Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

But the sudden warmth made him not used to it, and he was at a loss.

He pursed his lips and then came to the table with the wolf cub in his arms. Looking at the plan he wrote down, he felt as if he was about to be trapped in this world again.

He knew that this was not an illusion.

World Consciousness was very concerned about Gin's reasonable behavior before, but at this time, he didn't rush out to let him speed up the recovery of Gin's personality.

He thought and then laughed out loud, he might have guessed what the world consciousness wanted to do.

But this time he didn't hide it, and asked: "You want me to stay in this world and accept your and their guilt compensation, am I right?"

The world consciousness wants to explain, but stumbles and is at a loss.

"I guessed it right."

"So you are stalling for time. The moment your energy recovers, I will be trapped here forever, right?"

After finishing speaking, Qian Yuanxi lowered her eyes.

——Even if the programmed programs have human emotions, how could they become human?

At most it just adds to the incremental increase in emotion.

So if it was pre-set before, then “selfishness” can now be used to describe the behavior of world consciousness.

But he was not surprised, Qian Yuanxi sighed, then lowered his head and scratched the little wolf cub who had woken up.

Even if he was trapped again, he wouldn't be the one who was afraid, and it wouldn't be him who was frightened.

Chapter 078 They Sink into Crazy Together

Cong Qianyuanxi thought about his end more than once, even after he recovered, he thought about it countless times.

But every time he sees Qianyuan, he will give up this idea, he still has family members, doesn't he?

Qian Yuanxi sat in the co-pilot, listening to Qian Yuan's nagging beside him, he responded from time to time, and he suddenly felt uncomfortable.

——It was the incompatibility that rose suddenly, it was not used to caring, it was not used to the warmth, it was the subconscious that he could not get rid of even if he got up from the abyss.

His body trembled uncontrollably, and he couldn't hear the sound in his ears. What he felt was that his body was hugged in the arms for the first time this time, and then someone patted his back gently.

——That person is concerned about him, worried about him.

Qian Yuanxi could feel that person's nervousness, but he wanted to open his mouth but couldn't. He could only hug that person tightly, and then took a big breath.

Trying to get fresh air like this, but Qian Yuanxi still felt painful.

why?

Isn't everything getting better now?

If so, why is he in so much pain.

——Because he didn't let himself go.

Perhaps his brain deceived him, or he took the initiative not to touch those memories.

However, when he returned to this world, the subconsciousness of his body could not deceive anyone. Every time he came into contact with the world consciousness and gin, he felt sick and hopeless.

He couldn't forget the despair and pain that accompanied him for a long time, he couldn't forget everything.

So he wanted to laugh, how could there be only those two people who didn't let him go, maybe he didn't let go of himself.

Qian Yuanxi has a secret hidden in his heart, and he thinks everyone will be interested in this secret.

That's -- how he got out of those shadows for a year.

Everyone will be curious, even if it is well hidden, they will have doubts when they see him like this.

Have withered sunflowers somehow been brought back to life?

Thinking of this, Qian Yuanxi recovered a little sanity, then he blinked and saw Qian Yuan with a worried face.

He wanted to speak to comfort him, but Qian Yuan shook his head: "Xiaoxi is very sad, so don't worry about me, the patron saint will be fine."

When Qianyuan Xi heard this, he was stunned, and then he put his chin on Qianyuan's shoulder and his eyes were a little dull.

Then he opened his mouth slowly.

"You are right to worry. How could it be possible to completely cure in a year? I didn't cure my problems, I just released some problems."

"I let go of my desire to be a bad person, so I don't suffer anymore, because I feel comfortable with what can be solved by bad people."

"But I know that I can't be a bad guy with no bottom line, so I put on a shackle. I think when I really can't help it, I will be crazy."

"Sober lunatic, this is my summary for myself."

Qian Yuanxi said it, and then he stepped back, looking at Qian Yuan in front of him.

On Qianyuan's face was the unbearable distress of the warm sun, the snowflakes that melted in winter, and the snow that gushed down when the landslide occurred.

The overwhelming distress, the earth-shaking worries, and even the lips that trembled when they wanted to comfort them from time to time.

"Xiaoxi, give me a hug."

"That way it won't be painful."

The familiar words made Qianyuan Xi stunned, and Qianyuan Xi always felt that she had heard exactly the same comfort somewhere.

He showed a smile, and then asked curiously, "Aren't you afraid?"

"I'm a crazy messiah."

"I may do a lot of bad things, I may go against my choice, and I can't control myself when I go crazy."

……

After Qianyuan Xi finished speaking like this, he watched what changes would happen to Qianyuan, but he saw Qianyuan shook his head, then raised the back of his hand and gently kissed it.

——The gentle kiss like a dragonfly touching water, the hot kiss like a hot volcano erupting, the nostalgic kiss like a dragon obsessed with guarding a treasure.

