Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

After Qin Jiu said this, he didn't look at the surveillance again, he stood up and left.

There was no soft-heartedness or struggle on his face, he thought of the panicked expression of that woman in Belmode, as if he had seen something strange.

The corner of his mouth raised, and finally he patted Vodka on the shoulder: "If she finds someone, take him back."

"Big brother?"

"The sewers are intricate and densely packed, not to mention the waste water from the laboratory. It is impossible for a living person to leave safely."

"And." Gin said, he gave Vodka a look, "And do you think a useless person can leave successfully?"

"He might die in the sewer."

"Just end up with the rats in the sewer."

After Gin finished speaking, he didn't look at Vodka's reaction, and then walked away.

Only Vodka was left standing where he was. He looked at Gin's back, and the boy in pain appeared in his mind again.

And when he sewed up the wound, the boy's body couldn't stop shaking.

At that time, he was thinking, in this situation, everyone would go crazy. Thinking of this, Vodka turned around and lowered his eyes to see what was on the monitor.

He thought, maybe this boy is really crazy.

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Qian Yuanxi didn't take chances, nor did he hold the hope that he would successfully leave here, because he had never successfully escaped from the sewer.

He also died a lot in the sewers, so he doesn't hate the rats in the sewers, and sometimes he even has a certain companion mentality towards the rats in the sewers.

Not to mention that he also hates claustrophobic spaces. In such an environment, it will become difficult for him to breathe. His body can no longer support it if he has difficulty breathing.

Then he will die in pain.

He thought he would be happy.

— But he is afraid of pain.

But when he thought about it, every time he died, it seemed that he died with pain, and he never died easily.

—he should get used to painful death.

He should have ignored the pain at the time of death, and let his happy mind paralyze his brain.

Qian Yuanxi felt that the external sensation was getting weaker and weaker, his strength was passing, his heart was completely squeezed and he couldn't breathe, and the pain of various organs colliding in the pipeline made him tremble with pain even in a coma.

But Qian Yuanxi felt extra warm, and he suddenly felt that he was rewarded.

At least this time, he had a little warmth before death, even though it was given to him by those mice.

But he was enough to take it to heart.

……

The world consciousness didn't speak anymore, Qian Yuanxi felt that this was the bravest thing he had ever done, he contradicted the world consciousness for himself.

Thinking of what the world consciousness said, Chihara Xi felt her heart ache again.

But then he felt liberated again, and he thought that from now on, the world consciousness might not be able to find him.

He remembered asking the world consciousness a question in the beginning.

——"Will you always be with me? Will you be the only person in this world I can trust?"

What did the world consciousness say at that time.

——[As long as your life disappears or your brain dies, I will not continue to accompany you. If you want me to accompany you, then you must obediently live on. 】

He kept this sentence in his heart for a long time, and sometimes he wondered how far his brain would go before his world consciousness would leave him.

But brain death is not real death.

——Brain-dead may become a stupid child, or a vegetable lying on a hospital bed unable to take care of itself.

And every death of his is a death in the true sense, so he just remembers it, but has no thought of implementing it.

This slow death will affect his speed of doing tasks.

But now, this has become the only means for him to get rid of the world consciousness.

Will he be a vegetable?Or he will become a child who is stupid and unable to take care of himself, or he will be completely paralyzed.

Qian Yuanxi was thinking subconsciously, but after much deliberation, he finally smiled wryly.

——He can't die quickly, he can only die slowly, and the worst end of his current appearance is to become a vegetable who can't take care of himself.

Lie in a hospital bed for a lifetime.

Maybe he was really crazy, maybe he really lost his mind, otherwise he wouldn't have done such a crazy thing.

……

Qian Yuanxi didn't know how long he slept. Sometimes he couldn't open his eyes and couldn't see the surrounding situation clearly. He even thought that he might still be in the small dark room.

The successful escape was nothing more than a dream he had.

But the numbness of his body, the inability to open his eyes, and the bloody air all reminded him that it was not a dream.

He thought so what if he escaped, such a mutilated body could only keep him alive.

The brain also became more and more unclear. He clearly felt that something had changed in his mind, and he wanted to grab it but couldn't move.

His eyelids became heavier and heavier, and finally he fell asleep again.

Chihara Nozomi didn't open his eyes so he didn't see what his environment was like, the surroundings were full of puddles, like the accumulation of sewage.

There were more and more mice on his body, as if in order not to make Qian Yuanxi's body cold, the mice gathered in a group and finally surrounded him.

Some mice also climbed onto Qianyuan Xi's body, carefully avoiding the wound and avoiding further aggravation.Then he nestled down cautiously, his paws tightly grasping Qian Yuanxi's clothes.

In the following time, more and more mice seemed to want to protect Qianyuan Xi in the middle, Qianyuan Xi's mouth and nose were exposed to the air, breathing softly, like a cub.

And because of the effect of the medicine, the wound on Qianyuan Xi's body stopped bleeding, which made Qianyuan Xi, who had fallen asleep, stretch her eyebrows.

