Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

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Gin outside was just stunned for a while, then he turned and went back to his car. His mind was so messed up that it made his heart hurt.

He held the pistol in his hand and didn't take it back. He looked at the situation in front of him and fell into deep thought.

What is he going to do.

What is he doing.

Is he crazy?

He obviously shouldn't have a weakness, and obviously he solved the weakness in the first place, so why is it so uncomfortable.

Gin had more and more questions in his mind, he began to ask himself, and the memory in his mind resurfaced.

This made Gin lean on the driver's seat, and then closed his eyes. Are there so many memories?

Had he asked for help so many times before?

It turns out... Broken spine is not the first time he has done it.

When Qin Jiu saw this, he thought of the album that he burned, only that album did not appear in the previous world.

But even so, the fate of the album did not stay.

——"Qin Jiu, how can I not hate you."

——"Shouldn't I hate you? You have done so much to me, you tortured me and killed me so many times, can't I hate you?"

——"Gin Jiu, are you not used to taking care of me? You can choose to let go."

——"Gin, I'm sick."

The boy said he was sick, he said he had gone deep into the bone marrow, the disease was terminal, and there was no cure.

But the young man was not sick at all, it was he who forced the young man to suffer from various diseases and addictions again and again in order to torture the young man.

Then, after the boy became addicted, he forced the boy to quit again, back and forth, and repeated countless times.

Thinking of him bending over and lying on the steering wheel, Qin Jiu began to have difficulty breathing, but the boy's words became clearer and clearer in his memory.

——"I did a good job, Teacher Gin and Wine."

—— "I didn't mean to get close to you, obviously you made me unable to leave you."

——"I'm just soft-hearted, not stupid."

——"There is a very cute kid who asked me to save your gin. I made a promise to that kid, and I keep my promise."

——"Qin Jiu, why are you clearly afraid, you are clearly hating, you are clearly not used to it, why don't you admit it, I will protect you."

The boy reached out to him again and again, even though his eyes were full of fear, he still reached out again and again.

His asking for help became the obsession that trapped the teenager.

Gin opened his eyes suddenly, and then he took a big breath, like waking up from a nightmare.

Until he heard the boy's last words again.

- "This is the last time."

The boy let go, he didn't take revenge, and he didn't have hatred, he was full of exhaustion.

The teenager is tired, he just wants to rest.

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This heavy rain made almost everyone's hearts full of irritability, and even changed some people.

It rained heavily for three days without stopping.

The news about Qian Yuanxi's disappearance has not been blocked in any way, and more and more people know about it, and the video of the little black room has also spread.

When Gin didn't delete it immediately, he had already left a handle.

It's just that Qin Jiu couldn't figure out how that video could spread so fast.

If Gin couldn't figure it out, he wouldn't figure it out either.

——A boy is not unloved.

No one knows, Chihara Nozomi began to observe the surrounding situation in order to divert his attention when he was saving the world.

Then he discovered that the world is regular.

Even in chaotic time and chaotic seasons, the time between them is the same.

Even the appearance of characters, and how many vehicles and birds in the sky should appear.Qian Yuanxi didn't know the exact number at the beginning, but now she can accurately tell the number with her eyes closed.

Until the end, Qian Yuanxi focused on other people in the organization.

He discovered that not some people were bad people in the first place.

——When a person is born, it is not sure whether it is bad or good. Babies are in an uncertain state. The reason why people divide is through acquired education and experience.

——But even if you really do something wrong, you can't divide people into good people and bad people, because human nature is complicated.

Therefore, when Qian Yuanxi left the world consciousness, he took the initiative to reach out his hand to rescue other people.

When the world consciousness didn't know, what Qianyuan Xi saved was not only the rescue target, but also other people in the organization and injured animals.

As well as other people who will die when they are close to the protagonist, those deaths can be avoided, this is the answer Qian Yuanxi found out.

——Since death can be avoided, he will do his best.

There are also many people he saved, but the world consciousness doesn't know it.

Qian Yuanxi didn't regret what he did, he thought he might be really stupid, but why call him stupid if he could save people.

Besides, in a state of death, he can save people and make contributions.

So Gin may never understand in his lifetime.

The surveillance video was released by the person in charge of the monitoring room. Karasuma Renye knew about it, and the lower-level people used various methods to report to Karasuma Renye.

The mice in the sewer are good partners of Qian Yuanxi, so they carefully protect the boy's body.

This is not an accident.

——This is the result of the teenager's efforts to save other people time and time again.

The world consciousness probably doesn't know either.

At the moment when he recovered his memory, this world became the most perfect world.

There are a lot less misunderstandings in this world, and more reunions; a lot less killings, but more reconciliation; a lot less bad guys, and more ordinary people.

As a young man, he pulled the world back from the brink of collapse with his own hands, making the dilapidated, regretful and undeserved world perfect.

