Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

"Gin Jiu said let us stay with senior, as for the mission, Gin Jiu said he will handle it."

After Scotland finished speaking like this, he seemed to be worried that Qianyuan Xi didn't believe his words. He pointed the screen of the mobile phone at the past, and Qianyuan Xi glanced at the text message of Gin on it.

It took a long time to react.

"Is there really something wrong with Gin's brain?"

Hearing Qian Yuanxi's question, Scotland had a smile in his eyes, "Senior, maybe Gin wants us to take good care of Senior."

"So he's mentally ill." After Qian Yuanxi said this, his eyes fell on Scotland, and he pondered for a moment.

He seemed to be thinking about something, Scotland did not speak, and Bourbon behind him was also cautious, for fear of scaring Qian Yuanxi.

"Senior?" Scotland just spoke, but was interrupted by Qian Yuanxi.

"I'm hungry, and I want to eat the food you cooked in Scotland." After that, Qian Yuanxi slowly stretched out his hand and pinched the corner of Scotland's clothes, "Is this request okay?"

Scotland finally came back to his senses, his face was full of surprises, he nodded, and then he asked cautiously: "What do you want to eat, senior?"

"It's all right, I don't choose."

Scotland got this answer and gave Bourbon a look before leaving in peace.

After seeing Scotland enter the kitchen, Chihara Nozomi turned around slowly, before speaking, Bourbon looked a little unhappy: "Senior, let's get rid of the idea of ​​sending us away at the same time."

"Is it obvious?"

"Obviously senior." Bourbon sighed inwardly as he looked at the young man who had been exposed without much fluctuation.

"Senior, we will not hurt you."

"Well, I trust you."

But seniors, do you know?

Bourbon looked at Chihara Nozomi's subtle resisting movements, and even his body trembling when he approached.

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that he is afraid.

What did he and Scotland do before, so that the teenager in front of him would be vigilant just by seeing them, trembling uncontrollably.

The memory in his mind gradually subsided, and as soon as Bourbon came back to his senses, he heard Chihara Nozomi's voice: "There are people outside, go and open the door."

"I can feel the presence of that person outside, you should believe in my ability, besides, I won't run away while you leave."

Chihara Nozomi's voice became smaller and smaller, and Bourbon turned his head and glanced at the door, but he didn't hear any sound.

But Qian Yuanxi's words didn't seem like a lie.

Seeing that the door was only a few steps away, Bourbon agreed, "Senior, you must sit here obediently."

"I know, I will be obedient."

Bourbon got up and walked to the door, and almost the moment he got up and walked to the door, everyone in the live broadcast room panicked.

Even the originally quiet voice became uneasy again, obviously frightened.

[What are you doing, this is a very dangerous move, please stop immediately! 】

[You don't want to do this. 】

However, Chihara Nozomi seemed not to hear, he picked up the folding fruit knife on the table, and pointed the tip of the knife at his wrist.

Without any hesitation or last words, he was so fast that no one could react, even Bourbon stopped and turned around after walking a few steps.

All he saw was the fruit knife thrown aside, the bleeding wrist, and Chihara Nozomi who was completely indifferent.

At that moment, Bourbon felt his heart stopped beating.

After Chihara Nozomi felt the hot gaze from Bourbon, he looked up, and then he raised his cut wrist as if to show off.

"I remembered something."

"Lying without changing your face, controlling the beating of your heart, and then quickly and ruthlessly causing harm to yourself is a lesson you taught me, Bourbon."

"I'm doing very well, Mr. Bourbon."

Chapter 008

Qian Yuanxi entered the hospital again.

When Bourbon and Scotland hurriedly bandaged and sent the person to the hospital, an hour had passed, during which Chihara Nozomi did not fight or stop the bandaging.

He just let Scotland bandage his wound with gentle movements, while paying attention to his state, trying to tell him not to be afraid and comfort him that he would not die.

Then Bourbon drove, and Scotland carried him to the hospital.

Qian Yuanxi lay on the hospital bed and watched the two of them busily busy, and finally calmed down and sat beside his bed.

There was blood on Scotland's chest, some of which had dried up, and Bourbon remained silent the whole time. He didn't look at Chihara Nozomi from the beginning to the end, and Chihara Nozomi knew the reason.

It was nothing more than his words that frightened Bourbon, but Bourbon shouldn't have such a big reaction, and he doesn't have those memories.

The one who has the memory from the beginning to the end, the one who can't forget the despair - it's him.

The sound of the machine was heard in the ward, Qian Yuanxi lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, her wrist was numbed and professionally bandaged, and the air was filled with the smell of disinfectant.

Quiet.

This is the most intuitive feeling in this ward.

I don't know how long time has passed, Qian Yuanxi was the first to hear the choking voice from Scotland, and at that moment Qian Yuanxi's habit of being suppressed deep in her heart emerged.

He struggled to sit up, then took out the tissue on the table and handed it over, "Don't cry."

The movements were done in one go, and even Qianyuan Xi didn't realize how proficient his movements seemed, nor did he realize that he had formed a habit of concern in his heart.

Scotland raised his head, the astonishment in his eyes met the flash of concern in Qian Yuanxi's eyes.

At that moment, the two looked at each other speechlessly.

Scotland silently took the tissue, "Thank you senior."

"Don't cry, you're jealous."