Such a reaction fell into the eyes of the mouse next to him. The mouse tilted his head to try to understand something, and finally he looked back at the bottomless pipe.

Before leaving, the mouse seemed to make a sound as if it was saying something, and after doing all this, it ran in with a few mice.

When the mouse reappeared, the sky outside had already darkened, and the wind blowing gradually became cooler.

But Qian Yuanxi didn't feel the slightest cold, on the contrary he felt that he was very warm.

Qian Yuanxi, who was in a coma, didn't know that the organization was in a mess at this moment.

Rats appeared in all dark and humid places, and things that were already prone to damage became the target of rats this time.

The mice seemed to be crazy, biting things everywhere, but they couldn't be chased away. Some mice even fled everywhere and couldn't be caught.

The members of the organization were in a mess, and Gin, who left the organization to go to his car, didn't know it.

……

When he got to his car, he saw a mouse run away from under his car.

Gin felt unlucky, and then he opened the door and got into the car with a cigarette in his mouth. Just as he sat up and opened the accelerator, Gin smelled a strange smell in the air.

This made him frown, and he finally took a look at the situation in the car, then he took the cigarette away, opened the window and threw it.

The moment the cigarette left his hand, Gin seemed to think of something, he pushed open the car door and quickly hid to the side.

Almost as soon as the cigarette fell to the ground, the ashes of the cigarette ignited the gasoline on the ground, quickly causing a fire, and finally the fire enveloped the black car that brought Chihara Nozomi to the organization.

Gin stood up and squinted his eyes, the wound that had been bandaged opened again at this moment.The blood stained the bandages, and even the blood from some wounds flowed down.

There was dirt on the ground on his forehead and body. At this moment, Qin Jiu was very embarrassed.

But Gin just stared at the car surrounded by fire, as if he felt amused.The corner of the mouth raised a curve, and finally said: "Damn mouse!"

Chapter 042 Lost His Savior Forever

The world consciousness has never encountered such a thing as forcibly expelling the world consciousness.

No one would disobey his orders so boldly, no one would embarrass him like this.

This is the first time!

The world consciousness was very angry. After he stabilized, he desperately wanted to return to the boy again. He thought that if he went back, he must teach him a lesson.

But...he couldn't go back.

The world consciousness froze, this was the first time this happened, the first time he was expelled from someone, and it was also the first time he couldn't get into someone's mind.

He was completely isolated by the teenager.

The world consciousness is aware of this crazy temptation, and he no longer even cares about whether it will make the boy uncomfortable.

But he tried various methods, but he still couldn't find the boy.

He couldn't find his boy in the vast crowd. He is the consciousness of the world, the pillar of this world, and his existence is to support the protagonists in this world.

——That boy is not the main character.

So he didn't pay attention at the beginning, but later he found that this boy was the most obedient boy he had ever seen, so he didn't have to worry about him not being deeply bound again.

Only now did the world consciousness realize why he didn't bind deeply.

——Because he didn't care about this young man, even if there is no such young man who saves the world as the savior, there will be another one.

At the beginning, he never thought that the world would be saved successfully. The probability of saving the world was very small. At that time, he thought that such good luck would be hit by them.

……

The world consciousness is silent. In this situation, he shouldn't go back, and if he can't go back, it can prove that the boy may be dead.

But he knows one thing, that is, the boy cannot die.

From the moment the boy accepted the mission, he was unable to decide to die by himself, and he could not choose to die when he became the savior.

And in order to make this world last longer, he bound this world to the youth's vitality.

——As long as the boy is alive, this world is still the most perfect world.

Those people will still live well and have a happy future.

He didn't tell the boy these things.

His world consciousness fell silent strangely, as if he was thinking about something, but he couldn't figure it out.

His programming was correct.

——He was wrong, so he will make up for it.

He made up for everything that human beings could hardly refuse, but he still didn't know why some people would still choose to die.

He didn't understand why the boy was so obsessed with it, telling him time and time again that he wanted to go home.

He has already told the boy that there is no home in that world, and he can provide the boy with a home in this world.

What the teenager has nothing, he can offer anything.

How beautiful this world is. After saving so many times, we finally have a beautiful world, shouldn't we be happy?

While thinking about the world consciousness, he sensed the boy's position, and he couldn't spare too much energy to find the boy's figure.

He could only slowly grope along the energy fluctuations left by the young man, although he was not confident that he would find him.

This was the first time that the boy forced him away. Thinking of the boy's unhesitating action, the world consciousness suddenly stopped groping.

He remembered that he did not shield the boy from pain.

The world consciousness seems to have thought of something terrible, and he gave a lot of compensation, but the reason why he has not blocked the pain is also very simple.

Because he felt that it was no big deal to lose the boy, which made him careless.

—he forgot.

……

At that moment, the world consciousness only felt that he shouldn't, he shouldn't forget such an important thing.

The people he hired before were shielded from pain, even if he made a mistake, he shouldn't make such a low-level mistake.

So why would he forget it.

The world consciousness fell into deep thought, and he recalled the previous conversations with the boy.