Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

Qian Yuanxi gave the order soberly, and then he closed his eyes, not looking at the man's headshot.

Chapter 117 Aren't you guilty, you lied to him so many times

When he heard the sound of the bullets from the gin directly entering the flesh and blood, Qian Yuanxi knew that the man behind him who controlled all his actions had lost his life.

The accuracy of gin has always been one of the best.

In the organization, the only one who can compete with Gin and Gun Shooting, besides Zhu Fu Jingguang, is Akai Shuichi.

But he didn't choose to let Zhu Fu Jingguang do it, either because he didn't want this kind of thing to happen to Zhu Fu Jingguang again, or maybe he was avoiding something.

Qian Yuanxi clearly knew what his problem was. After hearing the sound of the man falling to the ground behind him, he wanted to open his eyes, but the first thing he felt was hearing.

He heard footsteps rushing over from the side, and the moment he opened his eyes, a pair of warm hands covered his eyes.

Qian Yuanxi couldn't see anything, even though he could hear the movement outside, he was surrounded by worry and concern at this time.

He heard Matsuda Jinpei comforting him in a very awkward tone, telling him not to be afraid, and even he could hear Hagiwara Kenji trying to make him feel better.

Qian Yuanxi could feel their clumsy and blatantly hot attention, it was undisguised and Qian Yuanxi only recently found that familiar feeling.

But he doesn't have much time to be awake right now. He has pain shielding, but pain shielding can't make his body lose all damage reactions.

——It will still be paralyzed, still faint, and even still fall into shock when the body is seriously injured.

Chihara Nozomi didn't stay in Matsuda Jinpei's arms for too long, because when his consciousness was about to dissipate, he slowly opened his mouth to comfort him.

But the next second.

Qian Yuanxi closed her mouth again.

He didn't want to comfort Matsuda Jinpei not to cry at this time, because he didn't want to see such a scene again.

——I don't want to see myself fall down, I don't want to see the people around me crying for him, and he doesn't want to see such a scene on him again.

——Scenes like this twice are enough.

He experienced it once, and he witnessed it once.

— Twice is enough, isn't it?

And the last thing Qianyuan Xi did emotionally before falling into a coma was that he was still concerned about what would happen to the current situation.

He was worried that there would still be police after he was unconscious, and there would still be Karasuma Renye's actions.

Chihara Nozomi was scared.

How could he not be afraid?

Even if the world is perfect, even if world consciousness starts to help him.

But how could the fear and fear in his bones dissipate.

No matter how active he is in taking medicine and receiving treatment, it is of no use at all, so he can only be worried while being vigilant about what Karasuma Renye is doing.

He didn't want this perfect world to be messed up again by Renye Karasuma.

And he also knew what Karasuma Renye's goal was, and the goal from beginning to end was him.

——I'm about to get what he wants, even though he has no value in front of Karasuma Lianye.

But Qianyuan hoped he knew.

As long as he is alive, he will pose a threat to Renye Karasuma.As long as he is still alive, he will definitely have other values ​​appearing!

Qian Yuanxi fell into a coma, he could clearly feel the restlessness in his inner world, and for a moment he couldn't tell whether it was Qian Yuan's concern or his second personality.

Or maybe something was going on inside him.

Other than that, he couldn't hear any sound.

- Disturbed.

The heart that had been calmed down at this moment was in a mess. Although he was at a loss, he would still force himself to calm down and think about how to solve the current situation.

At this moment, Qian Yuanxi felt that his changes were obvious.

But he was still afraid.

There seemed to be more things he was afraid of.

——How can you not be afraid?

Everyone is concerned about his treatment, and sometimes he thinks that if his treatment is not successful, then he must suffer more doubts.

It's not that Qianyuan Xi has heard such doubts too many times. In the previous world, he didn't know how many times he heard them.

——From the doctor, from the friends he made, from the people around him.

Those people questioned over and over again.

Those doubting voices were very unified, they were all saying——Since he received treatment, why would he still become a lunatic!

——Since he already had the idea of ​​climbing up, how could he be willing to fall down again!

Everyone is questioning what he did.

It is reasonable to think that since he has received treatment, he should get better, and the current situation should not happen again.

——You shouldn’t become a madman who loses his mind!

The word lunatic can appear on everyone, but... it shouldn't appear on him.

——How can a sunny sunflower become a weed on the side of the road.

Everyone thinks so, everyone thinks that Chihara Nozomi should not be a lunatic.

This is the second thing Qian Yuanxi concealed.

——He cannot become a lunatic, it is a psychological hint from the people around him over and over again.

As for the first thing to hide.

—He has little time left.

