Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

Chihara Nozomi sat quietly on the seat, he looked obedient with his head down.

He didn't cry loudly or make a fuss, he just sat on the bench and waited for a result.

He felt that he was very sad, he should cry, his grandpa shouldn't have had an accident.

None of them deserved to go through this.

Thinking of Chihara Nozomi, he still spread his hand, it was a bag of sunflower seeds that were already red.

His grandpa was very happy before going out and said he would bring him a present.

He thought his grandpa was comforting him and told him to wait obediently at home.

He didn't expect that his grandpa really brought him a gift, and it was a gift he couldn't refuse.

Thinking of this, Qian Yuanxi choked up in her throat, "I don't understand."

He didn't understand why his grandfather was the one who had the accident this time. His grandfather was so kind and gentle.

Nothing happened when I went out at noon.

How could this happen in just a short while.

Qian Yuanxi took a deep breath, he thought that the operation would go well this time, there shouldn't be any problems, and the doctor should come out soon.

He thought, and the next second, the door of the operating room opened.

Qian Yuanxi suddenly looked up, and then he saw the grandfather who was pushed out with a white cloth, and the doctor beside him who started to bow.

——There are two possibilities for coming out of the operating room, one is that the injury is not serious, or a critical illness notice is required, but these all indicate the possibility of treatment.

—Another possibility is death.

Qian Yuanxi stood up in a daze, and then he heard the doctor's words.

The doctor said that if it was delivered 10 minutes in advance, there might be a possibility of rescue.

In other words, there was a chance of rescue.

Qian Yuanxi finished listening, then he watched the doctor turn and leave, he looked at his grandfather's body covered with a white cloth.

He wondered if Grandpa knew that he couldn't hold on anymore, so Grandpa comforted him at the last moment and told him not to cry.

After Qian Yuanxi reacted, he couldn't hold back after all, he stepped forward and hugged his grandfather.

It was just the warm embrace in the past, but this time it was very cold.

How could he not cry!

Qian Yuanxi hugged him, and then he cried out, the cry seemed to be shouted with force, he couldn't stop the tears and trembling.

"Grandpa, take a look at Xiaoxi, is she okay?"

"Xiaoxi is crying, grandpa please coax Xiaoxi."

Qian Yuanxi cried bitterly, he was wondering if good people really have good rewards?

He was thinking why his grandpa was so good, why he had to go through such a disaster.

He wondered if he could have stopped his grandfather earlier and prevented his grandfather from going out.

However, he didn't give grandpa a hug when he went out.

The last thing his grandfather felt before he died was that he carried him on his back.

But at that time, even though his grandfather was in great pain and was about to die, his grandfather still said that he was using his last strength.

He said, "Xiaoxi, don't cry."

That is also a last word.

His grandpa was also comforting him at the end.

……

Qian Yuanxi didn't cry all the time, he forced him to calm down.

Then, one person sent the grandfather to be cremated, one person recorded a statement, and one person took the grandfather's ashes and sunflower seeds home.

At the moment when he came home with his things, it was already very late, he pushed the door open, and there was no familiar grandpa waiting for him.

The lights in the house were not on, and no one was cooking in the kitchen. There was nothing in the empty space.

Qian Yuanxi pursed his lips, and then he returned to his bedroom with the ashes, but before that, he took another look at the blood-stained seeds.

He still stopped, and then he put the urn beside him, and then he sat on the cold floor, getting dirt into the vase.

Qian Yuanxi handled it calmly, he buried the seeds in, and then stared at the flowerpot.

Until now, Qian Yuanxi couldn't understand the fact that his grandfather had left him.

He thought it would be really useful to train him how to trick his brain with gin, as long as he tricked his brain, he would forget the news of his grandpa's death.

He should thank Gin for training him.

He wanted to lower his head, and then pursed his lips, not wanting to let the tears fall, but this time he couldn't hold it back.

"My mind went blank and everything around me was telling me that Grandpa hadn't left."

Qian Yuanxi finished this sentence stiffly, and then he held the urn in his arms, "I saved many people and many regrets."

"But I didn't save my grandpa. I made my grandpa worry about me until he died, and let my grandpa go away with regret."

"I didn't save Grandpa."

As Qian Yuanxi said this, he lowered his head and choked with sobs. The empty room was very quiet, and the sound of crying gradually spread.

"How are you?"

he asked again.

