanted to open her mouth to say something, but she didn't want to listen anymore. Mami grabbed the soul gem in her hand and threw it to her side. .

"Mami!"

As a veteran magical girl, Kotoriyu had already realized what she was going to do when she saw Mami's shoulders moving.

Kotoriyu strode directly, hugged Mami whole body, and held her wrist with the palm of his right hand.

After being stopped by Xiaotiaoyou, Mami seemed to have no intention of seeking death, or she had lost interest in everything now, and just stood there in a daze.

"Mami..."

Looking at Ba Mami now, Xiao Niaoyou was speechless.

Because she looked at Mami's current appearance, as if she saw herself.

At that time, I used this short-barreled revolver to kill my mother, then squatted on the toilet, planning to commit suicide.

She held the barrel of the gun in her mouth and fired at the head.

Of course, she didn't die, but she also knew the fact that she was no longer human.

"Mami, you are still a human being." As a person who has been here, Xiaotiaoyu is very clear about what Mami is thinking, "Magical girls are similar to humans, and we are not much like humans..."

"No." Mami stared blankly at Niaoyou, her eyes were blank, as if she was looking at Niaoyou, or at some distant past, "I'm not human."

"Mami?"

"Do you remember? My original wish?"

"I make a wish to qb to live."

"..."

"I have always been confused. I obviously love my mother and father, but why?"

"Why didn't I make a wish to save my parents at that time?"

"Now I understand."

"I have always been a selfish human being, so selfish that I even abandoned my own family members in order to survive!"

Xiaoniaoyou just wanted to say something, but felt that his actions were blocked.

Xiaotiaoyou looked down again, only to notice that Mami had used her own ribbon magic to firmly bind her in the form of a guijia with her hands tied behind her back.

[Is it magic to make the ribbon invisible by changing the nature of the ribbon? ! 】

Two of the ribbons smoothly swept away the ring on Xiaoniaoyou's left middle finger and Mami's soul gem in his hand.

"Ma, Mami...?"

Looking at Mami who was a bit broken in front of her eyes, Xiaoniao's eyelids twitched wildly, something bad happened.

Mami didn't speak, she just held the soul gem of herself and Xiaoniaoyou, watching quietly.

"Did you know? Classmate Xiaoniaoyou."

"I deeply regret the wish I made because of becoming a magical girl, so I pretended to be some kind of messenger of justice."

"But like the new world you showed me, the real world is gray and complex."

"I can't tell the difference between righteousness and evil at all. It's just a constant self-goodness."

"Actually, I understand that doing this can't compensate anyone at all. Both my father and mother are dead. This is just to make me feel better..."

"If that's the case, then there's no need for me to act like this, right? There's no need to pretend to be an envoy of justice..."

"There's no need to tolerate the little bird swimming and using me."

Xiaoniaoyou shrank her eyes and pupils slightly, and her only remaining fluke mentality made her argue: "What are you talking about? Mami, I..."

"Stop arguing!"

Mami, whose emotions were close to losing control, pushed Xiaotiaoyou down. She pressed Xiaotiaoyou to the ground face to face, straddled Xiaotiaoyou, and shouted to her:

"Do you really think I'm stupid?!"

"Do you think I didn't notice it?! Every time you look at Kamu Madoka, you always show a look of concern and love, and you don't even cover that look!"

"The person you really want to protect is Madoka Kame, right?"

"Being so nice to me is just taking advantage of my loneliness! Is that right?!"

Xiao Tiaoyu, who was held down by Mami, was speechless, because Mami was right.

Xiaoniaoyou is powerless to save the world, he can only protect what he wants to protect.

If Madoka doesn't sign the contract, then in her eyes, Mami is just a stranger.

Therefore, Xiaotiaoyou was speechless, and she could only let Mami continue to complain.

"Do you know that you are the first person in my life who really walked into my life besides my family?!"

"You big idiot!"

