I, the Pokémon Master, now resign
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A bunch of azure blue pupils looked directly into Bai Chen's heart, she put her right hand lightly on Bai Chen's chest, and said:
"But the only thing I know is that if I hadn't met you at the beginning, I wouldn't have achieved what I am today. The dream I have been hiding in my heart will eventually fade into memory as time goes by. not become a reality.”
"If it's you, even if I don't...you can..."
Bai Chen was still thinking about defending himself, but what floated in his mind was that unforgettable image.
The girl hid by the river and wept because of the pressure in her heart. The silver moonlight shone on her so sadly, it hurt her heart more than all the tragic stories he had read.
"You haven't finished."
Kamizlei wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, looked at Bai Chen, her eyes seemed to be shining with the brilliance of victory.
"Don't all these thoughts originate from your arrogance and arrogance, Brother Baichen?" After many years, Kamizlei finally said these words. "After you made such an agreement with me, your attitude towards me has always been very strange... At that time, I didn't figure out why. I didn't understand until we met for the first time after you left. Oh...Brother Bai Chen, you have always misinterpreted that agreement."
"We have to move forward together, help each other, and finally realize each other's wishes... You never broke the contract, because it was with your help that I was able to take that crucial step and ignore the criticisms of the adults around me, Just focus on achieving your goals.”
At this point, she turned to add in a lost tone:
"And if you really want to talk about it, no matter how you look at it, I'm the one who broke the contract... After all, Brother Bai Chen, you can realize your dreams all because of your own strength. Even if I'm not here, it shouldn't matter to you." Let's influence..."
no.
Bai Chen's body was trembling slightly, he wanted to refute, but he still didn't know how to speak.
Perhaps this is indeed the case in Kamizlei's view, but in fact, if it weren't for Kamizlei, Bai Chen might not have the courage to complete all the preparations in such a short time and set off for the trip.
Kamizlei is also a kind of motivation for him, a kind of motivation that urges him to keep moving forward.
He attaches great importance to the agreement between himself and Kamizlei, and he hopes to help Kamizlei realize her dream, so he must work hard to become stronger so that he can have enough strength to help her when she needs it.
And Bai Chen chose to leave without saying goodbye that day, in a sense, part of the reason was to help Kameizlei.
Because he saw that staying by her side would help her very little, although doing so would hurt her, but at that time he had no choice, he could not make a better decision .
Parting is painful, but after parting, it must be accompanied by faster growth of both parties.
He wants to be the strongest one step ahead and then come back.
But he failed again...
It's just that he became a deserter again...
The ferris wheel fell slowly, and Kamizlei stopped crying. She left Bai Chen's side and stood by the window overlooking everything in Raven City, as if she was talking to herself or in a dialogue Chen spoke in a normal way, and slightly opened his lips:
"Although it's not a remedy, it's something I planned a long time ago."
Kamizlei pointed to the scene outside the window, and Bai Chen followed the direction Kamizlei pointed.
The Ferris wheel is about to finish its round of operation. Looking at the past at this time, the scene on the ground can already be clearly seen.
Under the orange sunset, people who didn't know each other greeted each other, smiled and walked towards the exit of the amusement park...
In the small open space on the other side, the children also ended their day. Accompanied by their parents, they said goodbye to their friends. They jumped and laughed happily, not knowing that they were sharing with their parents. The harvest of the day is still asking what dishes to eat at night...
Everything seemed so peaceful and beautiful, just like the scene Bai Chen saw yesterday.
"After you left, I always hoped that you could come back to Leiwen City, Brother Baichen. I have always believed so. After all, this is where you grew up. Abandon this place..."
"But at the same time, I'm afraid because I know what this place means to you. The entertainment-oriented atmosphere has bred many boring people, and I will always remember the harm they did to you... ..."
"That's why I came up with such a plan so that you can really feel at ease and live happily after you come back, Brother Baichen."
The plan that Kamizlei said is undoubtedly the charity activity she has been insisting on.
Bai Chen didn't know what the specific content of that activity was, but he knew that simple public welfare could not change people's thinking. The reason why Kamizilei succeeded must be her own influence in Raven City Coupled with the result of accumulated efforts over time.
