Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

The voice came out of the man's mouth, followed by bursts of heartache.He curled up on the ground, and the coldness of the floor made him feel even more uncomfortable.

"Sorry……"

He apologized again.

With human emotions collapsing at this moment, he, the culprit, couldn't face that innocent old man.

He tricked the old man's most beloved grandson into saving the world. His actions resulted in the boy's rescue being ineffective and the old man's grief-stricken death.

"sorry."

The man apologized again and again, but the man thought maybe the old man didn't forgive him.

How could he forgive him.

It was he who did something wrong, but let a child take responsibility, and even made the old man suffer when he was dying.

He personally killed the young and the old.

——Destroyed that happy home with his own hands.

……

Qian Yuanxi couldn't fall asleep anyway, he looked at Qian Yuan who was hugging him tightly, his eyes were not sleepy, and then he looked at the bandage on his wrist which he handled very skillfully.

He fell into deep thought, and then thought of the world consciousness lying on the balcony.

He didn't know what he was thinking, but Qian Yuanxi felt that maybe he didn't think about anything, his brain was blank, so blank that he was at a loss.

He thought, but still didn't fall asleep, he patted Qianyuan's hand, "I can't sleep."

Qianyuan opened his eyes when he heard this, he didn't need to sleep because of the system, but he hugged Qianyuan Xi's body tightly, and rubbed close.

"Sure enough, Xiao Xi is still suffering, right?"

"I think it should be."

Qian Yuanxi gave an uncertain answer, but then laughed again. He touched Qian Yuan's head: "This feeling is really amazing, but I can't put it into words."

Having said that, Qian Yuanxi spoke again, and he said, "I want to talk to him, alone."

Hearing this, Qian Yuan was about to refuse, even with a disapproving expression on her face, "Xiao Xi, it's very dangerous."

"With you here, I'm not afraid."

Qian Yuanxi comforted Qian Yuan with a smile on his face, Qian Yuan wanted to say something else, Qian Yuan Xi sat up: "Qian Yuan, let me talk to him."

"Sooner or later, I will have to face this alone. If I need you in front of me even in the face of difficulties, wouldn't I really be a porcelain doll?"

"I can protect the porcelain doll for the rest of my life."

"Qianyuan, you want me to grow up, this is the correct treatment method, isn't it?"

Qian Yuanxi gently persuaded Qian Yuan to be defeated in the end. He put his arms around Qian Yuan Xi's waist, and then he suppressed the storm in those eyes.

"If there is any movement from that person, Xiaoxi, you should call me immediately."

"it is good."

Qian Yuanxi knew that sooner or later he would have to face everything alone, and he was thinking about what it would be like if he faced it.

——Fear, avoid, seek death.

In any case, his end will not be very good. When Qian Yuanxi thought that way, he felt that he didn't have much reaction. Maybe he had experienced too much before and was used to it.

Or maybe he has shown such an attitude a long time ago, he remembers clearly the days when he had no dignity like a dog, and during that time he seemed to be the least human.

Qian Yuanxi carried the little light group down the stairs step by step, and behind her was Qian Yuan's gaze, that hot and worried expression, which made Qian Yuan Xi's thoughts come back a little.

"nothing."

He comforted softly, and he knew Qianyuan heard it.

……

When he opened the door and saw the trembling man curled up in the corner of the sun, Qian Yuanxi paused, and then walked in with the little light ball in his hand.

Also close the door.

After he came to the position of the rocking chair and sat down, facing the direction of the man, he knew that the man's consciousness was clear.

No matter how serious the injury was, the man in front of him was the embodiment of world consciousness.

Chihara Nozomi couldn't put the words "I'm going to die" on the body of the world consciousness at all.

"I think you need to talk to me, don't you?"

"But I find it very strange that even if you have human emotions, you shouldn't be so broken."

He understands human emotions very well, not to mention he also knows what kind of person the world consciousness is, so this makes him feel even more strange.

——Because of possessing human emotions, and then having bottomless guilt, I knelt down to ask him to forgive me after seeing him.

Isn't the premise of asking for forgiveness is being hated?

But he didn't hate it before.

So what about forgiveness.

As Qian Yuanxi said, he didn't let go of the reaction of the man in front of him. He didn't worry that the man would try to kill the disobedient him here.

Because he now has value that can be used again.

——If he is paralyzed, mentally unstable, or even the world is perfect, then he has no value.

But he has no physical problems now, and his spirit is gradually stabilizing, and that world collapses, and in this case his value will emerge again.

Therefore, no matter how much the world consciousness hates him, no matter how much it wants to kill him, no matter how much it wants to abuse him for being disobedient, it will still bow its head for the sake of value.

"The reason for your collapse is too abrupt, and I can't think of the reason for the collapse of the world."

After Qian Yuanxi finished speaking, the man in front of him finally moved. He raised his head, his eyes were full of pain when he saw Qian Yuanxi.

At that moment, Chihara Nozomi thought he might be able to guess why the world consciousness collapsed like this.

Because I accepted too many painful emotions in an instant, it is reasonable to have a collapse.

He thought that that world might become a world that made him very strange, after all, it was the appearance of world consciousness that made him very strange.

"Xiaoxi, I admit that I still need you to maintain that world. Without you, I can't support that world by myself."

"But my brain is frantically telling me that I shouldn't let you go back, Xiaoxi, so I'm in so much pain and I'm so entangled, I don't know what to do."