"Originally... I think this is fine, at least you have done so much for me, and I will protect Madoka Kame together with you, that's fine."

"But, why did Xiao Meiyan become so important in your eyes again! Xiao Niaoyou, are you such a person who likes the new and dislikes the old??!"

"I've had enough! I've had enough of you every day! Akami Homura is long! Akami Homura is short! Enough of you always looking at Akami Homura!"

"Obviously I cook for you and wash your clothes at home every time, but no matter how delicious the food is and how clean the clothes are, you will only repeat in front of me that you have not known each other for two weeks. Akami Homura! Akami Homura!! Akami Homura!!!"

"Since you want to use me..."

"Then please make it mine!"

Sitting on the body of Xiaotiaoyu, Mami, who was crying in a mess, leaned over and kissed Xiaotiaoyu.

Xiaoniaoyou did not resist. Her first love ended 23 years ago.

A love like sugar made of glass, in her youthful memories, there is only the sweetness of blood.

There is no reason for Xiaoniaoyou to avoid this kiss.

Only now, the kiss between the two of them has a bitter and salty taste in Xiaoniaoyou's mouth - it is the taste of being suppressed by the helpless reality and has nowhere to go.

With her lips parted, Mami trembled, and told Xiaotori her confession:

"I like bird swimming."

"This is a one-sided confession, so there is no need for Xiaoniaoyou to make any response."

"Reject me, don't like me, hate me, just whatever Xiaoniaoyou..."

"But, please."

"I want to continue to take advantage of my loneliness in the future, please at least let me misunderstand happily..." Mami lied weakly on Xiaotiaoyou's body, "I really, have nothing left..."

At that time, Kotoriyu, without any hesitation, stuck her head out and kissed Mami's lips.

Xiaotiaoyou doesn't dislike Mami, she actually admires this girl who is 22 years younger than herself.

In this world, how many people can say "I want to continue to use my loneliness in the future, please at least let me misunderstand happily..."?

Ask yourself, except for Mami, the 38-year-old Xiaoniaoyou doesn't know anyone like this.

Including Xiaoniaoyou herself, she didn't think she could say such words.

"No matter what, despair, unwillingness and anger, Mami is still Mami."

Cutting the ribbon with the enchanted dagger summoned in his hand, Kotori pushes back to Mami, and then turns into a state of Kotori going up and Mami going down.

Kotori bowed her head, kissed away the tears from the corners of Mami's eyes, and gently rubbed against Mami's face, she said to Mami:

"I'm also trying to like Mami."

"Then, now I seem to like

ps: In the last volume, Hitomi once called out "the aggressive year goes down and the gentle year goes up to yyds" because she saw Mami feeding the little bird, which is correct in a sense. (funny)

Chapter 12: Refining!Practice hard!How can you be a good team if you don’t practice?

【So this is what happened yesterday...】

Mami, who was lying on the bed and finished the meeting, looked at the familiar ceiling and felt like crying.

Mami calmed down, and after thinking about it carefully, she realized that she hadn't realized that she was no longer a human being, but it seemed rather abnormal.

Indeed, as qb said, after experiencing such a blow and exerting such power, it is a bit far-fetched to say that he is a human being.

[But why is there no great sadness in my heart? 】

Right now, Mami's mind is not thinking about the fact that she is no longer a human being, but about Xiaotiaoyou.

When Xiaoniaoyou accepted the confession, she was condescending and looked down on her...

Those yellow eyes were shining, like a black panther in the bushes looking directly at the camera.

[So beautiful...] ​​Mami couldn't help covering her face with her hands, thinking about Xiaoniaoyou's past like a girl in Huaichun, [So handsome...]

At this time, Xiaotiaoyou, who was picking up the debris outside the door, would probably quickly remove the "There Are No Women in War" from his body if he knew that his face had been imagined by Asami, which was the same as the face of a character in the beautiful manga for women. Take out the book "The Face of Myself" to suppress my shock.