Qian Yuanxi's soul trembled for a moment, and then he heard that gentle voice utter a solemn oath.

"Don't be afraid, the patron saint will never be afraid of all the actions of his savior."

Hearing this, Chihara Nozomi's eyes became sore, but he still turned his head and asked in a low voice.

"So if I go crazy, will you hold me back?"

"I will go crazy with Xiaoxi. If holding Xiaoxi makes Xiaoxi feel very painful, then I will go crazy with Xiaoxi."

——The savior is the patron saint of the whole world.

——If the savior falls into deep pain and cannot extricate himself, the patron saint will silently guard by his side to relieve the savior's pain.

—If the Savior sinks into sane madness, the Patronus will abandon his reason and follow his Saviour.

When Qianyuan Xi heard this, she immediately turned her head, and the next second he touched Qianyuan's forehead.

That was a godly consolation.

Then he heard his Patronus say.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

"I will protect you, forever and ever."

"Even if Xiaoxi is tired of my existence, I will not leave. The patron saint will never abandon the savior he believes."

Chihara patiently comforted Chihara Nozomi's emotions, and Chihara Nozomi could clearly feel that his mood was declining bit by bit.

His eyes met, and then he looked at the sincerity in Qian Yuan's eyes.

——His patron saint offered him his heart.

……

Qian Yuanxi did not feel uncomfortable this time.

He was a little moved, and then he thought about the situation in this world.

He didn't want to trouble his Qianyuan to take him away, and even if he took him away, as long as he was alive, he would be found by the world consciousness.

——Whether it is salvation or compensation to him, it is a bondage to him.

He does not belong to this world, this is an established fact and cannot be changed.

It is not a fact that can be changed by making many concessions. He has been an outsider from beginning to end.

he thought, and then he thought again about what world consciousness does.

He can't hate, he feels more is pathetic, he will be bound forever in this world.

but……

Thinking of this, Qianyuan Xi stretched out his arms to hug Qianyuan, he rubbed against her, and then he said softly: "I will also be with you."

—They checked.

——So we can definitely be together.

So he thought he couldn't be crazy because it would hurt innocent people, but he could be like before.

So, he asked.

"This world is a new beginning, isn't it?"

[World Awareness: Yes, Xiaoxi, this belongs to a new world, a new beginning. 】

A new start, this answer is enough to satisfy Chihara Nozomi.

Qian Yuanxi asked again: "This time, will you protect me?"

[World Awareness: Yes, I will gamble everything to protect your safety, so Xiaoxi can do whatever she wants. 】

Hearing this, Chihara Nozomi smiled.

Then he felt that this moment was very familiar again, he thought for a long time, and finally remembered the last time he was relieved.

——The last time was when the world consciousness said that everything was over, and he felt relieved at that moment, so he began to look for the way home.

——This time the world consciousness said that this was a new beginning, and he felt relieved at this moment, so he wanted to take his family and leave.

But this time, Chihara Nozomi thought he wouldn't be in too much pain, and he wanted to see how far this Honkai could go.

He smiled and rolled his eyes, like a cat stealing fish.After Qian Yuan, who was holding him, felt something, he smiled helplessly, and then spoke in a low voice.

"Stupid Xiaoxi, I know what Xiaoxi will do..."

Chapter 079 Can APTX4869 Be Used On Gin?

The first person Qian Yuanxi went to look for was Gin. For him, the existence of Gin was lingering, and if he wanted to get the conclusion he wanted, he had no choice but to take risks.

So when he was walking in the corridor of the organization with the little wolf cub, he had a strange feeling that he hadn't appeared in the organization for a long time.

And when he appeared in the organization last time... Thinking of this, Qian Yuanxi stopped in front of her body, and Qian Yuan, who was observing the surroundings, turned her head and looked: "Xiao Xi?"

However, Chihara Nozomi shook her head, "It's okay, I just thought of something."

The last time he was in the organization, wasn't he being taken to a small black room by Gin Jiu?

Thinking of this, Qian Yuanxi felt even more amazing, he didn't know what he was thinking in his eyes.

When passing the training ground, Chihara Nozomi saw Vodka who just came out of it and looked very anxious.

Seeing this, he stopped in his tracks, and then he said, "Vodka, what's wrong with your appearance, where's the gin?"

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Vodka really felt that his boss was abnormal. Apart from being very capable, he could hardly keep up with his boss's brain.

And all this changed when the boy disappeared.

But he didn't understand, since torture would be painful, why should he be treated so cruelly.

Vodka followed Gin, and the killing methods he saw were more that his boss killed people with a single shot, or died of an explosion.

There has never been such a torture as that moment, breaking the spine, and then driving people crazy.

This is not in line with his boss's approach.

He didn't understand why it couldn't be killed with one shot since it was a mouse.

In the time that followed, he discovered more and more things that were wrong with his boss. His boss used to go to the small dark room and sit there all day long.