System No. 3 made a sound this time, with guilt in his voice.

[System No. 3: Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, I can't save Grandpa many times with energy, I can only save Grandpa once, but I have used up that number of times, so this time I can only help Grandpa delay time. 】

System No. 3's voice was also a little choked up. As he said this, he controlled the little mouse to approach his host, trying to comfort his host.

Qian Yuanxi was stunned when he heard this, and then he raised his head, his crying red eyes were exposed in the air, he stared ahead and asked, "I used it once."

"when."

After he said this, Qian Yuanxi thought of something again, and he held the urn hard with his hand.

"Is what the world consciousness says true?"

[System No. 3: Grandpa did die once, but not recently. 】

Speaking of this, System No. 3 fell silent, he wanted to escape, he thought about this issue, and finally said that he wanted to let his host know.

But he doesn't want to, his host's current condition is not good, he is afraid that his host will not be able to survive and collapse.

however.

"Tell me, please."

That was his host's plea, and System 3 hated his host speaking in this tone the most.

He still picked some to tell his host.

After finishing speaking, System 3 was nervous about his host's emotions, and he looked at his host's calm expression after listening.

He was going to be nervous to death.

But Qian Yuanxi tilted his head, he didn't care that the world consciousness lied to him.

His concerns are other issues.

"So grandpa died twice, and each death was painful?"

Chihara Nozomi was concerned about this issue.

And this problem also made System 3 feel uncomfortable and hopeless.

The answer didn't even need him to open his mouth, he just had to think about it.

——The first death was the grief-stricken death of Grandpa watching his own Xiaoxi after the rescue failed.

——The second death was when grandpa went out to prepare gifts for Xiaoxi, and was hit by a car when he returned home happily, and then missed the best time to rescue him.

Both deaths were painful, but the latter had more regrets.

No one knows what the last thought of the elderly man was when he was dying. Perhaps he was worried that his grandson would be bullied without him as a grandfather.

When the old man was dying, he was thinking about how his little Xi would live in the future.

……

Chihara Nozomi thought this way, then he lowered his head and put his forehead against the urn.

"Grandpa, it hurts."

"You should say it was very painful in the end. You don't want to be in severe pain at that time, but comfort me."

The boy choked up as he spoke.

System No. 3, he couldn't contain his sadness. He watched his host muttering like crazy, and then poured the sunflower seeds into the flower pot and planted them.

But halfway through, the young man felt that he had done something wrong, so he took out one by one and put them in bags.

Then System No. 3 heard his host muttering clearly, "Don't go crazy, don't go crazy, these are the seeds my grandpa bought for me, I have to plant them well."

But in the next second, Qian Yuanxi stopped his movements again, he hugged the urn, and finally lay down, he hugged the urn into his arms and closed his eyes.

As if that way he could return to his warm embrace.

However, on system 3, he saw the corner of his host's mouth squirming, as if he was saying something.

"Help...help grandpa...help..."

Did you hear it?

The savior is crying for help.

Chapter 063 Let him struggle and die in despair

—Desperate?

- Do you regret it?

——Do you want to die?

Qian Yuanxi only felt that his mind seemed to be in a mess again, but he choked up and shook his head, trying desperately to calm him down.

"Don't go crazy, grandpa is here."

"Xiao Xi has to be obedient, and don't let Grandpa worry."

Qian Yuanxi muttered to himself, he said like this, but he still couldn't control his crying, he burst into tears, his voice was hoarse, and his eyes were swollen and painful.

But how could he not cry.

——His grandfather died in pain, in the sun, on the back of his favorite grandson.

The last words I said at the end were all about worrying and comforting.

Qian Yuanxi felt that he was hopeless, he thought that he would never get out for the rest of his life, he would never forget that moment in his whole life, nor could he forget that there would be differences under the sun.

His heart was hurting so badly that he couldn't breathe.

He arched his waist and cried heart-rendingly on the floor, like a cub who couldn't find his relatives, desperately rubbing against the urn.

"Grandpa, take me away."

"Don't leave me alone, take me away, Grandpa, I really can't hold on anymore."

"Why, why is this happening?"

Chihara Nozomi seemed to be crazy, maybe he finally went crazy.

This time Qianyuan Xi clearly fell, and clearly made herself a lunatic.

—He was questioning, confused.

"Grandpa, did it hurt when you died?"

"Xiaoxi hugs Grandpa and it doesn't hurt anymore."