I, the Pokémon Master, now resign

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375 Vague Memory, She Crying on the Carriage

"Hmm... Sure enough..."

Although she had already guessed it in her heart, after receiving Bai Chen's affirmation, Kamizlei still seemed a little disappointed.

"Don't be careful when you should be careful, and always become so careful in this place where you shouldn't be careful, idiot..."

Kameizlei complained with some dissatisfaction.

"What do you mean you shouldn't be careful? Do you know what kind of thoughts I had in the beginning and chose to leave without saying a word? This behavior is Chi's naked betrayal...I betrayed the relationship between us. The agreement, that's why I feel guilty, and I should feel guilty!"

Bai Chen's emotions suddenly became agitated, he gritted his teeth, and said word by word.

Every word and sentence he said was a confession of his past actions.

And, just a pointless confession.

If time goes backwards, he still can only choose such a path. Even if he has to bear the condemnation of his conscience again, he can't make concessions. He must seize that opportunity and run away alone to become a trainer.

......

The air became extremely quiet, Bai Chen didn't continue to express his opinion, but just sat on his seat, lowering his head as if he had lost his strength.

On the other side, Kamizlei didn't show any special emotion, but just smiled helplessly, stood up, and sat beside Bai Chen.

"Sure enough, you are still as naive as before, always getting serious because of little things." Kamizlei's tone suddenly became relaxed, and I don't know if it was because Bai Chen's confession made her relax. Not a lot.

"Do you still remember, what was the specific content of the original agreement? Although I think you don't remember."

"how is this possible......"

Although the mood has calmed down a little at the moment, Bai Chen still didn't look up at Kamizlei, but said dully alone:

"In the future, we will move forward at the same time, support each other, and help each other realize their dreams."

How old were you when you made this agreement?Up to now, Bai Chen has somewhat forgotten it, but the promise of that year is firmly trapped in his heart, and he remembers every word and every sentence clearly.

He took this agreement very seriously, and it was not just a simple childish talk.

Because he still remembered that when he made this agreement with Kamizlei, she was crying by the river, feeling pain and helplessness about the pressure of the future she was about to face.

He couldn't bear his friend, the only friend who could talk heart-to-heart at that time, to be crushed by such pressure. At that time, Bai Chen took the initiative to walk up to her, held her hand without any explanation, and made such a promise.

"Your mental capacity is not good enough~ So why do you have to set such an ambitious goal for yourself?"

"But it's okay, I'll be by your side anyway, since you can't bear this kind of pressure alone, then let us come together~ But the pressure I have to bear is much greater than you, you have to remember that ah!"

"After I help you realize your dream, I will be counting on you~ After all, I don't know that it will take decades to realize my dream..."

"Huh? Don't you believe it? If this is the case... let's make an appointment. I won't go back on what I promised, but if it's you in the future who want to go back on it, I don't have any objections~ After all, my dream is really Can't see the end."

......

He abandoned the promise he made to Kamizrei back then, and he fled alone, on the day Kamizrei was about to become a trainer.

Since then, he didn't dare to come back to take a look. Even though time has diluted a lot of fear, they have met each other for so many years, but Bai Chen still dare not show the superior attitude of the past to face it. Kameezlei is gone.

He made an irresponsible promise without authorization, and left it behind without authorization and irresponsibility. How could he have the face to communicate with Kamizlei with a normal heart, and how dare he talk to her again? Remind me of the past...

"Arrogance..." Kamizlei said again: "That's why I said that you are too arrogant, Brother Baichen! No! It should be said that you are self-righteous!"

"Why did you criticize me... The thing is that I did something wrong, so I'm not..."

"Aren't you doing anything? Are you escaping everything by choosing to live a secluded life in Random Town?"

"I just......"

Kamizlei has already mentioned this to this point, and Bai Chen no longer has any excuses to defend himself.

The thought that was hidden by him finally surfaced.

"You just want to avoid everything in the past, so you made this choice? You just think that I can't forgive you, so you haven't contacted me very much in the middle, even the rare meeting once or twice. They all deliberately put on masks of birth."

Wasn't this the day I thought...

Bai Chen couldn't refute, he had always deceived himself by using the excuse of liking a quiet life, but in fact what kind of life he really liked, as early as more than ten years ago, he and Kamizlei We've seen it all.

"Then, living like this now is an apology..."

"So what did you do wrong?"

"?"

Bai Chen pursed his lips, and planned to continue to defend his actions, but at this moment, Kamizlei, who was sitting next to him, had already held his hand, just like he held the dejected like her hands.

"I said, you've always been too arrogant..."

Kamizlei's expression reveals a sadness that cannot be hidden, but Bai Chen can tell that Kamizlei's sadness is different from the original one. She is not sad for herself, but for... ....

for him.

"What exactly was our agreement, in fact, you have already forgotten it... But I have always... oh... I still remember..."

"Kamizlei..."

As she spoke, Kamizlei's tone began to whimper, which was completely different from her usual image on magazine posters and on TV.

She leaned her head on Bai Chen's shoulder, sobbing softly, as if pouring out her dissatisfaction over the past ten years.

"What we agreed on was never this matter...Obviously all of this is distorted because of your arrogance, Brother Bai Chen, but...why...why must I bear all these... What I want is obviously not your apology, obviously...you don't need an apology...you never broke the original agreement, didn't you? "

Kamizlei raised her head, her eyes were filled with tears, but the corners of her mouth were still smiling, as if she wanted to pierce Bai Chen's heart.

"I, never...what the hell did I... misunderstand..."