At that moment, the savior came to the world.

Chapter 049 Get out of here, dog

After Belmode brought the man to the United States, he sent the man to the best hospital non-stop, and then took the doctor outside to wait for news.

Belmode didn't leave in the middle, even though she hadn't rested for a long time, but she only felt pain, and she couldn't close her eyes to rest.

The doctor also held Qian Yuanxi's physical report in his hand, and was ready to go in to help at any time.

The red light in the operating room was on, and the lightning and thunder outside made the already depressing atmosphere even more depressing.

Belmode felt that she would never forget that night, as a teenager's mother, she signed more than a dozen critically ill consent forms, and every time she signed, she was thinking about why it was so serious.

Then she was thinking that the young man had no relatives.

in the operating room.

Qian Yuanxi fell into a deep coma. He has been in a coma for more than 24 hours, and the situation is very critical.

What is more fatal is the injury caused by the waist, spine and eyes.

Although there are no major wounds on other parts of the body, the interlaced marks are even worse for the teenager.

It all shows that the juvenile has suffered inhuman abuse.

Thinking of this, the doctor felt somewhat uncomfortable, and the movements of his hands stopped from time to time.

They find that as soon as they solve one problem, there will be another, one after another that they hadn't anticipated.

But they know it's bad.

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[Fuck, what the hell, why can’t you post comments after watching the live broadcast a few days ago? Is it because I’m afraid I’ll scold you to death? ]

[World awareness?What the hell is that, a piece of crap that tricks kids into saving the world? ]

[Garbage can at least be recycled, and the world consciousness will say goodbye. ]

[Hold me for several days, you have the ability to comment, why don’t you reach out to stop it, can I say that I reported the world when I was watching the part of the little black room? ]

[Sister did a good job. ]

[I really want to curse people, don't stop me, is there really no serious illness in this world consciousness?Tricking children to save the world, pushing people to the position of savior, and not giving a damn pain shield. ]

[Gin's character design collapsed?Did you see Gin knelt down and coaxed people to take medicine?Did you see him humbly coaxing Xiaoxi?He is cruel?Isn't it cruel in the original work! ]

[Death to world consciousness and gin. ]

[World consciousness is the original sin, and it is not Xiaoxi's request to restore the memory. If the human design is not restored, it will not collapse at all. ]

[I see the anger of the sisters. ]

[I held back for several days, crying so much that I used up a few packs of tissues, and I had to scold back. ]

[Can this thing be cleaned up?No, I can't, it's engraved in my bones, it's best to let these two things die, I don't mind the destruction of the world. ]

[Perfect World, I thought it was perfect for Xiaoxi, but you told me it was perfect for them, what about Xiaoxi!What is Xiaoxi? ]

[I see that you are so excited, I want to send a knife. ]

[? ]

[Xiaoxi did not use anesthesia for the operation, he is allergic to anesthesia. ]

[Fuck!It's starting to hurt!let me die!let me die!I'm really hurting already!Isn't Xiaoxi unconscious and in pain!Isn't Xiaoxi a sensitive constitution?Very sensitive to pain! ]

[Does the gin also know, that's why they didn't let the vodka use anesthetics, and directly sewed it on. ]

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The operation lasted until the end, making Belmode forget the time. She just looked at the operating room with red lights from time to time, waiting silently for something.

The heavy rain outside was also getting smaller. During this period of time, except for the news about gin sent to her by Miyano Shiho, Belmode did not receive any other news.

When she saw that something was wrong with Gin, she sneered in her heart, and then cursed: "Disgusting."

She obviously did such a thing, if she is not worried about revealing her position, if she is showing this appearance to anyone now.

She even wanted to send a message to Qin Jiu to ridicule her.

Gin's appearance really made her feel sick, she felt that it made her more sick than before, and she would get angry if Gin was as arrogant as before.

Now it just makes her feel extremely disgusted.

She didn't want to know about Gin's experience, because the child who knew Gin's past best was still in the operating room.

Gin only has murder in his mind, he doesn't deserve warmth.

Thinking of this, Belmode showed helplessness again, she thought of the warm look of the young man.

——These people may not be worthy of holding the warmth, the warmth will fall on them, and they should not be held by them.

Belmode leaned against the wall and looked up at the white light above the corridor. The doctor next to her didn't survive. He was just a doctor and had no professional training.

Belmode looked at the man sleeping next to him, and didn't say much, she just smoked one after another, waiting for the door of the operation to open.

Wait for the doctor to push the boy out.

As for the situation in the country, Belmode no longer cared about it at all. Her eyes were tired and painful, and she was persistently waiting for a result.

——This child cannot become a useless person, he must stand up and run.

This is Belmode's obsession, and the child's eyes can't be wrong, he wants to see the world.

Her heart said her obsession over and over again.