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When Chihara Nozomi fell forward uncontrollably, the air was almost silent for a minute, or maybe only for a few seconds.

The reaction time of human beings is only a few seconds, and in these few seconds they are like a wooden man who is at a loss and can't move at all.

They could only stand there in a daze, watching Qian Yuanxi with a pale face slowly leaning forward like a kite with a broken string.

They thought they would never forget what they saw at that moment.

——The boy's originally golden hair looked so dazzling under the direct sunlight, pale and bloodless like a porcelain doll.

But this young man should have been smiling happily in the sun and waving at them.

It should not be like the current situation.

The body leaned forward like a kite with a broken string.

——That is the vitality that is declining rapidly, that is the shapeless porcelain doll that is about to break.

At that moment, everyone's heart ached.

What are they witnessing?

They were witnessing a savior who brought them all up, pulled them all out of the abyss over and over again, and fell before them.

At that moment, like a revolving lantern, the scenes that they experienced in the past quickly appeared in their minds.

But no matter how they appeared, what they saw was that the teenagers were desperate for their lives time and time again, and stood in front of them and danger time and time again.

They think that sometimes even they will be very scared in those scenes, let alone this boy who is many years younger than them.

But every time, every time when they have doubts in their hearts.What they see is always the boy with a smiling face, introducing himself to them.

In order not to let them lose hope, he used his own flesh and blood to build new hope in front of them over and over again.

The young man is like a life that will never be short of life. He is not afraid of difficulties, no matter how painful and desperate he is, he does not show fear in front of them.

at the moment.

The boy fell to the ground with blood oozing from the corner of his mouth.

—The flowers withered, the sun went down, the wind blew.

And they seem to have forgotten how to breathe.

With the shielded high world consciousness, he watched the boy he was desperately protecting, and seemed to lose contact with him at a certain moment.

He comforted himself over and over again, the boy just fell into shock, and did not fall into real death.

But he still couldn't help feeling distressed.

just.

He couldn't appear in human form in front of everyone, and then hugged the boy and rushed to the hospital.

The world consciousness is still aloof, and he is still looking down on everything that is happening right now, but with a distanced gaze compared to before.

The immediate world was aware of the pain that flashed in his eyes.

Then something came to his mind.

He thought of the young man who suddenly asked him a question when he was in a daze not long ago, but he didn't give any answer at that time.

But thinking about it now, he should have said sorry at that time.

When he said that sentence, Qian Yuanxi didn't have the slightest emotion, like a robot, he just said it when he thought about it.

the boy said.

——Are you not guilty, you have lied to him so many times.

Chapter 118 That's a Miracle

Chihara Nozomi's sudden fainting frightened everyone, but when everyone was very anxious, Fugu Ling not far behind suddenly raised his head.

Seeing that the police officers had been withdrawn at some point, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and then for the first time doubts about his country appeared in his eyes.

——Is such a country really worthy of his devotion and love?

Is it really worth his life?

If someone said that his country was rotten before, he would definitely deny the other party, and he would definitely not agree with it.

But when the reality was in front of him, when the real enemy appeared and told him the result, Jiang Gu Ling couldn't refute, all he felt was desolation.

Jiang Gu Ling had insisted on the idea for decades, but it collapsed at that moment, and he suddenly didn't know what he was insisting on.

He insisted on his love, but the country trampled on his love time and time again, and didn't even care about his love.

For the country, maybe his existence is not that important, or maybe human life is very small in the face of national interests.

Jiang Gu Ling suddenly felt extremely ridiculous, his eyes were red, and he could feel his tears hidden in his eyes.

Looking up, I looked at the sudden unglaring sunlight.

He suddenly felt that what he had done before was like a fool. He obeyed the task of his superiors and went to the organization as an undercover agent, with the purpose of stealing all the secrets in that organization.

Then annihilate the organization together.

But when he and Jing Guang took out the things and handed them in front of those senior officials, those senior officials didn't even bother to look at them.

They didn't even ask about the affairs between him and Jing Guang, just let him and Jing Guang have a good rest.

Talking about taking a break is actually just trying to keep them away from the Metropolitan Police Department and everything in the organization.

Until now, he has personally witnessed the entanglement of senior officials and organizations. He has seen this senior official. Although he has not seen it many times, he has also seen it.

This is his senior, who is also a top student who graduated from the police academy like him, but now he is actually with the darkness, and even openly stands on the other side of them.

At that moment Fugu Ling felt betrayed.

—betrayed by his most trusted country, his most trusted companions.

Then how can he persist in his ideas?

He has asked his superiors countless times to annihilate the organization, but time and time again, he delays time and says that preparations are needed time and time again.

It has been prepared for ten years.