"After persisting for a few years, Raven City finally became such a place, a place where people can live with peace of mind..."
"I haven't been as smart as you, Bai Chen, from before~ so I thought of this method as an intelligent one, but..."
There was a bitter smile on Kamizlei's face, this time Kamizlei's emotions were finally directed at Bai Chen.
"I seem to be one step too late... If I could have succeeded earlier, if I could have said this directly to you without getting angry, I'm afraid things would be different... ..”
The carriage fell down smoothly, and the door was opened by the staff. Kamizlei did not stay here any longer. She was afraid that if she continued to stay with Bai Chen, she would be completely unable to restrain her emotions, but before leaving, she stayed behind. He gave Bai Chen the last sentence:
"Anyway, there is only one thing I want to say... I never really blamed you, I always blamed you, but you always judged me by your own thoughts, but even so... ..."
Kamizlei pursed her lips, hesitated for less than a second, and said the last sentence:
"I have always admired you, and I have always hoped that I am qualified to stand by your side, but it all seems to depend on your choice...I will always wait for you...I will I've been waiting for you to come back next time, Brother Bai Chen..."
Kamizlei jumped out of the carriage and left.
And Bai Chen stared at Kamizlei's back, unable to recover for a long time.
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389 Reasons You Don't Need to Know
Along the way, Bai Chen didn't say anything, he just carefully observed every detail in the streets and alleys.
Whether it was the content of people's conversations or some posters pasted on the wall, Bai Chen never let it go.
He wanted to re-examine, examine Kamizlei's efforts, and examine his own arrogance.
Since Kamizlei left, he didn't say anything, just wandered around the street like a walking dead, and he didn't even think about going to Kamizlei, because she had already said those words, and she had already said that. It represents her determination.
She is waiting for her next return. If there are no accidents, Kamizlei should have started to pack her luggage now, and is ready to go back to continue the delayed work.
That's right, after all, she's just like me, she's a busy person...
Busy with various jobs as a model, busy with the responsibilities of a trainer in a travel gym, and still busy with maintaining the atmosphere of the city that has been formed with great difficulty.
Compared with her, I am really terrible.
Although he already guessed that the changes in Raven City were made by Kamizlei yesterday, he never thought that what Kamizlei did was for him, for him to come back after becoming famous, so that he could Live with more peace of mind.
"What have I been doing this year..."
Bai Chen raised his head, looked at the darkening sky, and finally made a self-deprecating sound.
The night gradually overwhelmed the color of the setting sun, and the street lights on the side of the road in Raven City were already on at this time.Although the surrounding light was still bright under the illumination of the street lamps, Bai Chen's back revealed an indescribable heaviness.
......
"click~"
"Ok?"
In the residential area north of Leiwen City, Bai Chen's home.
After hearing the doorbell, Bai Xu walked over and opened the door, but he saw Bai Chen with a serious face, so he couldn't help being stunned.
"Expression, restrain your expression, or your mother will be verbose again when she sees it."
Bai Xu didn't know what happened to him so he came back with a bad face, but maybe it was because of the return itself that made him feel bad?
Just when Bai Xu was thinking this way, Bai Chen's expression finally returned to normal, it didn't look like what he had guessed.
"So, it's rare for you to come back just to take people here for a tour? Or is it not the kind of guide? What did you do yesterday and today?"
Bai Xu looked back, and asked when he saw no one else came out, but Bai Chen had no intention of explaining anything to him, and just shook his head slightly.
"Personal privacy, no comment."
"Hi?!"
Bai Xu snorted angrily, but since he didn't plan to say something, Bai Xu didn't plan to force him to say it, who made him not qualified.
"Forget it, whatever~ It doesn't matter how you treat me, but you have to apologize to them afterwards. After bringing someone to Raven City, but leaving him here alone, what is your brain circuit? How is it... I'm really curious..."
Bai Xu had no intention of continuing to pester him, but he sighed helplessly and then walked towards the living room. Bai Chen looked at his back and didn't speak, just thinking about the previous things alone.