Listening to Chihara Nozomi's stiff stuttering comfort, Scotland showed a smile that was uglier than crying, "Senior, why did you do such a thing."

"Do you want to find a reason to die?"

One sentence blocked Scotland's confusion, Qian Yuanxi's answer was too direct, which made Scotland stunned. His hand holding the tissue was so hard that his fingertips turned white.

"senior."

"This kind of thing is not right."

"I know, and then."

"Then……"

Seeing that Scotland was speechless, Chihara Nozomi leaned on the bed. He looked at the wrapped bandage and put his hand on it, "I don't hurt."

"My reflexes are not fast at all, and my nervous system is severely damaged, and the speed of feeling pain will drop dramatically."

"However, you can't do such a dangerous thing." Scotland's voice was hoarse, "Whatever you want, senior, you can tell us."

"I don't want anything." After Qian Yuanxi said this, she opened her mouth slowly.

"Why are you so nervous that I will die? What I have to do has been done, and my responsibility has been completed."

This sentence was obviously not meant for Scotland, Scotland stared at Chihara Nozomi in a daze and began to talk to himself again.

At this time, the door of the ward was knocked a few times and then pushed open. It was Qian Yuanxi's attending doctor and the person in charge of the experiment in the organization.

"Come out and tell me about his situation."

Seeing this, Bourbon stood up and patted Scotland on the shoulder as he passed by Scotland.

"Take care of him."

"I see." Scotland nodded and watched Bourbon leave.

……

[finished? ]

[I think this world challenges mentality, who knows what will happen in the next second. ]

[I was scared to death just now!His hands were shaking all the time, how could someone be so direct!He is still so calm! ]

[I should be used to it, and it is obviously not the first time I have done this kind of thing. ]

[knife!This is a knife!Help! ]

[I can't empathize, and I don't want to empathize, because it's too painful, but I admire Qian Yuanxi, he is a hero and a savior. ]

[Qianyuan Xi, Hope Xi. ]

[It's full of knives. Look at Scotland holding Chihara Nozomi to the hospital, his hands were shaking, and Bourbon almost stepped on the accelerator. ]

[I really felt that Chihara Nozomi was going to die just now, but Chihara Nozomi didn’t respond at all. Is he blocked from pain? ]

[Although I think it is cruel, I still want to say that Chihara Nozomi has no system, no pain shielding, he is just an ordinary boy. ]

[Didn't it be said in the leading film?He has explored all the skills by himself, from knowing nothing, to now he can shoot headshots with his eyes closed just by shooting a gun. ]

[Fuck, knife! ]

[Sure enough, go to hell with world consciousness. ]

[Can world consciousness speak?it's here? ]

[Of course, other worlds can directly intervene, and this world is no exception. I think it’s cowardly, tossing people into such a ghostly state that they can’t be saved. ]

[I kind of miss the boy at the beginning of the pilot film. The boy is so bright and energetic, instead of being so lifeless now. ]

[Scotland is crying, I really think Scotland has a memory. ]

[That's obviously not right, as for whether you think about it, it will be psychologically tortured, Qian Yuanxi probably won't do this. ]

……

After Bourbon followed the doctor out, he saw the doctor took out a cigarette and handed it over, "Listen to the truth?"

"Truth."

"I suggest euthanasia for him like this." The doctor's tone sounded calm, and when Bourbon heard this, he let go of the cigarette he just took, and the cigarette fell to the ground.

"What's the meaning."

Bourbon's voice was hoarse, and his eyes gradually filled with a fierce light.

The doctor was not afraid, he and Qian Yuanxi were old acquaintances, and he had witnessed Qian Yuanxi sending himself to the hospital for countless times.

"The meaning is very simple. I told Gin before, and I will explain it to you again this time."

"The whole body's organs are failing, so it's not a big problem. He also experienced intermittent emotional outages before, and his psychological problems have worsened recently."

Speaking of this, the doctor's expression became strange. He held a cigarette and said in a questioning tone: "His spirit is very unstable."

"Sometimes I will be asked what time is it today, what is the current situation of the organization, how many people have been killed by gin, and whether Scotland is dead."

"In the worst case, he would write down the names of a few people to make sure they were still alive, but every time he would snatch them back and tear them up and eat them in his stomach."

When the doctor said this, he sighed, then raised his head and looked at the person opposite.

Seeing this, he was stunned.

The person in front of him had scary gloomy eyes, trembling lips, and clenched hands into fists.

"Are you feeling sick too?"

"No, keep talking."

Hearing the answer, the doctor also continued to talk about Chihara Nozomi's situation, "The reason why euthanasia is recommended is because it is very painful for him to live."

"I once observed that as long as he is alive, he will have intermittent convulsions, he is afraid of strangers approaching, and he has paranoia. He delusions that everyone who approaches him will kill him."

When the doctor said this, he sighed, "But sometimes he is very calm, he will activate the body's protection mechanism, and he doesn't trust anyone."

"It was also at that moment that I gave him a verdict that he was crazy."

"He is a lunatic, but it is strange to say that no matter how much he is afraid of people approaching, he will not hurt anyone even if he has a scalpel in his hand."

When the doctor said this, his eyes were a little regretful. He regretted that such a young man had become like this, and he was also distressed why he became like this.

Sometimes he wondered what happened to make the boy look like this.