By this time, even Bai Chen had begun to doubt the memory that he always thought was correct.

......

376 Memoirs—Tags on Kamizlei

Nearly ten years ago, in the mountains around the city of Raven.

"Huh...huh..."

A little girl in a golden dress is walking quickly in the mountains. She doesn't know where the mountains lead to, and she doesn't know where she is going. The only thing she wants to do is to escape from the noisy streets and find To be alone in a place where no one knows me.

But although the little girl's thoughts are good, but due to her age limit, the most extreme distance she can imagine is only within the range of Raven City.

She has no money on her, and she doesn't have her own Pokémon. Everything outside is dangerous to her.

Even this mountainous area is the same.

But in this state, she didn't care about the danger in the mountains at all. She was like a drowning person, desperately grasping the reeds on the bank, although she knew that doing so would only delay her drowning. time, but she had no other choice.

"Huh...huh...here is...where...."

The girl's physical strength obviously couldn't keep up, she panted with difficulty, looked at the surrounding scenery and said to herself.

There was no one around who could give her an answer, and she herself couldn't give a specific answer. She only knew that this was somewhere in the forest in the mountains, and the surrounding scenery was the same as when she first entered the forest. , if you want to say the difference, maybe the trees here grow taller and denser.

Looking at the familiar and unfamiliar scene around her, the girl was stunned, but she didn't show any special emotions. After all, in a sense, her request could be fulfilled here.

The girl who had calmed down was walking slowly in the woods, the crisp sound between the shoes and the grass echoed in the secluded woods.

She has no goal, she is just moving forward.

She didn't know when to stop, maybe she would stop when she was tired from walking.

"So tired..."

The girl murmured like this, she couldn't hear any emotion, it just seemed to be explaining a simple fact.

"Why, you all have expectations of me... Is it because my father is the master of the gymnasium..."

The girl was still talking to herself, but the scene in the morning had already been recalled in her mind.

......

"Ah~ Is Kamizlei already so sensible? As expected of the gym master's child...Think about that kid in my family who only knows how to play all day long, without even the slightest sense of urgency, really."

"That is to say, my child is the same, and now he is still in the video game center and refuses to leave...Comparing it to Kamizlei, the gap is too big, isn't it?"

"Oh... that's great. I really envy you, the owner, for having such an excellent successor. I believe that Kamizlei will definitely become a manager not inferior to you in the future, right?"

why......

"Haha...you don't need to say that, what can you see when you are a child? Everyone has their own strengths, and even she still has many shortcomings."

After hearing the compliments from neighbors in the neighborhood, Kamizlei's father also explained with an embarrassed smile.

However, in the eyes of the surrounding residents, his explanation is nothing more than modesty.

"Haha~ Here we come again~ You have raised such an excellent child, so don't be so modest~"

"That is to say, I have already made my children on par with Kamizlei! Really, even if you just learn a little bit of good things, it's fine. All you think about is playing all day long, let alone becoming a Pokémon He's a trainer, I'm afraid he won't even be able to command Pokémon to fight after he's ten years old, it's really annoying!"

"Enn, it's true, the children in Raven City will look inferior when compared with Kameizlei."

why......

Hearing the "praise" from the neighbors around her, the young girl clenched her fists, lowered her head, and her eyes were full of unwillingness.

If she could, she really wanted to question them now by shouting—why did she have to label herself like this?

She wanted to ask so loudly, but she knew... she couldn't.

"Oh, what an excellent child...Compared to Kameizlei, the child from Mrs. Cheng's family is a bit inferior."

"Hmm... I heard it was a back-and-forth argument with your parents?"

"And he still refuses to apologize, and he is still losing his temper until now."

"Ah, it's really bad. Fortunately, I told my child not to play with him. Otherwise, if this bad character is infected and leads to him, it will be miserable~"

"That's right." *N

......

Hearing that the neighbors in the neighborhood began to talk about their daily life, and it was still such a thing to speak ill of others behind their backs, Kamizlei's father smiled wryly, but there was nothing he could do about them.

After all, to become a gymnasium owner, you must have the support of the people in Raven City. Although he doesn't like this kind of behavior of talking about others' good and bad behind their backs, he can't control others. Besides, he didn't know whether what they said was true or not.

"Don't take it to heart."

Kamizlei's father seemed to sense that his daughter was in a bad mood, so he knelt down and whispered to her.

"Don't worry about what other people think of you, just do your best."

".......Um."

Camizlei replied weakly.

Although she also knows this is the truth, her parents have never used other people's evaluation of her to restrain her.

But she couldn't turn a blind eye to these evaluations. Those evaluations were like needles, pierced into her skin early, and there was no way to take them off easily.

In order to satisfy other people's fantasies about her, Kamizlei has done everything to the best.

He never talks back to his parents, helps with housework every day, and always pays attention to his image even when he is outside. He will not make loud noises or lose his temper. He has always been a top-notch existence even in Pokmon School.

but......

"For a child as good as Kamizlei, you must have let her try Pokémon battles, right? If Kamizlei can really become the Four Heavenly Kings of the Hezhong region in the future, or even the champion... "

No.

The string that has been stretched by Kameizlei is finally broken at this moment.

Her eyes were dull, and every movement revealed stiffness and confusion.

No.

She just repeated it over and over in her mind.

"I don't want such a future..."

377 Memoirs—Whispers in the Forest

After the morning's incident, Kamezlei has been looking listless since then, and she looks absent-minded even during lunch, no matter what her parents say.

After lunch, when Kamizlei walked out of the house and saw the mountains surrounding Raven City, she had the idea of ​​leaving here.