"Huh? Teacher Bai Chen, are you back?"
At this moment, Mary, who heard the commotion, ran out of the kitchen in a hurry and stopped beside Bai Chen.
Her expression was the same as before, without any signs of anger or happiness, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.
"It's just in time for dinner, uh...do you want to eat..."
Ma Li's expression was a little unnatural, as if she didn't know what attitude to take when facing Bai Chen.
Just as Bai Chen guessed, during the two days she stayed here, Ma Li had already learned a lot of things related to Bai Chen, even things related to this family, from Chengjian Future.
Among them was the reason why she opposed Bai Chen becoming a Pokémon trainer, and she didn't even tell Bai Chen about the reason, but she told Kamizlei and Mary.
Perhaps in Chengjian Future's heart, she also hopes that Kamizlei or Ma Li can tell Bai Chen the truth of all this instead of her.
After learning the truth, Ma Li was also at a loss for a moment, not knowing whether to tell Bai Chen or not.
But think about it from another angle, since Bai Chen didn't know until now, does it mean that Kamizlei never said anything?But why hasn't she said it?Mary has also considered many reasons for this, and one of the reasons she thinks is the most likely is——
Prefer not to say.
Perhaps Kamizlei, like her, still has a feeling of complaint about the truth of the matter in her heart.
It is precisely because they all have admiration and longing for Bai Chen in their hearts that they are even more unable to understand Cheng Jian's future decision. Even if it is Bai Chen's mother, even if there is a corresponding reason, some things are still unforgivable.
At least until Bai Chen forgives her, Kamizilei probably won't take the initiative to bring up this matter with Bai Chen.
And now Mary has a similar idea.
"..."
Bai Chen could see Ma Li's shyness, he sighed lightly, and rubbed Ma Li's head.
"Don't think too much, I didn't ask you to come here to put pressure on you, just to satisfy your wish and let you know something about me, as for the rest, you just treat it as a story, just listen to it .”
"story......"
This sounds like such an easy word, but whenever Ma Li imagined the unfair treatment Bai Chen encountered in Raven City when she was a child, she would feel an inexplicable sense of boredom in her chest.
If only I could have been by his side at that time...
"Really, it's already passed, isn't it embarrassing yourself to put on such an expression..."
Seeing that Ma Li still looked like she couldn't let go, Bai Chen shook his head and said to himself.
"Yes...I'm sorry..." Mary apologized, and then twisted her body, as if struggling to tell the reason, and then she asked without thinking : "That...Auntie told me...the reason why she doesn't want to let Teacher Bai Chen become a trainer, if you want to know."
"Huh?" Bai Chen smiled at Ma Li.
Although he didn't speak, Mary already understood Bai Chen's meaning.
"Yes... I see... I will support your idea."
At this point, Mary's mood finally returned to normal, and even her body didn't look so stiff anymore.
"Thank you." Bai Chen let go of his right hand that was rubbing Ma Li's head, and walked towards the living room, not forgetting to add: "Go to bed early today, I'm leaving at 5:[-] tomorrow morning."
"......Um."
Originally, I wanted to ask again, 'Don't you need to say goodbye? After seeing the figure of Bai Chen who had already left, Ma Li swallowed those words abruptly, and instead only let out a low, clear sound.
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390 Agenda for the future
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"Forehead......"
During dinner time, the atmosphere on the dining table at Bai Chen's house was extremely strange.
The four of them gathered around the dining table without saying a word, each of the three looked at Bai Chen who was eating from time to time with their own thoughts, and Bai Chen was just eating alone, and did not make any other movements. Also turned a blind eye.
"You haven't come back these two days, where have you been?"
Finally, Chengjian Future broke this atmosphere first, but with the appearance of her words, the atmosphere at the scene did not go in a good direction, but became worse and worse.
After all, no one would be satisfied with her tone of accusation and questioning, right?Let alone Bai Chen who had a bad relationship with her.
"Ah."
Bai Chen stopped the movement of his hands for a while, and after a simple answer, he continued to eat.
"Cough cough...cough cough...cough..."
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