As the world consciousness said this, Chihara Nozomi sighed, he had already thought of this.

It would be strange to have a world consciousness that shows weakness from the very beginning.

"Because you were a program before, you were programmed to maintain that world. And you suffer because you have human emotions, because you are a human being, so you suffer."

"The pain you feel, I think it should be similar to my feelings, or that should be my feelings. I have suffered countless times of pain, struggle and despair."

Qian Yuanxi said so, he stood up and then raised his feet to walk in front of the man. Every step he took, he felt the man's trembling became more and more obvious, and he even moved closer to him subconsciously.

Until he stopped, he squatted down and looked at the man with more compassion in his eyes.

——The savior has never had hatred, but only compassion that has no borders.

He looked at the complex emotions in the man's eyes, "You came to me instead of choosing to bind another person, that's because you came to me to solve the problem faster."

"Maybe you are still holding on to hope, maybe you think that the moment you appear, I will run to you without hesitation, and then be used by you again."

"I know exactly who you are, and I know that you can't believe what you say."

Speaking of this, Qian Yuanxi smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes, and he looked too bleak.

"I can't trust you, because you consume my trust again and again in the endless file reading, because you never said a single truth from the heart in front of me."

"No, you said it." Qian Yuanxi laughed again, and then he smiled and looked at the man in front of him, and he saw the man's pupils shrank sharply.

Chihara Nozomi said.

"You say I'm a waste, you're so soft-hearted, you really think of yourself as the savior."

"I think it's from your heart."

Chapter 072 Qian Yuanxi: Is this cheating?

If Qian Yuanxi had been before, he thought he would not have said this sentence without changing his face, but now he is expressionless, if he insists on saying what is the only emotion he can feel.

The world consciousness can feel the compassion of the savior emanating from the young man.

——The young man sympathized with him from above.

World Consciousness had nothing to say, what the boy said was correct, he lowered his eyes, "Sorry."

"I'm sorry, it will be annoying if you listen too much, won't you?"

"I remember you told me that too."

Qian Yuanxi laughed again as he said that, just as he was about to stand up, he felt that the man wanted to grab him, but he didn't wait for him to make a move.

The little light ball jumped out of his arms, and then hit the man's face heavily, the movement of the little light ball interrupted the man's move to lean forward.

When Qian Yuanxi saw this, he froze for a moment and then laughed out loud, then stretched out his hand to remove the small ball sticking to the man's face.

"How come you are like Qian Yuan, you hit people when you disagree, you really have the same temperament as Qian Yuan."

After finishing speaking, Qian Yuanxi glanced at the man again, "Since you want me to go back, then don't engage in that kind of soft-hearted begging for forgiveness."

"That part is disgusting, I think we can work together well, what do you think?"

Chihara Nozomi was too calm.

He can analyze everything calmly, even analyzing all the pros and cons, and the method of claiming compensation is also in compliance with the law, making the world consciousness unable to say anything else.

The world consciousness lay on the ground and he remained silent, while the boy yawned at this moment.

"I thought you would have a good talk with me, at least you would show your sincerity, but I think I think highly of you, how can someone like you be sincere."

After all, Chihara Nozomi was about to turn around, and then he heard the voice of world consciousness.

"Xiaoxi, I don't understand emotions. You're right. I'm a program, a programmed program. Even if it's human emotions, I came here in a hurry before I figured it out."

"I also know that I can't empathize with Xiaoxi, but Xiaoxi, I really won't hurt you again."

Hearing this sentence, Qian Yuanxi couldn't help laughing out, it was not a smile from the heart.

That's mocking.

—laughs at the words of world-consciousness, at his own wretchedness, at the absurd, at the hopelessness.

"I know."

He knew it, so he never blamed it.

He didn't want to hate the programmed program like a fool, because hatred couldn't solve the problem, it could only vent anger.

Saying that, Qian Yuanxi turned around: "I can go back, but I want compensation, this is the first point."

"The second point is whether I succeed in saving people or not, you must not interfere in my affairs, because you will cause bad things."

"Third, this time, I don't think you'll take the initiative and give them some surprises. Prepare the next perfect world for me."

As Qian Yuanxi said, he hugged the little light ball in his arms tightly, "After all, I don't think you are so stupid as to repeat the same mistakes."

"I hope this cooperation will be pleasant. If you want to intervene, I think it will be unpleasant."

Qian Yuanxi looked at himself highly, he didn't respond to the world consciousness after he finished speaking, he just pushed the door and left, and then he leaned against the door and gasped for breath.

He's kind of sick.

As expected, his physical reaction was still there.

But in the next second, a cup of hot milk was handed over beside him.

He followed his gaze and looked up, and what he saw was Qian Yuan with a worried face. Besides, he also saw the guilt on Qian Yuan's face.

"I couldn't help eavesdropping on your speech. It's cold at night. I checked the milk and it needs to be warmed up."

"Xiaoxi, talk to me after you finish drinking."

As Qianyuan said, he approached cautiously, for fear of stimulating Qianyuan Xi's reaction.

But Qian Yuanxi smiled, and then he reached out to take it, "I want to go back, are you sad?"

"It's not sad, as long as Xiao Xi takes me with her when she goes somewhere." After Qian Yuan finished speaking, she carefully posted it with Qian Yuan Xi.